don't take my blame

The appearance of Li Xingyu's mother broke the peace of their lives.

No matter what Yi Wenchao said to Li Xingyu before, Li Xingyu would not take it to heart, but Yan Suling has not said anything since she appeared, and Li Xingyu has obviously become nervous.

Ji Wen didn't know how to comfort him, because he was also confused by it.

At noon the next day, Ji Wen had just finished lunch in the school cafeteria when he received a call from Yan Suling, asking if he had time to come out for a glass of water.

Ji Wen knew that he couldn't hide, so he agreed.

They met in a nice cafe outside the school. Yan Suling ordered a cup of coffee, but Ji Wen only wanted a cup of lemon tea.

Yan Suling looked at Ji Wen with a smile all the time during this process, and said to him: "I like a child like you very much."

Ji Wen didn't speak.

Yan Suling said: "I have always hoped to make Xingyu more independent, but it seems that it has not been successful. After he has no way to rely on me, now he seems to have found someone else to rely on."

Ji Wen played with the ladle in the glass with his fingers, which was a sign of his agitation. He looked up at Yan Suling, thinking that he might know what she wanted to say, but he was not sure what she wanted to say.

Yan Suling stirred the coffee with a small spoon, Ji Wen's silence did not make her feel uncomfortable, but continued: "I am very grateful that you are his friend and willing to take care of him, but I don't think you should let him too dependent on you."

This time Ji Wen was slightly taken aback, and asked, "He can't even have friends?"

Yan Suling smiled, "Of course not. I'm glad he has friends. It's better to make more friends than rely on a same-sex friend wholeheartedly."

The words "same-sex friends" made Ji Wen a little nervous.

Yan Suling noticed his expression, and asked softly: "Ji Wen, I can ask you, what is the relationship between you and Xingyu now?"

"We are friends," Ji Wen said, and he didn't lie.

Yan Suling said: "Don't you think the relationship between you is a bit ambiguous?"

Ji Wen didn't answer her.

Yan Suling didn't need his answer, "I don't know what you think, but Xingyu is my son, I can see that he relies too much on you, I am familiar with my son, his thinking sometimes It's strange, I think he has a lot of ideas but he doesn't want to say anything to me, he hasn't shown any special interest in girls or anyone else, I don't think he said anything to me one day Weird, but you're only 16, are you sure you know what you're doing?"

Ji Wen said, "I know."

"No, you don't know," Yan Suling said, "This is determined by the physiological structure, not what you think."

Ji Wen shook his head, "We didn't do anything, we're just friends, living together and working hard together, isn't that good?"

"Not good," Yan Suling vetoed mercilessly, "You shouldn't let him rely on you so much now, and you don't have the conditions to make him rely on you, you can't do what you want, can't you, while trying to take care of him On the other hand, let him follow you to set up a street stall."

"I don't think money is that important, I—"

"You don't have any money yourself, so why do you think money is not important? What right do you have to deny the value of something you don't own?"

Ji Wen was speechless for a while.

"Don't write a bad check, Ji Wen," Yan Suling's expression suddenly became sad, "Someone promised me before that he would take care of me for the rest of my life, so that I don't have to worry about anything, as long as I follow him, at that time he really had The ability to say such things, but so what, did you leave me behind in the end, and bring the child to face so much pressure alone. Now that you make Xingyu rely on you so much, who will dare to guarantee your future? ?”

Ji Wen wanted to say: I dare, I have confidence in myself.But at this time, he suddenly thought of his younger brothers and sisters at home, and his mother who was bedridden due to illness all the year round.He knew that no matter what he said now, in Yan Suling's eyes, he was just writing a blank promise.

Yan Suling said solemnly: "If you are ordinary friends, then don't let him depend on you, because one day you will leave him to live your own life; if you know that you are not ordinary friends, please separate now, Because you will not get any blessings, your age and financial situation will make you unable to bear the pressure from the outside world, you need to be more cautious."

Ji Wen took a sip of the lemon tea in front of him, feeling a bit bitterly sweet.

At this time, Yan Suling smiled at him, "When I was sixteen or seventeen, I thought the person I liked was very important, but when I look back later, it's just a sweet memory. People will move on. , there will always be someone more suitable.”

Having said that, Yan Suling didn't continue talking.

She paid the bill and drove Ji Wen back to school.

