don't take my blame

When Ji Wen went to work, he looked a little dazed. He had originally handed the pliers to Chen Yang, but he handed it to the wrong person, and Chen Yang kicked his ass lightly.

"What are you thinking about?" Chen Yang asked him during lunch.

Ji Wen said: "What do you think is a responsible man?"

Chen Yang was quiet for a few seconds, staring at Ji Wen.

It wasn't until Ji Wen turned his head to look at him that he asked, "Did you mess with some little girl?"

Ji Wen's ears turned red immediately, and he quickly denied, "Of course not, what are you kidding?"

Chen Yang smiled, probably because he thought his reaction was cute, and then asked seriously: "Tell me, who are you responsible for?"

Ji Wen didn't want to say anything, because he always felt that he would be laughed at by Chen Yang.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Chen Yang didn't question him, but said: "Anyway, you have to be measured. To be honest, you are too young and don't have a stable source of income. No one can tell what will happen in the future. Who can you treat?" Responsibility? It would be nice to be responsible for yourself.”

Ji Wen lowered his head, wondering what he was thinking.

Chen Yang added: "It's fine to have a girlfriend, but don't mess around with little girls."

Ji Wen said, "I don't have a girlfriend."

Chen Yang said, "Boys can't do it either."

Ji Wen was taken aback, and turned to look at Chen Yang. Seeing the playful smile on his face, he understood that he was just joking.Ji Wen smiled self-deprecatingly, saying that he was thinking too much, and then he couldn't help sighing.

After lunch, the sun was shining, everyone was lazy and didn't want to do anything, so they hid in the small room at the back to blow on the air conditioner.

The sofa was already fully occupied. Ji Wen sat on the ground leaning against the wall and squinted for a while. Just as he fell asleep, his phone rang.

The phone showed his landline number.

Ji Wen got up and went outside to answer the phone.

This call was made by his younger sister, Ji Rong, who was in junior high school. These days, Ji Rong was on summer vacation and was helping his mother and grandma at home.

Hearing Ji Wen answered the phone, Ji Rong's tone seemed a little cautious: "Brother, how are you recently?"

Ji Wen's tone was gentle: "Very good, what's the matter?"

Although there is a phone at home, and Ji Wen also has a mobile phone, but usually they rarely contact each other, and my sister will not make a special call to chat with him.

Sure enough, after hearing Ji Wen's inquiry, Ji Rong sighed softly and said, "Mom's health is very bad recently, and she went to the hospital two days ago."

Ji Wen was slightly taken aback, and asked, "Do you need me to come back?"

Ji Rong quickly said: "No, the doctor prescribed medicine but didn't let you be hospitalized, I just wanted to tell you."

Ji Wen walked to the corner, leaned his back against the wall, and said softly, "Thank you for your hard work."

He knew why Ji Rong called him. His younger brother Ji Yuan was still too young, and his grandmother was getting older. Ji Rong had to take care of many things in the family. She probably just felt wronged and wanted to call someone to talk about it. .

Sure enough, after hearing what Ji Wen said, Ji Rong was silent for a moment, and then cheered up and said, "It's okay, bro, are you going to start school soon?"

Ji Wen said: "There is still about a week."

Ji Rong smiled, "I'm about to start school too, remember to come back early to celebrate the New Year when it's winter vacation."

Ji Wen said: "I will, you study hard."

Ji Rong said "hmm".

After the two of them seemed to have nothing to say, Ji Rong took the initiative to hang up the phone.

Ji Wen didn't ask why Ji Rong didn't call her father, he knew that Ji Rong was always a little afraid of her father, and she didn't dare to call for such a trivial matter.

After hanging up the phone, Ji Wen stared at the phone for a while, and suddenly wanted to go home.

His hometown is in this province, but it is some distance from city c. It takes more than ten hours by train and eight or nine hours by car.

Taking a deep breath, Ji Wen put the phone in his pocket, turned around and walked towards the lounge.

In the afternoon, Ji Wen made dinner for Li Xingyu at home.

Li Xingyu followed him into the kitchen and stood beside him watching him chop vegetables.

Ji Wen felt a little uncomfortable being watched by him, as if he couldn't even hold a knife, he said, "Don't look at me."

Li Xingyu didn't speak.

Ji Wen then said, "Go out and watch TV for a while?"

Li Xingyu said: "I want to see you more."

Ji Wen couldn't help but glanced at him, then turned back to concentrate on chopping vegetables.

Li Xingyu went to get a bag of potato chips bought in the supermarket yesterday, unpacked it, pinched a piece with his fingers and fed it to Ji Wen.

Ji Wen hesitated a little, opened his mouth and bit the potato chips, and accidentally brushed Li Xingyu's fingers with his lips.

After Li Xingyu withdrew his hand, he happily licked his fingers, Ji Wen's kitchen knife almost missed him.

Dinner is twice-cooked pork fried rice.

