fierce god

Li Yinglan described it as a little tired, but in the frozen eyes he looked at Li Xiaoyun, there was a cluster of small flames, which were extremely bright.

Li Xiaoyun hung the phone in his hand, as if he didn't hear what he said just now, he stood up and asked nonchalantly, "Why are you back?"

She naturally knew that Li Yinglan went to L City to film, otherwise she would not have chosen this time to intervene. She even called Wanhe yesterday morning to confirm the date of Li Yinglan's return trip, and told him not to tell him too much. Unexpectedly, Li Yinglan appeared in Green Rock Garden just like that.

Li Yinglan didn't have time to practice Tai Chi with her, he walked slowly into the house and scanned around, but Li Yuanzhou was nowhere to be seen, only Aunt Xie was huddled in the kitchen.

Li Yinglan turned her head and looked at Li Xiaoyun: "Because you don't want to talk to Gao Kun, so I have to talk to you instead."

"Yinglan..." Li Xiaoyun frowned, with a bitter expression on her face, "I..."

"Actually, I'm not interested in listening to your high-sounding and high-sounding words," Li Yinglan snapped, "I know what you want to say and what reasons you use to lobby, but it's also useless to me. Gao Kun and I, Maybe it is true that we are not from the same world, but since when have you and I passed?"

If it is said that Li Xiaoyun's words to Gao Kun fell on his heart like a heavy hammer, making Gao Kun breathless for a long time, then Li Yinglan's words to Li Xiaoyun now are like a few thunderbolts directly hitting her head, She was almost shocked on the spot.

"You can't...you can't say that," Li Xiaoyun said in a trembling tone, "I am your mother, and I love you..."

"I used to think so too," Li Yinglan smiled and nodded seriously, "I didn't lie to you, I really thought so, I have blood relationship with you, so I thought at least you care about me, I don't ask much , What you gave me since I was a child, I think it is enough, I don’t want to ask for more, and I don’t need it. But after so many things, I found that it is actually not enough..."

He approached Li Xiaoyun: "During the seven days I was locked in the storage room, I prayed for many possibilities. I hoped that my cousin would come to rescue me, but he was too busy. I hoped that my grandpa would come to rescue me, but he was far away from me." It's too far away, and I also hope that my mother...it's you, you can come to save me, yes, I called you many times, but you didn't hear me. But there is one person, he heard it, in my most desperate moment At that time, he saved me and took me away, all I know is that without him, I would never have the chance to talk to you about such nonsense."

"But then I realized that the love and affection you gave me was not enough to exchange for these few hopes. I have always asked for too much."

Li Yinglan sighed: "It's like today, I really want to sit down with you and talk about feelings, let you think about my feelings for the sake of our mother and child, but I gave up. The bargaining chip of "feeling" is really too little for you and me, so little that I have no position to ask you not to do anything, similarly, you have no position to ask me what to do, because the best way for us to get along , that is, mutual non-interference."

Li Yinglan's tone was calm, as if she was chatting with a friend, and she was still unfamiliar, so that the coldness that had accumulated in his eyes just now faded a lot, turning into a kind of indifference.

On the contrary, Li Xiaoyun's eyes were red.

"Do you think I blame you and hate you?"

As Li Yinglan asked, she took a tissue from the table and handed it over.

Li Xiaoyun took it with shaking hands, but suddenly realized that this was the first time that Li Yinglan took the initiative to do something for her in so many years. Even when Gao Kun didn't show up, the two of them rarely talked, let alone interacted.

"Maybe there was a few years ago. After Gao Kun left, I always wanted to find an outlet to vent my emotions, but now there is no more." Li Yinglan smiled again, "You probably don't believe it, but I am more grateful for the so-called Fate did not really abandon me, I am not a person who is unlucky, at least there is still hope in my life, compared to this, other... really is not a big deal, so, I don't hate you, and I don't blame you, I still thank you for giving birth to me and raising me."

Li Xiaoyun, who was classified into another category, was not relieved by this, but turned pale.

Everyone said that when love is deep and hate is deep, emotions become more intense, and feelings are naturally used deeply, but Li Yinglan's words do not represent relief, he just doesn't care anymore, whether it is Li Xiaoyun's thoughts or Li Yuanzhou's. Meaning, Li Yinglan didn't take it to heart, so naturally she didn't want to continue to remember it, whether it was love or hate.

