When an actor meets a male god

The unbearable struggle, the deep pain, the longing engraved in the bone marrow.

Lu Ran unconsciously closed his eyes, frowned, sweating profusely, smelled of alcohol, and fell into a drowsy sleep.

Whispering over and over again.

"Yan Changan..."

"Yan Changan..."

Hearing the sound, Yan Chang'an's body trembled violently, the forbearance in his eyes almost couldn't be restrained, and his emotions surged.

Turning around, staring deeply at Lu Ran's sleeping profile.

Sitting on the edge of the bed, Yan Changan stretched out his hand to rub his sleeping face, remained silent for a long time, and finally shook his head slowly.

"Lu Ran."

"What do you say you want me to do?"

"Wait a second."

"Wait for me a little longer."

The man's voice was deep and depressing, revealing his deep and deep feelings slightly, his eyes were turbulent and dark, like the sound of a cello, spreading in the air.

He stared deeply at Lu Ran's face, wishing he could be crushed and melted into his flesh and blood.

In just two months, Lu Ran was almost shockingly thin.

The moment Yan Changan picked him up, he almost felt that his hands were hurting through his clothes.

Pale complexion, protruding cheekbones, blood-colored lips.

Gently smoothing the wrinkles between Lu Ran's eyebrows, Yan Chang'an's eyes were complicated.

"You look like this... how can I rest assured?"

"Be nice."

"Be good, okay?"

"Lu Ran, you have to be well, so that I can rest assured that I can return to you sooner."

I don't know how long it took, Yan Chang'an sat by Lu Ran's bed until the light of day dawned.

Raising his wrist to look at his watch, Yan Changan couldn't help but feel a little dazed.

Smiling slightly, staring deeply at Lu Ran's face, took a deep breath, and suppressed all the emotions in his heart.

Standing up, Yan Changan knew in his heart that if he didn't leave, it might really be too late.

He desperately wanted to return to Lu Ran's side as soon as possible, but it was definitely not now.

In the current situation, even if Lu Ran gets a little closer to him, all the deep love will become poison.

His Lu Ran.

If the current situation was not too difficult, how could he bear it and watch Lu Ran suffering alone without him?

"Wait a second."

Yan Chang'an covered up all the emotions in his eyes, and after taking a deep look at Lu Ran, he turned and left without staying.

There was a click, the slight sound of closing the door from the outside.

After Yan Chang'an left, the room was quiet. Lu Ran, who was lying on the bed and should be sound asleep, slowly opened his eyes, looking at the direction where Yan Chang'an left, with turbulent emotions in his eyes.

He was indeed drunk.

But the moment Yan Changan hugged him, he was completely awake.

Lu Ran was so familiar with the man's smell, feeling, and even his heartbeat that he couldn't be more familiar with it. After more than 60 days of parting, how could he not notice the feeling that his heart was completely filled at that moment?

He almost exhausted all his strength to restrain his urge to open his eyes.

Yan Changan sat by the bed and watched him all night, and Lu Ran also stayed awake all night.

He breathed the air that smelled of Yan Chang'an almost greedily, and enjoyed the space where he existed almost paranoidly.

This is his Yan Changan.

Lu Ran couldn't help curling his lips, even if they are in such a difficult situation now, even if the whole world is against them being together, he knows in his heart that Yan Chang'an will always be watching him, always watching him.

It seemed that all the haze in the past two months was completely smoothed away by the two people's silent night tonight. Lu Ran took a deep breath and raised his head to look out the window at the already bright sky.

The man's eyes twitched, he whispered almost to himself, and closed his eyes slightly.

"I'll be fine."

"Come to your side well."

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When Lu Ran went to the production team the next day, he once again proved Ding Dang's unparalleled ability to handle affairs. The female artist who played the heroine and her manager were no longer there.

As for Qin Nuo... It seems that what Lu Ran said that day was clear enough, so when he came out of the hospital and went to the set, he never brought up the previous topics again.

Just met alone in the dressing room lounge, Qin Nuo occasionally showed a little hesitant expression, Lu Ran noticed it, but never pretended not to see it.

From that day on, Yan Changan never appeared again.

For half a year.

Lu Ran gradually began to get out of the dormant haze period. For the promotion of Chen Kairui's movie, he appeared frequently and intensively on the screens of the TV network.

He started to get very busy.

He never showed the slightest fragility and cowardice in front of others, and he never lost control of his emotions that night and got drunk on the university playground.

After the movie finished, Lu Ran started to go to the gym to exercise actively, started to eat regularly, and started to restore the shockingly thin body that was previously required for the movie to its original appearance.

He will no longer suffer from insomnia at night, and he will no longer work crazily to the point where everyone is worried.

