Escape from life

I always thought that I was in the darkest moment of my life. Every day, people lived like ghosts and ghosts. I had to face my disgusting wife all the time, and "enjoy the pleasure of fish and water" with her, even to death. , will be buried with her.

What's more, I have to keep letting my mother look for the shadow of my elder brother in me, let my father who is always stricter than encouraging me reprimand me from time to time, and then fall asleep after they have seen enough and lectured me, and wait for the next day Repeat this dark life again until the day when my life comes to an end.

I think of myself so pessimistically only because I can't see the existence of the sun, I'm just blind, and I deserve what happened today.

In fact, from the moment I walked towards Karen with the aphrodisiac, I vaguely predicted my future fate. The lovers around Karen are not easy to mess with. Once I let them know that I have done such an unforgivable wrong thing, they Definitely going to have my skin peeled off.

Of course I am afraid, no matter how hard life is, I still want to live, because only by living can I eat what I want and see the scenery I want to see, and when I die, I will have nothing.

But I couldn't control my hand. The madness I had suppressed in my heart for more than ten years broke out completely when I saw Karen's face. There was a voice in my head that kept urging me to destroy Karen, so I He obeyed the devil's call, stunned Karen and took him to the secret room.

I hate him, the more painful life is, the more I hate him, why should I be inferior to him?He has been dead for so many years, why did he come back alive?It's fine when I come back, I'm still alive and well, but I'm like a stinky fish in the ditch, I can only hide in places where the sun doesn't shine, it's not fair!

So I laughed at his embarrassment, and despised him viciously with a superior attitude, how dare he pretend to have amnesia?What a joke, did he think that pretending to be amnesiac would erase the fact that he was sorry for me?He is dreaming!

I was so angry that I told him all the dirty things he had done, imagining that I was slapping him again and again, watching him feel so ashamed that I could dissipate the depression in my chest .

But I was wrong. The evidence I thought was shattered by Karen's words. I didn't slap the enemy, but slapped myself. I got an aphrodisiac in anger, and poured it on Karen regardless of the consequences. Lun.

I didn't intend to treat him like this at first, I just wanted to teach him a lesson, let him calm down and stop swaying in front of me all the time, it makes people upset.

I can hit him a few times at most, the injury will not be too serious, and he will heal after two days of raising him. Anyway, he has the status of a brother to protect him. If Karen gets angry, he will not make things big and make his parents sad. Isn't it the same when he was a child? Is that so?He obviously hated to death in his heart, but wanted to pretend to be generous, that's how his parents were tricked by him, hum, hypocrisy!

I failed to pour the aphrodisiac into Karen's mouth, and my mind was shaken by Karen's words. I hated myself for not being able to live up to it, and brought the last half bottle of stock, I want to destroy him!Totally ruined him!This thought lingered in my mind, driving me to cut off the last way of life.

When Karen disappeared in front of me, when I was slapped hard, the pain and shock shook my mind, I looked at my hands tremblingly, what did I do just now?I want Karen to bear me a baby?No matter how much I hate him and how much I look down on him, he is also my big brother, am I really crazy? !

Holding his head tightly, his body curled up in the corner of the wall, the blood on his forehead snaked down, and soon half of his face became wet.

"Have you ever been hungry? Haven't drank water for a few days? Haven't you been coaxed when you cried? Haven't your parents been with you when you were sick? Or have your parents never been angry and taught you a lesson after getting into trouble?"

Karen's rhetorical question just now rang in his ears, and his speechless question was like a knife, cutting through the fog in his heart.

Yes, no matter how busy my parents are, they still care about whether I have had breakfast. During the first two years of Karen’s death, my mother fell ill on the bed, and would still hold me in her arms and comfort me softly when I woke up at night. I got into trouble, and although my father would teach me harshly, he would also buy me my favorite cakes or gifts after the lesson.

In the past, I was blinded by jealousy and twisted these obvious loves into charity. Why do I care if I eat breakfast?It's just a sentence, why hug me and comfort me softly?But because I look like Karen, you want to send me away with some small gifts?Does father know how hurtful his words of reprimand are?I don't care about his compensation. Anyway, in his heart, there is only one son he is most satisfied with, so that's why he doesn't like me no matter what.

Look, the narrow-minded me is just so hateful, and I really don't deserve to be liked.

"Hehe..." He smiled hoarsely like weeping, "Father...Mother..." It turns out that you love me too. It's not that no one cares about me. I was wrong, really wrong. It is a big mistake to repent only when there is a catastrophe.

At this time, when I think back on my past attachments, it is ridiculous everywhere.

Yes, it's ridiculous. Karen is right. If I die, my mother will look at him and miss me. This is human nature. What reason do I have to hate?

In fact, the outer skin of my hatred has been pierced, and the inner truth is nothing but a coward.

I couldn't believe that my parents really loved me, and I didn't dare to compete with Karen face to face, because I was afraid that if I lost, I would lose face and even lose my head.

I tried every excuse to justify myself, and the result?Self-deception has turned into self-righteousness, and careful obsession is the devil. In the end, he ruined himself and... ruined the entire Brooke family.

Su Litan and the others won't just take revenge on me. The father and mother, who are full of guilt towards Karen, will probably do something that makes them misunderstand. disappearing?

Based on what I know about Ang Si and Su Litan, the methods of the chief and deputy leaders of the two dark alliances are very cruel. It is not difficult to hide Karen's parents from the secret, but Karen, who was heartbroken by me, still Will you think of the blood and family to protect your parents?

No, he would just stay far away, not listen, not ask, just treat each other as the most familiar strangers, this is exactly what Su Litan wanted.

No, I can't let the Brooke family who gave birth to me and raised me become history because of me, and it's time for me to hug my parents back.

The body was really weak, the blood on my face had dried up long ago, and it was very uncomfortable to stick to my cheeks. I lay on my side quietly on the cold ground. For the first time, I recalled that day soberly and rationally. Break me down the day.

Is it him?The most likely one to attack me would be Sulitan, he blamed me for being jealous of Karen, for taking Karen's position, he was standing up for Karen.

Still hate?I still hate, anyone who regrets the dignity of a man will hate, but I don't hate Karen anymore, I got out of my obsession, and I can see through Karen's nature at a glance, which is not like his style.

The bandit Yella's reputation in the bandit world is no less than that of a lone ranger. He is a picky pick, and even ordinary civilians are reluctant to touch him, so how can he be willing to lay such a heavy hand on blood relatives?

There was another low-pitched laugh. This was the first time I praised Karen in more than [-] years. Unfortunately, no matter how much I agree with his nature, he and I cannot become good brothers. Everything is fate and cannot be controlled.

Judging from Karen's expression just now, he didn't know that Sulitan stood up for him. I can seize this point and let Sulitan let go of his father and mother. They all really love Karen. I believe that after contact, Karen will definitely Because of this sincerity, you will protect your parents and give them a dazzling glory, right?

Everyone in the galaxy knows that Karen is from the Brooke family. As long as my stain is removed, the Brooke family will become the largest family in one fell swoop.

After I figured it out, I got up and walked out of the secret room. Not long after I sat on the sofa in the hall, my captors rushed in and looked down at the signed divorce papers on the table. Qingyue Robin was clearly written on the location.

My dear, can you be happy without me as a companion?

Hahaha, I am indeed a bad person. I fell into the muddy water. Qingyue, who is as disgusting as me, can't even climb ashore. Want to use the light of the Brook family to develop the Robin family?She is beautiful, a bitch is a bitch, never try to be superior to others.