fierce god

The results of the competition in V City a few months ago came out. Li Yinglan really lived up to expectations and got an excellent ranking. The reward money from the previous two days was credited into his account as promised. At Li Yinglan's request, Gao Kun accompanied him Going out to celebrate, the two chose a small frying shop not far from the school as their destination, but they ran into Gao Kun's classmates as soon as they entered the door.

Those people were very enthusiastic. They greeted them from afar, and insisted on sharing a table with them. Gao Kun didn't agree at first, because he was afraid of disrupting Li Yinglan's plan, but the child nodded ahead of him and asked the waiter to join him. The two stools ate hot pot with a group of people.

A pretty girl with a ponytail looked at Gao Kun who was taking care of Li Yinglan all the time. Everything was scalded for him first, and she was willing to go back and forth if the sauce was a little salty. She couldn't help but asked with a smile: "Ah Kun, Is this your brother?"

"Brother? Sister." A few people beside them laughed.

Gao Kun put a fish ball into Li Yinglan's bowl, and said seriously, "It's my younger brother."

The girl apologized to Li Yinglan: "Don't be angry, you look so cute, everyone is joking with you."

Li Yinglan ate the fish balls slowly, and raised her head with a smile: "It's okay," and called out obediently, "Hello, sister."

Someone on the side teased: "What kind of sister is it? You can call it sister-in-law."

The girl blushed and hurriedly said, "Don't talk nonsense."

"What nonsense, you see, Akun is leaving now. If we want to find another chance, it may be after the college entrance examination. I don't know how we will go our separate ways. Today is just the time, so hurry up , let's have a good drink together." Saying that, he shouted a dozen beers and put them on the table.

Li Yinglan didn't pay attention to the back, he caught a key point and asked strangely: "Let's go? Where are we going?"

The classmate said: "Where did you fall in love with? Once you get the recommendation notice from your brother, you can be regarded as liberated before the graduation ceremony. That's the University of U. We are so jealous that we can bleed."

Warranty?

Li Yinglan was startled, then turned to look at Gao Kun.

When Gao Kun noticed his gaze returning, Li Yinglan had already turned his eyes away.

In the following time, the group let go and started drinking. Gao Kun didn't plan to join, but he couldn't stand the persuasion of so many people, so he was also happy, so he had a few drinks, but others didn't drink well. By the time the dinner party broke up, most of them had fallen into one piece.

Gao Kun helped him out, but at first he was dragged by the two boys to talk nonsense, saying that he was simply a winner in life, and that he was always liked by girls, but he dismissed all kinds of things, and now his grades are even worse than both of them Going to the front is really enviable.

Gao Kun haphazardly stopped the taxi for them, and finally came to see off the remaining two girls. One of the tall ones was still leaning on his companion at first, but as soon as Gao Kun got close to her, his whole body hung on him. Going, Gao Kun pushed her twice to distance him, but the girl sobbed softly.

Li Yinglan didn't listen to what they said, he just stood silently outside the store, watching Gao Kun being entangled by the girl named Zhao Tongtong for a long time before he escaped, Li Yinglan turned and left.

Gao Kun ran after him and wanted to hold his hand: "There are a lot of cars here, so look at the road when it's dark."

I don't know when I developed the habit, as long as the two of them go out, Gao Kun must hold Li Yinglan by the hand. Li Yinglan used to like him to hold her, which made people feel safe, but this time he suddenly felt that Gao Kun was not It's like leading a dog, afraid of getting lost, afraid of running away, afraid of being unable to explain when you go back.

Li Yinglan shook off the other party: "I can see the Tao."

Gao Kun had no choice but to follow him in the traffic on both sides. Although he had passed the rush hour, there were few cars going to Green Rock Garden, and it was still too crowded to go up. Any old lady or elementary school student would be able to fight in seconds. Li Yinglan, who didn't know how to seize the position at all, was stepped on three or four times after he stood up for a while, and was finally discovered by Gao Kun. Passerby A and B who were trying to stick together, Li Yinglan felt aggrieved in her heart, but her chest felt warm again. Under the contradiction, she pressed her head against Gao Kun's chest, and deliberately headbutted him several times while turning, but Gao Kun didn't care at all. Does it hurt.

