The "rival" of rebirth is too domineering

It was already 1:[-] in the evening. In the evening self-study of Class One ([-]) of Senior High, apart from individual discussions, there was only the sound of "rustling" writing and the occasional sound of flipping through books.

Chen Haoxuan raised his head from the sea of ​​questions, glanced at the clock hanging high above the podium, then glanced at Shu Baichuan's empty seat from the corner of his head, tightened his hand holding the pen, and irritably clicked on the test paper .

"Xuanzi, what are you doing? Why do you keep looking at the wall clock?" Xue Ziwen moved his head over and glanced at Chen Haoxuan's test paper, "Wow! Xuanzi, you only did 5 questions?! I'm sorry, little prince of science." ' title."

Chen Haoxuan looked down, didn't he?He didn't realize it himself.

The efficiency tonight is really low enough!

Chen Haoxuan sighed softly, scratched his hair, stood up abruptly, patted Xue Ziwen on the shoulder and said, "I'm going to the toilet", and walked out.Xue Ziwen looked at his back and frowned slightly, feeling that something was wrong with his friend.

Chen Haoxuan walked to an inconspicuous corner, leaned against the wall sideways, and looked at the boundless night sky through the window sill. A full moon hung high in the sky, and the cold moonlight expanded the boundless loneliness...

Chen Haoxuan is not a sentimental person, but the matter of Shu Baichuan is an exception to him—maybe, the death of Shu Baichuan in his previous life hit him too hard. relief.

Chen Haoxuan lowered his head and rubbed the sore corners of his eyes. He fumbled in his school uniform trousers pocket, habitually wanting to light a cigarette, but suddenly remembered that he was a 15-year-old non-smoker...

When did you start learning to smoke?Chen Haoxuan thought to himself, it seems that it started from the day he and Shu Baichuan broke up, right?

In this life, I still don't smoke, and live a new life, Chen Haoxuan cherishes life very much.

Both he and Shu Baichuan must live well.

The quiet and deserted school road, close to the rows of dense banyan trees, stretches to the distance and disappears at a corner.Every day, every month, and every year, it carries batch after batch of students, allowing them to step over itself and walk towards an ivory tower called "studying".

"Shushasha..." It's like the wind shaking the green leaves' sand bells, and it's like people are dragging the fallen leaves all over the ground.

At the corner at the end, a slender figure appeared.

Chen Haoxuan straightened his body suddenly, and looked over there intently.

near...

closer...

A beam of light on the side of the road hit that person without warning, allowing Chen Haoxuan to see the face of the person clearly——

It's a pity, hehe, it's not Shu Baichuan!

Chen Hao flinched back in frustration.

Chen Haoxuan also understands that waiting is actually a very meaningless thing, because there is a high probability that Shu Baichuan will not appear tonight, not to mention, even if he appears, what reaction can he give?Ask him "what happened"?

They are not friends yet.

It's just that, sometimes, people's "persistence" is so ridiculous, knowing that there will be no results, but still persisting.

Just like Estragon and Vladimir in "Waiting for Godot", for a hazy and empty phantom, they would rather spend their lives in slim hopes, absurd, funny, and sad.

Chen Haoxuan found that he didn't know Shu Baichuan at all, even though he used to be Shu Baichuan's best friend.

In the previous life, Shu Baichuan also missed the evening self-study many times like tonight.In the previous life, Chen Haoxuan and Shu Baichuan hadn't become friends yet, so they didn't take this matter to heart; in this life, Chen Haoxuan took it to heart, but still couldn't get in.Thinking of "that family" that Uncle Shu Baichuan mentioned, Chen Haoxuan had a vague premonition.

Perhaps, he has waited here for so long, and he just wanted to say "rest assured".

"Student, what are you doing here?" A cold voice sounded behind him, the hoarse voice was as old and piercing as rubbing on sandpaper.

Chen Haoxuan sighed secretly, thinking that he was caught by the same teacher twice for "mistakes", and he was really lucky not to be too "good".

Standing behind Chen Haoxuan was the female teacher who punished him for being late for a quarter of an hour at the door this morning, the "old witch" that many students said.

Chen Haoxuan turned around, and met a pair of rimless glasses with a cold light. Through the glasses, the female teacher's scrutiny seemed to be real.Her shriveled and sharp chin was slightly raised, and her tight and thin cheeks drew her lips into a straight line, looking harsh and harsh.

Chen Haoxuan scratched his head, lowered his head slightly, and replied with a good attitude of "acknowledging mistakes": "I can't continue learning, I want to come out and have some fun, so I'll go back..."

"Forget it, you can stay if you want," the "old witch" waved her hand and said.

Chen Haoxuan was taken aback, apparently he didn't expect to pass the test so easily this time, and thought that at least a reprimand would be inevitable.

The "old witch" frowned even tighter, and asked dissatisfiedly: "What? Do you think the teacher is such an unreasonable person?"

Chen Haoxuan scratched his head with his index finger, but did not respond.He was clumsy, not used to lying, and not too honest, so he had to keep silent.

The "old witch" walked up to him, patted him on the shoulder and said, "You are only a freshman in high school, so there is no need to put too much pressure on yourself, health is the most important thing. Don't be like the teacher, regretting something happened, it will be too late It's..." After she finished speaking, she walked away with slow steps.

Chen Haoxuan suddenly remembered that someone once said that the age of the "old witch" is actually not very old. She was quite beautiful when she was young, but a serious illness made her "old" more than ten years old in an instant, wrinkled The face of the past can no longer see the elegant demeanor of the past, and because of this, his temper has become more and more cloudy...

In fact, the "Old Witch" is quite cute, she is a teacher worthy of admiration, Chen Haoxuan thought, no matter what, she is serious and responsible, which is affirmed by many people.

Once again, his outlook on life and values ​​are different from those of the 15-year-old him. Naturally, there have been qualitative changes in how he looks at people and things. There are many "sparkling things" that he has not discovered before, and I am afraid that they will gradually break into his sight.

After this episode, Chen Haoxuan felt a lot more relaxed.

He took a deep breath, and the clear night air circulated around his lungs, clearing his chaotic mind a lot.

It's what it's like to be alive, and yes, health matters—

At least, he can still live under the same sky, breathe the same air, and enjoy the same life as Shu Baichuan...

that's enough.

As for the others, let's think about it slowly, there is still a long time, isn't it?