When an actor meets a male god

"Madam Luo, the prisoner has just been sedated, you can go in and get closer..."

Before the prison guard finished speaking, Luo Qingyuan interrupted him.

The woman smiled politely at the policeman, but shook her head and refused, "No, I just want to stand here and take a look."

Seeing Luo Qingyuan's resolute attitude, the prison guards naturally wouldn't force it, nodded, and didn't want to stay here any longer to bother, and found a reason for something to happen, and left early.

But Luo Qingyuan's gaze slowly fell on Yan Shao who was in the room.

Nearly two years have passed since the discovery of drug use to the compulsory detoxification.

But there is no progress at all, or in other words, there is no intention of repenting at all.

Luo Qingyuan hadn't come here to see him for a long time.

How long has it been?

It's been so long that she is standing here now, looking at the people in the room, but she can't recognize him. He is the son who once pinned all her hopes and all her love.

in the room.

Yan Shao sat on the bed, wearing gray and white striped clothes, loose and loose, showing his ankles, with a dull expression, and an unhealthy pale skin.

The doctor said that Yan Shao seemed to be crazy.

When he couldn't get spiritual comfort from drugs and needed to sit in prison for 15 years, he had already begun to have some symptoms of schizophrenia.

He would yell at the wall, into the air, and even punch and kick.

He would also hug the pillow and cry and laugh, and he also acted a little crazy to the nurse doctor who came in to help him get the injection.

And it is said that Yan Shao's favorite sentence is "Mom, take the money and rescue me."

When the doctor called Luo Qingyuan about this situation, the woman didn't even know what she was feeling at that moment.

I got it, and hung up the phone. From that day on, Luo Qingyuan almost never visited Yan Shao again.

As for Yan Changan, she hadn't seen him for a long time.

The video uploaded on Weibo at the very beginning achieved the effect Luo Qingyuan wanted. She watched Yan Changan's infamy being gradually washed away, and watched him and Lu Ran come together again. Lu Ran won an Oscar and watched Yan Changan nominate for a Grammy.

News about the two of them can be seen everywhere, whether it's on the Internet, in magazines, or in newspapers, or on TV.

Luo Qingyuan was alone like this, silently following Yan Changan's news, watching it every day, but never bothering her.

What face does she have to bother?

Even if the truth of the matter is clarified, so what?

Only after she wakes up will she finally realize how excessive, hurtful, and bone-piercing she has done to Yan Changan for so many years as a mother.

The two years that forced him to separate from Lu Ran were even more unimaginably cruel and vicious.

What the hell did she do?

During the more than 700 days and nights after the incident ended, Luo Qingyuan almost tossed and turned, unable to sleep.

She is guilty.

She was so guilty that she almost couldn't live.

One of the reasons why she didn't want to see Yan Shao again was that Yan Shao had failed all her trust and love, shattered all her affection for this child, and made her heart chill to the bone.

Another reason is that she doesn't want to admit it.

It was she, blind and almost crazy, who helped Yan Shao and pushed Yan Chang'an to a dead end more than once, and severely hurt that child who was also born in her October pregnancy.

Looking at Yan Shao in the ward with distorted and sullen face, even though he had been sedated, he was still vicious like a poisonous snake, Luo Qingyuan took a deep breath, trying to keep the expression on his face from being not too sad or sad.

Yesterday, she saw Yan Chang'an announced on TV that he and Lu Ran would go to Ireland to get married together.

Can't tell what it feels like.

There were even a few friends from the Yan family who called her later to ask her. They didn't look at her with complicated and weird eyes like before, and there were obviously more blessings and smiles between the words.

They said, that kid from Chang'an is really bold.

But, after reading their stories for so long, I feel that it is not easy for the two children.

Luo Qingyuan held the microphone and wanted to laugh, but she couldn't help but her eyes were red. She kept nodding, kept nodding, and controlled her voice not to show the slightest strangeness.

"Yeah, yeah, it's great for the two of them...to be together..."

"Qingyuan, they are all parents..." The person on the other end of the phone paused, sighed, and said slowly: "The child in Chang'an is already good enough. To be honest, they Few of the children of a generation can compare to him."

"As for whether to be with a man or not... think about it, it's really not that important. Tell me, we people have everything in our lives, so what do we want? It's just that the relationship is complete, and we can be less Suffering, happiness and peace."

"If you really want to hold a grandson, then let Chang'an go to the hospital and have a test-tube baby."

"I really want to persuade you, man, be content."

"Let the kids go, as long as they're happy, what do we parents have to say?"

On the other end of the phone, Luo Qingyuan's tears rolled down her cheeks, but she nodded her head vigorously, "Yes, yes, who said no? I, now, hope for their well-being. Others, I have no other expectations. "

Until she hung up the phone, Luo Qingyuan sat alone in the living room of Yan's villa for a long, long time.

