don't take my blame

It was about a week before the Chinese New Year that Yi Wenchao was on vacation and went home with Li Xingyu.

Because he didn't have much time, he booked two tickets to fly back with Li Xingyu.

Li Xingyu was very quiet along the way.

Yi Wenchao asked him what was wrong more than once, but he refused to tell, and then he stopped asking.

When they arrived at the airport, Yan Suling personally drove to pick them up.

After Li Xingyu got in the car, he said to his mother, "I don't want to go back. I'll go to Brother Chao's house, okay?"

Yi Wenchao heard the words and said, "Then you can only share a bed with me."

Li Xingyu said: "I sleep on the sofa."

Yan Suling glanced at him distractedly while driving the car, "Why?"

Li Xingyu said directly: "I don't want to see Tang Lei."

Yi Wenchao looked at Li Xingyu in surprise. In his impression, Li Xingyu was always a little bit afraid of being fucked. Although he didn't like it, he had never expressed his attitude towards her man to Yan Suling so directly.

Yan Suling was obviously also surprised, she didn't answer immediately, but said after a while: "Why don't you want to see him?"

Li Xingyu's expression was very calm, he thought he couldn't even keep Ji Wen, so what was there to be afraid of, what could Tang Lei do to him?It's a big deal and I won't come back after graduating from university.

So he said, "He's very wretched."

After Li Xingyu finished speaking, the atmosphere in the car froze for a moment.

Yi Wenchao didn't expect Li Xingyu to say that about Tang Lei. It would be fine if Yan Suling wasn't here, but he felt it was too embarrassing in front of Yan Suling.And even if he wanted to stop Li Xingyu, he was not qualified to have Yan Suling here.

Unexpectedly, Yan Suling asked, "Why is he molesting you?"

Li Xingyu turned his head and looked out the car window without saying a word.

Yan Suling drove the car, and asked Li Xingyu after a while, "Are you angry with me?"

Li Xingyu was silent for a moment, and said to her: "You let Ji Wen go?" He asked a little cryptically, the things between him and Ji Wen were not disclosed to anyone.

Yan Suling answered him unabashedly: "Yes, he is a very smart boy."

Li Xingyu pressed her lips tightly.

Yan Suling asked him: "Do you hate me?"

Li Xingyu calmed his breath, and finally said: "I don't hate, I don't hate anyone."

What's the use of hating?He hated Yan Suling, but Yan Suling still went her own way. He begged Ji Wen not to leave, but Ji Wen never looked back.No one in this world can rely on you, only yourself.

Yan Suling glanced at him and said, "You will understand."

In the end, Yan Suling still did not agree with Li Xingyu to live in Yi Wenchao's house, but sent Yi Wenchao back and took Li Xingyu back home.

The family lives in a duplex high-rise apartment.

Li Xingyu's room was on the second floor. No one had lived in that room for a year. Before he came back, Yan Suling asked the cleaning lady to clean it carefully. The sheets and quilts were replaced with new ones.

Tang Lei was not there when he returned home, and Li Xingyu shut himself in the room on the second floor as soon as he returned.

Standing in the room and looking around, he suddenly felt that this place was no longer his home, especially if he wanted to have such a disgusting man like Tang Lei at home.

This is not his home, nor is the small rented house. It seems that he has no place to call home.

Li Xingyu lay on the bed and played with her phone for a while.

After more than an hour, he heard someone talking downstairs, probably Tang Lei had returned.

Li Xingyu knelt and sat up on the bed all of a sudden, he grabbed the phone and bit it, feeling a little flustered.When he took the phone out of his mouth, he found that he had accidentally touched the address book and saw Ji Wen's name.

He thought to himself: Why does mother do this?If she treats me badly, can't even others treat me well?

If it was said that he had always felt taboo about Tang Lei in the past, now, Li Xingyu wanted to control him. Anyway, he hated Tang Lei, so he must let Tang Lei go, otherwise he would never come back.

And no matter how resolute his attitude is now to let Tang Lei get out, it won't work. Only Yan Suling in this family can really get Tang Lei out.

A few minutes later, Li Xingyu heard someone knocking on the door outside.

That was not Yan Suling's usual crisp and clear knocking on the door, he knew it was Tang Lei knocking on the door from outside.

Li Xingyu stood up, subconsciously zipped up his coat, walked to the door and opened it a crack.

Both Tang Lei and Yan Suling stood outside.

Tang Lei was smiling at him, "Xingyu is back, I couldn't pick you up in the afternoon because of something, so let's go out for dinner tonight, let's cleanse you up."

Li Xingyu glanced at him and turned away.

Yan Suling folded her arms in front of her chest, stood behind Tang Lei and looked at him without speaking.

Li Xingyu opened the door slightly.

Tang Lei stretched out his hand to pat Li Xingyu's shoulder, but Li Xingyu subconsciously wanted to hide but held back, he seemed to tremble when he was photographed by Tang Lei.

Tang Lei didn't notice that much, but said, "Hurry up and get ready to go out."

Seeing this, Yan Suling frowned slightly.

Today's dinner was eaten by the three of them. Li Xingyu remained silent facing Tang Lei anyway. Tang Lei curled his lips and smiled and said nothing. Yan Suling watched coldly from the side, not angry because of Li Xingyu's impoliteness.

After staying at home for a few days, Li Xingyu tried to avoid being alone with Tang Lei. If Yan Suling was not at home, he would go out immediately and sit alone in a fast food restaurant or coffee shop outside for a day.

One day Yi Wenchao approached Li Xingyu and asked him, "Why do you wander outside by yourself every day?"

It's almost Chinese New Year, and the whole city seems deserted. Li Xingyu sits and plays with his mobile phone in this fast food restaurant every day, and the waiters remember him.

