don't take my blame

Ji Wen drove out to find Li Xingyu.

It was quite late, but Li Xingyu never came back. Ji Wen called him twice. At that time, Li Xingyu was wearing a helmet and sitting on Lin Wenxin's motorcycle, so he didn't hear him at all.

So at this time, Ji Wen couldn't bear it anymore, and planned to go out to find Li Xingyu, but just as he came out of the parking lot, he saw Li Xingyu and the others coming back.

"Ji Wen," Li Xingyu stood outside the car window and looked at him.

Ji Wen looked at Lin Wenxin, and then asked Li Xingyu, "Why didn't you answer my phone?"

Li Xingyu took out his mobile phone and found Ji Wen's missed call, "I didn't hear it," he said.

Lin Wenxin looked at Ji Wen with provocative eyes.

Ji Wen frowned slightly.

Li Xingyu turned to Lin Wenxin and said, "I'm here, you can go back, thank you."

Lin Wenxin stared at him, and said after a while: "Xingyu, what I told you is serious, please think about it."

Li Xingyu was a little unhappy, and his tone became serious, "You go first."

Ji Wen couldn't hold back, and asked Li Xingyu, "What did he tell you?"

Of course Li Xingyu didn't want to talk about this in front of Ji Wen, so he just said: "It's nothing, I didn't hear the phone sound just now, let's go back."

After speaking, he opened the door to get in the car.

Lin Wenxin slammed the accelerator, and the motorcycle slid forward and stopped next to Ji Wen's car door. He bent down to look at Ji Wen from the car window, and said, "Since you don't like Li Xingyu that much, let me be fine. If you break up, you still chase him." What are you doing back here? You are not worthy of him at all!"

"Lin Wenxin!" Li Xingyu shouted with unconcealable anger.

Lin Wenxin immediately turned around, started the motorcycle and left without looking back.

Li Xingyu opened the door and got into the car. Seeing Ji Wen's gloomy face, he said, "Don't pay attention to him, he's just a child."

Ji Wen put the car in reverse, and just said: "Your mother is very worried about you."

Li Xingyu reeked of alcohol, Yan Suling said a few words to him when he got home, mainly because he didn't answer Ji Wen's phone calls, which made both of them worried about him.

"I'm sorry," Li Xingyu apologized to Yan Suling, telling her to go to rest earlier, and took a change of clothes to go to the bathroom to take a shower.

Li Xingyu stood under the shower, letting the hot water wash over her head repeatedly, until she was a little suffocated, then raised her head and took a breath.

After taking a shower and coming out of the bathroom in pajamas, Li Xingyu saw Ji Wen standing on the balcony smoking a cigarette.

He took off the towel for drying his hair and threw it aside, walked over and opened the sliding door of the balcony.

Ji Wen heard the sound and turned to look at him, "Did you finish washing?"

Li Xingyu stood by the door and said to him, "What are you smoking so much for? It's time to sleep."

Ji Wen looked at him quietly for a while, and said, "Go to sleep first."

What is the gap between the two people.Perhaps this gap has existed since they separated seven years ago, but now it is magnified in front of them.

Not only Ji Wen felt it, but now Li Xingyu felt it too.

Li Xingyu was silent for a while, and said to Ji Wen, "Go to bed early."

When Li Xingyu turned around, Ji Wen suddenly said, "I'm sorry."

Li Xingyu was taken aback, then turned to look at him, "I'm sorry."

Ji Wen said: "I know you are still bitter about what happened back then, but I don't know what to say other than to say I'm sorry."

Li Xingyu clenched his hands tightly and then loosened them. He said, "I remember that I also said that you didn't apologize to me, and you don't need to apologize to me."

Ji Wen smiled wryly, "But you still mind, don't you? If you didn't mind, why would that kid say such things tonight?"

It was a lie to say that he didn't care. Li Xingyu had nothing to say for a while, but in the end he could only say: "You don't care what he said, he is not an obstacle between us."

