fierce god

Zhu Zhicheng's expression froze when he heard Li Yinglan's "too late", staring blankly at the front for a long time without moving, until Li Yinglan stood up, patted the grass clippings on his clothes and was about to leave, Zhu Zhicheng murmured.

"Is it really useless? I have worked very hard..."

Li Yinglan is in this circle, even though he usually doesn't like to socialize, he can still hear some so-called gossips from the co-stars around him. Zhu Zhicheng doesn't believe that Li Yinglan will be completely kept in the dark about his choice, but looking at him now It seemed that his experience didn't stir his nerves at all.

Zhu Zhicheng is like falling into an icehouse. During this period of time, he has lived quite beautifully. Compared with the poverty he once had, the life now is like heaven and earth, and it also makes his persistence and loftiness in the past even more ridiculous. He is changing At the same time, accompanied by painful self-doubts, these were suppressed by him time and time again, but now in front of Li Yinglan, they were all overturned, with so many years of feelings pouring out.

"I really regret...Li Yinglan...I really regret it, if I didn't know you...if I didn't know you..."

Zhu Zhicheng gritted his teeth, his expression was a little distorted, his words were like knives, and he couldn't control the blurted words.

"You actually know, you know how I treat you, why didn't you push me away earlier, why didn't you drive me away from the beginning, to put it bluntly, you never cared about me, no matter what It doesn't matter to you whether you are waiting foolishly in a dark corner alone, or just begging for nothing now...you are so cruel...you are so cruel!"

In the face of his crying blood-like accusation, Li Yinglan still didn't say a word, but a shallow crack finally appeared on her indifferent face, but it was only for a moment, but it disappeared quickly.

Zhu Zhicheng didn't seem to notice it, he was just grabbing his hair hard, and fell into a painful and self-loathing mood, but as time passed, the empty silence around him slowly calmed down , like an insulating space, completely extinguished the last candle of wishful thinking in his heart.

He wiped his face heavily, took a few breaths and raised his head.

"I'm sorry...it's not your fault, Yinglan, it's not your fault, it's me who lost my temper..."

Li Yinglan has already done a good job. From the very beginning, he never gave himself hope. His small responses were just from the standpoint of a friend. To put it bluntly, it should be because of his own pity. Nuannuan refused to let go, all Li Yinglan could do was give herself two bleak applause sympathetically after she finished her one-man show.

"Actually, I should thank you. It was you who made me see how stupid I was before. People shouldn't just stay where they are. If you want to get something, you should at least have the strength to fight for it. I'm still too young..."

Facing Zhu Zhicheng who was rearming up, Li Yinglan finally spoke.

"You were a smart man."

Back then, Zhu Zhicheng chose this school together with him. He was from a poor family, but with his own talent, he managed to succeed in the school. He was born as an actor. If someone gave him a chance, he would definitely be able to do well. Well, it's just that Zhu Zhicheng in the past was still innocent and imaginative. That thing was stupid and beautiful, but it couldn't take him to the top. Now all of this has been pierced by cruel spikes, and he has escaped the circle of his life. Following the center of Li Yinglan's circle, she chose another thorny but ambitious road.

Facing the words of praise or compliment, Zhu Zhicheng just smiled helplessly, but his tone was serious.

"Li Yinglan, I will get a lot in the future..." It will be very brilliant, very bright, maybe even more than the person in front of me has.

Although, these may not be the ones I want most.

Li Yinglan just nodded, without sarcasm or pity, he said: "You will succeed."

Then, under Zhu Zhicheng's straight gaze, he turned and left.

Zhu Zhicheng looked at the back that was fading away, and he really wanted to be the same as before, telling him to go to bed early at night, to eat breakfast in the morning, not to drink, and not to drive home alone when it was late, because it was cold in winter and hot in summer. Pay attention to the weather, and don't work too hard when filming...

But all these words can't be said, because there is another person who is more suitable than himself who will care about him and greet him by his side.From now on, Li Yinglan will be fine, and the two of them will be fine together.

Zhu Zhicheng clenched his fists tightly and closed his eyes forcefully.

And Li Yinglan, who was walking forward, also flashed many images in her mind for a while. The self who returned to the new class after taking a break from school, the self who was withdrawn and autistic because of receiving treatment, it was the two people who dragged him out of the school with their overzealous care. In the ice cellar-like space, even though he has been gritting his teeth to make himself stronger, in the hearts of Zhu Zhicheng and Wang Yihuan, he will always be weak and fragile.

