When an actor meets a male god

"impossible."

Lu Ran's clenched fists loosened, and his fingertips trembled slightly, covered with sticky sweat.

Even though he had already made full psychological preparations, Lu Ran couldn't help but his heart shrank suddenly when he heard Luo Qingyuan's words at this moment, and blurted out without any consideration.

"Impossible...absolutely impossible..."

impossible?

For Lu Ran's denial, Luo Qingyuan was not overly surprised, her eyebrows were slightly raised, and she raised a sarcastic and cold arc, and said cruelly: "I never thought that two men would be so affectionate."

"very good."

Luo Qingyuan looked into Lu Ran's eyes, raised her head and smiled slightly.

"Then you will be with Yan Chang'an, just like I watched Yan Shao go to prison."

"With my own eyes, I watched that country woman slowly die in loneliness, helplessness and pain."

Luo Qingyuan spoke these few words extremely slowly, and could even be regarded as gentle.It was such a tone, but it made Lu Ran tremble all over, and his face suddenly turned pale.

It’s fine if you can’t find a matching kidney source before.

But at this moment, the hope of resuscitating Li Hongmei was right in front of him, and he only needed to reach out to touch it.

How could Lu Ran bear it.

How could it be possible to really helplessly watch Li Hongmei step by step towards death.

How could he bear it?

After taking a few breaths, Lu Ran's head was buzzing, his fists were clenched loosely, and then he clenched tightly, and the veins on his arms were all bulging, which was extremely terrifying.

Yan Changan did not speak from the beginning to the end.

She was silent, her eyes were deep and filled with emotions that others could not understand.

Seeing the change in Lu Ran's expression, Yan Chang'an pursed his lips slightly, a trace of imperceptible complexity flashed by, and then disappeared quickly.

Holding Lu Ran's hand, took a deep breath, and turned to look at Luo Qingyuan.

"us…"

Before Yan Changan could finish speaking, there was a thud——

Lu Ran knelt down in front of Luo Qingyuan.

His knees hit the floor with a dull thud.

Yan Changan's pupils constricted suddenly, and he grabbed Lu Ran's arm to help him up.

He raised his head and looked at Yan Changan.

His eyes were completely red and bloodshot, and his throat was terribly dry.

Lu Ran shook his head slowly.

Yan Chang'an's movements suddenly stopped, his brows were tightly frowned, his head was throbbing with pain, and the almost severe pain spread in his body, which made him almost unable to control his usual calm and rational emotions.

He knew that Lu Ran was telling him to leave it alone.

Close your eyes slightly.

There was a jump in the temple.

Lu Ran looked at Luo Qingyuan, and spoke almost with difficulty.

"Please."

"Please take my mother's life."

"I will return all the 40.00% property of the Yan family to you, and I will give you all my savings."

As if thinking of something, Lu Ran was almost flustered, and said incoherently: "I can still go to jail for Yan Shao, yes, I can go to jail for Yan Shao..."

"You give me back 40.00% of the property of the Yan family?"

"Go to jail for Yan Shao?"

Luo Qingyuan squinted her eyes and looked at Lu Ran condescendingly, almost resentfully, "Don't you think it's too late for you to say this now?"

"stand up."

Yan Chang'an took a deep breath, and helped Lu Ran up from the ground. Seeing his almost panicked expression, seeing his contradictory and painful appearance, the man couldn't help but feel a burst of heartache.

Smiling slightly, he raised his hand and rubbed Lu Ran's hair, "Every day you say you are an old man, and kneeling with others is something that old men should do, huh?"

"You said that we broke off the relationship between children and grandchildren together, so your mother is my mother, and I am your man, right?"

Without waiting for Lu Ran to answer, Yan Chang'an continued to speak: "For you and to save our mother, even if I kneel down, I should do it."

He raised his hand to cover Lu Ran's mouth.

Yan Chang'an's voice was low, with a hint of irresistibility, gentle but firm.