After speaking, Li Xingyu went back to the room alone.

He lay down on his side of the bed and waited for Ji Wen to come back with his eyes open.He didn't want to make trouble with Ji Wen like this, maybe he still had some knots in his heart, but it wasn't caused by Lin Wenxin, he wanted to wait for Ji Wen to come over and take the initiative to approach him to show his favor.

But Ji Wen never came in.

Li Xingyu looked at the time on his phone, it has been an hour since he came in, and Ji Wen still hasn't returned to his room.

Tossing and turning but unable to fall asleep anyway.

When Li Xingyu sat up from the bed and wanted to go out to have a look, he heard the door of the next room suddenly opened. At this time, Yan Suling probably got up to go to the toilet.

Li Xingyu sat there without moving.

When he heard Yan Suling walking into the living room, he suddenly asked in surprise, "Ji Wen? Why are you sleeping on the sofa?"

It was very quiet late at night, and the conversations outside could be heard clearly.

Ji Wen said: "Auntie, are you going to the bathroom? Turn on the light and be careful."

Yan Suling didn't seem to continue walking towards the bathroom. She walked to the sofa and asked, "What? Did you quarrel with Xingyu?"

Ji Wen replied vaguely, "It's nothing, Auntie, you should go to bed early and leave us alone."

Yan Suling said, "Ji Wen, did you hear that afternoon?"

"what?"

"On the afternoon I just came back, I asked Xingyu if he wanted to be with you forever, but he denied it. I knew you were back, and I heard your footsteps, but Xingyu probably didn't notice."

"……yes."

"Just because of this quarrel?"

"No, nothing."

"Alas..." Yan Suling suddenly let out a long sigh, "I didn't ask this question well, maybe Xingyu didn't even think about it, I don't think you need to mind too much. Besides, this kind of question should not be taken lightly in a lifetime. The promise is good, and it is better to grasp the present than to disappoint in the future.”

Ji Wen was quiet for a while, and said, "I understand, Auntie, go and rest."

Yan Suling said: "Don't sleep on the sofa, go back to your room."

Ji Wen didn't move.

Yan Suling just sat on the armrest of the sofa and did not leave, "I'm waiting for you, go quickly."

Ji Wen had no choice but to stand up and walk towards the room.

Li Xingyu lay down before he came in.

Ji Wen entered the room lightly, and then closed the door. He thought Li Xingyu had fallen asleep, so he quietly sat by the bed, looking at Li Xingyu's face in the dark.

Li Xingyu could notice Ji Wen's gaze even with his eyes closed.

After a while, Li Xingyu opened his eyes first, and he said to Ji Wen, "How about sleeping?"

Ji Wen was slightly stunned, and then replied: "Okay." He said and lay down.

After he lay down, Li Xingyu reached out and took his hand, leaning her head on his shoulder.

Ji Wen stroked his hair lightly and asked him, "When did you wake up?"

Li Xingyu said, "I haven't fallen asleep."

Ji Wen's movements froze for a moment.

After a brief silence between the two, it was Li Xingyu who spoke first: "I had some wine tonight. I first received a call from Lin Wenxin and thought it was you. He came to pick me up, so I asked him to take me home."

Ji Wen didn't say anything, but gently stroked Li Xingyu's hair.

Li Xingyu said: "There is nothing between me and him. What he said was just something I said casually after drinking too much."

Ji Wen replied: "I know."

In the final analysis, the problems between him and Li Xingyu had nothing to do with Lin Wenxin. Lin Wenxin was at best a fuse, and the explosives were still in the hands of the two of them.

Li Xingyu said again: "Shall we be together now? Don't think so much about other things."

Ji Wen's movements intensified, he hugged Li Xingyu tightly, leaned over and kissed his forehead, and replied, "Okay."

A subtle consensus was reached between Li Xingyu and Ji Wen.