My friend...it's like the branches and leaves are like flowers. If you cut it off, the tree still hurts.

So he should always remember the words that boy scratched his hair and said to him when he walked into the class.

If you need anything, just ask me, my name is Zhu Zhicheng...

Li Yinglan raised her head, and saw a person standing not far away. I don't know how long he had been standing there, and whether he heard their conversation, but Gao Kun didn't ask anything, just stretched out his hand to Li Yinglan.

Most of the crew had dispersed, and there were one or two workers collecting equipment. Li Yinglan looked at Gao Kun's face, his forehead was covered with sweat, and Li Yinglan asked, "Where did you go?"

Gao Kun raised his sleeve and wiped it: "I took something, nothing."

"What did you take?" Li Yinglan didn't let him go, the physical work was done by other people, so why did Gao Kun need to work so hard?

Gao Kun probably didn't want to say it, but under Li Yinglan's sharp gaze, he could only say: "Well...I brought it from home, you'll be staying on the set for a few days, and you didn't sleep well last time...I'll give you a quilt and some living things. All the supplies have been brought, and they were delivered just now..."

Li Yinglan thinks of all the things her family purchased from supermarkets, and really wants to say you are stupid. He Dingchuan's drama funds are endless, and the treatment of all the main creators, regardless of fame, is absolutely beyond expectations, just to ensure the state of the actors during the process. No need for Gao Kun to spend all this time, but Li Yinglan's heart bubbled when she thought of the other party's big bags and small bags running back and forth for herself like migrant workers entering the city.

"is not it……"

Seeing that Li Yinglan just stared at him and didn't speak, Gao Kun thought he felt that he was a little unnecessary. He was about to ask, but if it didn't work, he would get it back. Don't embarrass Li Yinglan, but the hand that was stretched out was caught by the other party. Grab it, then pull it forward.

"Okay, it's so hot, find a cooler place to stay."

"Oh……"

Maybe the tree will be ugly without branches, leaves and flowers, it will drop in price, and it will not be so healthy, but if there is no water and no roots, it will definitely die...

So, can not do without.

Never.

-

Two years later.

Li Yinglan was bathed in the sunset outside the window, slowly opened her eyes from a deep sleep, and saw a person squatting beside the bed, carefully arranging shoes for him.

Li Yinglan stretched greatly, put her arm on the other's shoulder, and asked confusedly, "What time is it? Why did you come back?"

Gao Kun succumbed to Li Yinglan's posture, did not straighten his waist, and talked to him like this.

"Today, the line was finally lined up in the store. I checked it over and over again, and the decoration will be completed after inspection and acceptance tomorrow or the day after tomorrow."

Gao Kun has been working as a supervisor in the store every day recently. He is also an expert in these things, and he was introduced by Yao Zhenggui. For the ideas provided, Gao Kun has the sole discretion to select and check the materials, and he is absolutely satisfied with the quality.

——Blue Lotus Private Restaurant.

At first I heard the name is a little silly, but after more than a year, it has already gained a little reputation in U City. This time, it is the second time of renovation, and the space has been doubled on the original basis, but the number of seats has not increased much. , Most of them still focus on customer experience, preferring to limit the number of people, and the color, fragrance and environment are also strictly required.

Of course, there were some difficulties at the beginning. Gao Kun's investment was not too much, and Li Yinglan was only allowed to subsidize a small part. The rest was all his own property and he borrowed from Yao Zhenggui.Yao Zhenggui naturally agreed generously, and insisted on treating the remaining half as his own shareholding, and took on the task of marketing. He recruited almost all the people in the previous month, and then spread the news by word of mouth.

I have to say that this stupid method is more useful, and Gao Kun's craftsmanship has indeed passed the test, and gradually the customers have stabilized. Without worrying about losing money, Gao Kun has learned from it and developed many dishes by himself. She was very serious about everything, and worked extremely hard. Li Yinglan would never forget that the store's shutter door was lowered. The two of them sat in the greasy kitchen and tried the same dishes on the table all night. During that time, Gao Kun's eye sockets were so tired It's all sunken, and the already thin face can be held with one hand. In addition to the thick calluses from the coolies in the past, there are traces of holding spoons and pots on the fingertips, as well as various small injuries from time to time.

However, Huangtian finally paid off, and such hard work has paid off. As time passed, the praise of Blue Lotus has also increased, and the supply is often in short supply. Everyone says that the chef of the private restaurant is a mysterious and silent chef. He's super handsome, and the dishes he cooks are so delicious!Just luck to see him!

