When an actor meets a male god

When Yan Changan pushed the door and came in, Li Hongmei didn't respond at all, as if she didn't hear, she sat on the stool, her eyes were a little dazed, the corners of her eyes were slightly red and bloodshot, as if she had cried a lot.

Didn't make any noise.

Yan Chang'an stood where he was, keeping silent, like a quiet and straight tree.

I don't know how long it took.

Li Hongmei finally came to her senses, took a deep breath, raised her hand to wipe away the tears that hadn't dried up in the corner of her eyes, smiled, turned around and looked at Yan Chang'an and nodded.

"Chang'an is here."

From the surface, Li Hongmei's attitude didn't show the slightest strangeness, as if Yan Chang'an hadn't been away for two years at all, and there was no strangeness at all, as if he was entertaining a junior who was extremely pleasing to her.

Yan Changan nodded, sat on the sofa opposite Li Hongmei, and put the things in his hand on the coffee table.

"Auntie, this is a health product I brought back from the United States, it will be good for your body."

"And this, this is the newly developed massager. I heard from Lu Ran that you often suffer from back pain. Using this should relieve it a little."

"this is……"

Before Yan Chang'an finished speaking, Li Hongmei interrupted him.

Li Hongmei took a deep breath and looked straight into Yan Changan's eyes, not seeing that Yan Changan piled it full on the coffee table, which might be regarded as an expensive gift.

"Chang'an, Auntie asked you something, you can answer me honestly, okay?"

At this moment, Yan Changan's expression gradually became serious.

Without avoiding to meet Li Hongmei's gaze, Yan Changan nodded with a smile, sat up straight with his back straight, "Say it."

Li Hongmei nodded, and stood up with the back of the chair. It seemed that because of sitting for a long time, the moment she stood up, her body couldn't help shaking. Yan Changan habitually stretched out his hand to support Li Hongmei, but Pushed away by a woman.

Pursing his lips, Yan Changan withdrew his right hand that had stopped in the air.

Li Hongmei turned her back to Yan Changan, walked to a cabinet in the room, opened the innermost layer, and took out a black box.

Opening the box in front of Yan Changan, Yan Changan noticed that Li Hongmei's hands were trembling slightly.

It wasn't until he took out the things in the box that Yan Chang'an's eyes froze slightly, and his brows frowned slightly.

This was the contract that Yan Chang'an signed with Lu Ran's father, Lu Aiguo.

He gave Lu Aiguo 500 million, and Lu Aiguo sold Lu Ran to him.

From then on, the two have nothing to do with each other.

It was just to stop Lu Aiguo's mouth at the beginning, so that he would never come to trouble Lu Ran again, so he made a play along the way.

How could this contract be with Li Hongmei now?

Yan Changan did not rush to explain, and remained silent.

As for Li Hongmei, her eyes also fell on the contract on the table, and she didn't speak for a long time.

The room was eerily quiet.

After an unknown amount of time, Li Hongmei finally raised her head and looked at Yan Changan.

"Chang'an, Auntie called you here just to ask you, have you and our family, Lu Ran, made up your mind to be together forever?"

"Yes."

Yan Changan's eyes were dark, his voice was low, he looked into Li Hongmei's eyes and admitted.

At the moment when he received Li Hongmei's phone call, Yan Chang'an already had some guesses in his heart. I'm afraid Lu Ran confessed. He couldn't tell what it felt like. Firm strength.

he knows.

This is Lu Ran, for him and for their future, making the best effort he can give.

Hearing Yan Changan's nod of approval, Li Hongmei's body trembled uncontrollably. She took a deep breath, grabbed the handle of the sofa, sat up with difficulty, smiled at Yan Changan, and looked at the contract on the table. superior.

The woman's eyes were a bit complicated, she lowered her head, as if she was talking to herself, and her voice was very soft.

"This is what Lu Ran's father gave me."

A year ago, Li Hongmei received a call from the police.

Lu Aiguo was addicted to gambling and owed high debts. In the end, in order to repay the money, he was forced to take risks and was caught by the police during a robbery.

When the police contacted Li Hongmei, Lu Aiguo had already been sentenced to eight years in prison.

In the meeting room of the prison, Lu Aiguo cried bitterly in front of Li Hongmei, holding his head.He was a gambler, and he lost all his sanity because he was dizzy, but he didn't want to go to jail, and he didn't want to spend eight years in a cold prison that was unimaginably long.

Like every time before.

Lu Aiguo grabbed Li Hongmei's arm and begged, swearing.

He begged him to find Lu Ran to save him.