The air was filled with the aroma of fermented soybeans and garlic sprouts, and Li Xingyu was not afraid of the oily smoke, so he stood next to Ji Wen and accompanied him to finish the fried rice.

The two ate dinner face to face.

Ji Wen stirred the bowl with a spoon, and when he saw that Li Xingyu had almost eaten, he couldn't help but said to him, "I'm leaving tonight."

Li Xingyu looked at him strangely, "Where are you going?"

Ji Wen didn't seem to have any appetite, "My mother is not in good health, I want to go home and bought a train ticket for tonight."

Li Xingyu was stunned, and asked him, "When did you decide?" He thought Ji Wen had already made up his mind, but he only told him now.

Ji Wen quickly explained: "I just decided this afternoon. It happened that I almost quit my job at the car dealership, so I took the time to go to the train station. I didn't expect to be able to buy a ticket."

"How long will it be?" Li Xingyu asked him.

Ji Wen said: "Come back after school has almost started."

Li Xingyu had half a bowl of rice left, and suddenly lost his appetite.

It's nothing that Ji Wen wants to go home, but he feels that Ji Wen seems to be avoiding him.He always thought that the relationship between the two of them had improved so much last night that it would be different in the future, but after Ji Wen came home today, he didn't show any intimacy to him, and even avoided it.

Li Xingyu was very disturbed by this.

And Ji Wen will go home at this time, maybe when they come back, their relationship will return to the previous state.

Li Xingyu asked, "Can I go with you?"

Ji Wen didn't expect Li Xingyu to make this request, he was stunned, and after a while he said, "It's not very convenient."

Li Xingyu turned the spoon in his hand and lowered his head slightly.

Ji Wen suddenly remembered that he originally wanted to have time to travel with Li Xingyu, but now he is resisting Li Xingyu. In the final analysis, he is afraid and shrinking back.

Feeling a little uncomfortable, Ji Wen explained: "It's too late to buy a ticket now, and my family's conditions are really not very good. I'm afraid you won't be used to living there."

Li Xingyu was already hurt by Ji Wen's first rejection, he squeezed the spoon tightly and did not speak.

Seeing that he was unhappy, Ji Wen was also sad, so he managed to pull himself together and smiled at him and said, "I'll be back soon, and I'll bring you some special products when the time comes, you'll definitely like it."

Li Xingyu glanced at him, but said nothing.

After eating, Ji Wen washed the dishes, then took a travel bag and started packing.

Li Xingyu sat beside him and watched him, without saying a word from the beginning to the end.

After Ji Wen packed his things, he stood there and looked at Li Xingyu. He knew that he might be able to comfort Li Xingyu by doing something, such as hugging him or kissing him, and telling him that he would be back in a few days.But he couldn't take a step to go there, obviously he had done such an intimate act last night, but now his heart has been pulling hard, and he doesn't know what to do.

In the end, he just walked over and touched Li Xingyu's head, and said, "I'm leaving, remember to eat on time, and call me if you need something."

Li Xingyu looked up at him.

Ji Wen wanted to touch Li Xingyu's face, but he held back, turned around, picked up his travel bag and walked outside, he seemed to sigh slightly when he closed the door.

Li Xingyu was still sitting where he was, the sky was getting dark, and he didn't turn on the lights, just sat sullenly.

After an unknown amount of time, the phone in the bag vibrated. Li Xingyu took it out and saw that it was a text message from Ji Wen, and said to him, "The train is leaving."

Li Xingyu didn't want to return at first, but after looking at Ji Wen's name for a long time, he finally replied, "Bon voyage."

Ji Wen didn't reply.

At night Li Xingyu lay on the bed for a long time without falling asleep, he didn't know how to describe his emotions, should he say angry or disappointed?Or not reconciled?

After sleeping until midnight and still not falling asleep, Li Xingyu rolled over and knelt on the bed, turned on the phone and sent Ji Wen a text message: "Are you there?"

He knew that of course Ji Wen didn't show up, and he also knew that the hard-seat train ticket Ji Wen bought might not be able to fall asleep now, he just wanted Ji Wen to talk to him.

Sure enough, Ji Wen quickly replied to him, "Why haven't you slept yet?"

Li Xingyu told him: "I miss you, I can't sleep."

Sitting on the seat, Ji Wen was originally lying slightly forward, but now he sat up straight involuntarily, he didn't know how to deal with Li Xingyu's unabashed bluntness.

After a while, he still replied: "Go to bed early."

After sending the text message, Ji Wen pinched the phone in his hand and lay on the table with his head resting on his arms. He felt that he was really useless, and he didn't even dare to admit that he liked someone.

This kind of thought made him feel sore, and holding the phone in his hand, he waited for Li Xingyu's reply, but he never got it.I don't know if Li Xingyu is asleep, or if he doesn't plan to reply to him.

With the shaking of the train, Ji Wen hardly fell asleep all night.