After getting out of the car and going to the villa, Li Yinglan still didn't say a word until at the door, Gao Kun said: "You invited me this time, I will invite you next time..."

Li Yinglan paused, and turned around with a smile: "What are you asking? Is there a happy event?"

Gao Kun scratched his head: "That's what they just said..."

"Did they say it? If they didn't say it, you wouldn't say it, right?"

Meeting Li Yinglan's cool gaze, Gao Kun realized that Li Yinglan was really unhappy.

"I'm... I'm just thinking about not being in a hurry, and I will take my time when I have time later..."

Li Yinglan didn't want to hear him say this, so she fumbled for the key up and down to open the door, but suddenly her hand trembled, and the key snapped off, but Li Yinglan didn't have time to pick it up, but hurriedly covered her eyes.

Seeing this, Gao Kun immediately stepped forward and said nervously, "What's the matter? Let me see...is the wind blinding you?"

Li Yinglan lowered her head to prevent him from looking at him, but Gao Kun used some force to easily turn his face away, and saw Li Yinglan's eyes half closed, one eyelash fluttering continuously because of discomfort, and the corner of her eye was already dripping out. tears.

Gao Kun observed carefully for a while, then leaned in and opened the slits of his eyes and blew lightly twice.

Li Yinglan hid in fear, but her jaw was pinched by Gao Kun and she couldn't dodge it. After going back and forth several times, Gao Kun asked softly, "Is it better?"

Li Yinglan blinked and opened her eyes, and met the face that was so close at hand.

Gao Kun was also stunned, Li Yinglan's eyes were still watery, and his eye sockets were reddish, there was an inexplicable shock when he looked directly at this distance, and he was so shocked that he couldn't move at the moment.

But in a split second, Gao Kun quickly let go of the opponent and took a big step back, but this step did not separate the two, because when Gao Kun moved, Li Yinglan also moved.

That face and those eyes closely followed Gao Kun's gaze, and he asked innocently, "Why don't you dare to look at me?"

Gao Kun himself also felt weird, and while raising his head back, denied: "No..."

Li Yinglan stood on tiptoe, her mouth was close to Gao Kun's face, and the heat of her words brushed against his cheeks lightly. He asked, "They all say I look like a woman, do you think so too?"

Gao Kun shook his head: "No, I haven't thought about it that way."

"Then who is better looking, me or Zhao Tongtong?"

Gao Kun was startled, as if he couldn't believe that Li Yinglan would ask such a question.

Li Yinglan's face did not change, the coldness on her face had retreated, and there was still a slight smile on the corner of her mouth, she asked again: "Who is it?"

Gao Kun pursed his lips and said nothing.

Li Yinglan rolled her eyes, but at such a young age, Gao Kun thought of the description of "beautiful eyes flow, looking bright".

"You..." Gao Kun blurted out and felt that something was wrong, and hurriedly changed his words, "You are still a child now, and you will be handsome when you grow up."

"I'm not a child anymore!" Li Yinglan was not very happy, he narrowed his eyes, "I will be fourteen in two months, and when I go to high school, I will be able to fall in love."

This sentence pierced Gao Kun's heart like an arrow that left the string, and it was like a basin of ice water, drenching Gao Kun's strange thoughts that he couldn't explain clearly.

14 years old, only 14 years old.

He was about to speak when suddenly the brakes sounded from a distance, and a silver trot stopped not far away. When the door opened, Li Xiaoyun got out from inside.

Li Yinglan and Gao Kun were still next to each other, seeing this, Gao Kun hurriedly backed away.

Li Xiaoyun stepped forward and asked with a smile: "Why are you two standing in the wind and not going in?"

Li Yinglan's answer was to open the door and walk in.

Li Xiaoyun went to see Gao Kun again, Gao Kun didn't dare to raise his head, he said sorry to Li Xiaoyun and left in a hurry, Li Xiaoyun looked at Gao Kun's back, thought of what he saw in the car just now, and put away the smile on his face.

