Jiugao is extremely conflicted now.

On the one hand, he was looking forward to Chunxi waking up as soon as possible, so that at least he could be sure that his brother was in good health.

On the other hand, he didn't want Chunxi to wake up so soon, then the senior brother would have to face the cruel truth.

Suffering like this, after two days, Chunxi finally woke up in a daze.

Jiugao's mental outlook is actually not very good, but he has to persevere, otherwise no one will take care of his brother.

The first thing Chunxi did after waking up was to subconsciously put his hand over his abdomen, wanting to feel the condition of the fetus in the abdomen. Before, when he put his hand on the abdomen, he could always feel the movement of the fetus in the abdomen. Sometimes they would interact with each other. When he spoke, the little guy responded with dancing and dancing. The time passed quickly and was sweet.But now... the abdomen is flat, the previous bulge disappeared, and Chunxi's hands stiffened, followed by overwhelming painful memories, bringing bone-chilling cold and heartache.

—The child is gone!

——His and Ah Jiu's child... died...

Tears rolled down the corners of her eyes, Chunxi couldn't control her emotions at all, and didn't want to.

After all, the childbirth was a big blow to my vitality, and I still had some pain in my abdomen, but compared with the pain in my heart, these pains were nothing worth mentioning.

"Senior brother..." Jiugao wept sadly when he saw Chunxi wake up, and felt infinite pity in his heart. He held Chunxi's hand covering his abdomen, felt that Chunxi's hand was cold and stiff, and hurriedly covered it with his hands to help him He also put it on his lips and kissed gently, "Senior Brother...don't do this, you still have me..."

As soon as these words came out, Chunxi's mood became more depressed, and his tears became more raging. He turned his head slightly, and the tears fell on the pillow. He choked up and said, "I'm sorry... Ah Jiu... It's all my fault... Maybe it's my fault ..."

If he hadn't softened his heart for a moment and took in the Canglang King, the series of things that followed would not have happened, the child would not have been born prematurely, and naturally he would not...not be born without breathing...

For this first child belonging to him and Jiugao, Chunxi really devoted too much energy and patience, but in the end...

How does this make him accept it?

However, it is useless to regret now, child... child...

Chunxi coughed violently again, the shock made his chest and abdomen hurt, he was panting, his expression was painful, and his face was pale.

Jiugao knelt by the bed, kissing Chunxi's cheek lightly - after the tears fell, his cheek was also icy cold.

In the future, I must take good care of my brother's body. If this continues, my brother's body will not be able to bear it.

"No, it's not the brother's fault, it's all my fault. If I hadn't offended the Canglang King, so many things wouldn't have happened. If the brother is sad, just scold me and hit me. I'm sorry, I didn't protect the brother well... ...It's my fault..." Jiugao's voice was low and full of self-blame.

In retrospect, it was indeed his fault.

Chunxi shook her head, all these things have a cause and effect, if you have to say that you are wrong, it is still his fault, from the initial willful crime to the blind soft-hearted later...

Ah Jiu just did what he was supposed to do, whether it was to seek revenge on himself, or to make revenge as a last resort to survive in the cruel environment of Mengzhou, there was nothing he could do.

Both of them blamed themselves very much, Chunxi was in a bad mood, but he still looked at the child again, after all, it was the flesh and blood that fell from him, he just had time to take a look before he fell into a coma, his heart was really panicked.

"Ah Jiu... Where's your son?" Chunxi spoke with great difficulty, and it took a lot of effort to ask this sentence.

Jiugao's eyes dodged somewhat, but fortunately Chunxi was in a daze and didn't have more energy to observe any changes in his expression.

"Senior brother, you have been in a coma for several days, and I sparked him." Jiugao lowered his eyes, "Senior brother, we will still have a child, and he will become our biggest pain. So... I did not ask for my brother's opinion. So I made up my own opinion, I hope my brother will not blame me..."

Chunxi looked miserable, but he didn't say anything, after all he thought it was his fault.Ah Jiu has the right to handle it without her consent.

"He will be reborn into another good family, brother, we are too young and inexperienced to raise children so early." Jiugao comforted, "but don't worry, brother, we will have many children in the future, wait for brother Let's work harder when you're healthy, shall we?"

Chunxi closed his eyes slightly, still very sad in his heart, so he didn't express his opinion.

Jiugao didn't force him, and brought him the medicinal soup to feed him himself.

Chunxi didn't have any thoughts, she was lazy and tired: "I don't want to drink."

"Brother, you should also think about me." Jiugao didn't say much, but these words directly hit the softest part of Chunxi's heart.

Chunxi's body shook, and he raised his eyes to look at Jiugao, his complexion was not very good-looking, he was not the only one who was sad after losing his child, Ah Jiu must be very sad too, and if anything happened to him, Ah Jiu Nine is definitely more sad.

Jiugao's eyes were sunken, and his spirit was not much better than his own. Chunxi's heart softened when he thought of this, and he tried to sit up with his elbows. In the middle of the night, carefully and gently feed him the medicine spoon by spoon.

Chunxi drank a few sips, but couldn't take it anymore, and then shook his head when he fed again, and not long after, he fell on Jiugao's lap, leaned out of the bed and vomited, and all the concoction he had just drank was vomited out again .