If it is said that these are just the foundation of the blue lotus' reputation, what makes it more popular is a photo published by the media. In the photo, Li Yinglan is wearing a hat, sunglasses and a mask. She is clearly fully armed, but He was still recognized and photographed walking into the gate of the Blue Lotus. The reporter said that this is his favorite restaurant and he often goes in and out of it. There are unconfirmed rumors that Li Yinglan is also one of the owners here .

Suddenly countless fans went crazy.

Since the broadcast of "Asgard" a year ago, the popularity of several leading actors has soared. Among them, Yuan Qi, who is the male lead, has naturally attracted a large number of admirers, and the second most popular is that there are not many scenes, but The character design is pleasing, and the male number three, the young general Li Yinglan, is exquisite and beautiful.

During that period of time, Li Yinglan was extremely popular among young people, especially girls. The most direct manifestation was that the sales of the products he endorsed rose sharply, and various film appointment advertisements flew to Guangyao like snowflakes.

However, all of this can be regarded as expected by the company, so the response is very decent, but what makes many people puzzled is that Li Yinglan did not rush to shoot many similar roles or attend various occasions to continue to gain popularity. , his exposure rate is abnormally low, he does not accept interviews, and does not participate in any commercial performances and variety shows, as if he has disappeared from the entertainment industry.

Such an idol star is pushing the waves ahead all the time. Although the audience is reluctant to bear his appearance, it is not irreplaceable. When his popularity gradually subsides and he will be easily replaced soon, Heding Chuan's new movie "Desperado" is finally in theaters.

If the public's impression of Li Yinglan is still mostly based on the image of "good-looking, good acting skills", this film has to say that it has given a lot of people a deep impact.

Li Yinglan plays a depraved, cruel, twisted and neurotic young man in it, but at the same time he is a contradictory, pathetic and pitiful existence.

In the early stage, he was young and pure, with an unbelievable appearance, but in the later stage he shaved his hair, his face was shattered due to drug use, his face was sallow and thin, his eyes were dull, he looked like a ghost from the inside out, making people feel cold behind him when he looked at it, this The character is very unpleasant, and it is likely to cause a lot of people's disgust. It does not fit Li Yinglan's positioning, but seeing the soaring box office, the praise from everyone, and the affirmation of the industry, all this is for Li Yinglan. The rewards paid are more precious than anything else.With this film, Li Yinglan was nominated for several important domestic awards. Although she didn't get it because of her seniority, it was already very difficult.

It's just like the previous TV series, this time Li Yinglan only participated in some promotions in the early stage of the movie, and then disappeared again under the surveillance of so many eyes.He didn't go to any awards ceremony, and he didn't make a big effort to carry out the next step of his acting plan. He just nested in a rented den and a small hotel, and he never got tired of the two points and one line every day.

Gao Kun didn't say anything about it, but Li Yinglan could see his thoughts from his performance. He was afraid of delaying himself and affecting his future.

Li Yinglan's answer was a rhetorical question: If you were given 100 billion now, how many branches would you open?Open all over the country?Out of the world?Earn tons of money?

Gao Kun was startled, shook his head, and at the same time understood Li Yinglan's choice: I only want this one.

It doesn't matter if they don't have lofty ideals or enough life pursuits, if they want more, they have to give more, and this is all their time, and they should leave it for the most important thing, or the most important thing. people.

It’s just that they try their best to keep a low profile, but it doesn’t mean that the outside world will be willing to cooperate. The more mysterious and hidden, the easier it is to arouse the curiosity of the public. Since the photo was exposed, the blue lotus has been full of people from the previous queuing appointments to the present, which is inexplicable Because of the strong recommendation of a mysterious person in the circle and the favor of many celebrities, even if they don't eat, there are always many reporters, fans or curious passers-by staying outside.

Li Yinglan simply took this opportunity to close down, redecorate the storefront to enhance privacy, and also give the restaurant a mid-range positioning a good upgrade.

He has known from before that Gao Kun is a smart man of action, but smart people may not be able to do business. Regarding money, whether it is management or intake, Gao Kun is always a little bit short of luck and experience, so the operation and accounts of the store He sought help from his uncle, and also learned relevant knowledge himself, and now he has full control. In his words to Gao Kun: This is all their current and future wealth, and it cannot be ignored at all.

Facts have proved that, one mile and one outside, one front and one back, the husband-and-wife shop is exceptionally well-run. Brother Xi Le, the little foreman of the blue lotus, also spoke highly of it: This black and white can both be eaten. Ah~ At this moment, listening to Gao Kun's answer, Li Yinglan slowly sat up, but because her legs were numb from sleep, she fell back with an "ouch".

