Sheng Qingxu stood on the rooftop, the wind blowing against his legs.Sheng Qingxu lowered his head and looked downstairs.

In December, at almost 2 o'clock in the morning, on the seventh floor, Sheng Qingxu sat in the wind for more than an hour, drinking half a can of beer.My hands were too cold to hold the beer can, so I didn't finish the drink.

At the last moment of his life, Sheng Qingxu couldn't taste the taste of wine, he just felt bitter. He didn't understand why some people love to drink.

At around 11 o'clock, he walked around the 711 for a few times. It seemed that he only saw Strawberry Pocky, but he felt that if he was found downstairs tomorrow, he would only see a box of pink powder when he came to the rooftop. pocky, looks not decent.

Just buy a can of beer.Sheng Qingxu took a can of beer and went to pay the bill. It was quite normal for him to drink away his worries, and no one was worried.

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Regret... regret!Sheng Qingxu's remorse echoed on the deserted rooftop.

Sheng Qingxu and the beer can looked at each other, his teeth chattering from the cold.He always dresses in style rather than temperature. He wears a large plaid shirt with a black high-collar base, black skinny ripped jeans, black earrings, and two rings on his hands.

It's cold, so fucking cold.Sheng Qingxu lay on the ground with his neck curled up and his arms folded, feeling the bitterness of beer still lingering in his mouth.

If I had known earlier, I would have bought what I wanted. Sheng Qingxu lived for 20 years, and in the last period of his life, he couldn't even eat what he wanted, so he insisted on buying a bottle of beer hypocritically.

He will be dead tomorrow. At that time, even if he was wearing women's clothing, was on the news and trending, and the photos of his body were reposted in countless WeChat groups in the school-he was dead, he didn't feel anything, and he wouldn't know anything.

By this time, Sheng Qingxu still hadn't been able to accomplish anything he wanted to do.

Maybe that's why he was damned.

But this is also the last time.

Sheng Qingxu got up and walked to the edge of the roof step by step. This is the top of the bell tower, overlooking the whole school.Sheng Qingxu climbed onto the edge of the wall with one foot, kicked up with the other foot, and stood up easily.

He was wearing a pair of [-]-hole Martin boots, with some insoles carefully placed inside, making his legs appear slender and long.

Sheng Qingxu is very good at dressing up, and his greatest pleasure is also dressing himself up.Even in such a failure, he spent the past 20 years beautifully.

There is nothing to regret.Sheng Qingxu bid farewell to himself in the midwinter night wind, and fell forward without hesitation.

If people evolve to be able to fly in the future, they should feel this way in the first second of volleying.

Sheng Qingxu went down abruptly and stopped on the fifth floor.

Jumping off a building feels so magical.Sheng Qingxu flew with his eyes closed for a while, it was too long, he opened his eyes and saw that he was stuck in the air on the fifth floor.

Sheng Qingxu: "..."

The windows outside the lecture hall on the fifth floor were wiped clean. With the headlights on at night in the playground, Sheng Qingxu saw himself in the reflection on the glass—one hand grabbed the clothes behind him, holding Sheng Qingxu's hand. Xu stopped in the air.

Fortunately, Sheng Qingxu was thin and his clothes were of good quality, so Sheng Qingxu was carried safely.

But... this is the fifth floor.

Sheng Qingxu raised his head and looked up along that hand. He saw a person lying on the roof of the 7th floor. His expression was like that of every person who was saving suicide, gnashing his teeth and frowning.his hand……

Sheng Qingxu saw his hand elongated like plasticine, spanned the entire sixth floor, and grabbed Sheng Qingxu.

It is known that the height of the first floor is 4 to 5 meters. The thing that grabbed him is definitely not a person.

Sheng Qingxu stared at those eyes for 2 seconds. At 2 o'clock in the morning, the bell rang, overshadowing Sheng Qingxu's terrified screams.

10 minute later.

Sheng Qingxu squatted on the roof again. He shrank nervously into his clothes, buried his face in his collar, and only showed a pair of eyes to look at the person in front of him in horror.

The man in front of him was kneeling on the ground, like a driver coaxing a stray cat out of his car.He looked at Sheng Qingxu worriedly, moved his hand a little, and Sheng Qingxu shouted:

"do not come!"

His movements froze, and he didn't get close to Sheng Qingxu in the end. He just took off his coat, placed it carefully between him and Sheng Qingxu, and slowly moved back to the original place, saying in a warm voice:

"The wind is too strong, put it on, and be careful of catching a cold."