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In mid-March, Gao Kun sent the notice to U University. He no longer has to go to school. Gao Kun is planning to use these days to review for Li Yinglan. After all, he will take the high school entrance examination in June, but Li Yinglan is as usual. He listened to what Gao Kun said, and all the homework was delivered on time. But after the mid-term exam in April, his class ranking suddenly fell out of the top ten, and even the head teacher who had always praised him couldn't help calling him There was an inquiry call.

Li Xiaoyun answered the call. She talked to Li Yinglan that night. The words she used were naturally euphemistic and gentle. She would not blame Li Yinglan for failing the exam. She only said that he should not be under so much pressure. In the future, I will go abroad to study in a university in a place I like, without having to face domestic exams.

Li Yinglan frowned, and immediately said: "I won't do it next time."

Li Xiaoyun comforted her son again and left his room.

Gao Kun was there that day, and he happened to go to another room to make a call. Gao Kun couldn't afford a mobile phone, so he borrowed the phone from Li's house, and the caller was his aunt.Although his uncle's thinking is relatively conservative, and he thinks that if there is no spare money, he should work instead of studying and wasting, but Gao Kun always remembers that they are better. If Gao Zhongshui hadn't promised his mother to take him away from there, Gao Kun would have come Even if Gao Zhongshui went back to his hometown after leaving U City, Gao Kun was still grateful to the couple, and his uncle and aunt paid for the tuition and miscellaneous fees for the first year of junior high school. As long as he has this kind of heart, Gao Kun will never forget, so this time his university has been confirmed, Gao Kun feels that it is necessary to inform them, maybe he will be busy in the future, and probably will not have time to go back.

It's just that he started making this call many days ago, whenever Gao Kun was free, he would try to replay it, but he never dialed through.Gao Zhongshui's family has been doing small business since before, and they are definitely wealthy in this remote village, so many years ago, the couple moved to live in a village closer to the county, and only came back occasionally to see Gao Juan. They brought something to eat, so Gao Zhongshui's home had a phone call, and logically there shouldn't be anyone answering it, but Gao Kun thought that his uncle and aunt were busy, so it was impossible for him to miss it.

However, today I finally got through with great difficulty. As soon as he heard his aunt's voice over there, Gao Kun knew that something was wrong.

It turned out that the feed business that Gao Zhongshui partnered with before did not expect that dozens of pigs were eaten and killed when the first batch of goods was sent out. Later, he sent someone to investigate and found that he imported the raw materials from the villages farthest to the north. , mainly used the weeds all over the mountains and plains, and processed them in the village by myself. In order to reduce the cost, I did not find someone to sort them. As a result, I did not know what poisonous plants were mixed in, and they were not sealed well on the road, so some of them were mildewed when they arrived at the farmers. Yes, it has come to this point.His aunt said that they are now united to ask his uncle to pay money, and if the money cannot be paid, they will sue him.

Gao Kun asked, where are the other two partners?

Naturally, she didn't admit it, and my aunt was shaking with anger. They said that one was in charge of sales, and the other was in charge of delivery. The things were your uncle's intentions, and they were not responsible, but your uncle clearly said that the formula here was taken by Mr. Chen. I came to teach him how to do it, but now it’s good, and I left the mess to us. This month, I can only earn a few hundred yuan at most. Where can I get this 10 yuan now?

The aunt was crying while talking, and finally accidentally let it go, saying that his uncle had a small stroke in a fit of anger. He had been in the hospital before, but he just came back today, and now he is paralyzed at home and can't even sit up.

When Gao Kun rushed out from the next room, he almost bumped into Li Xiaoyun who was about to go downstairs. Li Xiaoyun looked at his serious face and asked, "Why are you in such a hurry?"

Gao Kun took a deep breath and said, "I have something to do at home... I will probably take a few days off from work."

Li Xiaoyun looked into Gao Kun's eyes, and suddenly smiled, she was the most similar to Li Yinglan when she smiled, only more delicate and bright, like a hundred flowers blooming.

"Is there anything I can do to help?"

Gao Kun pursed his lips and shook his head.

Li Xiaoyun asked, "Lack of money?"

Gao Kun was taken aback.

Li Xiaoyun nodded, took out a piece of stuff from his pocket and handed it to Gao Kun.

Gao Kun didn't move, just looked at the paper, it was a check that had been written long ago.

