[You who came from the stars] Bright Light Star
Chapter 76 Psychologist's troubles
At noon, when Li Huijing came, she had to go downstairs to wait for him. Seeing them hugging each other and greeting each other intimately, the strange possessive desire in her heart began to stir again, so she had no choice but to choose not to watch or listen.
Before I met Qian Songyi, I didn't feel that the time was hard at all, and I didn't feel that no one had such a long blank time. Lawyer Zhang and I made an appointment to go to the teahouse often. He told him everything and what was on his mind.
"Teacher, do you really have to go?" Attorney Zhang asked me hesitantly.
"Before, I thought I would disappear if I didn't leave, but now, I am more worried that she will disappear."
"If it's true that Qian Songyi will disappear one day as the teacher said, then you'd better not get into it too deeply, although you don't know if her disappearance is death, or go to another place, at least, people who have experienced it , will be heartbroken for this relationship.”
"..."
I looked at Lawyer Zhang speechless, I thought about everything he said, and gave the right choice rationally, but whenever I faced her, those words that should have been said, The things that should be done are no longer controlled. The only thing that should be done is to want to be with her.
"Is there a way, teacher? Stop her from disappearing." Lawyer Zhang saw that I didn't speak, so he changed the question.
"Many years ago, I met a person who knew the way of yin and yang, could eliminate the contradictions between heaven, earth, people, and ghosts, and possessed some kind of psychic magic."
"who?"
"In Japan, this kind of person is generally called an onmyoji. By manipulating the 'shikigami' to perform onmyoji, seal or contract seals, subdue the gods, guide the gods to become their own shikigami, and then manipulate them. I I've only seen it once."
"So the teacher feels that her specialness and uniqueness are due to some kind of magical method?"
I shook my head, "I don't know, I've never seen such a situation, I think she knows a lot, but I can't know the source of her information. She is always in front of my eyes, but I always feel that she is about to disappear .”
"In this case, I can only bless you, teacher, and hope that your decision now will not regret it in the future."
Will you regret it?I don't know, the only thing I know is the growing desire to be with her, no matter how long it takes, to be together, and even to grow old together.
"In the past, when there was endless time, I didn't feel that time was precious. To me, the long years were just a snap of my fingers. I didn't feel lonely or nostalgic. When the day I needed to leave, I was sure that I could Leave without nostalgia.
This is the first time I have a loved one, the first time to treat someone with sincerity, the first time to push my feelings into a whirlwind, it seems that the truth summed up in hundreds of years is far away from me, the only truth, Only each other is left. "
"It's the first time I heard you say such humane words, teacher. I'm really not used to it."
Lawyer Zhang is right. I have always only understood human emotions, but I have never experienced them.
When I got home, Qian Songyi was sitting alone in the living room in a daze, looking at the mobile phone on the table with fixed eyes, and when I saw me approaching, she lifted up her spirits, "Are you back?"
"Well, what's the matter?" Why is a person sitting here in a daze?Did Lee Hye Kyung make things difficult for you?
"It's okay, have you eaten yet?" She didn't seem to want to say this, she stood up and changed the subject nervously.Qian Songyi, every time you have something on your mind, it is written directly on your face. If you don't say it, it makes people care more.
I stretched out my hand to hold her who was going to the kitchen recklessly, and pushed her back to the original place, every time I wanted to run, if the problem is not solved this time, you can't even think about going anywhere, "What's the matter?"
I began to regret leaving her alone. With her character of keeping things in her heart, it would probably be very difficult to ask her out.
Wouldn't it be better not to leave if I knew this earlier?Sure enough, after being controlled by emotions, reason will always fly away from time to time.
Seeing that I insisted on asking, she put her finger on her lips and began to think, her eyes changed before she slowly said, "Jang Keun Suk is getting engaged, and he is getting engaged with his brother. Lee Hui Kyung is here today and wants to invite me to participate. I just I was thinking about what gift to prepare for him."
It's not difficult to see her evasive words and pretended calmness. Although what you said should be the truth, it's just an appearance. Apart from the engagement, you must be hiding other things.What's the reason you don't want me to know?Do you not believe in yourself, or do you not believe in me?
