Escape from life

People say that there is no love or hatred for no reason in the world, but my dislike for my biological elder brother seems to be natural, from the moment I was born, no, it has existed since I was still in the egg .

I hate that he always comes to disturb my sleep. I hate that when my mother kissed the eggshell for the first time, it was Karen’s head. As long as the baby of the snake family has spiritual consciousness, it can 'see' many things without opening its eyes. Because I can see it, I can't help but hate Karen more and more.

And after we broke out of the shell, this hatred instantly turned into hatred. Maybe since then, I have been expecting Karen to disappear soon, right?

I can't forget the day I was born, Karen was the first one to crawl out of the shell even though the crack was on my side, he was simply trying to grab his parents' attention on purpose.

Look, parents always love the first child they see. When I tried my best to climb out of the shell, I could only silently watch my parents staring at the child they were holding with joyful and focused eyes. When I held Karen in my palm, I swore that I would never be at odds with Karen in this life.

Slowly, we changed from limp, legless snakes to children who could crawl and walk. We could always hear our parents gently saying, Karen is awesome, Karen is so smart, Karen is really us proud.

Why should Karen be their pride?And me?Why don't they come and praise me?

Except that I wasn't the first child to climb out of the shell, I snatched all the first ones who could walk and talk. I did so well, why didn't they see it?

I was so jealous that I started to bully Karen behind my parents' backs, strangled him while he was sleeping, put dirty things in his food, and pushed him when I ran out to cause trouble, but he didn't even dare to complain. coward.

But what made me even more annoyed was that this kind of Karen was liked by his parents, relatives and even neighbors. Even the little male I was fighting in his name was willing to play with him, but he refused to pay attention to me.

Karen must have said bad things about me, so I don't have any good friends. Hmph, I thought he didn't dare to sue, but I didn't expect that he didn't dare, but dared to sue openly, villain!

Knowing that no matter how much I bullied Karen, I was the one who was unlucky, so I simply treated him as air.

Seeing Karen holding the gift from others in front of me, I sneered, is this showing off?I do not care.

Seeing Karen say good things to me when others don't want to play with me, I still sneered, don't you just want to show how much you love your brother?Thought I'd be moved?Phew, hypocrisy!

When I was two years old, I entered ethnology with Karen, and he excluded me even more. He must learn faster than me, smile more cheerfully than me, and must be my partner when organizing mock battles in the class.

These are all Karen deliberately humiliating me, especially as a partner, he always rushes to the front and pretends to defend me. Is he trying to tell everyone that I am a waste? !

Annoyed, I did the rather stupid thing of sneaking up on him from behind while he was playing against another team, I don't regret my actions, just regret it shouldn't have been so obvious, see?He was only slightly injured, but I have since become synonymous with insidiousness, cold-bloodedness, ignorance of good and evil, and disrespect of other relatives in the eyes of others.

My parents locked me up, I was too lazy to look at their eyes, it was nothing more than accusation and disappointment, and I didn’t even bother to pay attention to Karen who wanted to pretend to be a big brother. He came to see me every day and didn’t really care about my life. , He was watching my joke, silently recounting the world of difference between me and him with his aloof and pitiful eyes.

Finally, I realized the benefits of pretending in pain, pretended to regret, pretended to change my past, and soon I walked out of the room that had trapped me for half a year.

It was also on that day that I met the woman I love and hate the most in my life, Qingyue.

My parents were very happy that day and made a lot of delicious food to celebrate the reunion of our family of four. Because it happened to be Karen and I’s birthday again, we invited some little guests to our house, and Qingyue was one of them.

She was wearing a white dress, with flowers of the same color on her hair, her big eyes were full of smiles, and she would shake other people's arms to act coquettishly from time to time.

I have never seen such a beautiful girl, and no girl would smile at me so brightly, they would just hide away and talk about my misery in a low voice, even the little males around them would They will bully me to please them.

But Qingyue is different, she is the most special person.

I approached her cautiously, and took her to play in the garden away from the crowd. It’s great, I also have friends, and they only belong to me.

