In those years, the scum we met

When Shang Qianyao woke up in a daze, it was the middle of the night, he felt a coolness on his forehead, and touched it with his hand unconsciously, it was a piece of cold towel.

A flash of joy flashed in his heart, and he knew that that person would never leave him alone.

He struggled to sit up, and accidentally knocked over the glass on the bedside table, hitting the ground with a loud noise.

Shang Qianyao's movements were a little slow, and it took him a long time to react. He stretched out his hand and rubbed the center of his brows, staring blankly at the water and glass shards that were spilled on the ground.

The curtains in the room were drawn tightly, but there was a small lamp at the head of the bed, emitting a warm orange-yellow light, which made the body feel warm and comfortable, making one feel a little tired.

There were footsteps outside the door, Shang Qianyao looked up, and the man walked in with water, with a calm attitude and gentle eyes—just like the scene in his dream.

The man put two soft pillows behind him, helped him to sit up, picked up the water cup and fed him with a spoon, Shang Qianyao rarely drank obediently.

Mu Kongan stopped after feeding him three or four mouthfuls, put down the cup, turned around and prepared to walk outside.

Shang Qianyao struggled again, his voice hoarse and unpleasant, "Mu Kong'an..."

The man paused, but still left the room, Shang Qianyao closed his eyes tiredly.

After a while, the man came in again, holding a small bowl of porridge in his hand, emitting a faint fragrance.

The man put down the bowl, moved a chair and sat on it, feeding Shang Qianyao porridge little by little, the orange light shone on them, peaceful and warm.

After drinking half a bowl, Mu Kongan put down the bowl and looked at him calmly, under the soft light, there was still a bit of tenderness.

Shang Qianyao suddenly felt sad from his heart, looked at Mu Kongan's peaceful side face in a tired and dazed way, and said softly, "You come back and live."

Mu Kongan raised his eyes and stared at him quietly, there was some sad determination in his eyes, Shang Qianyao suddenly felt panicked, he ordered hoarsely: "You come back and live."

Mu Kongan smiled lightly, put the medicine to his mouth, and motioned him to drink it, but Shang Qianyao turned his head to the other side, clearly refusing.

Mu Kongan maintained his original motion, Shang Qianyao pursed his lips, he was unwilling to repeat that sentence for the third time.

The two stalemate for a while, Mu Kongan gave up first, he put the medicine on the table, his tone was calm, "You remember to drink the medicine."

After all, Shang Qianyao heard the sound of the man walking, he turned his head in disbelief, that man would let him alone!Still in the case of his own illness!

Shang Qianyao struggled to get off the bed, his voice was hoarse and anxious, "Mu Kong'an! I'll call you back!"

When Mu Kongan walked to the door, he turned around suddenly, Shang Qianyao stopped, looked at the man he had never paid attention to seriously in the past seven years, closed his eyes and repeated again, with a rare voice Softly, "Mu Kong'an, come back and live."

Mu Kong'an was silent for a while, this kind of silence made Shang Qianyao's heart that was bound to win became uneasy, he didn't believe that man would let him go, he obviously loved him so much, didn't he?Just when he couldn't take it anymore and wanted to say something to break the atmosphere, Mu Kong'an suddenly laughed.

That smile was too short, and Shang Qianyao looked at him greedily for a short time. After more than a month, he hadn't seen Mu Kong'an again. What he used to be able to see anytime and anywhere day and night is now so rare. At this time Only then did he realize that he missed it so much.

"Shang Qianyao," Mu Kong said calmly, "I will send two servants tomorrow."

Shang Qianyao's eyes widened in an instant, his heart was turbulent, and he was speechless for a while.

"Don't worry, they are all servants of the Mu family. They are trustworthy and take good care of you." Mu Kong'an said lightly, "If you don't want to attend the banquet in the future, I will also ask your manager to take care of you." You don't have to go; you don't have to go with those notices you don't want to go; you still have all the privileges you used to have, and if your agent violates the law, I'll skin him and I'll tell your agent I'll give you a vacation, so you can take good care of your illness; I'll call you if you don't have enough money; Mr. Chen, you may have to wait for a while, his family has a big business, and I can't touch him for you for the time being..."

"哐!" Shang Qianyao waved his hand, and he swept all the glasses and bowls on the bedside table to the ground, making a loud noise, and he said with red eyes: "Enough! You think I'm doing it for these?! "

Shang Qianyao was panting violently, staring at him fiercely with red eyes, Mu Kongan looked at him for a long time, then smiled slowly, there was an indescribable sadness and sarcasm in that smile, and he relaxed Under Shang Qianyao's tyrannical mood, he looked at the smiling person.

"Stop laughing..."

That laughter was so heart-wrenching that Shang Qianyao couldn't help but feel sad. Mu Kongan stopped laughing, his eyes were a little cold and sad, and he said slowly and softly, "Then what else do you need me to do? I I have given you everything I can give you, what else can I do for you?"

Shang Qianyao opened his mouth to speak, but finally closed his mouth dejectedly, what does he want him to do?He himself doesn't know.

He just hoped that the person in front of him would live with him, wouldn't it be as good as before?

Mu Kong'an looked at him for a long while before saying, "Qian Yao, I'll give you everything I can." He paused, then said, "What I can't give you, I really can't give you."

Shang Qianyao looked at that person's calm and indifferent side face, and said a little anxiously: "I didn't ask you for anything! Are we as good as before? Isn't it good that we live together every day?! I am willing to be with you You live together, what are you still tossing about?! I gave in...!!"

Mu Kongan looked at him, stared quietly without saying a word, until Shang Qianyao calmed down under the man's eyes that looked like a clown, and pursed his lips without saying a word.

"That's it," Mu Kong'an sighed softly, his eyebrows were wrinkled and his eyes were exhausted, as if a heavy weight fell on him and he couldn't breathe and had to give up, "Shang Qianyao, we don't want to meet again, your business I'll make arrangements for you,"

"Whether you believe it or not, I have already given you what I can give you." After a pause, Mu Kongan added a sentence as if mocking, "Even if you don't need it, I still give you what I think is the best thing." Here you go,"

Shang Qianyao looked at that person's cold face, as devoid of emotion as a marble sculpture, the tenderness, happiness and sweetness that had been given to him seemed to be a dream, and all that was left in reality was a tired coldness.

Unknown where the strength came from, Shang Qianyao staggered and pulled Mu Kongan past him, his lips were bitten and bright red flowed down, his face twisted and he gritted his teeth and said, "You can only stay!"

Mu Kongan glanced at him lightly, and that glance made Shang Qianyao feel like falling into an ice cave, and let go of Mu Kongan's hand in a trance, only seeing that person's cold and clear face.

He said: "Let go, Shang Qianyao."

He looked at that man in disbelief, at the man who looked extremely cold at this moment, it turned out that one day, he would reject himself so cruelly.

Rejecting himself as if without leaving a trace of sympathy, there is no room for repentance.

"You're dreaming," Shang Qianyao heard himself say this after a while.