Sheng Qingxu's eyes became more wary. He hugged his knees and moved back a little. His hands were red from the cold, but he didn't dare to take his clothes.

He knew him, Xu Luoxi, a teacher in the physics department.Sheng Qingxu had taken his elective class, and Xu Luoxi's class was a popular elective class. Every time Sheng Qingxu went, he sat in the seat at the back door, and the seats in front were all full.

Xu Luoxi's appearance is quite good, so good that she hardly looks like a college teacher.Sheng Qingxu didn't listen to his lectures very much, and only had the impression of being gentle and persuasive, and the not-so-funny jokes he told occasionally caused a burst of laughter in the classroom.

All this bored Sheng Qingxu.

He has only attended Xu Luoxi's class a few times. He saw him from a distance giving lectures with a smile on his face, and said that he was very happy that everyone came to the class. I am very happy to give you lectures and other scenes.

...Sheng Qingxu actually remembered it all.

But he doesn't like this Teacher Xu.At first glance, it looks like a person who grew up in a smooth sailing. He naturally chose a field beyond the reach of ordinary people, and lived a life without setbacks and conflicts... Only then can he laugh like that.

... This kind of person is the most annoying.

Sheng Qingxu quickly left after finishing his credits, and quickly forgot about this teacher.

But now I ran into him in this situation.Sheng Qingxu also saw something beyond ordinary people's cognition - a teacher who taught college physics, his hand could be stretched like Lu Fei, and he could lift a person who jumped off a building.

In just half an hour, Sheng Qingxu first lost the motivation to live, and Xu Luoxi came to add icing on the cake, smashing Sheng Qingxu's materialistic worldview.

The two stood in a stalemate for a long time, Sheng Qingxu didn't move, and Xu Luoxi didn't dare to move either.His coat lay awkwardly between the two of them. After a long time, Sheng Qingxu sneezed.

Sheng Qingxu: "..."

Xu Luoxi coaxed him: "Put it on, it's too cold here."

Sheng Qingxu didn't answer.

Xu Luoxi didn't know how to deal with this situation. He squatted halfway, scratched his face with his fingers, and said:

"Just now why...did you jump off?"

"Sheng Qingxu."

Xu Luoxi is very young, obviously the kind of nerd who has read too many books and can't speak or do things very well.What was even more surprising was that he remembered Sheng Qingxu's name.

Elective courses are held in a lecture theater that can accommodate 200 people, and Xu Luoxi has never called his name—this kind of attendance rate, he does not need a roll call.

Sheng Qingxu is not from the School of Physics, and every time he takes an elective, he just sits in a corner, but Xu Luoxi actually remembers his name.

"You...you know me?"

Even though a hundred questions lingered in his mind, what Sheng Qingxu blurted out was the most insignificant one.

Seeing that Sheng Qingxu was still willing to speak, Xu Luoxi quickly replied:

"Yes...you have attended my class."

He paused, then added: "You are beautiful."

After Xu Luoxi finished speaking, she stretched out her hand and touched the back of her head, feeling embarrassed first.

Abnormal.Sheng Qingxu thought to himself.

He has mixed feelings in his heart. A teacher who is teaching a big class is 800 meters away, and he can still notice the beautiful male students while lecturing. This is definitely a pervert...

On the one hand, I am very happy.He didn't mean "handsome" or good-looking, but "beautiful"... This is the highest praise for Sheng Qingxu.

You are also a pervert.Sheng Qingxu spurned himself in his heart.

Sheng Qingxu shrank his neck again, hugged his knees tightly, stretched out a finger, and pointed at the opponent's hand.

"Your hand... stretched just now."

Xu Luoxi stammered immediately: "You may be wrong..."

Sheng Qingxu: "No."

Xu Luoxi: "It's really not..."

Sheng Qingxu: "I saw it."

Although Sheng Qingxu had just jumped over the building, he had a clear mind and was decisive, and he had no room for excuses to refute Xu Luoxi.Xu Luoxi raised her hand as if surrendering, and Sheng Qingxu stared at him warily.

Xu Luoxi was very hard to say, he closed his eyes and said:

"I'm an alien."

Sheng Qingxu: "..."

His mouth and brain didn't know how to respond, saying that Xu Luoxi was talking nonsense, and Sheng Qingxu had indeed seen a supernatural phenomenon just now; believe him, this sentence is really nonsense no matter how it sounds...

