sing and be the wind

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The assistant tripped over the corner of the table with a "slap" and fell face-to-face.

Jin Songfeng: ...

Carrying a hot drink, Jin Songfeng searched along the street and saw Qu Changge squatting on the ground from a distance, teasing a little milk cat through the cage, so he walked over quickly.

When I walked in, I saw the cat turned upside down, revealing its snow-white belly, with its paws resting, its head tilted, eyes blinking, and vigilantly looking at the cat teaser in Qu Changsinger.

Qu Changge put his feathers down, and put his feathers down. As soon as the cat stretched out his claws to catch it, he quickly lifted up the feathers to prevent it from being caught.The cat scratched in anger, Qu Changge lowered his head and laughed uncontrollably, his shoulders shaking.

The owner of the store is a 50-year-old uncle. He moved a low stool and sat in front of the store watching Qu Changge teasing cats. He couldn't help but teach him: "You can't do it like this. Let him catch it once and taste the sweetness."

Sure enough, the little milk cat turned his head and ignored Qu Changge, but his eyes were still shrewdly rolling.

Qu Changge lowered his hand and let the feather scratch the cat's belly. As expected, the cat couldn't help it, and stretched out its paws to grab it again.

Qu Changge laughed out loud, light and crisp, and kept laughing.

The uncle saw that he liked it, so he asked him why he didn't have one.

Qu Changge was startled when he heard the words, then returned the cat teasing stick to the uncle, stood up and smiled softly: "There are still people in the family, I don't know if I like small animals or not, so I can't decide what to raise by myself." I couldn't stop tapping the cat's head with my fingertips, "I probably don't like people like him."

Jin Songfeng was watching him smile, but couldn't help curling the corners of his mouth. Now that he heard what he said, the smile froze on his lips.Sighing lightly, he went up to call Qu Changge.

Qu Changge was surprised: "Is it over so soon?"

Jin Songfeng said "um", and handed the hot cocoa to Qu Changge, and shook it by the way, and it was really cold.

"Let's eat first? Or should we go shopping again?" Jin Songfeng straightened his collar for him, looked down at him, and didn't even look at the cats and dogs next to him.

Qu Changge was born with a cold body, holding a hot drink at this moment, he felt much warmer, and couldn't help but bow his head and take a sip.The marshmallows haven't completely melted yet, sweet from the tip of the tongue to the heart.

He looked reluctantly at the kitten he had just teased, but he still didn't say anything, just bid farewell to the uncle of the shopkeeper politely.

"Walk inside with me again. It's still early and I don't want to have dinner."

Jin Songfeng nodded, everything was up to him.Then he nodded to the shopkeeper as farewell, and left side by side with Qu Changge.

Qu Changge dragged Jin Songfeng's arm to play his temper and didn't want to go to the restaurant he ordered for dinner. Jin Songfeng had no choice but to follow him, walking and eating all the way.Buy an oolong tea ice cream puff here, buy a large cup of oden there, and walk two more steps. When you see a cotton candy seller, you have to squeeze in a group of elementary school students to buy one. You can’t walk in front of the game store, so you have to choose Picking up and buying a game, I was willing to leave.

When the two finally reached the Ferris wheel, it was already dark.

"Ah—" Qu Changge turned his head and opened his mouth.

Jin Songfeng stuffed the freshly peeled sugar-fried chestnuts into Qu Changge's mouth.

"Why are there so many people?" Qu Changge lowered his head and lowered his hat a little more.

On the lawn under the Ferris wheel, a group of young people were singing, holding guitars and beating drums, attracting a group of people to stop.

Qu Changge watched for a while on tiptoe, but couldn't see anything, so he resentfully went to line up to buy a ticket to ride the Ferris wheel.

The two finally sat on the Ferris wheel, and as the seats rose slowly, they rose into the air.

Qu Changge was a little afraid of heights, so he couldn't help pinching Jin Songfeng's hand.Jin Songfeng held him backhanded, wrapped his hand into his own, and held it firmly.

Qu Changge was suddenly not afraid. He let Jin Songfeng lead him, took off his baseball cap, turned around and opened the glass door to look out.

The young painter looks at the outside world curiously like a child, which is different from the gorgeous fantasy in his paintings, calm and real.

The ferris wheel was slowly rising, and the sky was completely dark, as if the sky and the earth were swallowed by darkness in the distance.The dark air trembled like waves, setting off a stormy sea in Qu Changge's eyes.He chased the light refracted by the ferris wheel, shuttled through the darkness, and floated to the sky, the sky was dark blue, and no stars could be seen; he fell from the sky to the ground, and the singer's voice was still immature, supporting him slowly Floating in mid-air, all the people turned into small bugs, growing fluorescent green wings, waving non-stop, and the wind blowing out forced him to hold on to the cloud under him.