Gao Kun hurried to see him, and massaged him intimately. He was afraid that Li Yinglan would catch cold, so he reached into the quilt to press him, but was pinched by the other leg for a long time.

Li Yinglan laughed so hard that she didn't feel sleepy at all, so Gao Kun dressed him and pulled him up. Obviously, the other party was the most tired one. He slept for a whole day, but now he can't move anywhere because he is too lazy to fight. When it was time for Gao Kun.

The dining table in the living room was already filled with hot meals. People said that the chef’s enthusiasm was consumed by the guests, and he didn’t have the time to work when he got home. But Gao Kun didn’t. He only cooked many dishes for Li Yinglan. Unless the young master is tired of eating, Gao Kun will consider putting it in the menu, occasionally watching the time and mood to see if it is suitable for guests who are lucky enough to eat.

Today is also the same, the table is full, even if you know that the other party can't finish it, you are still very elegant and unambiguous.

Li Yinglan sat there, even the chopsticks were handed to him by Gao Kun, he waved his hand, tasted each mouthful of appreciation, and finally gave the evaluation of living up to the chef's busyness.

After eating, Li Yinglan became drowsy again, the sky was getting colder, he was like a cold-blooded animal that had reached the hibernation time, and vowed to make up for the insomnia in the previous two years, and now he sat on the sofa After 10 minutes, I was confused again.

After a while, someone came, and the seat beside her was sunken. Li Yinglan fell over, and Gao Kun took her into his arms.

Gao Kun whispered in his ear: "You can't sit and lie down after eating..."

Li Yinglan ignored him, and adjusted her posture until she felt comfortable.

Gao Kun didn't move at all, and all the joints of his body were also very strong. Basically, Li Yinglan was leaning on him, and Gao Kun could stay motionless for several hours for fear of affecting him.

Li Yinglan lay down for a while, then slowly opened her eyes, the TV in front of her was on, and "Desperado" was playing on it.I don't know how many times it is, as long as it is replayed and Gao Kun sees it again, he will sit and watch it. Sometimes Li Yinglan is surprised by that serious expression.

At this moment, the movie is at the end, and Jiang She, who has been betrayed by many relatives, has already fallen into the quagmire of crime. He is curled up in a corner of a small dilapidated black house, talking nonsense while crying and laughing. His mother spoke, cursing those drug dealers for a while, and finally questioning the policeman chasing him: If I change myself, can I still turn back... can I turn back...

Along with his babbling, the siren sounded from far and near, and finally stopped outside the house.

A group of armed policemen kicked in the door, and the leader rushed forward to restrain the dangerous person on the ground, but found that the boy's face was already pale, with several deep knife marks and blood red on each limb, and his side Throwing a mobile phone and a dagger.

The young policeman in charge was taken aback for a moment, and then slowly squatted down.

For two years, he has been following Jiang She, watching him transform from a lost boy into a heinous desperado, because he has directly or indirectly victimized countless people, including his own family, and now this The wicked chose such a result.

Under the watchful eyes of the police, Jiang She stretched out his hand to him, and actually signaled him to move forward.

The policeman squatted down, and heard the negotiation tremblingly say: "I, I signed the consent form of donation... I haven't smoked for a long time... I smoked that... No, I don't know if it's okay or not. ..."

The policeman was taken aback, thinking of his sister who had been implicated in the drug trade, a fierce light flashed in his eyes, he slowly lowered his head, and said in a deep voice that his companions couldn't hear: "It's useless, you're useless, you Still counting on saving lives?"

The last scene of the film is fixed in the dying young man's wide-eyed pupils. This is Jiang She's most desperate look in the whole story. No matter whether he lives or dies, he is completely abandoned by the world and himself...

The screen slowly fell into darkness, but at the same time, there was a very contrasting ending song, a clear and lyrical piano solo, quiet and soothing, with a quiet taste that urges people to fall asleep, but it is clean and almost lonely.

Along with Li Yinglan, the newcomer actor who played the second male supporting role and a series of sound effects for the film are also nominated. The so-called strong alliance is nothing more than that. He Dingchuan, who is already quite talented, now has the best The production team can be said to be even more powerful, and the partners around him are all great. Presumably, they will create an era of their own in the future.

When the cast list was scrolling, Gao Kun's eyes still fell on the front without blinking, and Li Yinglan suddenly raised her hand to cover his eyes.