Sheng Qingxu's brain froze for a moment, and a mess of hairballs emerged from the top of his head.

In this dreamy silence, he sneezed again.

Xu Luoxi worried: "It's too cold here, shall we go down?"

Sheng Qingxu was silent for a while, then asked again:

"Alien, will you kill someone?"

Xu Luoxi was taken aback by his question, and he immediately replied:

"No... I won't hurt anyone."

Sheng Qingxu lowered his eyes, tapped his boots with his slender fingers, and said:

"If you can, you can kill me."

"Otherwise I will still jump off the building. If I fail this time, there will be another time. If I fail next time, there will be another time... until I really die."

He tilted his head towards Xu Luoxi, as if the half-can of beer had just made him drunk, and an innocent smile appeared on Sheng Qingxu's beautiful face.

Sheng Qingxu's desire to die was so firm and strong, as if it was the only thing that could keep him going forward.

Xu Luoxi stared at him blankly, his upright and energetic expression in class faded completely, like a child running and playing in the garden all day before coming to a puddle of mud.Xu Luoxi must not be able to figure out why someone wants to die, no matter whether he is an alien or not, he must have never seen a rotten person who is too rotten to survive.

Sheng Qingxu, a rotten man who has contributed to the diversity of people on earth, supported his long legs. His piercing smile could not last for two seconds. Xu Luoxi suddenly stood up and walked towards him angrily.

Sheng Qingxu was taken aback, Xu Luoxi's face was cold, as if he had changed into a different person, Sheng Qingxu thought that he was really angered by him, when Xu Luoxi walked towards him quickly, Sheng Qingxu was completely frightened Don't dare to move.

The next second, Xu Luoxi carried him on his shoulders. Xu Luoxi didn't even forget his coat. He put the coat on one hand and carried Sheng Qingxu on the other. Regardless of his struggle, he took Sheng Qingxu downstairs .

Although Sheng Qingxu was thin, he was also 176cm tall, and was easily carried by Xu Luoxi like a humanoid pillow.During this period, no matter how Sheng Qingxu struggled and hammered Xu Luoxi's shoulder, Xu Luoxi didn't move at all, and went down the seventh floor in one breath, stuffed Sheng Qingxu into his car, and put on his seat belt for him.

Sheng Qingxu was completely stunned, with all kinds of horrible thoughts of being divided into corpses by a perverted murderer in his mind, Xu Luoxi drove without saying a word, Sheng Qingxu didn't know where he was going to take him.

He was holding on to his seat belt, and there was no one on the street in the middle of the night, only the backing street lights.Something fluttered outside the car window, and Sheng Qingxu took a closer look, and it started to snow.

This year's first snow came late, and the snow scene in X City is quite beautiful. Sheng Qingxu can foresee that tomorrow's school will be full of people taking pictures, making snowmen, and snowing is a great event for the students.

Xu Luoxi drove very steadily. After the snow fell, he slowed down a little, as if he was looking at the little snowflakes that had just started to fall.

Sheng Qingxu's fear eased a little. Those who are interested in watching the snow should not be so scary.

Xu Luoxi's car stopped in front of the apartment, he turned off the engine, and the two sat quietly in the car.

A suicide attempt, an alien.Sheng Qingxu was sitting in the car and heard Xu Luoxi's soft breathing.

Aliens also breathe?He thought wildly.

Xu Luoxi asked, "Do you feel better?"

Sheng Qingxu thought that those who didn't want to die would be scared to death by you, and he didn't know what kind of "good" Xu Luoxi was, so he just nodded indiscriminately.

Xu Luoxi looked out of the car window and said, "It's snowing."

It is indeed snowing, and the snow is getting bigger and bigger, and the road has been paved with a thin layer.

Xu Luoxi lowered her head to unfasten her seat belt, and said, "Get out of the car, I have hot cocoa over there."

Ten minutes later, Sheng Qingxu sat on the sofa at Xu Luoxi's house, and Xu Luoxi went into the kitchen to boil water and dispose of some bottles and cans.

Sheng Qingxu's mind had never been so confused by the last big question in the math paper for the college entrance examination.Xu Luoxi's perverted speeches tonight have overwhelmed his hand that had a huge impact on Sheng Qingxu, and Sheng Qingxu began to believe that Xu Luoxi is an upright person—at least an upright teacher, Otherwise, with his misleading remarks, he would have been arrested if he crossed the line a little bit.

No...he is an alien.

Sheng Qingxu's mind became even more confused.