But why?Karen even wants to snatch her?

It was only half an hour, and when we were retrieved by the adults and she saw Karen in the hall, I was alone again.

She likes to run after Karen, she likes to share all the delicious food and fun with Karen, she also ignores me like other girls, all of this is Karen's fault, if there is no him, if there is no him... …

Maybe even God can't see it?Karen died and was washed away by the river in order to save Qingyue who fell into the water. When I heard the news, I was smiling, but my heart was empty. I don’t know why this happened. Maybe it’s been a year since I played So fascinated, do you really think of Karen as your brother?

joke!He is not my brother, he is my enemy, oppressing me and humiliating my enemy! !

The days slipped away day by day, and slowly, people around me never mentioned Karen again, and I almost forgot that I was so crazily jealous of someone. I became the proudest existence in the eyes of my parents, and Qingyue got her wish became my fiancée, I thought the good life would last forever, but that's just what I thought.

No one knows how much my heart was shaken when I saw a figure similar to Karen, and the blurred memory became clear in an instant, and the scenes of my childhood kept echoing in my mind, those hatreds, those unwilling , roaring and surging, I couldn't help staring at that boy, Karen?Even the names are exactly the same.

What happened after that became the biggest turning point in my life. If I knew that running out of the hall would cause such serious consequences, I would definitely not leave the hall for half a step, but there is no if in the world.

When I opened my eyes again, I found that Qingyue and I were sitting in the chairs. Opposite us was a transparent wall, and inside the wall were three men wearing masks.

The two men hung their heads and their bodies were trembling slightly. The other man held two syringes in his hand. My intuition told me that the contents of the syringes were dangerous.

The man holding the syringe said lightly, let's start.

The trembling man on the left quickly picked up the whip on the ground and whipped it vigorously at the man on the right. The whip must have been specially treated, so it was obviously whipped very hard, but the painful man rolled all over the ground without leaving any scars.

After a while, the rolling man made a moaning sound similar to comfort. The harder the whip fell, the louder the man moaned. After a while, the man took off his clothes and groped his body until he reached the peak of bliss. Limp and unable to move his body.

The man with the syringe didn't let them go, and continued.

The man who was limp on the ground slowly got up and took off the other man's pants, clenched his hands into fists, and viciously inserted into the hole behind the man.

Qingyue and I both turned pale. We stared blankly at the half of the man's exposed arm, but the man who was treated roughly was so excited. As the half of the arm moved around, the man also felt happy. Come on, he had a good time four times in 1 minute.

What is this concept?It is equivalent to firing once in 15 seconds on average. The fastest marksman in history can't compare with him, right?

After the two men finished their performance, the man holding the syringe came out from the transparent wall, regardless of Qingyue and I's struggling, injected the liquid in the syringe into our blood vessels respectively.

I hissed and asked him what he was hitting, he laughed, it is a good thing that makes people become like the man inside, soon I will become another pervert who likes to ruthlessly poke thick objects, and Qingyue will also become a bad A slut who can't get excited after being tortured to death.

The most important thing is that the potion used by Qingyue and I belongs to the improved version, we only fall in love with each other's smell, and when we fall in love, we must use 'normal' methods to solve our needs, and neither of us can leave the other in this life.

It's too scary, I don't want to be a monster who gets fucked, or gets fucked by women, I'm the heir of the Brook family, a noble male, they can't do this to me!

Qingyue was also crying, she screamed uncontrollably, but unfortunately no one paid attention to her, she and I were knocked out again by these people who didn't even know the origin, after we woke up, we had already returned to the banquet hall.

I thought it was all a dream, but Qingyue and I tasted the taste of a nightmare that night.

I beat her with a distorted face, and she poked me with a stick while spitting, one day, two days, three days, many days, we didn't have the courage to commit suicide, we became a loving couple who were tired of being together every day in the eyes of others, and then it was logical, Qingyue and I became husband and wife.

It's just that my parents will never know that Qingyue and I will never have children in this life, that's fine, I don't want my child to be born by a slut, even if it does, I will strangle him to death!