As he said, their relationship is not enough for a conversation.

"I don't want to remember those unhappy things, but there is only one person who makes me happy. If you all want to erase him, then what will I have left after living all these years?" Li Yinglan asked sincerely.

But Li Xiaoyun couldn't answer. In Li Yinglan's cruel confession, she couldn't say the phrase "You still have us".

As she said that, Li Yinglan turned her head and looked at Li Yuanzhou who was standing by the door with the same stiff face when she came back at some point.

"Since we can't talk about feelings, we can only talk about conditions and money," he said, and he actually took out a check from his pocket, "I left the Li family last Mid-Autumn Festival. Since that day, I have lived here for a total of 21 years and five months. Maybe there is some inaccuracy in the middle, so let’s take it as 22 years. I don’t know how much it costs to raise a child, but 1000 million should be enough , if it is still not enough... then I will return the money to you when I make money in the future."

If the previous accusations could be regarded as torture, this check was like a sharp knife directly inserted into the hearts of Li Yuanzhou and Li Xiaoyun, killing them with one blow.

"Li Yinglan, you..."

"Unconscionable? Animal? Not human?" Li Yinglan interrupted before him, "Yes, just treat me like this. You have raised me for 22 years for nothing."

"Yinglan!" Li Xiaoyun finally cried out, "For such a person, you don't even want your mother?"

Li Yinglan lowered her eyes and looked at the ground: "I'm sorry, I'm just very scared, just like you are afraid that Gao Kun will hurt me, no matter how he promises you will not believe it, and I am the same, probably as you said, everyone is not in the same world , so you look down on him from the beginning to the end, I don't force it, let alone you don't have this idea at all, even if one day you approve him, I don't hold out hope, and I don't believe it at all, I don't want to take the risk of losing him again .”

Li Yinglan put the ticket on the table, dragged the suitcase and walked towards the door: "I want to give myself a chance, I don't want to be so pitiful, if you are willing to consider our little bond, I will only This is a request," Li Yinglan repeated again, "I close my eyes for the rest of my life, and I can't keep love and hate. I don't want to be like you, so pitiful..."

When passing by Li Yuanzhou's side, his grandfather seemed to shake for a while, and Li Yinglan supported him without looking at his face.

"You have to take good care of your body. If you want, I can come and see you often..."

In the middle of speaking, Li Yuanzhou waved his hand away vigorously.

"No need! Since you want to sever the relationship, then from now on, the Li family will not have you! We will have a white-eyed wolf!"

Li Yinglan gritted her teeth and slowly stabilized her body.

"Okay, there is no need to be too sad. You will forget it soon, and it won't be long." The Li family has no one, and their life is still the same. There will not be much change, and everything will be settled in a short time will return to calm.

After finishing speaking, Li Yinglan followed Li Xiaoyun's faint crying, and slowly walked out of the gate of Li's house.

The weather forecast said that there would be no rain today, but the dense rain outside the house drenched Li Yinglan's whole body at once. It seemed that there were hailstones in the raindrops, hitting her head and face with pain, but Li Yinglan did not hold an umbrella. , did not call a car, just walked along the side of the road silently...

Gao Kun recognized Li Yinglan's voice on the phone in an instant, but before he could think about it, Li Xiaoyun on the other end had already hung up the phone.

Gao Kun immediately said "something" to Xi Le and ran out of Maji in a hurry. There were too many people here, and he couldn't get a taxi, so he strode to the Guangyao parking lot by himself, which was brightly lit at this time , Gao Kun pulled out his locomotive, stepped on it and flew out.

It didn't take long to arrive at the Green Rock Garden, but the huge villa was pitch black from afar.

Gao Kun called Li Yinglan all the way, but the other party didn't answer. At this moment, he didn't care about anything and directly went up to knock on the door, but after knocking for a long time, only Aunt Xie came to open it.

Aunt Xie said that there was no one at home, and both the master and the lady had gone out.

Under Gao Kun's repeated questioning, Aunt Xie revealed again that Li Yinglan had also come just now, but she had left an hour later, and closed the door after speaking, no matter how Gao Kun took pictures, she no longer responded.

