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Gao Kun was a little surprised by Li Yinglan's question, he paused and said, "No..."

Li Yinglan asked again: "What kind of person are you looking for?"

Gao Kun didn't answer.

Li Yinglan propped her cheek with one hand and looked at him from top to bottom. Gao Kun just lay there obediently, with his arms exposed outside the quilt.

After a while, Gao Kun said, "I never thought about it..."

"Why didn't you think about it?" Li Yinglan couldn't believe it. "I guess what kind of person you like, good-looking, good-looking, gentle, and obedient... If there is such a beauty, she will cry and want to be with you." Hello, can you still want it?"

Gao Kun remained silent, and the corners of Li Yinglan's raised mouth dropped: "Hmph, duplicity."

Gao Kun hurriedly said: "No, I, I don't want to..."

"Fool," Li Yinglan scolded him, and said, "Liar."

Gao Kun explained in a low voice: "People won't take a fancy to me...and I don't like that, so I'm not in a hurry."

"Then tell me what you want, and I'll see if there's anything suitable, and I'll keep an eye out for you," Li Yinglan said, "Why are you not in a hurry? Look, I got married last year."

After she finished speaking, she saw two glances from the side. Li Yinglan raised her eyes and looked up. In the darkness, she seemed to be able to see the bright color of the whites of Gao Kun's eyes, which was a bit sharp.

There was a dead silence in the house for a while.

It wasn't until Li Yinglan laughed softly that Gao Kun knew he had been fooled, and silently turned his eyes away.

Li Yinglan said coldly: "I told you earlier that you are not the only one who can lie."

Gao Kun was silent.

Li Yinglan waited for a while, then thought to herself: "If you don't speak, I will treat it as your acquiescence."

Gao Kun has never been able to tell which of Li Yinglan's words is true and which is false, and it is the same now, so he simply takes them all seriously, and said anxiously: "Don't, my current conditions... I haven't thought about such things for the time being, don't delay others."

Gao Kun spoke so earnestly and sincerely, but instantly dispelled Li Yinglan's teasing thoughts.

Why make fun of this kind of thing?Li Yinglan, you are simply sick!

Slapping herself hard in the heart, Li Yinglan gritted her teeth and asked, "How long have you been working?"

Seeing that the topic had returned to the normal range, Gao Kun felt relieved when he mentioned it: "Less than half a year."

"Before that..."

Gao Kun could hear the cautiousness in his tone, and he said generously, "I... came out in March, learned some skills from a master, and have been doing it since May."

"Have you ever thought about changing to another..." Li Yinglan's voice softened, and she spoke faintly, with no momentum at all.

Gao Kun's tone was calm: "Other jobs... have quite a lot of requirements, and I probably can't meet them for the time being."

Li Yinglan responded, and Gao Kun hurriedly said: "Although I am a little tired now, I actually earn a lot, and the more time passes, the more money I get. If I can become a foreman, I don't have to work so hard. "

"Which one is more bitter?" Li Yinglan asked suddenly.

Gao Kun was at a loss: "What?"

"Which... is more bitter?"

Li Yinglan asked again, this time Gao Kun understood.

"It's all... okay." Gao Kun replied after consideration, "I was young when I went in, and I didn't have to do too much in there, and everyone took care of me. Later, when I got acquainted, it would be more casual. Time... Time flies by too quickly.”

Li Yinglan turned around, he didn't want to hear Gao Kun use such clumsy lies to comfort himself, why he was the one who suffered the pain, and he wanted him to comfort himself in turn.

Seeing that Li Yinglan was silent, Gao Kun also gradually closed his mouth. The conversation seemed to be in a sluggish atmosphere. He thought it was better to stop here.

"It's getting late, go to bed early."

Gao Kun looked up slightly at Li Yinglan's back: "Yinglan..."

This was the first time that Gao Kun called his name like this since the two reunited. In the dark, Li Yinglan froze suddenly, the movement was a bit big, he didn't know if Gao Kun noticed it.

Gao Kun didn't seem to pay attention, he just asked, "Are you feeling better now?"

Li Yinglan replied quickly this time: "It's much better."

Gao Kun: "That medicine..."

Li Yinglan said: "If I don't eat, it's been many years ago. I've stopped eating a long time ago. I can sleep well."

Gao Kun nodded, as if he was relieved, he stretched out his hand to pull the quilt under Li Yinglan's feet, and fell back again.

"Good night." Gao Kun said.

"OK, good night."

Li Yinglan also said that she didn't close her eyes after speaking, but stared blankly at the window sill beside her. He kept this posture motionless until she heard Gao Kun's breathing slowly becoming more and more gentle. He dared to relax his body a little bit, and finally turned around and lay flat.

He looked at the ceiling and began to tell himself: Although this is a new place, this will be your home from now on, you will live here for a long time, it is safe and peaceful, there is nothing to be nervous about, and there is no need to worry, And... that person is with you, he's back, he's back...

The previous psychological construction was long and pale, and did not have much effect. Until the last two sentences, Li Yinglan's heart suddenly settled down. He kept murmuring silently, feeling sleepiness slowly coming, dragging him into the In the deep darkness...