When she completely regained her composure, she changed her clothes, put on her makeup, and came to the compulsory detoxification center.

She never forgave Yan Shao.

But when she learned that Yan Chang'an and Lu Ran were about to go to another country in a fair manner, and from now on, they would hold hands and welcome a bright future, she still came here.

Looking at Yan Shao in the room, Luo Qingyuan couldn't tell what she was feeling right now.

She stood outside the drug rehabilitation center for a long, long time.

Not a word.

Until the sky darkened, she took a deep breath, her eyes no longer stayed on Yan Shao, she turned and left the drug rehabilitation center.

In fact, in a real sense, she didn't come to see Yan Shao.

She just thought about it from the beginning to the end, these years, blinded by the hatred and selfishness in her heart, how many vicious and cruel things she did for Yan Shao.

The so-called kinship.

From the beginning to the end, I don't blame Yan Shao, I don't blame Yan Changan, I just blame her for being too selfish.

Standing at the door of the drug rehabilitation center, Luo Qingyuan raised her head and took a deep breath, her eyes were slightly moist, and her nose was sore.

The woman is still graceful, elegant, graceful and noble. A plain cheongsam reveals the temperament and heritage of a big family.

Standing here, the gray wall is the close view, and the dark blue sky is the distant view, which actually sets off the woman's back, making her feel more and more lonely.

I have been selfish all my life, but in the end, I have never owned anything.

buzzing-

The phone in Luo Qingyuan's bag vibrated appropriately at this moment.

The woman sniffed and pulled out a smile. After making sure that she would not show any flaws, she just lifted her bag and took her mobile phone to answer the call.

——Lu Ran.

Looking at the name dancing on the phone screen, Luo Qingyuan was startled suddenly.

By the time I realized it, the phone had already been hung up, and the screen went gray again.

Luo Qingyuan hesitated for a moment, but was about to call back again, when her finger moved to the phone screen, Lu Ran dialed again.

Pick up the phone.

"Aunt Lo."

Lu Ran smiled into the microphone and shouted.

"... Lu Ran, what's the matter with you? I was just about to call you." Luo Qingyuan worked hard, trying hard to make her voice sound friendly, kind, and gentle, for fear of any tone , will cause Lu Ran to think that he doesn't like him.

"Oh, it's okay, I just want to ask you, um... do you have time this Saturday? I've got a plane ticket, so you can come to Ireland."

As soon as the words came out, Luo Qingyuan froze suddenly, her hand holding the phone tightened unconsciously, and her eye sockets couldn't help turning red again.

Lu Ran means...

Lu Ran on the other side of the phone saw that Luo Qingyuan hadn't replied for a long time, sighed softly, raised a smiling face again and said, "Auntie, you know, Yan Changan and I..."

After a pause, even a person like Lu Ran, who has already tempered his face and thick skin, still feels a little shocked when he tells another person that he is going to marry a man, coughs, and suppresses the embarrassment in his heart Going down, Lu Ran continued to speak into the microphone: "Then what, I was thinking about it, no matter what...you are also Yan Changan's biological mother, aren't you? He may call you in the next two days, but I think , If I call you ahead of him and tell you in advance, it will be considered sincere."

"Auntie, look... If you are free, I will book a ticket for you first."

"Okay, okay, okay..." Luo Qingyuan said three good words in a row, and stood at the door of the drug rehabilitation center, uncontrollably emotionally surging, tears streaming down the corners of her eyes.

Luo Qingyuan's voice could be heard.

Lu Ran sighed silently, and didn't say anything more.

In fact, Yan Changan had already confirmed all the invitations and the list of invited guests, and sent them all out.

Not Luo Qingyuan.

But Lu Ran knew in his heart that it wasn't him who really had the heart to sever all ties with Luo Qingyuan.

It's just that man, he will always and forever put himself first, for fear that he still has some feelings for Luo Qingyuan and will end up making a fuss unhappy.

Therefore, Lu Ran understands, but also understands.

Such a thing, even if Lu Ran doesn't like Luo Qingyuan, how could she really be absent?

So this call was made by Lu Ran behind Yan Chang'an's back.

Up to now, he and Yan Chang'an can be regarded as the real dust settled, and all the sufferings and torments they have experienced before have been made up and redeemed by heaven.

Since their lives have been so perfect that they cannot be more perfect, what else can they not let go of?

Yan Changan hoped that Lu Ran would be happy.

How could Lu Ran make Yan Chang'an feel regretful?

Thinking of this, Lu Ran let out a breath, his eyes were clear and clean, with a bit of open-mindedness.

"Lu Ran, thank you... Thank you..." Here, Luo Qingyuan was so grateful that she had never felt before, almost incoherent.

Lu Ran shook his head, looked up at the blue sky and white clouds above Ireland.

"Auntie, Yan Changan and I are in Ireland, waiting for you to come over."