"Lu Ran, remember."

"With me here, you don't need to kneel down and beg with anyone."

After finishing speaking, there was a bang——

Yan Changan knelt on the ground straight, with a straight back and a calm expression.

"I'm on my knees begging you."

"As long as Lu Ran is not involved, I can promise you anything."

Looking up at Luo Qingyuan, Yan Chang'an smiled slightly, and an inexplicable emotion flashed across his eyes.

"I personally sent Yan Shao to prison."

"You want to avenge Yan Shao, well, I can stand up and admit to the whole world that I framed my elder brother in order to seize the Yan family's property."

"You want my relationship with Lu Ran to be known to the world," Yan Changan took a deep breath, and smiled for half a second in silence, "Okay, I can also let the whole world know that I forced Lu Ran to let Lu Ran He's with me, gay."

"You want me to break up with Lu Ran," Yan Changan's veins twitched in his temples, but he forcibly suppressed all his emotions, trying to maintain a steady tone.

Looking back at Lu Ran, looking at the man's red eyes, the pain that almost brought tears to his eyes, and the way he desperately shook his head at him, Yan Chang'an clenched his fists, his flesh and blood screaming, But still smiling, looked at Lu Ran and shook his head.

"Good, don't cry."

He promised.

As long as he was there, he would save Li Hongmei no matter what the cost.

It was he who held Lu Ran's hand step by step to the present, and he who led him to the present without looking back on this road. Even Yan Shao, it was because of him, and everything was because of him, that he came here. will become like this.

Luo Qingyuan's hatred, and Li Hongmei's illness.

It should have been his responsibility alone.

Yan Changan raised his head and looked at Luo Qingyuan.

"I beat my father to death and sent my elder brother to prison with my own hands. Mom, you can't wait to strangle my son to death with your own hands. Grandpa, he has never really loved me."

Yan Chang'an smiled slightly, "It's right for a person like me to leave me Lu Ran."

"No!"

Lu Ran staggered to his feet, desperately trying to get Yan Changan to be safe.

With red eyes at him, she shook her head vigorously.

"We don't beg her anymore, we don't beg her anymore, we go to someone else, to someone else!"

Lu Ran was already on the verge of emotional collapse, and his speech was almost incoherent, desperately trying to get Yan Changan to be safe.

Panting heavily, Lu Ran straightened his back, trembling slightly, looking at Luo Qingyuan almost gritted his teeth.

"For Yan Shao, for that devil, you have to embarrass Yan Chang'an so much."

"Do you know... Do you know that Yan Shao is that wolf-hearted thing! Do you know..."

Before Lu Ran finished speaking, Luo Qingyuan interrupted him severely.

"ungrateful?"

Luo Qingyuan sneered, and glanced at Lu Ran and Yan Changan, "If Yan Shao hadn't told me in advance, maybe I would really believe your divorce plan now."

"Don't you hold Yan Shao's criminal evidence in your hand? You can also send me to prison along the way, right? Hahaha, Yan Changan, do you think Yan Shao is like you, ruthless and ruthless to my mother? "

"Let me tell you, I only have a son like Yan Shao in this life, and he will never harm my mother!"

Grasping Lu Ran's hand, Yan Chang'an slowly shook his head.

What else is there to say?

He never had hope at all, between him and Yan Shao, Luo Qingyuan would choose to believe in him.

What's more, after he used funds to fill Yan's loopholes, there was no evidence to prove Yan Shao's crime.Even if the previous piece of evidence was presented, it would probably be nothing more than a ridiculous frame-up, right?

Yan Changan suddenly felt tired and ridiculous.

Extremely ironic.

He didn't even have the mood to look at Luo Qingyuan one more time. He held Lu Ran's hand and shook his head at him.

Lu Ran seemed to have a razor in his throat, and finally closed his eyes weakly.