Li Xingyu was unwilling to separate from Ji Wen, and Ji Wen was also reluctant to let go of Li Xingyu's hand no matter what, so even if there were problems, they still had to go on together.

Before leaving, Yan Suling asked Ji Wen: "Do you think this is okay?"

Ji Wen said: "Since this is the case, let's go as far as we can. Just like what Xingyu said, what are you talking about for a lifetime, if you like it together, if you don't like it, you can separate."

When Ji Wen said this, he felt deeply helpless.

Yan Suling could clearly see this kind of helplessness. She patted Ji Wen's shoulder and said the same thing, "Actually, Xingyu may not have seen clearly what she wants."

Yan Suling booked a flight ticket after ten o'clock in the evening because of some delays on the day of departure.Although it was a bit late to answer that side, her husband would naturally pick her up, while Ji Wen and Li Xingyu could only send her there.

Before going out, Li Xingyu received a call from Lin Wenxin, who excitedly said to him, "Li Xingyu, come out for a drink tonight!"

Li Xingyu refused without thinking, "No time."

He hangs up.

But Lin Wenxin called again persistently, "Why aren't you free? I'll pick you up later."

Li Xingyu couldn't stand his habit of talking to himself, he said: "I want to take my mother to the airport, I don't have time to drink with you, so don't look for me anymore."

Ji Wen heard him calling someone, but didn't ask.

They sent Yan Suling to the airport more than an hour in advance, then called Yan Suling's husband to confirm the departure time, checked in the luggage, Yan Suling went to the security check, and asked Ji Wen and Li Xingyu to go back first.

It was already dark at this time, and there was almost half an hour's journey before getting on the airport expressway. There were no street lights in this section, only vehicles roaring past.

Li Xingyu's cell phone rang twice, but he didn't answer when he saw that it was Lin Wenxin.

There was some silence between the two of them along the way.When I came here, because Yan Suling was there, I could keep talking to them, but on the way back, I had nothing to say.

After driving for more than ten minutes, the two heard the roar of a heavy motorcycle engine.

Ji Wen looked up in the rearview mirror and saw three or four motorcycles chasing in their direction.Although it was pitch black and he couldn't see clearly, Ji Wen knew that one of them should be Lin Wenxin's motorcycle.

According to Ji Wen's temperament, at this time, he would slow down the car and park the car on the side of the road, and ask them what's the matter.But today, he was depressed for no reason, and he stepped on the accelerator hard to speed up the car.

"Ji Wen," Li Xingyu couldn't help shouting.

Ji Wen's car is not a luxury car, but the performance of a car worth more than 30 yuan is not bad. He speeded up and put some distance away from those motorcycles for a while.

But Li Xingyu turned to look at him, saw Ji Wen's face was cold, couldn't help being a little worried, and called again: "Ji Wen?" This time he put his hand gently on the back of Ji Wen's hand holding the steering wheel.

Ji Wen glanced at him, and finally slowed down.

Those motorcycles quickly caught up, and two of them got in front of their car and stopped Ji Wen's car by the side of the road.

There were many cars passing by around, but none of them stopped.

Lin Wenxin stepped off the motorcycle, walked towards Ji Wen and the others, stood directly beside the car door and reached out to pull the door, but unfortunately the door was locked from the inside and could not be opened from the outside.

Li Xingyu's face was not good-looking, and he could even be called angry. He pressed the car window and said sharply to Lin Wenxin, "What are you doing?"

Lin Wenxin seemed to flinch slightly, but then said arrogantly: "Come on, I'll pick you up for a drink!"

Li Xingyu laughed angrily, "I said I don't have time to drink with you, so stop pestering me!"

Lin Wenxin lay beside the car window, and said to Li Xingyu: "Why can't you make up your mind? I told you that he is not suitable for you. Just like you said yourself, if he encounters any pressure again, he will have no money another day. Maybe I will dump you again, are you so willing?"