Ji Wen thought she was going to see Li Xingyu, but she didn't plan to, saying that it was a rare trip to see some friends.Before leaving, Yan Suling asked Ji Wen to call her if she needed help. She said that she liked Ji Wen very much, maybe it was not just a talk.

I didn't listen much to the class in the afternoon.

When I was in junior high school, I always heard the teacher say that puppy love is not allowed, and puppy love will affect my study.At that time, Ji Wen didn't understand why puppy love would affect his studies, but now he finally understands.

Love is difficult to be smooth sailing, once there is a bump in the wind and waves, it will make the whole person depressed, the thoughts in the head are complicated, and it is difficult to concentrate on study.

Ji Wen was even thinking that he might as well stop studying and go out for a living earlier.He just entered the second grade this year, and there are still two years before he can graduate. Before he has a fixed income, everything he says is nonsense. How can he say that he has the ability to take care of Li Xingyu for the rest of his life?

Thinking of this, Ji Wen remembered that the man Yan Suling mentioned who promised to take care of her for the rest of her life should be Li Xingyu's father.It's not that he is incapable of taking care of his wife and children, but leaving them because of an accident, it is really powerless to think about it.Of course, this is an event with a small probability, and she will not reject her beloved just because of this possibility, but it is probably because of this psychological shadow that Yan Suling has taken such a special attitude towards Li Xingyu.

Ji Wen didn't think it was the right choice for Yan Suling to treat Li Xingyu like this, but Yan Suling's words did touch him and made him hesitate.

At this time, Li Xingyu didn't know that his mother had already met Ji Wen.

In the afternoon, he went back to rent a house after class, and sent a text message to Ji Wen, asking him where to eat at night.

The two of them sometimes go out to eat, sometimes they make it at home, and sometimes they just settle it in the cafeteria.

But today Li Xingyu finished class early, and he didn't want to go out after renting a house. He asked Ji Wen to come back and cook instant noodles for him.

Li Xingyu is also the best at this cooking skill.

When Ji Wen came back, the instant noodles were cooking in the pot, and Li Xingyu added eggs and ham sausage to them.

Seeing Ji Wen, he seemed a little nervous, and asked him: "My mother hasn't looked for you, has she?"

Ji Wen took off his coat, went into the kitchen to help him, and replied, "I've looked for it."

Li Xingyu stopped what he was doing and stared at Ji Wen in a daze.

Ji Wen took the chopsticks from his hand and stirred up the noodles in the pot.

Li Xingyu asked: "What did she tell you?"

Ji Wen smiled at him, "I didn't say anything, don't worry."

Even though Ji Wen said so, Li Xingyu felt that it was impossible for his mother not to tell Ji Wen anything.

When Ji Wen fished the instant noodles into a bowl, Li Xingyu stood by and looked at him, and asked, "Does my mother know about our relationship?"

Ji Wen seemed to sigh, "I don't know if she just suspected it, or if she knew it and didn't want to say it."

Li Xingyu suddenly hugged him from behind, "It doesn't matter what she says, right?"

Ji Wen put the bowl aside, grabbed Li Xingyu's hand and said, "Well, the only thing that matters is you."

After dinner, Li Xingyu asked Ji Wen if he wanted to go to self-study with him. Ji Wen said that he had something to do at school at night and would not go with Li Xingyu, and he would pick him up when Li Xingyu went to study at night.

In fact, Ji Wen was fine, he just felt that if he stayed with Li Xingyu all the time, he would not be able to think carefully.

Just like at that time, the reason why he chose to go back to his hometown was to separate from Li Xingyu for a while to calm himself down. He didn't expect that Li Xingyu would chase after him. After seeing Li Xingyu, he calmed down and carefully considered these thoughts. Cloud Nine.

As a result, not long after Li Xingyu left, Ji Wen received a call from Chen Yang asking him to go out for dinner at night.

It's not that Chen Yang is alone, but a group of brothers from their car repair shop are all together.

Although Ji Wen had already eaten, he still went when he heard Chen Yang's invitation. He hadn't been with these brothers for a long time.

They waited until the garage was closed before heading towards the small restaurant where eight or nine people sat at two tables, clamoring for the boss to serve food and wine.

Ji Wen sat in the middle, and everyone couldn't help making jokes about him, but Ji Wen just smiled politely and didn't talk much.

Chen Yang noticed it and asked him, "Are you in a bad mood?"

Ji Wen shook his head, reached for a bottle of beer, and said, "I respect you first."