Looking at the two people in front of her coldly, Luo Qingyuan narrowed her eyes, her heart was filled with uncontrollable joy.

When they put Yan Shao in jail with their own hands, why did they ever think about the struggle and pain of today?

Yan Changan.

That's right.

The purpose of all Luo Qingyuan's revenge is for Yan Chang'an.

He was the one who killed Yan Shao. He was the one who ruined Yan Shao's life.

Similarly, Luo Qingyuan wanted to make Yan Chang'an suffer for the rest of his life, so that he would never be able to lift his head up again.

Yan Shao's life in prison would be worse than death, so even if Yan Chang'an is living well outside, he will have to toss and turn day and night, sleepless, in pain!

With a sneer, Luo Qingyuan spoke slowly as she looked down at the two of them.

"One said yes, the other said no."

"Are you acting for me, eh?"

"I'm in no hurry."

Luo Qingyuan raised her head and laughed.

"I'm in no hurry."

"Isn't it time? I have plenty of time, and you all have plenty of time. It depends on whether Lu Ran's mother, who is lying on the hospital bed, can hold on, huh?"

A trace of resentment flashed in her eyes, Luo Qingyuan no longer looked at Lu Ran and Yan Chang'an, and walked straight past them to the door.

Holding the doorknob with his hand, his footsteps paused slightly, and he opened his mouth slowly with his back to the two people.

"Fulfill my conditions, come to me again."

"After all, if you want me to pay for a kidney, you have to pay the corresponding price, right?"

The corner of the woman's mouth evoked a cold and bone-chilling loneliness, and said word by word: "Don't say I'm cruel."

"Yan Changan."

"No mother would let the person who harmed her son have a better life."

"This is an exchange."

"Don't you love Lu Ran?"

"I just want you to leave him. I want the whole world to know that you are a disgusting gay couple."

"I want you to pay the price for Yan Shao's imprisonment for the rest of your life, and make your life worse than death."

"so…"

Luo Qingyuan smiled, her eyes were sinister and vicious.

"Yan Chang'an, whether it's for yourself or to save Lu Ran's mother, the choice is entirely up to you."

After finishing speaking, the woman opened the door and left the room without looking back. The high-heeled shoes made a crisp sound when they stepped on the ground, almost like every step was on the heart.

Lu Ran suddenly leaned back and leaned on the sofa, his eyes were bloodshot, and he was at a loss.

After an unknown amount of time, Lu Ran suddenly stood up and grabbed Yan Chang'an's hand, "Let's find another source of kidney, Yan Chang'an, let's find another source of kidney. In a week, we will definitely find it."

Incoherent, contradictory and painful.

Yan Changan took Lu Ran's hand, pressed a kiss on his forehead, and patted his shoulder.

"Blame me."

"I'm the one who hurt you."

Lu Ran shook his head desperately, but there seemed to be something stuck in his throat, and he couldn't utter a word.

How could it be possible to blame Yan Chang'an?

How can you blame him?

Unable to restrain the pain in his heart, Lu Ran stretched out his arms to hug Yan Chang'an, hugged him tightly, his chests were pressed together, and they could even hear each other's heartbeats.

It's like self-hypnosis, and it's like self-comforting.

Lu Ran closed his eyes and repeated in a low voice.

"I will find another kidney source, I will definitely find it, I will definitely find it..."

Patting Lu Ran on the shoulder, Yan Chang'an wanted to say something, but in the end he remained silent, his eyes became darker and deeper, vaguely, with a bit of deep and dripping pain.

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For the next two days, it was almost like hell for Lu Ran.

He desperately searched for a suitable kidney source through various channels. For 48 hours, he hardly closed his eyes.

And Li Hongmei's symptoms became more and more serious, she spent less and less time awake, and became thinner and thinner, weakening at a speed visible to the naked eye.