On her fair face, there was a slightly timid expression, her biting lip was crystal clear and charming, her slender fingers were clasped together, and the fingertips were a little white.
Qian Songyi, let me guess what's on your mind, to see if I know you better, or you see it more deeply.
I lowered my body, wrapped my hands around her legs, and lifted her up from the ground. This posture brought us very close, our breaths were in contact with each other, and we were extremely intimate.
"Qian Songyi, how much do you really know about me?" I raised my head slightly and looked directly into her eyes.
"Well, that's it." She showed me a distance with her fingers, "or a little more?" She lengthened the distance a little more.
I looked at her dumbfounded, and in the next second I appeared with her on the roof of this apartment building. The sky tonight is a bit cloudy, but the first quarter moon in the sky is extraordinarily bright, and the stars are almost invisible, and the wind outside is a bit cold.
"Help me up." She exclaimed softly, trembled, and subconsciously touched my shoulder.
As our bodies gradually rose, she tightened her grip on me, poor little guy, are you afraid?
Surroundings, the brightly lit buildings suddenly became pitch black. She opened her eyes wide and looked at the momentary darkness of the streets. She pursed her bright red lips and sighed, "So it's okay to be awake."
Otherwise when will it be ok?Your words always carry stories that I don’t understand, and shield the surrounding lights and electronic equipment in order to prevent someone from photographing us floating.
After the surroundings were completely dark, the moonlight appeared brighter. She raised her head, looked at the sky, smiled and let go of my hand, and slowly raised it towards the moon.
"Ah, amazing! Do Min Joon, you are a miracle!"
"Qian Songyi," she heard me call her, lowered her head and put down her hands, and looked at me intently, "I used to not want to get involved in the entanglements in the world, and I ignored everything that happened around me. In my philosophy, human affairs should be resolved by you yourself."
I took her spinning in the air, loosened my arms, put her down, and hugged her slightly cold body tightly into my arms, "Meeting you is something I didn't expect, your existence, Let the awareness of staying out of things become an illusory past.
So, if that's what you're worrying about, there's absolutely no need.
Cheon Song Yi, no matter what you are going through now, no matter what you need to face in the future, no matter what the result is, let us face it together, okay? "
I really want you to know that compared with your fragile little life, I am a terrifying existence that should make human beings fear infinitely.
After she heard it, the excited and excited expression on her face turned into a kind of melancholy, a kind of entanglement that didn't want to admit the truth, a kind of trouble that wanted to continue going on but couldn't find a reason.
The temperature outside was too cold for her to stay for a long time, so I took her back to the room.
The room was still pitch black due to a power outage, and the moonlight shone through the floor-to-ceiling windows in the living room, casting a silver halo on the ground.
Walking in from the balcony, with the moonlight behind my back, I put her on the back of the sofa and let her sit in the air. She looked over my shoulder and stared quietly out of the window. After a long time, she said to me, "Du Minjun, I am very happy Afraid, afraid that one day you will be in danger, you will be injured... On that day, on the cliff, did you get hurt? Hand."
Her tone was weak, and that tone of self-blame made me helpless, why do you always attribute the problem to yourself? Compared with your deep danger, compared with your silence and hiding, getting hurt is nothing at all What.
However, "Didn't you have been in a coma at that time?" Can you also know when it happened during the coma?
"Yeah." She nodded, "Jang Keun Suk told me."
After she finished speaking, she slid off the back of the sofa with my arm, stepped on the ground with bare feet, walked to the window, held the glass door with moonlight on it, and looked out of the window for a long time before making up her mind to turn around. He turned his head and leaned against the balcony door and said softly, "Du Minjun, don't get involved in the disputes of human society, don't get involved in my life, okay?"
So, you would rather bear everything by yourself than face it with me?
The angle of the backlight made it difficult for me to see her expression clearly, "You said last time that you would leave the earth, right?"
I nodded reluctantly, feeling a certain sourness in my heart, which made me more and more reluctant to face the fact that I was about to leave.