The first time Li Hongmei gave up on Lu Aiguo was a long, long time ago, when he owed nearly 700 million in debt and came back to ask Lu Ran to repay the usury for him.

At that time, Li Hongmei was still lying in the hospital.

When the man in front of him never looked at her, he forced his son to go out and break the news without paying him.

That was the first time she gave up.

The second time was when she was about to die.

She once tried, with Lu Ran on her back, to find him back and see him for the last time.

But he was told that he got a large sum of money from nowhere, and said that from now on, he would have nothing to do with their mother and child.

But today, when he was sitting in prison, Li Hongmei looked at him, crying and begging himself like every time it happened before.

The only difference.

He mentioned Yan Changan.

He grabbed his arm and said almost pleadingly: "Hongmei, you go to Yan Chang'an, he is rich, and based on his feelings for Lu Ran, he will definitely save me, he will definitely save me! "

At that time, Li Hongmei had a successful operation, and Yan Changan had been away from China for nearly a year.

When Lu Aiguo took out the contract, Li Hongmei almost felt as if she was going to pass out, her body was shaking, and she couldn't even remember how she left the prison in the end.

She is a country woman from the countryside.

Li Hongmei has never felt how great she is just because her son is now a star who attracts everyone's attention and shines brightly.

But she is a conscientious person.

For nearly 15 years, Lu Aiguo treated her and Lu Ran, apart from indifferent cursing, almost all he brought was a burdensome debt.

And Yan Changan.

During the period when Li Hongmei was hospitalized, how good was Yan Chang'an to this country old woman and Lu Ran?

Li Hongmei has always been concerned about it.

Li Hongmei's feelings for Yan Chang'an have always been from fear, to gratitude, and finally to nothing in return.

But that day, after reading the contract Lu Aiguo gave her several times, Li Hongmei doubted the relationship between her son and Yan Chang'an for the first time.

Back home, Lu Ran was not at home.

Li Hongmei was alone, sitting in the living room in a daze for a long time, in a trance, and suddenly remembered that it seemed that since she was successfully discharged from the operation and since Yan Changan had work to go abroad, Lu Ran had become very busy.

Going out early and returning late, and occasionally staying at home one day free, also seems exhausted and preoccupied.

That was Li Hongmei's first time trying to learn how to search for information about Lu Ran and Yan Chang'an on the Internet.

Although clumsy, slow.

But when Li Hongmei struggled to type out the names of Lu Ran and Yan Changan in the computer search window, those things that Lu Ran took pains to hide, almost completely covered up by others, came again overwhelmingly.

#燕长安报结rule Lu Yingdi#

#The ugly face of the uncrowned king of music#

#廉长安公共假许 Announcing his withdrawal from the showbiz#

#Yan Nanshen's reputation is ruined#

When Xiao Wang opened the door to ask Li Hongmei to go to the hospital for reexamination, what he saw was Li Hongmei sitting in front of the computer that he hadn't touched in so many years, his eyes were red and his whole body was trembling.

from start to finish.

Li Hongmei listened to Xiao Wang talking about everything, from the time when she was notified by the doctor that she was critically ill, to the end when Yan Changan held a press conference to save her life, publicly admitted his relationship with Lu Ran, and vowed to quit the entertainment industry , has not appeared in the public eye until now for nearly a year.

On that day, Li Hongmei's emotions were chaotic like never before in her life.

She even couldn't remember exactly when Xiao Wang left.

All I know is that the last sentence she said was to let Xiao Wang hide it from Lu Ran, pretending that no one knew about everything.

That night, Li Hongmei couldn't sleep all night.

She hid the contract that Lu Aiguo gave her in the deepest part of the cabinet in the room, and locked it in a black box.

The news that Lu Aiguo was sentenced to prison was concealed, even Lu Ran never told anything.

She pretended to be ignorant, not revealing Lu Ran's trance and frustration every day, and she couldn't see what he was thinking when his eyes fell on a certain point in the air and his mind was distracted.

She was sorry for Yan Changan.

she knows.

When she knew that the child who was so good that everyone felt sorry for her made such a huge sacrifice for her, for an old country woman like her, Li Hongmei didn't even know what she should use in this life to be able to... Repay Yan Changan's kindness.

However, she also selfishly made herself feel disgusted.

Lu Ran didn't want her to know because he was afraid that she would feel guilty.

So, she pretended not to know.

How to describe that feeling?If one day Yan Chang'an needed it, Li Hongmei would not hesitate to risk her life to repay him.

However, she is also a mother.

She endured the torment of her conscience and pretended to be ignorant.

