The rest of my life on the rainbow

Hearing Gu Lin's words, Gu Mao cried loudly, his body trembling non-stop, and the sound of sobbing continued to resound.

Gu Lin's eyes kept blinking, he raised his hand and put it down again, looked at Lin Guang in a daze, put his bewildered hands on the back of Gu Mao's head and kept stroking, he thought for a while, and hugged Lin Guang directly. Gu Mao, who couldn't stop crying, went upstairs and opened the door, thanked Lin Guang hastily, and then closed the door.

Gu Mao didn't let go of his arms around his waist.Gu Lin hugged him back to the house with difficulty in a strange posture, and put him on the sofa, but Gu Mao didn't let go at all, and buried his head in his waist again, Gu Lin could only stand in front of the sitting Gu Mao, He kept stroking his hair, from the top of his head to his neck.

Gu Lin opened his mouth, but didn't know what to say, so he kept repeating:

"Don't cry, Mao Mao, don't cry..."

Gu Mao hugged him very tightly, Gu Lin didn't know how long it had passed, he felt his waist loosen a little, so he looked down.

Gu Mao blushed, hiccupped while sobbing.

Gu Lin: "..."

He put his hand on Gu Mao's wrist, and then squatted down under Gu Mao's somewhat panicked eyes. Halfway through the squat, he got stuck, feeling a little pain in the tailbone, and then squatted down to the end without changing expression, gently patting Patted Gu Mao on the back: "Good boy, Mao Mao stopped crying, tell Dad what's wrong?"

"...Is it because Dad came back late?" Gu Lin coaxed softly.

Gu Mao was much better, but still twitching, he nodded and shook his head.

Gu Lin didn't know what he meant, so he asked softly: "Father doesn't understand what Mao Mao means, can Mao Mao tell Dad directly?"

Gu Mao's tears fell again, he sobbed and said, "I, I thought, oh, I thought, Dad doesn't want me anymore."

"Just like my mother." Gu Mao hugged him again and cried, "Don't want me anymore!" He still remembered that when he was living with his grandma, someone told him that he also had a mother, but he was disobedient, so his mother Just don't want him, throw him away.

Gu Lin's heart beat violently, and his breathing stopped for a moment, he let Gu Mao hug him and cry out of fear.

After a long time, he heard his own bitter voice——

"No, Dad will never want you." Gu Lin felt that his voice seemed to come from the sky, with a sense of emptiness, but it still sounded so clearly, "Mom also... didn't want you."

She just...just, died.If she was alive, she would love you very much, because——

She loves him so much.

Memories are like the roots of plants buried deep in the soil. When they were pulled up, some tiny roots broke in the soil, and the dense pain suddenly became severe. Gu Lin even shook his hands.

He thought, why doesn't he like her?If the two love each other, there will be so many things there.

Gu Mao cried for a long time, and finally fell asleep crying.

Gu Lin gently wiped his face, then took off his coat and put him on the bed, carefully folded the quilt for him to prevent him from being kicked.

When he got back to his room, he charged his phone, turned it on, and set the alarm clock forward—to get up earlier.

If Gu Mao got up early and didn't see him, he would probably cry again.

His spirit was tense, but his body was extremely exhausted. He was so tired after washing, but his tense spirit made him unable to fall asleep at all. He tossed and turned and looked at the snow still falling outside the window, so he simply sat up——

As long as you close your eyes, it's all about him being in school, full of vigor and hope.

He was so irritable that he took out another cigarette and lit it tremblingly—just one.

After smoking one, he threw the cigarette case into the drawer, went to brush his teeth again, and when he came back, he found that the screen of the mobile phone was on, and he opened it casually——

[Brother Gu, agree with my WeChat friends? ]

Gu Lin's face twitched quickly, he looked at the text message as if he had seen a ghost, and then quickly replied: [Why do you have my mobile phone number? ]

The reply over there was fast: [I asked the dean for it, after all, I will be a colleague after the new year. (*>.<*)]

Gu Lin's puzzled eyes paused for a while on the string of garbled characters behind, and then replied: [I'm asleep. ]

[......]

[Brother Gu? ]

[Brother Gu? ! ! ! ]

[Don't be like this, text messages are so expensive, can't we chat on WeChat? ]

Gu Lin muted the phone, lay down on the bed peacefully, and fell asleep after a while—probably because she was bored and tired.