In a calm voice, she uttered a spell like destiny, "If you want to leave, then don't make me dependent from the beginning. In the future, since it is my world alone, then, I would rather go alone all the time." face."
It turns out that what you have been worrying about is the future that I will leave, the dependence you will have, and the consequences of my involvement too deeply. You have thought so much, and you have thought so far so rationally. At this moment, I feel that I I see you differently.
She came over and hugged me, but it made me feel even more uncomfortable. What you are worried about may indeed happen in the future, and it may indeed become a reality. Should I do my best to stay away from you, or should I do my best to protect you and accompany you Spend the rest of the time?
Qian Songyi, every time I face you, my determination will shake a little. If I can be together, if I can be with you for the rest of my life, I think, even if it costs my life, I am willing.
"The thing you said you wanted to do together, when are we going to leave?" She suddenly raised her head from my chest and looked at me, the sadness in her eyes had been replaced by love, I always knew you were special, I didn't expect it to be so special.
Human beings will naturally have a sense of dependence on people they trust. This sense of dependence subtly appears in the bits and pieces of life, affecting people's thinking and behavior. As time accumulates, this sense of dependence will gradually increase, even if there is no profound Emotions, people who get along day and night will also have dependent emotions, making the connection between them closer, thus forming a network of human society.
Therefore, after a person is deprived of the sense of dependence, many abnormal processes and behaviors will appear. Cheon Song Yi, as a normal human being, if it is not deliberately creating psychological hints to express doubts or fears about someone, is it right? Will you so simply reject the generation of mutual dependence?
In your mind, what are you suggesting to yourself?
"As soon as possible." If this trip can lead me to find a solution to the problem, I also hope that he will come as soon as possible.
"Du Minjun," she stood on tiptoe, put her arms around my neck, pressed her lips against my neck, and said, "I'm looking forward to it."
Me too, Cheon Song Yi, no matter how much you refuse to open up your world, I am already in it.
I will do my best to solve the future worries, your contradictory psychology and entangled theories, you should give up early, those can no longer change the facts in front of you.
You are by my side, and I have decided not to let you go, not to let you run away again, I want, we are together - the miracle of my life.
Before I met Qian Songyi, I didn't feel that the time was hard at all, and I didn't feel that no one had such a long blank time. Lawyer Zhang and I made an appointment to go to the teahouse often. He told him everything and what was on his mind.
"Teacher, do you really have to go?" Attorney Zhang asked me hesitantly.
"Before, I thought I would disappear if I didn't leave, but now, I am more worried that she will disappear."
"If it's true that Qian Songyi will disappear one day as the teacher said, then you'd better not get into it too deeply, although you don't know if her disappearance is death, or go to another place, at least, people who have experienced it , will be heartbroken for this relationship.”
"..."
I looked at Lawyer Zhang speechless, I thought about everything he said, and gave the right choice rationally, but whenever I faced her, those words that should have been said, The things that should be done are no longer controlled. The only thing that should be done is to want to be with her.
"Is there a way, teacher? Stop her from disappearing." Lawyer Zhang saw that I didn't speak, so he changed the question.
"Many years ago, I met a person who knew the way of yin and yang, could eliminate the contradictions between heaven, earth, people, and ghosts, and possessed some kind of psychic magic."
"who?"
"In Japan, this kind of person is generally called an onmyoji. By manipulating the 'shikigami' to perform onmyoji, seal or contract seals, subdue the gods, guide the gods to become their own shikigami, and then manipulate them. I I've only seen it once."
"So the teacher feels that her specialness and uniqueness are due to some kind of magical method?"
I shook my head, "I don't know, I've never seen such a situation, I think she knows a lot, but I can't know the source of her information. She is always in front of my eyes, but I always feel that she is about to disappear .”
"In this case, I can only bless you, teacher, and hope that your decision now will not regret it in the future."
Will you regret it?I don't know, the only thing I know is the growing desire to be with her, no matter how long it takes, to be together, and even to grow old together.
