When I woke up, my son was older than me

"Xiao Yue, things are not what you think." Seeing that Xiao Yue's excitement had reached its peak, he would collapse in the next second.Xiao Sifan hurriedly explained that he had too many reasons to tell the other party that the 18-year disappearance was not his wish, even though he might not have been a qualified father before, but after getting along for such a long time, he believed that he could It must have been considered qualified.

But before Xiao Sifan could say anything, Xiao Yue dragged him to the door, pointed to the door and said, "Get out of my house! I don't want to hear the so-called false excuses you made up, those flattery You can coax my dad to listen to the words, but I, Xiao Yue, will never soften my heart!"

He hated his little dad for more than ten years.

In the first two years, he was ignorant, and there was a trace of anticipation mixed with hatred, anticipating when his little dad would suddenly appear, so that he might reluctantly forgive him.But in the next few years, he realized clearly that the so-called expectation was completely superfluous, and there would never be any blood relationship between father and son between him and his little dad.

Such a person who abandons his family and children can be regarded as a good person!

Xiao Yue, who was dazzled by hatred, couldn't even remember why Xiao Sifan was 36 years old when he was alone, nor why the other party would re-enter the campus with his face on his back, let alone why the other party just Became his deskmate.

Good things in the past are like irony.

Everything he has experienced in the past speaks of his stupidity!

It's ridiculous that he still regards the person in front of him as his good brother.

"Xiao Sifan, I, Xiao Yue, have only one father, and that is my father." Xiao Yue stared at Xiao Sifan with red eyes and said, "And you are nothing."

nothing... nothing...

When these words appeared in Xiao Sifan's ears, it would be an absolute lie to say that he didn't have any sad emotions in his heart, but seeing the pitiful look of the person in front of him holding back tears, the little sadness in his heart It also drifted away with the wind.

In the end he was sorry for him.

Standing outside the gate of Ling's house, Xiao Sifan wanted to say something more, but Xiao Yue turned and left mercilessly.The full explanation was swallowed abruptly.He did nothing, took a taxi back to his home after sighing.

Xiao's father, Xiao's mother, looked at Xiao Sifan's return suspiciously, and Xiao's mother stepped forward and asked, "Aren't you going to teach Xiaoyue today? Why did you come back so early?"

Xiao Sifan replied: "He already knows my identity."

"What!" Xiao's father and Xiao's mother were startled, Qi Qi asked: "He knows who you are, then he..."

"I was kicked out." Xiao Sifan smiled bitterly.

Xiao's mother was stunned, and then sighed: "I don't blame that child, your father and I also suspected the reason for your disappearance a few years ago. At that time, there were rumors and rumors, and I was afraid that I would listen to all the bad things I said. Now that the child has grown up, the knot is even more difficult to untie."

Speaking of this, he paused, and then said: "How about me and your father go to Xiaoyue and talk to him, that child is very filial to us."

Xiao Yue's filial piety to Xiao's father and mother is obvious to all, even though Xiao's father and mother have not been in China for many years, Xiao Yue will go abroad to visit the two elders every Chinese New Year.

It's been like this every year, and it hasn't been broken once.

"No need." Xiao Sifan replied, he shook his head and explained: "Now you go and tell him, I'm afraid you will blame you too. He has hated me for so many years, let him vent, as for later... Let's talk about it when we go to school tomorrow. Maybe it will be fine after I get angry..."

This made Xiao Sifan himself not sure, he had always understood what kind of character Xiao Yue was, and judging from the premise that the other party had held grudges for more than ten years, he might not know what kind of trial he would face tomorrow.But he couldn't escape, there would always be a day when this matter would become unstoppable, but he didn't expect it to come so suddenly.

When Xiao Sifan came to the school the next day, as expected, he saw that his seat had been moved to one side, and the stool had been kicked to the ground at random.And the place where his seat originally belonged was held by one of Xiao Yue's legs, and the other party was lying on his seat to catch up on sleep.

It was [-]:[-] in the morning, and the other party was able to open the door and move his seat before everyone came, which showed how early he got up.

"Xiao Yue, what do you mean?" Xiao Sifan asked in a low voice.

"What do you mean?" Xiao Yue raised his head slightly, and glanced at him with a squinting gaze, "It means what you saw, what, you are so old-fashioned that you need me to translate for you? Oh, that's right. I forgot A certain person is a generation older than me, so naturally he doesn't understand what our generation means."

"I'm telling you what I mean - get out of here, as far as you can, and don't let me see you again. Because I feel disgusted when I see you."

"Xiao Yue..."

"Don't call me by my name!" Xiao Yue stood up abruptly, kicking the iron stool in front of him, "What qualifications do you have to call me by my name! Why are you!"