She hoped that Lu Ran could walk a normal and complete path smoothly, even if she couldn't bear it in her heart, she still had the slightest bit of luck in her arms.

two men.

Now that we have separated, how deep can our feelings be?

Maybe... Maybe after a while, after a while, they will forget each other?

But as Lu Ran's smile became less and less, he became more and more busy, thinner and thinner, and more and more often lost his mind looking at the same place, even in the middle of the night, Li Hongmei passed by Lu Ran's room, opened the door and walked in , could see Lu Ran whispering in his dream, which was also Yan Changan's name.

Li Hongmei tried to persuade Lu Ran to find a girlfriend countless times in her heart, but in the end, she swallowed them all.

It's them, I'm sorry Yan Chang'an.

Until yesterday, Lu Ran was absent from the movie premiere, pretending to be nonchalant, watching movies with her, talking to her, and helping her with housework.

Li Hongmei already knew that this child might not be able to hold on, right?

She wanted to open her mouth to expose it, but in the end she hesitated to speak.

She knew how much Lu Ran had suffered in his heart for more than a year, and she also knew what price that child Yan Chang'an had paid for her and their family.

She felt guilty and couldn't bear it.

She wanted Lu Ran to ask Yan Chang'an to come back, but she didn't want her son to be stabbed in the back for the rest of his life because he was with a man.

For more than a year, Lu Ran couldn't sleep all night, tossing and turning, and she couldn't sleep peacefully in such inner entanglement and conscience torture?

Lu Ran knelt in front of her, with red eyes, repeating it over and over again.

He said, Mom, you don't know how good Yan Changan is.

Li Hongmei's eyes turned red almost instantly, her body swayed a few times, and she almost couldn't stand still.

How could she not know?

The kidney in her body, her life, everything Lu Ran has now.

All were given by Yan Changan.

How could she not know how good he is.

Even if it was 1 times in her heart that she couldn't accept the fact that two men were in love, seeing Lu Ran kneeling in front of her, she could vaguely understand why her son fell in love with a man like herself men of the same gender.

In the end, Li Hongmei still didn't answer Lu Ran immediately.

She said, let mom think about it.

You let mom think about it.

From a long, long time ago, she pretended to be ignorant, pretending to be ignorant, but she had already thought about this matter countless times in her heart.

Thinking of more than 300 days and nights, how could she be so determined to say no?

But I just want to be with a man.

What's the problem?

In this world, who else can treat Lu Ran better than Yan Chang'an?So good that he sacrificed everything to save her life as a mother, so good that even Li Hongmei had to admit it.

two men.

But they love even themselves, and they can't bear to make things difficult for them to refuse.

But what's so difficult about wanting to be together?

Taking a deep breath, and wiping the unstoppable tears on her face, Li Hongmei suppressed the emotions in her heart, looked at Yan Changan and smiled.

"Chang'an, Auntie didn't do it on purpose."

After handing Li Hongmei a few pieces of paper, Yan Chang'an looked into her eyes and opened his mouth slowly after being silent for nearly two seconds.

"Auntie, I guess, Lu Ran confessed to you, right?"

Before Li Hongmei refused, Yan Changan stood up and bowed deeply to Li Hongmei.

The man's eyes are firm and mellow, with a little, indescribably complex taste, his voice is deep and clear, permeating the air like a cello.

"I know that it is too difficult and too reluctant for you to accept this matter."

"I also know that your wish has always been the hope that Lu Ran can find a gentle and kind woman to be with, give birth to a healthy child, and live a life of peace and joy."

Yan Chang settled for a moment, and a flash of light flashed in his eyes, almost forgiving and understanding the pain.

"Auntie."

"Actually, I have no position to ask you to make any concessions for us."

"I clearly understand in my heart that no matter how much I do, in this world, the person who loves Lu Ran the most and is closest to him will always be you."

Yan Chang'an's eyes were a little red, but he still kept smiling. He looked at Li Hongmei with open eyes and never dodged for a moment.

"A long time ago, I wanted to have an open and honest talk with you like this."

"Maybe I won't be able to compare with you in my life, but ah..." Yan Changan took a deep breath, his eyes were filled with emotions, and the tenderness in his eyes was shining, and he was a little dazed. , said slowly, "I swear to you, in this life, besides you, I will be the best person to Lu Ran."

"I'll get used to him and let him do whatever he likes."

"I will accompany him and support him to go higher and farther."

"The sky is falling, as long as I'm still standing here, I'm still alive and by his side."

"I promise you."

"As long as there is Yan Chang'an, Lu Ran will not suffer any pain in his life."

"Auntie, maybe you think it's ridiculous for two men to be together."

"But ah."