In the past six months, the scandal about Yan Changan and Lu Ran seems to have been completely silent, and no one mentioned it again. Lu Ran would occasionally look through Yan Changan's Weibo that hadn't been updated for a long time, and the following is no longer the same as before. , Refreshing every 2 minutes is tens of thousands of curses and ugly swear words.

Things that happened a long time ago seem to be so forgotten.

The news headlines on the entertainment page began to report where a grand event was held today, which celebrities went to it, what new movies were released today, and what clothes should be worn in accordance with the trend this season.

People are so forgetful.

And Lu Ran.

In order to cooperate with the promotion of Chen Kairui's movie, he appeared more frequently in entertainment news reports and on TV and network screens than before. Many advertising contracts, all kinds of announcements.

They all said that Lu Ran seemed to have matured.

Gentle, stable, calm.

He began to like to wear black suits and black windbreakers, he began to stop being as unrestrained as before, he began to learn how to take care of others, and he began to learn how to take care of the overall situation.

More and more people only know him as actor Lu, and fewer and fewer people call him Tubielu.

But when the people around Lu Ran, Ding Dang, Chen Kairui, Xiao Wang, or Jimo.

They watched Lu Ran go out early and return late every day, saw Lu Ran no longer screaming tiredly, watched Lu Ran begin to smile gently at them, watched his dressing style become more and more uniform, and watched his emotions become more and more serious. When not exposed.

I couldn't help but feel a little dazed.

Everyone said that Lu Ran seemed to have changed.

Become more calm and mature, more settled and introverted.

But they all knew that from beginning to end, it was not like that at all.

In the past six months, they could see clearly that Lu Ran had regularized his life and rest, and no longer caused people to worry, but his performance was very normal every day, and even Lu Ran, who was getting better and better and more positive, was getting more and more serious. Like Yan Changan back then.

Yes, very much like Yan Changan.

The tone of voice, movements, expressions, and subtle changes in eyes, even the style of dressing, the food you like to eat, and the way you handle things.

Ding Dang and the others watched Lu Ran hide his true self step by step. Using this method, he was almost silent and paranoid, thinking about the man who had disappeared for nearly a year.

Yan Changan.

He hadn't shown up for nearly a year.

Nobody knows anything about him.

In the past, people occasionally mentioned him on Weibo, but now, under the deliberate operation of China Entertainment, almost all the news about Yan Changan has been covered up.

The turmoil known as the biggest scandal in the entertainment industry seemed to have been completely forgotten, and no one mentioned it.

Occasionally, when he is free, Lu Ran still likes to read Weibo, read the news and so on.

It's just that I haven't blogged for a long time.

His last Weibo was a year ago.

Lu Lu Lu Lu Ran: I feel that my life is so perfect that it cannot be more perfect hahaha!

He raised his hand and rubbed his temples. In the past two days, he traveled all over the country to promote Chen Kairui's film. Lu Ran's sleep time was severely compressed to less than five hours. His body was heavy, but his consciousness was unprecedented. wide awake.

Looking at the phone screen, Lu Ran twitched the corners of his mouth, revealing a smile that could be called a smile.

Is his life complete?

The previous turmoil did not have any impact on him, but now, his film appointments are coming one after another, and the new movie with Chen Kairui is also about to be released. He is China Entertainment's well-deserved first brother, and the speed of making money has also begun. It's skyrocketing like a snowball.

Li Hongmei went to the hospital for reexamination, and the doctor also said that if there were no accidents, there would be no problem with longevity.

Ji Mo opened a styling training studio, he proposed to Ding Dang, and Ding Dang nodded in agreement.

Everything, those things that Lu Ran once expected, fantasized, even extravagantly hoped for, as well as those things that were out of track and difficult to control, seemed to have been completely set right out of order by a powerful and miraculous force, moving towards a better and better future. direction is developing.

His life so far should be considered complete, right?

Lu Ran looked at the phone screen and sat alone in the dressing room, silent for a long, long time.

If Yan Changan is not counted.

Then his life, I'm afraid it will really be perfect to the point where he wants to wake up with a smile when he falls asleep, right?

But, how could Yan Chang'an be excluded?

In the past six months, almost everyone thought that his heart was as calm as water, as calm as dust, but no one knew that he kept the turbulent thoughts in his heart, and put the emptiness of panic around him, under the pillow, tossing and turning day and night , cannot sleep well.

Smiled lightly.

No sound was made.

Lu Ran sat by the window, silent, without any emotion in his eyes.

knock knock --

There were three knocks on the door, and Lu Ran came back to his senses and stood up to open the door.

jingle.

"what happened?"

Ding Dang handed the information in his hand to Lu Ran and said, "Next Wednesday is the premiere of the new movie. There is an interview program that sent an invitation letter to the film crew. Chen Kairui asked me to bring the information for you to see."

After receiving the information, he casually flipped through it a few times, and Lu Ran's eyes froze slightly.

very interview?