Li Xingyu looked at him coldly and didn't speak.

Ji Wen, who had been silent all this time, suddenly opened the door and got out of the car.

"Ji Wen?" Li Xingyu looked at him worriedly.

Ji Wen got out of the car and walked towards Lin Wenxin. Seeing his action, several other young people on motorcycles all got out of the car to be on guard against him.

Seeing Ji Wen getting out of the car, Li Xingyu also opened the door and got out of the car.

At this time, Ji Wen had already walked in front of Lin Wenxin, lifted Lin Wenxin's lapel, and said, "Are you finished?"

Lin Wenxin chuckled, "What's the matter? What did I say wrong? Have you heard a song before?" As he spoke, he actually sang, "It was you who wanted to separate, so we separated..."

Several people around laughed.

Ji Wen punched Lin Wenxin in the face, "You are not qualified to intervene in the matter between me and Li Xingyu!"

As soon as he punched, several young people who followed Lin Wenxin rushed forward, and three or four of them restrained him together.

Ji Wen resisted for a while, but he couldn't resist the crowd of opponents, he was firmly restrained, and someone punched him in the lower abdomen.

Li Xingyu's eyes turned red immediately, and he took two steps to pull those people away, "Let go of him!" But Lin Wenxin grabbed his wrist and pulled him into his arms.

Lin Wenxin said: "Xingyu, what do you like about him? What do you think he is good for? He can't even protect the person he likes. This kind of thing happens a second time. Another day his car repair shop closed down, so he just dumped him." what do you do?"

Li Xingyu turned around and raised his knee to hit Lin Wenxin's lower abdomen. Lin Wenxin took two steps back in pain and had to let him go.

Only then did Lin Wenxin notice that Li Xingyu's eyes were red.

Li Xingyu said: "So what? He dumped me because I was a bitch. I just like him, and no one can replace him! It's none of your business!" He roared to the end, his voice trembling slightly.

But Lin Wenxin was a little stunned by his beating. He had been successful since he was a child. When he met someone he liked, he would chase after him domineeringly. He had never failed.He fell in love with Li Xingyu at first sight, but he also felt that Li Xingyu didn't have feelings for him. Didn't Li Xingyu tell him so many things with his heart and soul that night?

If Li Xingyu couldn't break up with Ji Wen due to affection, he would come forward to help him.

But now, seeing Li Xingyu's expression, Lin Wenxin felt that he might have made a mistake.

Li Xingyu went to pull the young men who restrained Ji Wen, and said, "Get out! If you don't get out, I will call the police. Do you know what you are doing? Do you want to kidnap or illegally detain?"

Lin Wenxin was still in a daze.

When Li Xingyu pulled them away, none of them reacted violently.

Ji Wen felt a little pain in his lower abdomen and rubbed his cheeks, but when Li Xingyu hugged him tightly, he felt that Li Xingyu was shaking a little.

"Ji Wen, are you okay?" Li Xingyu asked him.

Ji Wen was no longer impulsive, he put his arms around Li Xingyu and said, "It's okay." But his eyes still fell on Lin Wenxin coldly.

"Boss?" Someone called Lin Wenxin.

Lin Wenxin came back to his senses, looked at Li Xingyu and then raised his head to check the wound on Ji Wen's face, with a focused expression, as if he really couldn't tolerate anyone else.

He reached out and scratched his hair, and said unwillingly, "Xingyu, I will treat you better than him, do you think he is really reliable?"

Ji Wen said coldly: "Why do you say such things? You have never experienced some things, and you will never be qualified to make guarantees."

Lin Wenxin said, "I'm not you! I—"

Li Xingyu interrupted him this time, "You said you are not him, and you are even less qualified to say such things." Then he took a deep breath, turned around and said to Lin Wenxin, "Lin Wenxin, you go now , we will still be friends in the future, if you insist on doing something here, I guarantee that I will call the police, and I will only be seen by the detention center in the future."