Gao Kun's sleep quality is still very good. After all, the environment inside is not so good. The bed is hard, and the bedding is thin and stiff. There are often messy noises at night that will interrupt your dreams. There is no other way except to adapt as much as possible. , and after arriving at the construction site, in order to maintain sufficient physical strength for the next day, his rest is also very important, so Gao Kun's body functions have adjusted well for this, and he feels that the surroundings allow him to take a deep rest, so he just It will fall asleep quickly and relax completely. If you can't, you can only use it for a few hours for an hour.

Today, he is temporarily staying with Li Yinglan. Compared with his living conditions in the past few years, he should be considered very good, but Gao Kun did not slack off because of this. He was asleep, but he was also paying attention to his surroundings, so when When the person on the bed made the first movement, Gao Kun immediately opened his eyes.

Li Yinglan was screaming, even though the voice was suppressed, like being hoarse, but he was still screaming so hard that his hands and feet twitched slightly, tearing the bedding in pain.He wanted to turn over, but he couldn't do it. He put his head on the bed frame and knocked out heavy syllables, but it still didn't drag him out of the nightmare.

Seeing this, Gao Kun was startled, jumped up and pulled the other party, calling him softly.

"Yinglan, wake up, Yinglan, wake up..."

Gao Kun held Li Yinglan's wrist, and pressed the person on the bed along the joints, preventing him from hurting himself.

When Gao Kun bullied him, Li Yinglan opened her eyes vigilantly, but his eyes were empty, as if he couldn't see the person in front of him at all, and fell into a self-made nightmare.

It wasn't until Gao Kun said "Yinglan..." that he didn't give up every sentence that Li Yinglan's sanity was slowly pulled back. He looked at the person in front of him blankly and called out suspiciously.

"Akun?"

Li Yinglan stared at Gao Kun, breathing heavily, and turned to look at Gao Kun's wrist.

Gao Kun quickly let go of his hand, but just as he got up and wanted to back away, Li Yinglan suddenly sat up and wrapped his arms around his neck, hugging him tightly, just like the state when he was drunk that day.

"Akun, Akun..." Li Yinglan yelled repeatedly.

Gao Kun hurriedly said: "It's me, I'm here, I'm..."

Li Yinglan stared at him with wide eyes: "You are not dead, you are not dead..."

Gao Kun was taken aback, and slowly moved his raised butt back to the bed.

"Who said I was dead?"

Li Yinglan's voice was a bit pitiful: "What they said, they all told me, told me that you died..."

"Did you always think I was dead?" Gao Kun was a little shocked, then thought of something, and suddenly understood, "No wonder you never..."

Sensing Li Yinglan's gaze, Gao Kun hurriedly swallowed back the words, he only said: "I'm not dead, I'm alive and well."

Li Yinglan didn't pay attention to what he said, but said in a low voice, "I'm sorry."

Gao Kun looked at him blankly.

Li Yinglan said it again: "I'm sorry... Ah Kun, I'm sorry..."

Gao Kun came back to his senses and immediately interrupted him: "No, this has nothing to do with you."

Li Yinglan kept shaking her head: "It's me, it's all my fault, I'm sorry, I'm the liar, I'm the liar!"

"Yinglan, listen to me..."

Li Yinglan didn't listen, his mood didn't stabilize, and he fell into panic-like ups and downs again, his head seemed to be very confused, and he became more and more excited: "Your decision at the beginning was the right one, I can't be trusted, you shouldn't do it again." Contact me, don't trust me anymore, I am the biggest liar, I lied to you!"

"no……"

Gao Kun's rebuttal was completely suppressed by Li Yinglan, Li Yinglan said loudly: "I promised you, I clearly promised you that I would rescue you, but I didn't! I let you suffer for so many years, I promised It's your fault! The worst is me!"

"Yinglan!" Gao Kun couldn't stand it anymore and finally roared, "It's not your fault, it's not your fault..."

"It's my fault..." Li Yinglan murmured, her tone almost sad.

"No," Gao Kun said with a rare tough tone and deep eyes, "I said it back then, and I still think so now. From the beginning to the end... this matter is my decision, It's my own idea, and it has nothing to do with anyone else."

Li Yinglan suddenly looked at Gao Kun blankly like a deflated ball.

Gao Kun stretched out his hand to hug him back to his chest, patted Li Yinglan's back one after another, and continued like coaxing a child: "And I've already come out, this matter is over, it's all over, and we will all get better and better in the future." OK."

Li Yinglan lay in his arms, her mind was still a little confused: "You don't want to see me, do you..."

Gao Kun paused and shook his head: "Just like you thought I was dead, I was a little misunderstood at first, but it's over now, that wasn't my original intention."

Li Yinglan pondered for a while before asking again: "Will it really get better and better?"

Gao Kun nodded and stroked his hair: "Yes..."

Li Yinglan let out a sigh of relief and closed her eyes again.

Gao Kun didn't dare to let go of him, so he maintained this posture all the time, listening to Li Yinglan's slow breathing in his ears, but his brows were furrowed...

At the same time, Zhuo Yao's phone kept howling in the middle of the night.

After letting it toss for a while, Zhuo Yao still picked it up, and Li Xiaoyun's voice came faintly from the other end.

"Ayao, are you hiding it from me?"

Zhuo Yao remained silent.

Li Xiaoyun asked again: "Has Gao Kun been released from prison?"