don't take my blame

Because of the mention of Ji Wen's mother's death, the atmosphere between the two eased a little.

From the reunion to the present, no matter whether it is Li Xingyu or Ji Wen, they are somewhat unclear about the position of their relationship with each other, and they are hesitant about what attitude they should use to treat each other.

After the atmosphere eased, Ji Wen obviously felt that Li Xingyu was not as tense anymore.

Ji Wen asked Li Xingyu: "Is your mother okay?"

Li Xingyu was holding chopsticks to pick up vegetables, but he paused and said, "It's pretty good, she might be getting married."

After separating from Tang Lei, Yan Suling remained single for about four years.

Neither mother nor son is soft on the other, but the relationship between them has improved unconsciously, and Li Xingyu will even take the initiative to call Yan Suling every two weeks.

When there was nothing to talk about, Li Xingyu asked, "How are you doing?"

Yan Suling said, "It's pretty good."

After that, I hung up the phone without saying anything.

When Li Xingyu had just paid the down payment to buy a house, he hesitated for several days and made up his mind to call Yan Suling, about to ask her if she would move in and live with him, when he learned from Yan Suling that she had a new lover .

Li Xingyu didn't have any special emotions at the time, he wasn't angry, and of course he didn't feel happy.

As a result, two months later, Yan Suling called and asked Li Xingyu to go back, and then he saw that man.This time it was different from the men in the past. The man was in his 50s, with a refined and gentle personality. His ex-wife passed away and he had a daughter.

Yan Suling was getting older and Li Xingyu had no intention of taking over her business, so she slowly closed the business and used the funds to invest in real estate and stocks, hoping to leave something for Li Xingyu.

It was that man who left a very good impression on Li Xingyu after meeting him.

Before leaving, Li Xingyu said to Yan Suling for the first time: "If you think Uncle Zhang is not bad, you might as well think about it seriously."

Yan Suling was still a beautiful and slender woman, she looked at Li Xingyu with folded arms and suddenly smiled, and said, "I will seriously consider it."

This time she really felt that her son had grown up.

Now that Yan Suling is getting married, Li Xingyu's attitude is very calm.

Ji Wen couldn't help but look at him, he knew that Li Xingyu had been brooding over this for a long time, but now he seemed to let it go.

Many things, which were thought to be difficult at that time, will gradually become blurred as time goes by.

Just like the relationship between Ji Wen and Li Xingyu.

Seeing that Li Xingyu was silent, Ji Wen took the initiative to say, "Do you still remember Ji Yuan and Ji Rong?"

Li Xingyu nodded.

Ji Wen smiled when talking about them, "Ji Yuan is taking the college entrance examination this year, and Ji Rong is already looking for a job after graduating from university."

time flies.

Li Xingyu could still clearly recall Ji Yuan's childish face and Ji Rong's shy smile, and in a blink of an eye they were both adults.

Ji Wen said: "And Ji Rong already has a boyfriend."

Li Xingyu asked him, "In this city?"

Ji Wen shook his head, "Ji Rong is not here, she is going to university in other places, and she wants to stay there with her boyfriend after graduation; Ji Yuan is in middle school in his hometown county, and he plans to come over for summer vacation after the exam in June."

Li Xingyu held the bowl, silently took two mouthfuls of rice and asked, "Where's your father?"

Ji Wen smiled helplessly this time, "Going out again, I don't want to stay at home."

Li Xingyu said, "Then grandma is not alone?"

Ji Wen said, "Go live at my uncle's house."

Li Xingyu nodded, as if feeling relieved.

This is the situation in each other's families, and as for more, it seems that they can imagine.

Ji Wen ate faster, and when he put down the bowls and chopsticks, he asked Li Xingyu, "Are you married?"

Li Xingyu looked up at him and said, "You don't know I'm gay?"

Of course Ji Wen didn't think that Li Xingyu was married, it was just a conversation so they could continue talking.

Having said that, it seemed difficult for the two of them to maintain a superficial calm and continue their conversation. Ji Wen said to Li Xingyu, "Xingyu, I'm sorry."

Ji Wen has been used to taking responsibility since he was a child, and his relationship with Li Xingyu should have been a matter between the two of them, but he always had to take on an extra responsibility unknowingly.In fact, if he hadn't put too much burden on himself and insisted on taking Li Xingyu as his own burden, perhaps the two of them could have gone further.

Li Xingyu suddenly recalled that when Ji Wen decided to move out and break up with him, he had told him he was sorry, but Li Xingyu didn't understand, he didn't think Ji Wen had anything to be sorry for him.

"You didn't apologize to me," Li Xingyu said.

They broke up, he was very sad, but he didn't think Ji Wen had anything to do to him. On the contrary, during their time together, he took a lot of care from Ji Wen, so he owed him a thank you.