Lin Wenxin wanted to say something else.

But his brother was not happy, and muttered beside him: "Boss, let's go, it's fine if he doesn't show face, what the hell."

Someone pulled Lin Wenxin.

He took two steps back, then stood still and looked at Li Xingyu for a while.

But Li Xingyu didn't look at him again.

Lin Wenxin lowered his head and remained silent for a while, then walked to the side of his motorcycle with strides, raised his legs, stepped on the motorcycle, and quickly started to leave.

Seeing this, his brothers chased after him.

The surroundings became quiet for a while, only Li Xingyu and Ji Wen were left.

Seeing that Li Xingyu was agitated just now, Ji Wen comforted him and said, "Xingyu, it's okay."

However, Li Xingyu held on to Ji Wen's wrist tightly and refused to let go.

Ji Wen lowered his head to look at his face, and suddenly found tears streaming from Li Xingyu's eyes.

"Xingyu?" Ji Wen suddenly panicked, he reached out to wipe Li Xingyu's tears, but he couldn't wipe them clean, Li Xingyu's tears suddenly couldn't stop falling down.

Li Xingyu looked up at Ji Wen, "Actually, maybe I'm cheap. I'm always worried that you will leave me somewhere. I told my mother that I don't expect to be with you forever, but I still can't bear to part with you."

Seeing him like this, Ji Wen's heart ached so much, he hugged him and kissed his forehead, "Xingyu, don't do this, I won't leave you."

Li Xingyu said: "What can I do? Let's go every day. Anyway, I haven't been able to get out for seven years. I'm afraid I won't be able to get out in this lifetime, right?"

He's a persistent guy, and he knows that better than anyone.A person who has lived half his life and is about to be 30 years old has only liked such a person. He has never thought about it all his life. When he is [-] or [-], does he still have the energy to like someone else?In fact, as long as Ji Wen doesn't leave him, he will definitely go to the end of this road, but he still dare not say it for the rest of his life, because he dare not say such things for Ji Wen.

Ji Wen pulled him into the car and wiped his face with a tissue.

Li Xingyu reached out to take it and said, "I'm fine." After speaking, he laughed self-deprecatingly, feeling that this emotion was a bit embarrassing.

Ji Wen was not in a hurry to start the car, he put his palm on the back of Li Xingyu's neck, soothing him gently.

After a while, Ji Wen asked him: "Xingyu, have you never believed me?"

Li Xingyu lowered his head, "What are you talking about? It doesn't make sense."

Ji Wen was silent for a while, "It's just that I didn't expect that I was jealous of you, but you didn't trust me."

He was a little tired, closed his eyes and leaned back.

Li Xingyu reached out to hold Ji Wen's hand, and said, "Ji Wen, I don't want to break up with you, don't leave me anymore, okay?"

Even with his head up, Ji Wen still felt tears rushing out when he heard Li Xingyu's words at that moment. When he opened his eyes, his eyes were red, and he squeezed Li Xingyu's hand tightly behind his back, and said to him: "No, this time Even if you drive me away, I will not leave. I have never liked anyone else since I met you at the age of 16. I have experienced a lot in these years, and I am no longer a 16-year-old kid. Do you believe me? good?"

Li Xingyu didn't speak at first, but then nodded slightly.

Ji Wen knew that he probably still had a knot in his heart, but as long as Li Xingyu didn't leave him, he could spend his whole life to untie this knot for Li Xingyu.

He leaned over and slowly kissed Li Xingyu's lips.

Li Xingyu hugged his shoulders and opened his mouth to deepen the kiss.

It did not know when it began to rain outside, and a faint layer of fog condensed on the car windows.

Ji Wen and Li Xingyu stayed in this small space, reluctant to leave for a while.

Later, Lin Wenxin called Li Xingyu five or six times, but Li Xingyu didn't answer.