Li Xingyu said, "What's the matter? I don't want to stay at home."

Yi Wenchao looked a little dignified, bent slightly and asked him, "What did you mean when you said Tang Lei was wretched last time?"

At that time, Li Xingyu said that casually, but Yan Suling was not the only one who was brooding about it. Yi Wenchao also kept this matter in his heart.

In fact, thinking about it carefully, Tang Lei has never done anything to Li Xingyu, saying that he is insignificant is nothing more than feeling from the words and deeds of the two of them getting along.Even if Tang Lei accidentally touched Li Xingyu, Li Xingyu would still get goose bumps all over his body.

Hearing Yi Wenchao's question, Li Xingyu simply said, "He always touches me."

Yi Wenchao felt a sudden in his heart, and asked in disbelief, "What did you say?"

Li Xingyu took a sip from the paper cup in front of him and said, "He touched me intentionally or unintentionally, I don't know what he means."

Yi Wenchao frowned tightly, "Did you misunderstand something?"

Li Xingyu said calmly: "Maybe so, you'd better not tell my mother."

If it were another boy, Yi Wenchao would definitely feel that there was a misunderstanding.But Li Xingyu, Yi Wenchao didn't find it strange if a middle-aged man was groping for him in order to get a little advantage.

After Li Xingyu finished speaking, he lowered his head, resting his chin on the back of his hand on the table, and continued watching the movie he just had.

From Yi Wenchao's perspective, his eyelashes are long and thick, and his lips are slightly pouty, with a rosy luster.

Yi Wenchao was suddenly a little angry, and began to hesitate whether to tell Yan Suling about this, or to call the police directly.

On New Year's Eve, Li Xingyu followed her mother to an outside restaurant to eat the Yan family's reunion dinner.As for the Li family on his father's side, they had completely lost contact with him as early as the year his father died.

This meal included Yan Suling's brother and a younger sister.

Uncle Li Xingyu has two children, and now they are married and have children, so there are two tables for such a meal before they can sit down.

Originally, Li Xingyu was going to sit at the table with the ladies and children, but he was called over by his uncle, who said that he was in his 20s, considered a grown man, and could drink.

Yan Suling has an unusual status in the family, so she also sits at the men's table, and she usually drinks a little red wine.

After sitting down, the uncle said to Yan Suling: "Xingyu is so big, can you let him drink some wine?"

Yan Suling smiled and said, "As long as he is willing to drink, of course I don't care about him."

Uncle then asked Li Xingyu to pour a glass of white wine.

Yan Suling really didn't say anything.

It was Yi Wenchao who said next to him: "Don't force him, he's not used to drinking."

Li Xingyu looked indifferent, picked up the wine glass and toasted the relatives and elders at the table one by one.

Uncle smiled happily and said that he has grown up and become sensible.

Yan Suling looked at him, and when he came to toast her wine, she said, "If you can't drink, drink less, what a show."

Li Xingyu said, "You can drink it."

As a result, he went back to his seat and lay down on his stomach after drinking a round.

The uncle said: "After a long time, this kid is just trying to show off."

Li Xingyu lay on the table without moving for a long time. Yi Wenchao scooped up a bowl of hot soup for him and asked him to drink, but he didn't respond at all.

At this New Year's Eve dinner, when everyone was eating and drinking, he suddenly stood up from his seat and ran towards the bathroom without saying a word.

Looks like I'm going to the bathroom to throw up.

Yi Wenchao was about to get up and say to go and have a look, but Tang Lei on the opposite side said before him: "Xingyu is throwing up, right? I'll go and see him."

After finishing speaking, Tang Lei got up and walked towards the bathroom without haste.

Yi Wenchao frowned suddenly, and he couldn't help but glanced in Yan Suling's direction.

Although Yan Suling also drank some wine tonight, she was obviously not very interested. Seeing Yi Wenchao looking at her, she said, "Wen Chao, go and help me see Xingyu."

Hearing this, Yi Wenchao quickly got up and walked outside.

Li Xingyu vomited out all the food he ate tonight by the toilet in the bathroom. In fact, he didn't vomit anything, because he drank hard at the beginning, and everyone was already fainted before he had time to eat.

After throwing up for a while, Li Xingyu squatted on the edge of the toilet for a while, and heard the sound of someone opening the door.

It was the sound of footsteps wearing leather shoes, walking unhurriedly, and stopped in front of the cubicle where he was.

The door of Li Xingyu's cubicle was not closed, Tang Lei opened the door and stood behind him and patted him on the shoulder, asking him, "Are you all right?"

Li Xingyu didn't dodge him immediately, but drooped his head while breathing heavily, then turned around suddenly, pretending to spit on Tang Lei.

Tang Lei was startled, and quickly stepped back to avoid him.

Li Xingyu didn't spit it out, he just wanted to disgust Tang Lei, after seeing Tang Lei back away, he stood up and walked to the sink, and turned on the faucet.

The water in the faucet was hot water. After Li Xingyu washed his hands, he splashed water on his face again.

Tang Lei stood beside him and looked at him. He might have been a little angry at first, but it has calmed down now. He smiled and said, "Xingyu, are you playing with uncle?"

Li Xingyu felt sick to his stomach, this time it was really disgusting.

Tang Lei walked behind him, stretched out his hand to grab his shoulder, and said, "Look at you, the water has wet the collar."

However, Li Xingyu waved his hand violently at this moment and said, "Don't touch me!"

Yi Wenchao, who hastily pushed the door open, came in and saw this scene. He was already a little tense, but he broke the string in an instant. Behind him, shouted at him: "What are you doing?"

Tang Lei was pushed back two steps by him and almost fell down. After standing still, he asked inexplicably, "What's the matter?"