"I love Lu Ran."

"I will give him everything I have."

At the end, Li Hongmei, who had been silent all this time, was already sobbing.

She beat her chest, and said to Yan Chang'an almost with difficulty: "Auntie is sorry for you, it is Auntie who is sorry for you two..."

"Auntie knows...knows that you two love each other."

Li Hongmei took a deep breath, calmed down a bit, and said to Yan Chang'an, "I know, it was you who quit the entertainment circle in order to save my life."

"Auntie is sorry for you."

Li Hongmei shook her head, as if she had been taken away in an instant, as if she had lost her soul, a little depressed.

"People are selfish."

"Chang'an...Auntie is too selfish..."

"I used to think that if you replaced a kidney for me and paid such a high price, even if Auntie did something for you, even if she wanted to die, she would still be willing."

"But Lu Ran... Lu Ran is my only son..."

"I always feel... two men... How can two men be together? They will be stabbed in the spine for a lifetime..."

Li Hongmei's eyes were red, as if she had been relieved after experiencing severe pain and struggle, she looked deeply into Yan Chang'an's eyes, feeling guilty and distressed at the same time.

"You are worse than Lu Ran."

"Auntie knows that you are more miserable than Lu Ran."

"Chang'an, Auntie has thought about it countless times. If Auntie is lucky enough to have a son like you, I'm afraid I'll wake up laughing in my dreams."

Li Hongmei raised her hand to wipe her tears, and smiled at Yan Changan.

"But it's fine now."

"The two of you are together...you are the other son of my aunt."

"It was me who was too selfish... I forced you to delay for two years... Chang'an... Auntie called you here today, just to tell you..."

Li Hongmei stood up, grabbed Yan Changan's hand, and held it very tightly, almost repeating to herself.

"Lu Ran is with you..."

"Auntie knows...better than being with anyone..."

"Better than being with anyone..."

Looking at Yan Changan's face, Li Hongmei wanted to laugh, but her eyes turned red uncontrollably.

the two children.

After going through so much hard work, even she pretended to be ignorant, which delayed them for nearly two years.

The world has given them so many trials, so many malices, and so many obstacles.

However, they seemed like they would never give up no matter what. They were kind and tolerant to everyone, so good that Li Hongmei could hardly find any reason to refuse, and almost no reason to stop her.

How could she bear to let them not be together?

How could the two of them not be together?

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It was around 11:30 when Lu Ran returned home.

When he drove the car into the community and walked out of the parking lot with the key, he glanced at the sky above his head from the corner of his eye.

A rare moon.

His footsteps paused slightly, and he stood where he was. For a moment, he couldn't tell what it was like in his heart.

Lights were on in almost every room.

There is a moon in the sky, and there are stars beside the moon.

Yan Changan.

Suddenly, Lu Ran couldn't restrain himself, strongly, almost bursting out, thinking of Yan Chang'an.

a whole day.

He suppressed the anxiety of confessing to Li Hongmei in the bottom of his heart, swallowed the torment in his heart, suppressed all the turbulent emotions, and buried them deeply.

He was extremely sober, soberly watching himself work and busy.

But when he finished his day's work, he drove back and passed the heavy traffic and crowds until he stood here and looked at the moon and stars in the sky.

Suddenly he couldn't help thinking of Yan Chang'an.

He always felt that there should be two people standing here together, and he always felt that Wanjia Lighting should have his window.

But there was no Yan Changan.

Lu Ran smiled softly.

The dark pupils shone with a little moist light.

The man's back was straight, but he was lonely, trembling, and lonely.

He opened his mouth, as if talking to himself, but made no sound.

Lu Ran smiled softly.

he is shouting.

Yan Changan.

Yan Changan.

It is the season of late autumn itself. At night, the temperature drops, the wind blows, and the coldness becomes more and more biting.

Because he drove back directly from the show, Lu Ran only wore a white shirt, and even unbuttoned three of them. Standing there, a faint chill came in.

There were footsteps behind him.

The man in the black coat was holding another coat in his hand. His eyes were warm and focused, as if Lu Ran was the only person in the whole world.

Put the clothes on him from behind.

Walking up to Lu Ran and standing still, it was as if he had rehearsed for thousands of times. The man stretched out his hands and gathered the coat on Lu Ran's shoulders, and by the way, he patiently and carefully helped him unbutton the shirt one by one. Buckle up.

He frowned slightly, both displeased and distressed.

The man's voice was deep and mellow, like a low cello, and like brewing fragrant wine, slowly diffused in the air.

"Didn't you tell me not to worry about wearing so little? Why are you disobedient every time?"