"In the past, when there was endless time, I didn't feel that time was precious. To me, the long years were just a snap of my fingers. I didn't feel lonely or nostalgic. When the day I needed to leave, I was sure that I could Leave without nostalgia.
This is the first time I have a loved one, the first time to treat someone with sincerity, the first time to push my feelings into a whirlwind, it seems that the truth summed up in hundreds of years is far away from me, the only truth, Only each other is left. "
"It's the first time I heard you say such humane words, teacher. I'm really not used to it."
Lawyer Zhang is right. I have always only understood human emotions, but I have never experienced them.
When I got home, Qian Songyi was sitting alone in the living room in a daze, looking at the mobile phone on the table with fixed eyes, and when I saw me approaching, she lifted up her spirits, "Are you back?"
"Well, what's the matter?" Why is a person sitting here in a daze?Did Lee Hye Kyung make things difficult for you?
"It's okay, have you eaten yet?" She didn't seem to want to say this, she stood up and changed the subject nervously.Qian Songyi, every time you have something on your mind, it is written directly on your face. If you don't say it, it makes people care more.
I stretched out my hand to hold her who was going to the kitchen recklessly, and pushed her back to the original place, every time I wanted to run, if the problem is not solved this time, you can't even think about going anywhere, "What's the matter?"
I began to regret leaving her alone. With her character of keeping things in her heart, it would probably be very difficult to ask her out.
Wouldn't it be better not to leave if I knew this earlier?Sure enough, after being controlled by emotions, reason will always fly away from time to time.
Seeing that I insisted on asking, she put her finger on her lips and began to think, her eyes changed before she slowly said, "Jang Keun Suk is getting engaged, and he is getting engaged with his brother. Lee Hui Kyung is here today and wants to invite me to participate. I just I was thinking about what gift to prepare for him."
It's not difficult to see her evasive words and pretended calmness. Although what you said should be the truth, it's just an appearance. Apart from the engagement, you must be hiding other things.What's the reason you don't want me to know?Do you not believe in yourself, or do you not believe in me?
On her fair face, there was a slightly timid expression, her biting lip was crystal clear and charming, her slender fingers were clasped together, and the fingertips were a little white.
Qian Songyi, let me guess what's on your mind, to see if I know you better, or you see it more deeply.
I lowered my body, wrapped my hands around her legs, and lifted her up from the ground. This posture brought us very close, our breaths were in contact with each other, and we were extremely intimate.
"Qian Songyi, how much do you really know about me?" I raised my head slightly and looked directly into her eyes.
"Well, that's it." She showed me a distance with her fingers, "or a little more?" She lengthened the distance a little more.
I looked at her dumbfounded, and in the next second I appeared with her on the roof of this apartment building. The sky tonight is a bit cloudy, but the first quarter moon in the sky is extraordinarily bright, and the stars are almost invisible, and the wind outside is a bit cold.
"Help me up." She exclaimed softly, trembled, and subconsciously touched my shoulder.
As our bodies gradually rose, she tightened her grip on me, poor little guy, are you afraid?
Surroundings, the brightly lit buildings suddenly became pitch black. She opened her eyes wide and looked at the momentary darkness of the streets. She pursed her bright red lips and sighed, "So it's okay to be awake."
Otherwise when will it be ok?Your words always carry stories that I don’t understand, and shield the surrounding lights and electronic equipment in order to prevent someone from photographing us floating.
After the surroundings were completely dark, the moonlight appeared brighter. She raised her head, looked at the sky, smiled and let go of my hand, and slowly raised it towards the moon.
"Ah, amazing! Do Min Joon, you are a miracle!"
"Qian Songyi," she heard me call her, lowered her head and put down her hands, and looked at me intently, "I used to not want to get involved in the entanglements in the world, and I ignored everything that happened around me. In my philosophy, human affairs should be resolved by you yourself."
I took her spinning in the air, loosened my arms, put her down, and hugged her slightly cold body tightly into my arms, "Meeting you is something I didn't expect, your existence, Let the awareness of staying out of things become an illusory past.
So, if that's what you're worrying about, there's absolutely no need.