Xiao Sifan suppressed the sourness constantly circling in his stomach. Although he couldn't make up for the mistakes he made before, he also felt guilty for it.But guilt doesn't mean that he blames himself for those mistakes. Many things are not what the other party thinks. Why should he bear the other party's anger for some misunderstandings that should not have arisen.

He can back down.

He can make it up.

He can even let the other party vent.

But he didn't want to put those trumped-up charges on his head.

"Xiao Yue, the disappearance of these 18 years is not my wish." Xiao Sifan explained, "I admit that I have not fulfilled the responsibility of a father, and I also admit that I have far failed to fulfill the obligations of a father to you. I don't ask for forgiveness, nor do I seek psychological comfort. I just want to tell you that I never abandoned you...never..."

From the day he decided to give birth to Xiao Yue, Xiao Sifan had already thought about the responsibility of having a child and raising the child alone, and he didn't even think about finding another father for the child.Unexpectedly, after going around in the end, the other father of the child will take on the responsibility of raising the child.

"Do you think it's interesting to say this now? Who wouldn't say sophistry." Xiao Yue sneered, "I don't know how you brainwashed my dad to believe what you said, but I won't. If you are really for me Okay, get out of my sight immediately. Get it? Get out of my sight."

He resented that the person in front of him spoke to him in a calm manner. It was obvious that the other party had abandoned him for 18 years, but it seemed that those 18 years were just a fleeting moment for the other party. The meaning of wanting to save.

Do you just not care about his son?

good!Since you don't care, then never appear in front of his eyes.

"Is this your request..." Xiao Sifan lowered his eyes slightly and said, "If I disappear from your sight, will it be easier for you?"

"Of course!" Xiao Yue replied impatiently, "As long as you disappear, I'll be happy! So get out immediately!" He pointed to the door of the classroom, and people began to pass by outside the door, and soon a person walked into the class .But the man was disturbed by the atmosphere in front of him, and he dared not move in.

Xiao Sifan glanced at that person, then at Xiao Yue, turned around and walked out of the classroom towards the principal's office.And after he left, Xiao Yue seemed to widen his eyes slightly because of the clean leaving figure. Although he was scolded by Xiao Yue, Xiao Yue was not at all excited because of the other party's departure, but gave birth to A sense of anger.

This guy just left?

Not explaining anything, not dawdling, not even saying a word or two to please him?

what father!Is there such a father!

Xiao Yue was so angry that he kicked the iron stool again, completely knocking the iron stool to the ground, before he could go back to his seat and sit down.

After going to the principal's office, Xiao Sifan was not as calm as he was in the classroom just now. He frowned so tightly that he could almost crush any tiny creature.He leaned against the back of the sofa in the principal's room, with an indescribable melancholy.

Saying you don't care is a lie.

It's a bit false to say that you can't ask for forgiveness from the other party.

It's just that he knows in his heart that he has no reason to ask for forgiveness, let alone a reason to stay by the other party's side.

Getting along for such a long time has taught him how to be the father and friend of the child. He thought that everything would gradually get better, but God really likes to give people a blow in the head when people see hope.This stick completely woke him up, a fake boy who was addicted to the game of disguise.

Even if everything is not what he wants, so what?

The passage of time is something he can't make up for with anything.

"What's the matter? It's early in the morning in my sad spring and autumn, did you quarrel with Xiaoyue?" Xiao Song brought up the hot water he had just boiled and was about to pour it into the kettle, "No way, you two get along very well recently Okay. Or did that kid make you unhappy?"

Xiao Sifan stared at the pot of hot water and said, "He knows my identity."

"Oh, he knows you... what!" Xiao Song trembled, almost scalding himself, and hurriedly put the hot water bottle away, "He knows your identity? He knows you are his little dad? Then he What should I say? Did you fight with me?"

"No." There was no hands-on action.

but--

"He told me to go."

When Xiao Sifan said this, there was a hint of disappointment in his tone that he couldn't quite hear.

Xiao Song laughed, "You deserve it!" After laughing, he restrained his smile and said solemnly: "Then what are you going to do? With his temper, he won't get well for eight or ten days, or it may last longer After all, the father-son hatred between you two has existed for so many years, and it is impossible to untie it easily."

Xiao Sifan glanced at him, "You said exactly the same thing as my mother."

Xiao Song didn't react at first, and then he laughed angrily: "You kid, you still have the heart to tease me. Think about yourself, you really deserve to be let go. Let you stay by his side in a disguised identity, is this a reliable method?" , Now that the incident is revealed, let's see how you can save it!"

"You didn't refute it at the beginning. Speaking of responsibility, you are half of the uncle."

"..." There are two of you, father and son, one of you is worse than the other!

Shaking off the thoughts in his heart, Xiao Song asked: "Then what are you going to do in the future?"