In the past, Li Xingyu had never said these words to Ji Wen, nor had he even thought about them.

When they just separated, he felt that Ji Wen was cruel to him, and it was very sad for a while, but as time passed and Li Xingyu became more mature, he felt that maybe he could understand Ji Wen.

However, no matter what he thinks about Ji Wen, Li Xingyu has no intention of going back to the past relationship with Ji Wen.

He didn't dare to say whether he and Ji Wen were compatible now, but when they separated at that time, he repeatedly told himself that he was okay without Ji Wen, he could live a good life.Up to now, this kind of thinking has been very deep in him, and he is not willing to break it again.

Li Xingyu didn't want to continue eating, he put down the bowl and chopsticks, "Ji Wen, I was very happy with you before, thank you very much."

Since the reunion, his attitude towards Ji Wen has been very cold, even a bit cold.

It was simply because he was still a little confused and didn't know how to face Ji Wen who appeared next to him again, but after chatting with Ji Wen today, Li Xingyu suddenly realized that his attitude was originally a kind of Escape means that he still can't let go.

Today is a good opportunity. He should have sat down and had a good chat with Ji Wen. They should have had a chat seven years ago, but they were immature at that time and missed the opportunity.

Li Xingyu said: "At that time, you were too young, and I put a lot of pressure on you. I didn't let you feel that I could help you share it. In fact, I owe you an apology."

Just as Yan Suling lamented that Li Xingyu had grown up, Ji Wen suddenly realized at this moment that the person talking to him was a 28-year-old man, and it was also the first time that he felt like a child in front of Li Xingyu.

Ji Wen said: "Xingyu..."

Li Xingyu said to him: "I'm not married, and I'm not in a relationship. It's not because I'm still stuck in the past and can't get out of it. It's my personal choice."

Ji Wen wanted to say something but couldn't.

Li Xingyu said solemnly: "I apologize to you for the pressure our past relationship brought to you, but I think it's better for us not to meet each other for a short time."

Ji Wen said, "Do you still care?"

Li Xingyu said: "When I see you, I will think about it. It's not a happy thing. It's better not to think about it."

Ji Wen sighed slightly.

They were looking for a new position for each other, Li Xingyu finally found it now, but Ji Wen was still at a loss, this meeting was too sudden for him.

Li Xingyu asked Ji Wen if he was ready to eat, and then beckoned to the boss to collect the money.

Ji Wen said, "I'll come."

Li Xingyu shook his head, gave one hundred to the boss first, and then said to Ji Wen, "I invite you."

After eating, the roadblocks at the accident scene had been cleared, Li Xingyu drove Ji Wen to the car repair shop and left.

Ji Wen stood on the side of the road watching Li Xingyu's car drive away, and turned around to see Chen Yang squatting at the door of the garage, smoking a cigarette.

Chen Yang raised his head and smiled at Ji Wen.

Xingyu has opened a total of three stores in this city, and this one is newly opened here, so Ji Wen transferred Chen Yang to lay the foundation, and he often runs here.

Recently, he was planning to purchase automatic car equipment, and contacted several companies to negotiate prices.

Chen Yang said: "You don't even care about business, you always run outside."

Ji Wen was a little embarrassed by what he said, took the cigarette handed by Chen Yang, and said, "It probably won't happen anytime soon."

Chen Yang squinted at him, "What? Got hit?"

Ji Wen said: "He has already figured it out, and he has completely opened up to the past."

Chen Yang said "Yes", "If this kid told me seven years ago that he was going to be a lawyer, I wouldn't believe it even if I killed him. Now it seems that he has indeed matured and has changed a lot."

Ji Wen leaned back against the pillar and nodded.

Chen Yang asked him: "Then what do you think, let's just forget about it?"

Ji Wen said frankly, "I don't know."

Chen Yang was a little helpless, "You always know whether you like him or not, right?"

Ji Wen lowered his head, and said to Chen Yang after a while: "If you don't like it, I don't have to worry about it."

Chen Yang said, "Then go after it."

Ji Wen shook his head slowly, "Brother Yang, I was the one who had to leave seven years ago. I even pretended not to see him coming to me when I left. Now I don't know what position I have to go back to him and bear the responsibility. I walked away when I couldn't feel the pressure, and now that the situation has changed and everyone's environment is better, I go back and look for it again, I feel quite selfish."

Chen Yang stood up and said, "Ji Wen, do you know what your biggest problem is?"

Ji Wen looked at him inexplicably.

Chen Yang said: "How old were you seven years ago? Do you still feel guilty for the rest of your life if you split up after a relationship? You are only 23 years old now. Before you get married, you might as well have another three, four, five or six romances. Don't be old-fashioned." , if you like it, go after it.”