fierce god

A few days before the summer vacation, U City No. [-] Middle School had the last trip back to school. When Gao Kun walked out of the school gate, he saw the child standing by the flower bed with his schoolbag on his back and kept looking here.

Gao Kun stepped forward and looked left and right, only Li Yinglan was alone.

"How did you get here?" he asked.

Li Yinglan said, "I'm about to enter junior high school, come and see."

Inexplicably, Gao Kun felt that his tone of thinking that he was a young adult was very interesting: "Oh, do you want me to show you around?"

Li Yinglan stood still.

Gao Kun bent down: "What's the matter? There is no one in the school at this time."

Li Yinglan frowned: "I failed the final exam, so I don't know if I can enter this school."

Although the junior high school is still based on the principle of admission to the nearest one, U City No. [-] Middle School is considered to be among the best in both the junior and senior divisions, and it takes some effort to get in.

Gao Kun didn't think about the problem of a school with so much power and power in their Li family. Instead, he paid attention to the children's grades.

"It's okay, if you didn't do well in the exam once, you'll be fine if you know how to work harder."

Li Yinglan had a solemn look on her face: "I want to enter No. [-] Middle School, can you give me tutoring?"

Gao Kun did not hesitate: "Okay, but I have to go to work, and the time needs to be adjusted."

Li Yinglan raised her head: "You can get tuition if you have money."

Gao Kun was taken aback, and led him into the school. His hands were very hot. It shouldn't be very comfortable to be dragged in this scorching weather, but Li Yinglan didn't let go, and instead held on tighter.Gao Kun, on the other hand, squeezed the cold little hand like holding a small popsicle, very comfortable.

"It's not for money, it's just by the way." That's what he really said.

Li Yinglan didn't say much at the moment, until Gao Kun came to the door, and after giving herself two math lessons, Aunt Xie handed him the money, but when the other party still insisted on pushing the excuse, Li Yinglan said, "My mother Said, I feel more at ease after taking the money, if my grades are not good, I can ask you for the reason, otherwise everyone will feel embarrassed if I do a white job, if you don’t take it, you will find someone else, and the money will be given to them.”

These words are extremely realistic, yet reasonable. Gao Kun was in a dilemma but couldn't find any rebuttals, so he finally accepted it, but the price really flattered him a bit. This hour was enough for him to move in the fruit stand before. The goods were delivered for a week, and Li Yinglan and Aunt Xie's attitude of "it's none of my business, don't ask us to pursue it anymore", made Gao Kun feel that he was hypocritical, and he really needed this fee more than anyone else.

So since he received a high tutoring fee from the Li family, he naturally had to work harder. He originally planned to do other work during the summer vacation, but now he has turned his focus to Li Yinglan.

It turned out to be make-up classes on the first, third, and fifth, and each time was two hours. Later, when I came back several times, I found that Li Yinglan was alone at home except for Aunt Xia. Young children don't like to be alone, no matter how indifferent he is on the surface, he hopes to have a playmate in his heart, and the only thing Gao Kun can do is to accompany him more. Anyway, Gao Kun will be alone when he goes back. Alone, although they don't talk much together, Li Yinglan is really the best-behaved child he has ever seen, and Gao Kun likes him very much.

Gao Kun is not talkative, he didn't mean to ask about the family situation of the Li family, but once Gao Kun accidentally saw a magazine at Li Yinglan's house, and there was a small report about the Li family.

Li Xiaoyun is also a celebrity in the social arena, and she is also invited by some media to write fashion columns, so she will appear in some entertainment news from time to time.That report described her private life, using more euphemistic words, saying that she was a very avant-garde and unrestrained woman, and it was very frank that she had a son and was a hot single mother.Li Xiaoyun is only less than [-] years old this year, and she gave birth to Li Yinglan. In the early years, she hid the news of having a child from the outside world, but it only broke out in recent years. Without experience in this field, this result is the price of being young. He also said that as for the child's father, their relationship is easy to get together and break up. What kind of influence is in your own hands.