On the third day, Lu Ran, who was going to go to the hospital to take care of Li Hongmei again, was held down by Yan Chang'an, and he was stuffed back into the room with an unquestionable attitude. After watching him lie on the bed and covered with the quilt, Only then did Yan Chang'an feel relieved.

"you are too tired."

"Lu Ran, trust me, I'll take care of your mother, you have a good rest, okay?"

Facing Yan Chang'an's dark brown eyes, Lu Ran swallowed almost all his words, and nodded almost with difficulty.

Yes.

There is Yan Changan.

He has nothing to worry about.

It wasn't until he saw Lu Ran sleeping soundly that Yan Chang'an tucked the quilt up for him, stood up and left the room.

hospital.

"Mr. Yan, there is something I don't know if I should say it or not." When Yan Changan was about to open the door of the ward and walk in, Li Hongmei's attending doctor stopped him.

After a slight pause in his footsteps, Yan Changan turned around, looked at the doctor and nodded, "Speak."

"The lady who successfully matched with the patient last time... Didn't we have an agreement?" The doctor sighed, and his tone was a bit complicated, "You can also see the patient's body now, and it is getting worse day by day. If you don't do it again The operation... I'm afraid it will be delayed until the end, even if a miracle really happens, it will be hopeless."

Hearing what the doctor said, Yan Changan's eyes darkened a little, and he was in a daze.

After a pause of three seconds, Yan Changan seemed to smile, looked at the doctor and said, "Don't worry, doctor."

"In two days... prepare for the operation."

Pushing open the door of the ward, Yan Chang'an's expression was also calm, no change could be seen, as usual, he helped Li Hongmei turn over, massaged her, and then wiped her face, arms, and feet.

After doing all this, the man just sat in front of the hospital bed.

Li Hongmei has been in a deep coma, her cheeks have been completely sunken, if not for the two breathing tubes inserted under her nose, everyone would have thought she was completely dead.

Yan Changan smiled.

Watching Li Hongmei speak on her own.

"Auntie."

"Actually, I have been deceiving you all along."

"But, taking advantage of today's opportunity, I want to introduce myself properly to you."

"I am Yan Chang'an."

"I love your son dearly, and if nothing else happens, I will continue to love like this in my life."

"I don't think you can accept it." Yan Changan paused for two seconds, shook his head lightly and smiled at Li Hongmei, his eyes sparkled with seriousness that he had never seen before.

"It was I who held Lu Ran's hand and walked on this path that is not accepted by most people."

"In the past, I always thought that if you recover from your illness, Auntie, I will take Lu Ran with me and give you all the best things. It may be a bit ridiculous to say it, but I really want to treat Lu Ran well. .”

"Lu Ran is a very good person, what it means to me... how should I put it, it's like sunshine."

"He loves you very much. In fact, Lu Ran is not suitable for a place in the entertainment industry. He is too clean, too simple, and too clear. But for you, he gritted his teeth and walked to the present step by step. Auntie, Lu Ran is true. I love you very much."

Yan Chang'an smiled, looked at Li Hongmei's withered side face, and after a moment of silence, he spoke slowly.

"And I love Lu Ran very much."

"Speaking of it, maybe you won't believe it. This feeling... I never thought that it would appear on me one day. That kind of... I wish I could give him my heart, as long as he wants it, as long as I have it, I can give everything I feel."

"Auntie, if one day someone tells you how disgusting, perverted, and dirty homosexuality is, please be sure to put all your anger and hatred on me."

"Don't blame Lu Ran."

"He's so stupid," Yan Chang'an smiled with the corners of his lips raised, his eyes a little dazed, "so stupid that I abducted him all the way here, and he endured so many things that he shouldn't have to bear."

"Actually, I have imagined many times that Lu Ran and I will grow old together hand in hand."

"Auntie, if you recover from illness, I really have enough confidence and enough patience to prove to you that I will love him more than anyone in this world and treat him better than anyone else in this world." , I will make you trust me, and hand over Lu Ran to me with confidence."