At that time, Li Xingyu's assistant was in his office, and when he saw his phone ringing, he immediately hung up. After doing this several times, he couldn't help saying, "Lawyer Li, if you don't want to answer it, just block it."

Li Xingyu glanced at her and said nothing.

Later, Lin Wenxin sent Li Xingyu a WeChat message: "Are you angry?"

Li Xingyu still didn't reply to him.

Lin Wenxin sent several messages in a row: "You just say it when you are angry, why are you bored?" "Are you really not going to break up with him? I think you should think carefully." "Why don't you reply? Didn't you say Are you still friends?"

Li Xingyu finally replied to him: "We are still friends, but Ji Wen and I plan to get married. In order not to let him misunderstand, I plan to keep a distance from you."

After a while, Lin Wenxin wrote back to him: "Damn it! Why do all men marry?"

Li Xingyu replied to him: "I will invite you to our wedding."

Marriage is of course nonsense. If you are of the opposite sex, getting married and having children may make the relationship between the two people more stable, but for them, getting married or not is of little significance, not to mention that they are not bound by the law in China, it is nothing more than a formality That's all.

The reason why he told Lin Wenxin this way was that Li Xingyu just wanted to express his position. He really didn't want to be separated from Ji Wen again, and he didn't want Lin Wenxin to have any unrealistic ideas.

Ji Wen came to pick him up after get off work that day.

The reason is that Ji Wen's younger sister, Ji Rong, came here with her boyfriend. They plan to get married, but before they get married, they have to come back and talk to their brother.

As for their father, the three brothers and sisters have already regarded that there is no such person.

As soon as Yan Suling left, there were two more people in the family. Li Xingyu was a little helpless, but she didn't show anything.

Ji Wen drove the car, and after Li Xingyu got into the car, he said, "It's a bit cold today."

After the rain a few days ago, the temperature dropped a bit. It was already autumn, and Ji Wen called Li Xingyu to add clothes every day, worried that he would catch a cold.

Now they are going to drive to the airport.

About the two of them, Ji Wen hadn't told Ji Rong yet, Ji Yuan had said something on the sidelines, but he didn't make it clear, Ji Rong probably thought that Ji Wen was just living with Li Xingyu.

Ji Wen was extremely silent while driving today.

Li Xingyu couldn't help but look at him, seeing that his expression was unnatural.

After a while, Ji Wen said to Li Xingyu, "Bring me a tissue."

The tissues were in the drawer in front of the co-pilot. Li Xingyu opened the drawer upon hearing this, and when he reached out to get the tissues, he touched a velvet box on top.

At first glance, it was a jewelry box, but Li Xingyu took it out cooperatively, and asked Ji Wen, "What is it?"

Ji Wen said unnaturally: "What? I don't know, you can see for yourself."

Li Xingyu opened the lid of the box, and saw two platinum rings lying quietly inside, both of men's styles, he couldn't help laughing, and asked Ji Wen: "Are you proposing?"

Ji Wen didn't admit it, but smiled slightly.

Li Xingyu took out the ring and said to Ji Wen, "Find a place to park, and I'll put the ring on for you."

Ji Wen drove the car to the side of the road and stopped.

Li Xingyu grabbed Ji Wen's hand, Ji Wen's fingers were a little rough, he held it in the palm of his hand and rubbed it carefully.

Ji Wen looked at him quietly.

Li Xingyu picked up the ring and looked at the engraving inside. There was an l and a j. He knew without thinking that the j belonged to him, and the l belonged to Ji Wen.

He put Ji Wen's ring on his ring finger, and then Ji Wen took his hand and helped him put the ring on.

After putting on the ring, Ji Wen kissed his finger and said, "Although there is no legal effect, this is the most solemn promise in my heart."

Li Xingyu said: "If you wear the ring, you are not allowed to run for the rest of your life?"

Ji Wen smiled, "Who dares to run? No one can escape."

Li Xingyu raised his hand and hugged him tightly, unwilling to let go.

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