Gao Kun couldn't express any opinions on this, and he never brought up related topics in front of Li Yinglan. He felt that the child might not want others to meddle in their own business.Unexpectedly, one time Li Yinglan took the initiative to tell him that it was the weekend, and it was supposed to be a day for family reunion. Gao Kun didn't go to Li's house for class because it was agreed that Li Xiaoyun would take Li Yinglan out for dinner, but Gao Kun returned home at night Then he saw a small figure sitting in front of his corridor, hugging his legs, buried his head in his knees, and fell asleep.

Gao Kun hurriedly stepped forward and shook the other party awake, and it turned out to be Li Yinglan.

Li Yinglan was in a daze, when Gao Kun touched his head, it turned out to be a little hot.

Gao Kun reached out and immediately picked up the child, while Li Yinglan buried her head in his arms, and let the other party open the door and enter the room.

He only came to Gao Kun's place once, and he had to bring him here when he was found quietly following someone. Although Gao Kun didn't say it clearly, Li Yinglan could guess why he didn't want to, because here is really It's too dilapidated, not the kind of dilapidated one with no windows or tiles, but small, very small, there is basically no room for anything else in the room except for a bed, and a small lamp hangs in the air, only shining on the palm of your hand. It is a large piece of land with no windows, no other appliances, and no toilets. The concept of group renting may not have existed at that time, but there is a gate to enter, and seven or eight rooms are cut. There are everyone in it. It is basically the same as Datongpu. It's the same way, but it really scares the young master who is used to living in a big house. This place is not half the size of his mother's changing room.

At this moment, Gao Kun wanted to put Li Yinglan on the bed, but Li Yinglan didn't want to, and hugged him uncomfortably. He was usually as strong as a yak, and he didn't have that kind of thing at all. In the end, he had to sit on the edge of the bed and put him on his lap, wringing out a towel to wipe Li Yinglan's face and hands to cool down.

After a while, Li Yinglan felt better. After Gao Kun asked him several times, Li Yinglan said that she came in the afternoon. In the weather of August, a child just sat like this all afternoon.

As for why she came here, Li Yinglan answered that it was because there were too many people in her family.

Gao Kun knows that Li Xiaojun likes to be lively. He stayed and bumped into several parties in Green Rock Garden several times, and they could make a scene from the afternoon to midnight. The noise would blow off the roof. At that time, I will temporarily put down the book, watch TV with Li Yinglan, and chat until Li Yinglan falls asleep, so I don’t care what is going on downstairs, but if Li Yinglan is at home alone, it will definitely be affected It was hard for him to come here alone from such a distance. At that moment, Gao Kun felt a little distressed, because before he arrived at Li's house, he was the one who spent so many lonely days alone.

So when he asked "Should I send him back?" and immediately got a negative answer, Gao Kun didn't insist. He just made the bed again, let Li Yinglan sleep in it, and lay himself outside.

The weather in this season is naturally extremely hot. Gao Kun doesn’t even have an electric fan here. Fortunately, he ran outside and brought back an advertising fan. Gao Kun went outside to take a quick shower. Talking to Li Yinglan, while fanning him, even though the wind is hot, but Li Yinglan's body temperature is enough.

In the darkness, a crisp voice suddenly asked, "Are you alone?"

Gao Kun was taken aback for a moment, then gave a soft "um" and said, "It should be."

"Where did they all go?"

"They..." Gao Kun didn't know that Li Yinglan said that "they" were probably the so-called close people, Gao Kun said, "They are not here."

Li Yinglan knew that Gao Kun was not from U City, Gao Kun once told him that his home was far away.

"Then why are you here?" the child asked again.

Gao Kun said: "I came to U City to study, the schools there are not as good as here."

After hearing this, Li Yinglan said, "I'm only alone."

Gao Kun's heart tightened, and he still corrected him: "You have a mother and a grandfather." Although they did not care about Li Yinglan very well, "You still have a cousin."

Xu Shijiye gave Li Yinglan an infinite sense of security, and the child rarely talked a lot, "But my cousin is very busy, I can only see him a few times a year." Zhuo Yao's career is in a booming stage. The itinerary is full throughout the year. Although he will try to take Li Yinglan to live every time he comes back, the longest vacation is usually ten or so days, and he can't stay with her all day.

"Your cousin treats you very well." Gao Kun said with the only impression he had seen Zhuo Yao once.

Li Yinglan nodded, he admitted this.