After a while, Xu Luoxi came out with a cup.The indoor lighting made Sheng Qingxu see Xu Luoxi's face clearly for the first time.

In the past, he just watched him from a distance in the corner of the classroom.Xu Luoxi is a teacher with good clothing quality. His elective course will be in the next semester. From autumn to winter, Sheng Qingxu likes every set of Xu Luoxi's clothes.He is tall, with black and soft hair, fair skin, broad shoulders and long legs. He looks handsome and decent, and he is quite comfortable when giving lectures.

He is a good teacher, standing in front of the podium is simply shining.

This hurt Sheng Qingxu's eyes.

Every time he saw someone like Xu Luoxi, Sheng Qingxu would stay away expressionlessly.Even though they had a friendly conversation with Sheng Qingxu with excellent moral character, their sparkling eyes, unrestrained enthusiasm and effortless self-confidence all stung Sheng Qingxu all the time, making him want to run away.

The existence of every such person reminds Sheng Qingxu that he is different from them, and there is an insurmountable abyss between him and the world of normal people, 15 years old, 20 years old, 25 years old... forever.

It's a pity that he attends a pretty good school, which is full of such people, everyone is creating brilliance and rushing to a great future.

Whenever this happened, Sheng Qingxu would feel suffocated for a while. During class, he always sat closest to the door.There are one or two classes every week - in Sheng Qingxu's memory, if it wasn't the third class on Tuesday morning, or the second class on Thursday afternoon, Sheng Qingxu would sneak back to the dormitory to face the real situation Own.

He was lucky, this class was divided into dormitories, and there were only two people left in the four-person room when he arrived. His roommate was a local, and he went home after staying for a symbolic one or two weeks.

It's very unfortunate that Sheng Qingxu is the only one left in the dormitory, no longer restrained, it is a fertile land that can't nourish secrets.

When Sheng Qingxu skipped class and went back to the dormitory, he was often depressed for a long time. He had to draw the curtains and wait for a few minutes to make sure that there was no one in the dormitory next door, and double-checked that the room was locked.Then unlock the locker.

Inside his locker was a space that was out of place in the boys' dormitory.

Dresses, stockings, underwear, sundresses, cosmetic bags, wigs.

Sheng Qingxu felt throbbing every time he opened it, like a 14-year-old Juliet having a tryst with her lover, a young heart falling in love for the first time, there is nothing more exciting than this.

In this dormitory that was completely sealed by Sheng Qingxu, he briefly left behind his guilt, all the unbearable memories, the pressure, and the troubles. He played one of his favorite albums, followed by the female voice. Humming softly, I went to take a shower, used women's shampoo and shower gel, carefully rubbed body lotion, and dried my hair.

Then put on makeup, choose clothes, put on a wig, take a selfie in the mirror, and turn around.

Sheng Qingxu's women's clothing is quite perfect.The waist is thin, the buttocks are a little fleshy, the shoulders, hands and legs are soft, and the most important thing is that he has a face that is very suitable for drawing.Sheng Qingxu's plain face has restrained double eyelids, a small and smooth face, and exquisite facial features. Even with light makeup, there is no violation in the slightest.

He doesn't need extra expressions and movements, as long as he dresses up carefully and stands there, he is very beautiful.

Often at this time, a long time has passed, and the sound of people entering and leaving the dormitory next door, Sheng Qingxu can only hurriedly take a few photos of today's outfit in the mirror and put them into the hidden album, then hurriedly remove her makeup, and lock her secret back.

The moment he lay back on the bed, Sheng Qingxu started his sage time.

He hated himself for being like this again, for falling into dirty pleasure again.Repeatedly whipping myself with the most obscene words in my heart: Bitch... Bitch... Die badly...

Then I thought about the senior year in the next semester, and no longer check the dormitory, so I can move out without parental consent.He has plenty of money, he will have his own cloakroom...

You must die...

Sheng Qingxu pulled himself into two pieces, and then patched them up haphazardly.When he moves out, he's going to put on his favorite clothes and go to the coveted coffee shop with hot cocoa topped with whipped cream and marshmallows, if only he had someone to accompany him, although it's impossible... himself It's good to go alone.

You bastard...you think well...you're screwed.

Sheng Qingxu fell into a whirlpool of memories on the sofa, his eyes were dull, staring at a certain point of nothingness for a long time.

A warm thing was handed to him, Sheng Qingxu looked down.

It was a cup of hot cocoa with whipped cream and marshmallows on top.

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