Chunxi knew that her situation was anorexia symptoms caused by heartbreak, not to mention medicine, even water.

"I'm sorry... Ah Jiu, I really can't drink it..." Chunxi almost vomited, and collapsed back into Jiugao's arms, breathing rapidly.

Jiugao didn't force him any more, put the medicine bowl on the simple stone table beside him, put his arms around Chunxi, let him lean in his arms, patted his back lightly, helped him to relax, and comforted him by the way: " Okay, okay, if we can’t drink it, we won’t drink it, don’t drink it.”

Chunxi burrowed into Jiugao's arms, without saying a word, she still couldn't help thinking about her son who died young, that blurry little face was always lingering in front of her eyes, Chunxi closed her eyes, covering up the ecstasy in her eyes. The look of getting more and more painful.

He really wanted to ask about Ah Jiu's child, such as where the ashes were and where they were buried, but he vaguely felt that the child's ashes might be gone. .He must be afraid that he will never get out of this nightmare.

Pity the child... and pity Ah Jiu's heart...

Chunxi blamed himself and fell asleep again, Jiugao heard that his breathing gradually stabilized, and then slowly said that he was lying on the bed, and he was extremely tired, so he lay down on the bed, hugged Chunxi and fell asleep together.

In the next few days, neither of them talked about the child's problem. Chunxi worked hard to cooperate with Jiugao's treatment, but he was able to take the medicine slowly. Although he had no appetite for food, he still took it slowly for Jiugao's sake. some.

Perhaps, it will be verified that time is the best medicine to heal injuries.

Whether it is physical or spiritual injury, leave it to time!

When dreaming back in the middle of the night, Chunxi often had nightmares, wet wipes with tears, how long would it take to heal?

……

Compared with Jiugao Chunxi's pain and depression, Su Zhan's life is more leisurely.

As the highest leader in the palace, he gave an order and many people rushed forward and backward.Although he still needs to devote some energy to the business field, he is not against it. After all, these are his interests. Even if they are not interests, he is willing to study and manage them for the sake of his family.

After the 'seafood allergy' incident happened last time, Su Zhan issued an order for everyone to pay more attention, so that they would not have to do everything by themselves, but they would ask about it every once in a while.

His appetite gradually improved, and he ate much better than before. The nuts and fruits he bought back were placed on the low table in the bedroom, and he would eat a little when he remembered.

In fact, Su Zhan was very sure that he had a little Nalan in his stomach. Although he hadn't consulted a doctor for a diagnosis, this feeling was indescribable, he was very sure of it.

With Long Han and Feng Li, Su Zhan's early pregnancy is going well. These two little guys are grinding their teeth recently. Su Zhan saw that they didn't peel much when they bought it, and they didn't need the servants to do it. The little guy clicked, biting one bite at a time, the hard shell shattered, and the whole nut meat fell out.

Su Zhan had a great time eating, and the little ones also had a great time peeling.

Therefore, Su Zhan's life is not bad, lethargy is not uncomfortable, just enough sleep is enough, nausea occasionally wakes up a little in the morning, eat some magnetic rings and it will pass after a while, the only thing that makes him Nalanqi is still worried.

Seeing his stomach gradually bulge, Su Zhan was 100% sure that he had Nalanqi's child in his stomach, but there was no news from Nalanqi... What should I do!

It has been more than three months since Nalanqi left, and many things have happened during this period. If it was not because he was sure that he was pregnant with a child, Su Zhan would definitely go to Nalanqi himself.

No matter whether he is in this world or in another time and space, as long as he can go, he will definitely find someone!

After more than half a month, there was finally new news from the imperial city!

——The army was victorious, and the Eudemons were repelled!

Before Su Zhan could be overjoyed, he received the second news from Anbu!

——Nalanqi was seriously injured, and his life and death were uncertain!

Su Zhan almost fainted and lost consciousness when he heard the words.

How could Nalan be seriously injured, he is so powerful...

"Where's Wei Changfeng?" Su Zhan suppressed his panic, and continued to ask while supporting Qiu Nan's arm beside him.

"General Wei is extremely brave, and it is said that he is very high-spirited!"

The thunderous bang in Su Zhan's mind slowly disappeared, he waved his hands and ordered people to go down, while he turned around and ran out.

Nalan was seriously injured, he had to find him and see him as soon as possible!

He didn't believe that Nalanqi was so powerful that he would be seriously injured by the phantom beast, but Wei Changfeng, who was fighting the phantom beast for the first time, was unscathed, is this possible?

There must be something tricky in it, he must find out, and not let Nalan have trouble...

"My lord, this matter is still uncertain. If you are so eager to get angry on your own, what good will it do you? If the master has anything else to do, the mansion and a lot of business will need you to make up your mind. You must not fall down, and your current body cannot allow you to fall." Su Zhan could still listen to Qiu Nan's words, so he was not stingy with his opinions.

Hearing this, Su Zhan really calmed down a bit. Yes, that’s right, he can’t be in a hurry, and he can’t get angry. If something has already happened, it’s useless for him to get angry in a hurry. ,clam down……

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