Premeditated favor [rebirth]

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Fu Nianyu suddenly opened his eyes.

He was short of breath, his chest heaved violently, and a thin layer of sweat leaked from his forehead, but he didn't have time to care about it, he just kept thinking about the picture in his dream.

He closed his eyes and tried to sink himself into that dream again, but it was in vain.This dream was so real, it was as if he had returned to that room again. He even remembered the feeling of white paper petals rubbing against his fingertips when he opened the lily; he also remembered that the words were written in black. Written with a signature pen, the pen that Chi Fan used to jot down something occasionally, even the handwriting was Chi Fan's.

But he didn't read? Clearly what is the content of that line.

In fact, there is nothing strange about it. No matter how real it is, this is just a dream after all. Maybe I can't accept the fact that Chi Fan left without a sound, so my subconscious mind always feels that he left behind? Will dream of that line of words.

But... is it really just a dream?Fu Nianyu asked himself.

Could there really be something written in the paper lily that Chi Fan left after he left in the previous life?But yourself? Never opened it, so don't know?

He thumped the bed with some annoyance, perhaps feeling the movement from this side, the person sleeping next to him turned over and opened his eyes.

"Are you awake?" Chi Fan rubbed his eyes, took a look at his phone, "So early?"

Fu Nianyu didn't expect that he would wake up Chi Fan, and quickly said, "Senior, you should sleep a little longer."

"No, I'm awake anyway."

That being said, Chi Fan didn't want to get up right away due to the feeling of laziness when he just woke up, and yesterday he settled all the worries he had been worrying all this time. People who stick their heads out to breathe the air, although they know that they are still deep in the water, they rarely feel relaxed.

"Yesterday I didn't know myself? When did I fall asleep?" Chi Fan smiled embarrassedly, "Look? Come? If I suffer from insomnia again in the future? Just drink some wine and you'll be fine."

Fu Nianyu also smiled, and the smile on the corner of his mouth was quickly pressed back.Unlike Chi Fan's good mood after waking up, Fu Nianyu only felt his chest was heavy and he could hardly breathe.

His eyes wandered blankly in the room, and finally settled on the small flower basket by the bay window.He knew that the white paper lily was no longer in the flower basket, but the scene in the dream reappeared again and again, making him feel like a lump in his throat and restless.

"Senior." Fu Nianyu said suddenly.

Chi Fan stared at the ceiling relaxedly, and let out a casual "hmm".

"If... If one day you? Leave without saying goodbye, will you? Will you leave me? What?"

This strange question made Chi Fan sober up a lot, he turned his head: "Why did I leave without saying goodbye?"

Fu Nianyu wanted to know about this matter more than anyone else. He also asked Chi Fan later, but Chi Fan never said it explicitly. Fu Nianyu could only vaguely speculate that it might have something to do with Fu Siyan.

"If." Fu Nianyu emphasized, "I'm just saying if."

Chi Fan frowned and thought for a while: "In this 'if' of yours, do we have a good relationship?"

"Okay." Fu Nianyu said, "It's as good as it is now."

"Then I won't leave without saying goodbye." Chi Fan said without any hesitation, "The premise of this question is not valid."

The paper lily with handwriting in the dream flashed across Fu Nianyu's mind, and his heart beat inexplicably faster: "Then...you? Will you leave a note explaining the reason for leaving? But that note will be hidden? Not so easy to spot."

"Isn't this superfluous?" Chi Fan was puzzled, "If I really want to explain the reason, I will definitely put the note in a conspicuous place. If I hide it, I definitely don't intend to be seen by others, or ..." He paused slightly, "That was not written for you at all."

"Then who will it be written to?" This answer was completely beyond Fu Nianyu's expectations. There were only the two of them living in that room. If it wasn't written for yourself, who else would it be?

"Maybe it was written for myself?" Chi Fan smiled, "Isn't this the same as writing a diary? What you write down is hidden secretly, and you don't want people to find out. Only Myself? I know."

Like a person walking on a wire rope suddenly fell, Fu Nianyu felt great disappointment in his heart.He knew that he was wishful thinking, thinking that Chi Fan left a note in a secret way, which could prove that the other party had reasons for leaving, and that the other party might also have a good impression of him, but in the end... or I am being self-indulgent.

"You? Why did you suddenly ask this? " Seeing Fu Nianyu's gloomy look, Chi Fan suddenly realized that the other party probably cared about this question.

"I just thought of it suddenly." Fu Nianyu smiled weakly, "Senior, you? Really won't leave without saying goodbye? No matter what the situation is?"

This time, Chi Fan thought about it for a long time.

"I won't," he said. "If I did, there are only two possibilities."

"One is you? Let me go, the other..." He suddenly smiled.

"It's just that I will come back?"