Cheon Song Yi, no matter what you are going through now, no matter what you need to face in the future, no matter what the result is, let us face it together, okay? "
I really want you to know that compared with your fragile little life, I am a terrifying existence that should make human beings fear infinitely.
After she heard it, the excited and excited expression on her face turned into a kind of melancholy, a kind of entanglement that didn't want to admit the truth, a kind of trouble that wanted to continue going on but couldn't find a reason.
The temperature outside was too cold for her to stay for a long time, so I took her back to the room.
The room was still pitch black due to a power outage, and the moonlight shone through the floor-to-ceiling windows in the living room, casting a silver halo on the ground.
Walking in from the balcony, with the moonlight behind my back, I put her on the back of the sofa and let her sit in the air. She looked over my shoulder and stared quietly out of the window. After a long time, she said to me, "Du Minjun, I am very happy Afraid, afraid that one day you will be in danger, you will be injured... On that day, on the cliff, did you get hurt? Hand."
Her tone was weak, and that tone of self-blame made me helpless, why do you always attribute the problem to yourself? Compared with your deep danger, compared with your silence and hiding, getting hurt is nothing at all What.
However, "Didn't you have been in a coma at that time?" Can you also know when it happened during the coma?
"Yeah." She nodded, "Jang Keun Suk told me."
After she finished speaking, she slid off the back of the sofa with my arm, stepped on the ground with bare feet, walked to the window, held the glass door with moonlight on it, and looked out of the window for a long time before making up her mind to turn around. He turned his head and leaned against the balcony door and said softly, "Du Minjun, don't get involved in the disputes of human society, don't get involved in my life, okay?"
So, you would rather bear everything by yourself than face it with me?
The angle of the backlight made it difficult for me to see her expression clearly, "You said last time that you would leave the earth, right?"
I nodded reluctantly, feeling a certain sourness in my heart, which made me more and more reluctant to face the fact that I was about to leave.
In a calm voice, she uttered a spell like destiny, "If you want to leave, then don't make me dependent from the beginning. In the future, since it is my world alone, then, I would rather go alone all the time." face."
It turns out that what you have been worrying about is the future that I will leave, the dependence you will have, and the consequences of my involvement too deeply. You have thought so much, and you have thought so far so rationally. At this moment, I feel that I I see you differently.
She came over and hugged me, but it made me feel even more uncomfortable. What you are worried about may indeed happen in the future, and it may indeed become a reality. Should I do my best to stay away from you, or should I do my best to protect you and accompany you Spend the rest of the time?
Qian Songyi, every time I face you, my determination will shake a little. If I can be together, if I can be with you for the rest of my life, I think, even if it costs my life, I am willing.
"The thing you said you wanted to do together, when are we going to leave?" She suddenly raised her head from my chest and looked at me, the sadness in her eyes had been replaced by love, I always knew you were special, I didn't expect it to be so special.
Human beings will naturally have a sense of dependence on people they trust. This sense of dependence subtly appears in the bits and pieces of life, affecting people's thinking and behavior. As time accumulates, this sense of dependence will gradually increase, even if there is no profound Emotions, people who get along day and night will also have dependent emotions, making the connection between them closer, thus forming a network of human society.
Therefore, after a person is deprived of the sense of dependence, many abnormal processes and behaviors will appear. Cheon Song Yi, as a normal human being, if it is not deliberately creating psychological hints to express doubts or fears about someone, is it right? Will you so simply reject the generation of mutual dependence?
In your mind, what are you suggesting to yourself?
"As soon as possible." If this trip can lead me to find a solution to the problem, I also hope that he will come as soon as possible.
"Du Minjun," she stood on tiptoe, put her arms around my neck, pressed her lips against my neck, and said, "I'm looking forward to it."
Me too, Cheon Song Yi, no matter how much you refuse to open up your world, I am already in it.
I will do my best to solve the future worries, your contradictory psychology and entangled theories, you should give up early, those can no longer change the facts in front of you.
You are by my side, and I have decided not to let you go, not to let you run away again, I want, we are together - the miracle of my life.
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