The Zhuo family is not considered an ordinary family, but the population is sparse. Zhuo Yao's mother, also Li Yuanzhou's younger sister, passed away very early with her husband, leaving behind Zhuo Yao who was less than twenty. Zhuo Yao did not touch the family. Money, but relying on his hard work in the entertainment industry to make a breakthrough, he doesn't have much contact with his father's relatives, and he doesn't really move around with his mother. The only thing he cares about is this little nephew, Xu It's an inexplicable affinity. Zhuo Yao was good to Li Yinglan since she was a child. He was the only person Li Yinglan would be willing to talk to before meeting Gao Kun. It's a pity that Mr. Zhuo spent too little time with him.

"So I'm not alone?" Li Yinglan obviously had a different view from Gao Kun on this issue.

Gao Kun hesitated for a while, but said: "They are your family members, you shouldn't...hate them."

Unexpectedly, Li Yinglan shook her head, her big eyes were extraordinarily bright in the darkness: "I don't hate them, my mother is good-looking, and my grandfather is rich."

Gao Kun was stunned for a moment, and it took him a while to understand what Li Yinglan meant. If a parent heard such words from a child, I don’t know how those two would feel. The meaning of a mother’s existence is only beauty, while the other The elders are financial strength, maybe in the adult world, this would be a beautiful compliment, but for children, and they are still children in the family, such an evaluation is so sad.

Gao Kun asked: "Is it what you think, or..."

"My classmates said they envied me." Li Yinglan's tone was flat, neither joyful nor disappointed.

Gao Kun felt as if he had been hit by a punch in his heart. No wonder Li Yinglan never complained about Li Xiaoyun's neglect, nor did she feel sad, because he didn't get much maternal love and family warmth, while her peers still hugged her. Surrounded him with an envious attitude, so although Li Yinglan felt lonely, she thought it was no big deal. His mother and grandfather still had merits. Caring is dispensable, so he thinks from the bottom of his heart that he is "also a person".

Gao Kun didn't think it was due to their Li family's inherently cool genes. He preferred to see him as Li Yinglan's strength. If possible, he wanted to tell him what a gentle mother should be like, but he was afraid that Li Yinglan would know After getting it, you will start to yearn for such emotions. If a person can't hope to get it in his life, why let him know the beauty of this thing?

It's been a long time since I heard Gao Kun speak, but the cool breeze in my ears continued, and Li Yinglan suddenly asked, "Do you have a father?"

After saying this, I clearly felt the people around me suddenly shake. The shock was not obvious, but Gao Kun's arm was touching Li Yinglan's shoulder. There was no sign of relaxation in his bones, and the fan in Gao Kun's hand also stopped.

Li Yinglan couldn't help turning her head to look up, but the room was too dark, he couldn't see Gao Kun's eyebrows clearly, but the tight jaw and the lines of the neck were clearly visible.

Finally, Gao Kun said: "No..." The voice was very low.

Li Yinglan asked again: "Are you dead?" It was so straightforward, even harsh.

Gao Kun answered quickly this time: "Yes."

Li Yinglan paused and said, "Me neither... probably died too."

"Didn't you ask your mother?"

"I asked once."

Li Yinglan recalled that at that time, Li Xiaoyun seemed to be half drunk and was about to enter the door. He tilted his head and thought for a while when he heard these words, and said with a headache: "I don't know, should I ask someone to ask?" In turn, tell Li Yinglan.

Seeing her indifferent face, Li Yinglan also shook her head, and never mentioned it again.

dad?

But just a stranger.

Gao Kun didn't speak, and Li Yinglan also silently closed her mouth. In the long silence, she gradually became sleepy.

Because he has just suffered from heat stroke and is not very comfortable yet, the room must be kept ventilated.Gao Kun didn't dare to close the door, and opened a small gap. It's not safe here, so he naturally couldn't sleep soundly, so in the darkness, the young man who was soaking in hot sweat just leaned against the head of the bed, and let him go. The child beside him flapped a small fan lightly, even though he fell into a deep sleep little by little, he never stopped.

And he himself kept his eyes wide open, looking at a certain point in the void, with a darkness and depth that had never appeared in his eyes that had never appeared during the day, and even the lines of the entire youthful face became sharper, but he was in harmony with the surrounding people. The night is blended together, making it difficult to distinguish...