Yan Chang'an was silent for three seconds, closed his eyes slightly, with a warm smile on his lips, and when he opened his eyes again, his eyes, which were usually gentle and calm, were slightly moist at this moment, brewing an unbearable excitement. Take a look at the dripping pain.

"Lu Ran told me that he learned cooking so that he can cook for you in different ways in the future. He also wants to take you to make a big plane and buy you a villa with a swimming pool and garden. He wants to be filial to you. You, let you enjoy the happiness of the rest of your life."

"You are Lu Ran's mother, which is also my mother."

"Auntie, I will definitely save you."

"Lu Ran has had a hard time. If he just watched you die like this, I'm afraid he won't be happy in his life, right? And me, I just can't bear Lu Ran's pain."

"Auntie, why in this world, why do you always have such a choice that people have no choice at all?"

Yan Changan smiled, but his voice was unbearably hoarse.

"But, as long as the person is still alive... as long as the person is still alive, then everything else doesn't matter, right?"

Yan Chang'an stood up slowly, half knelt on the ground, looked at Li Hongmei's side face, smiled, and spoke every word.

"Auntie, let me introduce myself to you again."

"I am Yan Chang'an."

"It's Lu Ran's lover."

"Besides you, he is the one who loves him the most in this world."

"Auntie, I am Lu Ran's lover."

At this moment, Yan Changan's eye sockets were completely reddened.

"Maybe I won't be able to stay with Lu Ran like this in the future."

"He'll be sad when I'm gone."

"But if you are gone, he will hate himself all his life."

"Compared in this way, it's easy to make a choice, isn't it?"

Yan Changan smiled slightly at Li Hongmei, as if talking to himself, and as if making a promise to someone.

"Auntie."

"I can't be with him anymore."

"But that doesn't mean I don't love him."

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When Lu Ran came to the hospital, Yan Changan was giving Li Hongmei a massage.

The man with a height of 1.8 meters [-], the appearance of doing these things, not only does not show the slightest femininity, but it makes Lu Ran feel moved from the heart, almost makes his nose sore, and his eyes can't help but twitch. Red up.

Who would have imagined that the person standing in front of him was Yan Chang'an, who was unable to take care of himself a month ago and depended on a nanny for all his necessities?

This man.

He will always be like this, using his own way, silently, to hold up such a sky for himself, he is obviously a man, but it seems that as long as Yan Changan is here, Lu Ran doesn't need to think about anything, and doesn't need to worry about anything .

Hearing the sound of the door opening, Yan Changan turned his head and saw Lu Ran, the man smiled softly, "Have you slept well?"

Lu Ran nodded, but his eyes fell on Yan Chang'an's face.

Urge him to rest, what about yourself?

Unable to conceal the fatigue, the bloodshot eyes, and the black under the eye sockets.

Lu Ran was suddenly startled, it seemed that these days, he still had some time to rest occasionally, but Yan Changan hardly seemed to feel the hard work, and devoted all his time to taking care of Li Hongmei, taking care of himself, and taking care of himself. There is a search for kidney sources above.

Taking a deep breath, Lu Ran stepped forward to take over Yan Changan's current job.

"I come."

As soon as she opened her mouth, Li Hongmei, who was lying on the bed, moved her fingers slightly.

Lu Ran's eyelids lit up suddenly, he quickly squatted down to hold his mother's hand, and raised his head to look at Yan Chang'an.

"My mother is awake, is my mother awake?"

"Auntie should be awake, don't worry." Yan Chang'an patted Lu Ran on the shoulder, signaling him to calm down.

Sure enough, not long after, Li Hongmei's eyes slowly opened, and Lu Ran couldn't help being ecstatic when he noticed this detail.

Three days.

three full days.

Li Hongmei has been in a coma for three days.

The woman's turbid gaze swept around the room, and when it landed on Lu Ran, Li Hongmei's originally dull eyes lit up suddenly, and she stretched out her hand to try to grab Lu Ran's hand.