"Look who is so selfless..." Li Yinglan said.

Gao Kun grabbed his hand and pulled it down, and saw the displeasure on the face of the person lying on his lap.

Gao Kun smiled and couldn't help kissing the back of his hand: "Look at you."

Li Yinglan snorted: "I don't want the pure natural 4D ones, is the 2D ones interesting?"

Gao Kun didn't say anything, but Li Yinglan paused suddenly, slowly lowered her head to look at the hand that had moved to her chest, then raised her head with a sneer: "What do you want to do?"

Gao Kun stopped: "No..."

Li Yinglan squinted her eyes: "Really?" While talking, the other hand also reached up Gao Kun's clothes.

Gao Kun's muscles tensed up when he was touched, and he heard Li Yinglan say: "Isn't it quite courageous, how dare you dare to do it without admitting it? I have so much smallness in my heart, is it just this little ability?" gone?"

Gao Kun's breath was slightly suffocated, he got up suddenly, supported Li Yinglan's buttocks with one hand, picked him up together, and then walked directly into the room.

If there seems to be no gap, there is a low-pitched denial faintly.

"no……"

……

-

Heqing Sanatorium.

The noon news was playing on the TV, Gao Hui was peeling fruit but heard a colleague yelling that there was a phone call.

At the beginning, she found this job by herself. Li Yinglan's cousin arranged a better place for her at that time, but considering that she had to live with her mother, Gao Hui chose a more affordable place, and her salary could afford it. , but not many people know about it, who would come to her now?

Gao Hui thought about it, and went to pick it up anyway.

The other party revealed his identity, saying that he was from a certain police station in Province Y. Recently, a male corpse was found in a mountain depression north of County F. He had been dead for more than ten years. Judging from a document, it is likely to be one of the missing persons in Moran Village - Jia Jiangang, who is also Gao Hui's father. If Gao Hui is convenient, I hope she can come for a DNA test to confirm the identity of the deceased. He said that he found her based on her contact information at the original nursing home, and probably thought it was a matter of human life, so the other party only revealed it.

Gao Hui's expression was solemn, and she answered vaguely. When the other party asked her why her father disappeared, Gao Hui paused and said, "He was doing business with my uncle and cheated everyone of their money. He was afraid that the police would arrest him. So run away."

When asked if anyone had a grudge against him, Gao Hui denied it with all his strength, and asked the police if the corpse had any trauma. He learned that because it had been too long and there were wild animals in the mountains, in fact only a part of the corpse remained, so it was not easy to judge.

Gao Hui hung up the phone, adjusted her expression again, and went back to her room to continue peeling her apples.

Gao Hui just smiled when a colleague on the other side asked her if she had something to do and that she could switch shifts with her.

"No, it's the wrong person."

At this time, the mother who was sitting next to her suddenly became excited. Gao Hui turned her head and saw that the opening ceremony of a shopping mall in U City was broadcasting on the TV yesterday. Because it was the largest shopping mall of its kind in the eastern region, it was on the news. And who is not Li Yinglan who participated in the ribbon-cutting in the middle of the stage?

It's just that when looking at the audience, the camera fell on some people sitting in the first row several times, most of them were leaders and persons in charge, but a familiar face also appeared in the far corner.He is smiling slightly, his appearance has not changed, but from the appearance of his clothes, he seems to be living a very good life.

Gao Juan hoarsely pointed at the TV and shouted vaguely: "Evil star...animal..."

Gao Hui stopped her: "Mom, he's not a bad guy, all the bad guys are dead."

Gao Juan was at a loss, but gradually closed her mouth under Gao Hui's kind voice.

"The bad guys... are all dead?" Gao Juan asked suspiciously.

Gao Hui nodded with a smile: "Yes, they are all dead. The bad guys... all deserve to die."

[The fierce god.over】

The author has something to say: There are a lot of words, so I posted it late, so I will just give you a few more words to tell everyone the good news. This article is all over now, there is no extra story~ basically everything that should be said has been said, just so refreshing It’s over, thank you for your support all the time, and the same sentence, the biggest motivation for the serialization is everyone’s company, otherwise I would not be able to finish writing, thank you for all the friends who followed the article, and sincerely thank you. As for whether there will be a book in the follow-up, It's possible, if you are interested, go to Weibo to vote or something. I will check the number of people and decide that the next-door episode has been delayed for too long. I will open an update in two days, and then I will finish it. , Weibo will notify you at that time Anyway, thank you again for your company~ Kunlan and everyone will leave for a while, okay?