If he remembered correctly, this was the program that Yan Changan flew back from abroad to participate in when he posted a wrong Weibo.

Seeing the change in Lu Ran's expression, Ding Dang couldn't help sighing. The reason why Chen Kairui contacted him specifically to ask him to come over to discuss with Lu Ran whether he should go or not was because of this talk show. I went to Chang'an together, and now I revisit the old place...

Seeing that Lu Ran didn't speak for a long time, Ding Dang couldn't help but said, "If you don't want to go..."

Before she finished speaking, Lu Ran raised her head to interrupt.

Smiling at her, a light of unclear emotion flashed in his eyes, Lu Ran's eyes were a little dazed, "I'll go."

Ding Dang couldn't react for a while, and was about to speak, when he heard Lu Ran turn his head, looking at the blue sky outside the window and speak in a low voice, as if talking to himself.

"I haven't participated in such an interview for a long time..."

It is said that the entire film crew participated in the interview together, but in fact, only Chen Kairui and Lu Ran were invited by the TV station.

When watching the movie clips broadcast on the big screen, Lu Ran was so thin that he was out of shape, lying on the rooftop with despair in his eyes and looking at the sun shining above his head, the host couldn't help asking: "Excuse me, actor Lu, In this drama, did you really lose weight to this extent instead of relying on makeup?"

Lu Ran nodded, before he could speak, Chen Kairui picked up the microphone and started chatting, pointing at the almost skinny Lu Ran on the big screen and said: "During this part, Lu Ran was underweight. 45 kg."

As soon as this remark came out, there was almost an uproar in the audience.

How shocking is it for a 1.7-meter-eight man to suddenly lose weight to ninety pounds?

The host looked at Lu Ran with a little more respect in his eyes.

In the current entertainment circle, there are really not many stars who can become such a star with dedication.

Looking at Lu Ran, the host smiled slightly and said, "Everyone is looking forward to the new movie that Actor Lu has paid so much for. I wonder if there is anything that Actor Lu wants to say to the fans in front of the TV?"

While talking about the host, he looked at the fans sitting in the audience, and said a little amusedly, "I guess everyone will be very distressed to see that the film emperor Lu has lost weight to such an extent?"

Lu Ran smiled and shook his head, "For filming, I gained weight again in a few days."

But as he spoke, Lu Ran's eyes couldn't help being a little dazed.

He raised his head to look at the camera facing him, and after two seconds of silence, he finally spoke.

He seemed to be looking at his audience in front of the TV, and also seemed to see farther and farther places through this dark lens.

"Me, now I eat regularly, go to the gym every day, and go to bed at twelve o'clock."

"I lost weight to that extent for filming, but now I have recovered, and I will go to the hospital for regular check-ups. There are no kissing scenes in the new film, and doubles are used for dangerous actions."

Lu Ran looked at the camera, talking about his current life in a calm and serious voice.

His eyes were in a trance, and there was a slight smile on the corner of his mouth.

Yan Changan.

I listened to you and lived a good life obediently.

I won't worry you.

I'm telling you, do you hear me?

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foreign.

Inside a typical English-style building, there is a handsome oriental man in a black suit standing at this moment.

The man was still holding the document in his hand, and had eyes with golden frames on the bridge of his nose, but his footsteps stopped in front of the TV in the living room.

Chinese live TV.

"I'm doing fine now."

"Everything is fine."

Yan Chang'an stood in front of the TV, staring deeply at the clean and delicate face inside, the man's dark brown eyes also showed a little trance at this moment, and he couldn't conceal his deep love and deep-seated longing. .

He looked into Lu Ran's eyes and smiled softly, as if he was talking to himself or talking to him.

"I know."

"I know you're doing well."

A whole year.

Although he was not in China, Yan Chang'an collected almost all of Lu Ran's whereabouts and videos every day.

He watched Lu Ran eat, watched Lu Ran go to the gym, and watched Lu Ran filming.

He knows he's doing well.

Fu Jinghong once asked Yan Changan.

With Lu Ran's appearance, his career is booming and he is so good that he almost seems to have completely forgotten Yan Chang'an. Is everything he did worth it?

Yan Chang'an didn't answer back then.

But from the beginning to the end, he was clear in his heart.

He is doing well.

Lu Ran is also doing well.

They are on opposite ends of the globe, in the most distant places in the world, and they are doing well.

But having a good life never means that the other party is not important.

Reaching out his hand to caress Lu Ran's face on the TV screen, Yan Chang'an's eyes were filled with deep emotions.

"Lu Ran."

"Wait for me a little longer."

Very coincidental.

When Yan Changan said these words on the other side of the ocean, Lu Ran sat in the recording studio of the TV station, facing the camera, and spoke slowly.

It was not clear to whom he was speaking.

Lu Ran paused every word, with a bright smile and a firm tone.

"This time, let me go to you."

"Stand there and wait for me, okay?"