Gao Kun had no choice but to continue to call Li Yinglan, but it still didn't work, but it was Liu Xile who called.

Liu Xile called several times, but Gao Kun only cared about Li Yinglan's failure to return. As soon as he picked it up this time, Liu Xile shouted, "Brother, when are you coming back?"

Gao Kun was absent-minded: "I have something to do now, you tell Brother Ma..."

But Liu Xile said anxiously: "The big star is here with us. He said he will wait for you. If you don't come here, should I send it back? But he's drunk and doesn't want to leave..."

Before Liu Xile finished speaking, Gao Kun had already hung up the phone, but before Xile became suspicious for too long, Gao Kun quickly left and returned.

When he entered the door, his clothes were all wet, his head and face were covered with water, but Gao Kun just wiped it vigorously and rushed in. When he met Liu Xile on the way, Gao Kun said directly: "Okay, I'll come."

Liu Xile hastily added: "Brother Ma asked him to rest in the small room by the back door."

The small room was only a few square meters in size, barely fit a bed, usually the employees would go in and take a nap only when they couldn't bear it. Gao Kun opened the door and saw Li Yinglan sitting by the bed, leaning her head on the side storage cabinet, half asleep.

Hearing the movement, Li Yinglan opened her eyes and smiled when she saw someone coming.

"Why are you so slow, I waited for a long time."

Gao Kun stepped forward and knelt down in front of him. He could smell the pungent alcohol smell from Li Yinglan's body, which was much stronger than when he met him outside the Old People's Square. His clothes were also wet, and his hair was messy. Before the forehead, the lip color is a little pale.

Gao Kun touched his face, it was so cold that it hurt his hand, he said distressedly: "Let's go back."

Li Yinglan didn't move, she was still laughing, the dim yellow color in the room made his face blush.

"Akun, I want to play a general. He is very powerful... He is very talented, both civil and military... He left his wife at home alone for the sake of his family and country... He went out to fight in three days after getting married. He is very powerful... Fighting He won the battle, but came back... Hehehe, his wife died... Do you think he is sad, but he still continues to fight... Fight and fight... No one thanks him, the emperor thinks he has done so well... If you want to kill him, the court suspects that he has military power...If you want to kill him, the common people...the common people don't remember him...Who made him leave for too long, people's hearts are like history books, they must be deceived... Then he betrayed his relatives like this... the one who betrayed his relatives also died... Hahahaha, do you think he is stupid..."

Li Yinglan was out of breath from laughing.

"Now, I play such a fool every day. I'm so tired...I'm so tired, because I'm not a fool, I'm good at calculating, and I don't want to take any losses...I get what I pay, I'm not a fool, I am a cold-blooded, heartless, ungrateful, white-eyed wolf... I am like this to you, and I am also to others... I am not a fool... I am not..."

Li Yinglan became more and more excited as she spoke, her hands slapped excitedly on the bed, tears of laughter welled up in the corners of her eyes, until Gao Kun reached out and hugged him tightly.

Gao Kun clenched his teeth tightly, his forehead bulged slightly, but his hands and lips were unexpectedly soft, and he gently kissed Li Yinglan's forehead, and then all the way down the tip of his nose to his lips. Pecking made Li Yinglan shut her mouth obediently.

He buried himself in Gao Kun's arms, and said weakly, "I want to go back..."

Gao Kun kissed his lips again, and said, "Okay."

He turned around and let Li Yinglan lie on his back, and walked out of the Maji food stall with him on his back.

Ma Ge was standing at the door smoking a cigarette, and Liu Xile was standing beside him, both of them couldn't help but stare at Gao Kun like that.

Without waiting for Gao Kun to speak, Ma Ge said: "It's okay, send him back, give him some milk before going to bed, it will make him feel better."

Gao Kun nodded, not forgetting to take an umbrella. Although Li Yinglan's clothes were almost wet, Gao Kun still supported his leg with one hand, and opened a double umbrella with the other, carefully protecting the person in it. Walked into the dense rain with Li Yinglan.

Li Yinglan didn't know if she had fallen asleep, but she was just next to Gao Kun, shuttled through the chaotic partner street, but it seemed that the two of them only had each other and the world under the umbrella...