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Xu Mingle sent a few messages but didn't see a reply. He curled his lips, and the unscrupulous smile disappeared from his pretty face. He turned off the phone, threw it on the bed indifferently, and then threw himself on the bed, Satisfied and rubbed.

His brother always said that he has no friends, look, doesn't he have any?

Although it seems to be a bit of a generation gap.

Xu Mingle moved lazily on the bed, for a while Gu Lin's soft smile that seemed to melt when he was close to the window flashed in his mind, and for a while he said in a cold and depressed voice that he had no wife.

Xu Mingle pressed his aching temple, he frowned, thoughts in his head were messed up, and for a while, he thought——

Does no wife mean that he is not married at all?Where is that kid from?stole?snatched?Or was it drunk and sexually born?

Well, I didn't know I had a child until after giving birth, so I took it home and raised it... Thinking of the word raising in a daze, he paused for a moment in his dull and messy head, jumped up from the bed and slowly lay down back -

His son is so old, so did Brother Gu have a child when he was still in school?In the society more than ten years ago, I had a child when I was in school... I guess it was a college grade, and in a high-end and reserved city... Tsk, I'm afraid there are quite a lot of rolling eyes.

Xu Mingle used his brain drugged by alcohol to think about it, and thought that Brother Gu might not have gone to college at all.

But he can't rely on his family's little money and status to check on others, and the future intersection will be colleagues, and if he is desperate to mention it, he will be friends.

Dude can’t do it, dude can’t do it, he can’t bear it if he hangs his shoulders, you have to know that the reason why he has a good face and a good well-off family background and has been single for more than 20 years is all because of his mentality that kisses are disgusting Caused.

It's not cleanliness, it's the feeling... the in-depth contact between people, such as applauding for love?It's pretty disgusting.In this way, if you meet someone with a bit of a brain, you may feel that he has some kind of psychological trauma, but God knows that he grew up peacefully, and there is nothing wrong with him except for an accidental one-off when he was a child.

If you think about it, it's not a big deal, just watch a movie.

……

Could it be that the two protagonists are too ugly?

Do not!impossible!

Therefore, Xu Mingle was completely unaware of his resistance to kissing.

He thought about it miscellaneously, and finally fell asleep slowly after thinking too much, and the last memory in his mind stopped on Gu Lin's thin pale pink lips...

It must be cold, like that man.

In the early morning of the next day, Gu Lin reached out to turn off the phone alarm clock, then tried to open his eyes to see the time, sat up, and the coolness rushed to the surface of the skin in an instant, and Gu Lin became more awake—to melt the snow today, to wear two more clothes for Mao Mao. clothes.

He packed everything up, checked the time, took a book and sat beside Gu Mao's bed. When Gu Mao opened his eyes, he didn't notice. shouted:

"dad?"

Gu Lin looked up, then closed the book and put it on the balcony next to it, then reached out and stroked back the hair on Gu Mao's forehead, "Wake up, let's get up and eat."

Gu Mao seemed to have not fully woken up from his sleep, he reached out to grab Gu Lin's hand, squeezed it before showing a smile, and sat up swiftly.

Gu Lin put on clothes for him, and after the two of them finished their meal, Gu Lin sent Gu Mao to the neighbor's house again. Gu Mao hesitated for a long time, hung his head and held Gu Lin's sleeve tightly without saying a word.

Gu Lin took out her mobile phone, "Good boy Maomao, if you miss your father, can you call him?"

Zou Xue also quickly took out her mobile phone, "Look, you can just call Dad when the time comes, Auntie's mobile phone has been repaired." But it was repaired, it fell into the water yesterday, and today I used the previous mobile phone.

Gu Mao let go of his hand slowly, Gu Lin heaved a sigh of relief, turned around and left - he has to talk to the dean of teaching affairs today, can he... take a child to school.

Gu Mao looked at the back of Gu Lin leaving, and didn't move for a while. Zou Xue gently stroked his hair and said, "Will I take you to see Dad at noon?"

Gu Mao's eyes lit up and he nodded quickly.

He really wanted to follow his father all the time, but he was even more afraid that he would be disobedient and make his father hate him and not want him.

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