"Mrs. Li, I don't..."

"Don't rush to refuse," Li Xiaoyun interrupted him, "Listen to me first, do you remember what I told you last time, I am not a conservative person, and no matter what kind of scum your father is, you You were such a jerk before, I only hoped that you would be a good boy in the future, and I once believed that you could be a good boy, but..." She shook her head helplessly, "You let me down."

Gao Kun stood upright, motionless.

Li Xiaoyun saw that he didn't mean to distinguish, and thought she had guessed his thoughts, she handed the check forward again: "You are short of money now, I happen to have it here, it's not a bad thing, you go home and do your best." Yours, and Yinglan can take the exam with peace of mind in the future, which is good for everyone, are you right?"

Li Xiaoyun upholds the upbringing of the eldest lady, she will not say, "You are shameless, just take the money and leave me now! Stay away from my son! You are not allowed to step into my house again in the future!" She even had a smile on her face all the time. , but it seemed to strike Gao Kun's head with a thunderbolt!

He and Li Yinglan have been together for so long, and the gap that they have been deliberately ignoring has finally been drawn to their eyes by Li Xiaojun. Gao Kun understands that if there is no accident, he and Li Yinglan should never see each other again in a short time, and In the future, people's hearts will change. Perhaps, the teacher-student, brotherhood, friendship and other things between them all come to an end here. After all, that child has been far away from him from the very beginning.

Gao Kun clenched his fists, as if he wanted to turn around and enter the room again. Even if he couldn't say goodbye, he could say a word to Li Yinglan again. It would be good to just take a look at him, but Li Xiaoyun was standing in front of him, which made Gao Kun give birth to a kind of feeling for the first time. A sense of shame.

Gao Kun nodded to Li Xiaoyun, turned around, went downstairs without looking at the check in her hand.

Li Xiaoyun watched Gao Kun walk out of the Li family's mansion, she just shrugged and smiled, crumpled up the check indifferently, and threw it into the trash can in the corner of the corridor.

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Li Yinglan didn't realize that Gao Kun had left that day. In fact, his heart was not as calm as it seemed on the surface recently. He looked at Gao Kun and couldn't concentrate, and Li Yinglan also felt that Gao Kun knew what he was thinking. Yes, I even hope that these changes can disappear with the wind.

But this is not what Li Yinglan wanted. He hoped that Gao Kun would also perform. It doesn't matter whether it is good or bad, at least he should not be alone like now. Therefore, Li Yinglan's various unhappiness is most obvious through his grades. Yes, he did it on purpose, because only his own grades are what Gao Kun can't ignore at the moment and pretend not to see.

But he was also a little nervous about Gao Kun's reaction, afraid that he would really be indifferent, and also afraid that he would see disappointment in himself from his eyes.

Li Yinglan was a little at a loss for the first time, he didn't like himself like this, he was so childish and awkward, and he wasn't cheerful at all, but he knew that if he was straightforward, he might only get one result.

So, it's fine if you don't see Gao Kun now, let Li Yinglan be quiet for a while, lest she continue to do any stupid things.

However, one or two days was fine. Li Xiaoyun told him that Gao Kun had asked for leave, but he didn't see anyone for three days or four days until a week. Li Yinglan couldn't help it.

He didn't ask Li Xiaoyun any more, and directly found the residence of Gao Kun's group house, but someone else lived in a room the size of a kennel. After asking, he said that the tenant had already checked out a week ago. Li Yinglan's heart skipped a beat at the moment.

He went to school again, and met Gao Kun's head teacher who was also anxious. They were also looking for Gao Kun before, and they needed him to fill in some information, but he didn't have any contact number in U City, so the school couldn't find anyone. After calling him at his hometown, luckily he was able to get in touch with him. He said he would be back in two days, but seeing that no one was there when the time came, the class teacher turned to stare at Li Yinglan and said that he wanted to see Gao Kun and tell him to come back quickly.

Li Yinglan walked out of school with a cold face, returned to Green Rock Garden, went to bed without eating dinner.After tossing and turning until midnight, he still couldn't help picking up the phone.

"Hello, I want to book a ticket for Zhang Ming to go to County Y in Province F the day after tomorrow..."