"No matter how long it takes, I'm sure I'll come back? Even if for some reason I can't say goodbye when I leave, but since I will come back, sooner or later there will be a day when I can meet again."

Fu Nianyu was stunned, and didn't speak for a long time?

Until Chi Fan got up and went to the kitchen to prepare breakfast, Fu Nianyu was still lying on the bed in a daze, with confused thoughts, which made him suffocate.

will come back?

If there hadn't been that accident, if Chi Fan was still alive...

Does he really intend to come back someday in the future?

***

Two days after his birthday, Fu Nianyu received another threatening text message from Chi Jianguo.This time, he didn't put off any more perfunctory delays, and went directly to report the case.

Fu Siyan had friends in the police, and he also contributed to this matter. The police quickly started to file a case for investigation, and the witnesses and material evidence were complete. Soon after, Chi Jianguo entered the detention center.Fu Nianyu hired a lawyer, and in a few months, the public prosecution agency will start to prosecute. According to the lawyer, it will start at least three years. Because of the previous convictions, the sentencing will be heavier. This matter that has troubled them for a long time finally has a preliminary result .

In order to solemnly express his gratitude, Chi Fan specially invited Fu Nianyu and Fu Siyan to have a meal on Sunday. Fu Nianyu and Chi Fan didn't have to go to class, and Fu Siyan was also on vacation. This was the most suitable day.

The location was chosen at an ordinary private restaurant outside the University of S. When Fu Siyan arrived, Chi Fan and Fu Nianyu were already waiting in the box.

Fu Nianyu was very unhappy to see Fu Siyan, but this thank you dinner was inevitable. It was better for the three of them together than Chi Fan to invite Fu Siyan alone. Even if he was unhappy, Fu Nianyu could only endure it.

Chi Fan hasn't seen Fu Siyan for a long time since the end of the summer internship. The other party is still the same as before, gentle, polite and personable. The half-brother said hello.

"It's really rare." Fu Siyan said with emotion after sitting down.

"You? Are you referring to my treat?" Chi Fan laughed.

"I mean he and I can sit down? Come? Have a meal." Fu Siyan pointed to Fu Nianyu, "It's really rare."

Fu Nianyu rolled his eyes at him, and gestured his middle fingers under the table.Fu Siyan pretended not to see, but kept looking at Chi Fan: "Actually, I thought you wouldn't call me."

"How come, this? It's thanks to you that this thing happened."

"You mean to offer this idea? In fact, it's easy to think of it if you change people. You two are the ones who contributed the most." Fu Siyan's eyes wandered over the two people opposite him, with a little playfulness in his eyes. "Acting is not easy, I heard? Talk about you? Both..."

He smiled. He didn't say the whole thing, but Fu Nianyu immediately understood what he meant.

Chi Jianguo took a photo of him kissing Chi Fan as a bargaining chip. Although it didn't actually kiss, it looked like a kiss in the photo. Fu Siyan must have heard it from his friend. up.

Chi Fan also understood? His expression suddenly became unnatural.

"It's just a borrowing, not really...cough."

"Really?" Fu Siyan looked at it with a smile. He said meaningfully, "Not once?"

Chi Fan didn't speak?

If someone else asked this question, he wouldn't feel embarrassed, but Fu Siyan knew what he was thinking about Fu Nianyu. Asking this kind of words was like asking him in a charade: Are you okay? Take this chance?

...the answer is no.

"Yes." Fu Nianyu said suddenly, and he stared at Fu Siyan, "But it's none of your business? Do I have to tell you? How did we feel when we kissed? Are you bored?"

Fu Siyan was stunned, with a half-smile: "I'm just curious, you? As for getting angry?"

"Who is a serious person who would be curious about this? You? You're just finding fault on purpose!" Fu Nianyu saw Chi Fan's expression just now? Difficulty, and decided that Fu Siyan did it on purpose, rounding it up to be classified as sexual harassment, or in front of him Harassing Chi Fan, how can this be tolerated?

"The one who wants to find fault is you?" Fu Siyan had a smile on his lips, but his eyes were a little cold, "Myself? I feel like I'm blaming other people after eating it? Or what did I say just now? It hurt your fragile self-esteem. ?”

Fu Nianyu stood up, as if to make a move, but was quickly pushed back by Chi Fan's shoulder.

"You haven't ordered the dishes yet? Are you two planning to fight first? Can you give the person who treats you a little face?"

Neither of them spoke anymore.

Chi Fan is a little tired. The relationship between the two brothers is still as bad as ever.He asked the two ancestors to finish ordering in a circular manner, and after that, he kept trying to find a topic that the three of them could participate in.Fu Siyan recovered quickly, and he didn't look angry at all. Fu Nianyu was obviously still emotional, but because he didn't want to embarrass Chi Fan, he occasionally chatted a few words.