Lu Ran immediately reacted, and grabbed his mother's hand with both hands.

"Mom, I'm here, I'm here."

"Mom, can you hear me?"

He smiled weakly.

Li Hongmei stretched out her hand and patted the back of Lu Ran's hand.

"Silly boy, how could Mom not hear you?"

"Lu Ran, Mom just had a long, long dream..."

Li Hongmei turned her head powerlessly to the side, looking at the ceiling, her voice was very light, as if she would be blown away by the wind.

"I dreamed that you were still very young, running all over the street with a runny nose, wrapping around me and smiling at me."

"In the end, you grew up slowly. It's strange to say it, as if I was in a dream... watching you grow up again."

Li Hongmei laughed softly, before laughing twice, she coughed violently.

Lu Ran patted his mother on the shoulder, shaking his head almost incoherently, "Mom, stop talking, stop talking, take a break, you take a break first..."

"Of course, let mom finish."

"Mom is scared... If you don't say it, you won't have a chance to say it..."

"I dreamed that my mother saw that you were getting more and more promising, and found a beautiful and virtuous girlfriend for my mother."

Li Hongmei put her trembling hands on Lu Ran's head, tears streaming down her cheeks.

"Lu Ran."

"Mom knows that Mom can't hold it anymore..."

"But Mom doesn't want to die...Why is God so blind...Mom hasn't watched you get married and have children yet...Mom hasn't been with you properly yet..."

"Lu Ran..."

Li Hongmei panted violently, like a broken bellows, grabbed Lu Ran's hand and repeated it over and over again.

Bloodshot eyes.

Lu Ran hugged Li Hongmei tightly, hugged his mother's body that had been thinned to the point of inhuman shape in just a few days, and spoke incoherently as if comforting her and himself.

"Mom, you're not going to die."

"You're not going to die."

"I will save you."

"I will save you."

"Lu Ran," Li Hongmei tried her best, stretched out her hand to wipe away the tears on Lu Ran's face, and shook her head slightly.

"Silly boy, are you ashamed to shed tears at such a big age?"

"Mom, I've already looked down on it."

"This kind of thing, you can't force it, you can't force it."

"Don't be sad, huh?"

"Lu Ran...Mom just misses you..." Li Hongmei smiled at Lu Ran enduring her heartache, but her tears kept surging like a water valve that couldn't close the gate.

"I haven't even enjoyed the blessings of my son yet...God asked me to accompany him..."

Wiping away tears indiscriminately, feeling colic in his heart, Lu Ran hugged his mother in a panic, as if he was about to lose her in the next second, and said incoherently: "No, Mom, no, I have already found my kidney. The source is available, the operation can be performed immediately, yes, I have found the source of the kidney, and the operation can be performed immediately!"

The next second, when he realized what he said, Lu Ran's face turned pale.

He almost didn't dare to turn his head to see Yan Changan's expression.

Until Li Hongmei was too tired to bear it again and fell asleep, Lu Ran still maintained her original posture, motionless.

He didn't know how to face Yan Changan.

How would he face Yan Changan?

It wasn't until the last moment that he realized how selfish he really was.

He couldn't bear to watch his mother leave like this.

But could he choose to give up Yan Chang'an?

Lu Ran's breathing was a bit difficult, and almost every movement could touch the softest part of the heart, causing pain to the core.

Sweating profusely, Lu Ran's body slumped to the ground as if he had lost support, his whole body was screaming, and all the blood rushed to the top of his head, but his consciousness was never sober.

Curled into a ball, Lu Ran didn't dare to look at Yan Changan's expression now, and didn't dare to look at those dark brown eyes.

His eyes were terribly sour, but the tears could not fall, Lu Ran was panting violently, his facial features were wrinkled together, and his bones were eroded in pain.

This is the case.

How should he choose?

How should he choose?