"Bang bang——" a series of drumming brought him closer to a new world, with a lake in the distance, fish in the lake, stars at the top, and birds beside the stars.The bustling lights were stirred by the sound of drums and shattered in the lake into a sea of ​​stars.Human beings are so illusory, blown away by the wind, becoming more and more blurred, as if between heaven and earth, in just a few decades, if you want this life, just take it.Turned into ashes, turned into loess, only the transparent soul left, wandering in the world, wanting to touch the reluctant person, but can only see his own hand passing through the body.

Qu Changge looked down at his palm.

Jin Songfeng let him let go of his hand, still looking intently at the back of the head of the people around him.

The scenery is all meaningless virtual scenery.

—tbc

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【Fives】

The joys and sorrows of human beings will be crushed into pieces by time and rushed into the torrent of history.Love, hate, and hatred are just bookmarks that I personally inserted into my memories.When the lifeline in your hand comes to an end, all the stories come to an abrupt end, waiting to be forgotten.

What is unforgivable?What is there to be stubborn about?What else is there for a lifetime?

"What are you thinking again?" Jin Songfeng patted his head.

Qu Changge turned to look at him.

"You promised me a long time ago that you would take me on the Ferris wheel." Qu Changge asked softly, "Do you remember?"

Jin Songfeng said helplessly: "I remember. I bought all the tickets, but I was kicked out."

"You say, if you say you forgot my birthday on purpose, I will forgive you." Qu Changge looked at Jin Songfeng persistently.

"I've never forgotten your birthday." Jin Songfeng became anxious and opened his mouth to explain but didn't know how to do so.

"Actually, that's not important. But I'm always afraid of losing you. I was afraid when I was a child. I was afraid that you would be bored if you were too close, but I couldn't help but want to get close to you."

Qu Changge touched Jin Songfeng's side face affectionately, and Jin Songfeng impatiently grabbed his hand and held it in his own.

Qu Changge didn't mind, and still looked at Jin Songfeng with a calm expression, but the corners of his eyes were slightly red.He blinked slowly, still innocent in his eyes.Jin Songfeng also looked at him, and through his pupils, what he saw was not himself, but Qu Changge, who was withdrawn back then, but only treated him innocently.

"I'm also afraid now. I don't know what calculations you and my dad are making, what are you planning. Why did I have a marriage contract with you for no reason? You are a brother, and why you suddenly became a lover. But it doesn't matter, yes Well, after all, it is his pawn, who is it not to marry?"

"It's not like this." Jin Songfeng held his face and gently wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes with his fingertips.

"Back then, my father said to my grandfather that he would treat his mother wholeheartedly, so my grandfather agreed to their marriage. But he only cared about his business, and his mother was not in good health, so he never spent time with her. He didn't even come back to see her for the last time , just for a 700 million business."

Qu Changge's tears flowed uncontrollably.Before the age of four, he was sent to his grandfather's house because he was left unattended. After the age of four, because his mother's physical condition was really worrying, he was sent back to get along with his parents.At the age of five, he lost his mother forever.Scene after scene thought to have been forgotten, but was clearly recalled.

"She can't take good care of me, but I know she loves me. She is so weak, but she has to knit a scarf for me every winter. When I'm not around, she sends it to me."

"They all think I'm too young to remember and don't understand. But I actually remember it all. I remember my dad talking on the phone saying he's coming, but he's still busy with his business."

"When did you become like that? Obviously it wasn't like this before. But it seems that you have become another person overnight. Although you are not yet an adult, you have become a busy adult. I convince myself every day that you are still you, But I'm afraid. I don't know anything, I don't know if you forget me as you walk, and I don't know anything now. You are all busy with your own affairs, you involve me, but Don't want to tell me anything."

"Don't cry, baby." Jin Songfeng wiped away his tears with his cuff at a loss, but he didn't dare to use too much force, he just felt that his heart was going to be broken.

Qu Changge held Jin Songfeng's forearm and vigorously wiped away his tears on half of the sleeve.

"Give me an explanation, or lie to me. I'll believe what you say. Say it."

"I—" Jin Songfeng fell silent.

"Forget it." Qu Changge slowly let go of his cuff.

The Ferris wheel took them slowly to the highest point.

"Have I not proposed yet?" Jin Songfeng suddenly smiled softly, turned sideways, knelt down on one knee in the narrow aisle, and half squeezed Qu Changge's hand.

Qu Changge looked at him in astonishment, his eyes were red like a rabbit.

"I love you, I am willing to live for you, and I am not afraid to fall from this height with you."

"Qu Changge, are you willing to be with Jin Songfeng? Be a partner, never leave, even death can't separate us. Leave everything you worry about to me to appease you. I just want you to be happy. "

"Promise me? Huh?"

Jin Songfeng clasped his fingertips and kissed Qu Changge's left ring finger devoutly.

Qu Changge shook his head, thinking