The originally tense and stiff atmosphere gradually eased down like this. Until the end of the dinner, the atmosphere of the scene was quite harmonious.

Chi Fan went to the front desk to pay the bill, and as soon as he left, the expressions of the two people at the table changed. Fu Siyan's smile faded away, and Fu Nianyu also lowered his face, staring at Fu Siyan coldly.

"Myself? If you don't make any progress, turn your anger on me. Can you make some progress?" Fu Siyan said lightly.

"You? Why are you always staring at our progress?" Fu Nianyu was very vigilant, "You? Want to sneak in?"

Fu Siyan didn't answer, but his expression was a little subtle, and he suddenly smiled strangely.

"Actually, Chi Fan told me what he thinks of you, do you want to know?"

Fu Nianyu stared at Fu Siyan, his first reaction was why did Chi Fan say this to Fu Siyan?Is their relationship better than what I expected?Have you reached the point where you can talk about this kind of topic?

"What did he say?" Fu Nianyu was bubbling with sourness, but at the same time was a little uneasy.He knew that Fu Siyan would not make up lies to deceive himself. After all, this matter can be verified with Chi Fan, and there is no need for the other party to lie.

So, what exactly does Chi Fan think of himself?Do you treat them as ordinary friends, juniors who have a good relationship, or...someone with a little affection?

Under Fu Nianyu's nervous gaze, Fu Siyan raised the corners of his mouth, looking in a good mood.

"You? Beg me sincerely, and I'll blow up? Tell you mercifully."

"..."

Out of the corner of his eye, he spotted Chi Fan who was walking back after paying the bill, and Fu Nianyu pressed down to suppress the urge to smash the nose of the bastard in front of him, and squeezed out a word viciously through his teeth.

"roll!"

***

The three of them left the restaurant together, Fu Siyan's car was parked by the side of the road, he asked Chi Fan.

"Do you want me to take you back?" Seeing Chi Fan looking at Fu Nianyu, Fu Siyan added, "By the way? It's not impossible for him."

Fu Nianyu didn't say anything, but his dark face showed how disgusted he was with this proposal.

"No, thank you." Chi Fan smiled, "We can just walk back."

Fu Siyan took a deep look at him: "Is your performance over?"

Chi Fan nodded calmly: "Yes."

Fu Nianyu felt a pain in his heart, and his chest felt tight.Neither he nor Chi Fan had explicitly mentioned this matter. Now that Fu Siyan asked about it, the answer that he had been avoiding all this time was finally officially put on the table.

Yes.

ended.

Their "couple relationship" has been terminated.

Everything is back on track again.

Fu Siyan drove away. Chi Fan glanced at Fu Nianyu. The boy's expression was a little gloomy. I wonder if he was still angry with Fu Siyan.Seeing him like this usually, Chi Fan would always say a few words of conciliation, but today he didn't say anything, he just patted Fu Nianyu's arm lightly.

"Let's go."

The private restaurant where we ate was very close to S University, and the two of them tacitly chose to take a walk back.They have walked this road many times, but such a silent situation like today is rare.

Fu Nianyu wanted to say something, but he didn't know what to say, and Chi Fan didn't seem to be very interested in chatting, and his eyes were a little wandering, as if he was thinking about something.When he reached the gate of University S, Chi Fan did not stop, but said to Fu Nianyu.

"It was always you before? Send me back, and let me send you? Once."

This "before" naturally refers to the days when the two of them were acting. Fu Nianyu's heart tightened for no reason, and he vaguely felt something, but he couldn't grasp it specifically, so he could only nod slowly. .

"it is good."

After walking countless times, it suddenly became long due to suffering, but it was very short. Before Fu Nianyu could figure out Chi Fan's intentions, they had already arrived downstairs in the community.

"Want to sit up?" Fu Nianyu asked.

"No, next time?"

This "next time" made Fu Nianyu feel a little better.For a moment just now, he even felt that with the end of his acting relationship, Chi Fan seemed to be leaving him too. This premonition made him flustered.

"Go back." Chi Fan waved his hand, "Goodbye.

Fu Nianyu also waved his hand. He walked a few steps into the building, then stopped suddenly, and turned to look at Chi Fan.

"Senior." Fu Nianyu asked, "Can we still be the same as before?"

...You? Hope, are we still the same?

But Chi Fan didn't ask in the end, just nodded slightly and smiled faintly.

"Goodbye."

"Goodbye, senior."

Until the boy's figure completely disappeared in the building, Chi Fan still stood where he was.He seemed to be in a daze, and seemed reluctant to leave. After a long time, he sighed softly, turned and left.

At this time, Fu Nianyu didn't expect that it would be two months before he met Chi Fan again.

The author has something to say: Don’t worry, it’s coming soon, it’s really coming soon..._(:з」∠)_