undercover dad

Sun Haiyang walked on the street on a winter night for a few minutes before he was blown through by the bone-chilling cold wind.The cold slowly solidified the boiling magma in his brain, and he gradually calmed down.

It was really cold at night, and I didn't wear a coat when I came out, only a thick sweater, and the occasional night returners who passed by would stare at me in surprise like seeing a giraffe running out of a zoo.

He really couldn't bear the terrible weather, and couldn't bear the eyes of passers-by, so he hurriedly waved for a taxi and went back to Li Zihong's home.

In the car, he rubbed his hands that were a little stiff from the cold, staring in a daze at the street lights flashing by outside the car window.

In fact, he didn't really want to go back to Li Zihong's house.

He didn't want to see Li Zihong, either he didn't dare or he didn't want to.

Now, he is not afraid of a showdown with Li Zihong. He suddenly feels that he is really ridiculous. What He Xiaonian said is right. What is there to be afraid of? Those people he knows and don’t know are nothing to him. In the world, I don't even have my parents, who has the right to care whether I like men or women...

Even Li Zihong is not qualified, she is just my cousin, not my aunt, nor my parents, her home...not my home.

Sun Haiyang rubbed his face with his hands.In this city, I don't actually have a home.

He Xiaonian said that his home is his home, he is a member of this family, and every member of this family will be happy, including Wu Gui.But……

He screwed up, he let He Xiaonian down.

……

When he returned to the door of the old sister's house, he realized that he did not bring the key, so he leaned against the door and rang the doorbell over and over again.

Li Zihong didn't need him to wait too long, it was already midnight, but she didn't seem to have slept, her eyes were red and swollen and she came to open the door.

The two looked at each other at the door, but neither of them spoke. Li Zihong was not surprised that Sun Haiyang came home in a single shirt in the middle of the night. She silently stepped aside and let Sun Haiyang enter the room.

The room was very warm, but Sun Haiyang still felt cold, so he got into the bathroom, took off his clothes and started to take a shower.

After a long time, he came out of the bathroom lingeringly. When he came out, he found that the old sister hadn't gone to sleep yet, she was just sitting quietly on the sofa in the living room, neither turning on the TV nor playing with her mobile phone.

Only then did Sun Haiyang feel that something was wrong.

The elder sister has always been a person who can't hide her words. If she already knew about herself and He Xiaonian, then normally she should grab him and question herself as soon as she sees him, or she might as well slap her face first. Put your feet on it, or grab your own collar and drag it to your aunt's portrait and kneel for an hour...

And she waited without saying a word until now, her face was lost and bewildered, and it didn't look like she was heartbroken because her cousin was gay.

Sun Haiyang stood in the middle of the living room, stared blankly at the old lady for a while, and asked, "Sister, what are you..."

Only then did Li Zihong turn her eyes to him, and she stared at Sun Haiyang, as if she had just seen her brother clearly for the first time, "Yang Hai, you and He Xiaonian, you..."

She couldn't go on, she was afraid of knowing the truth, and she still didn't dare to believe it at this moment.

But her brother didn't give her any hope, he nodded with certainty, his voice was very low but very firm: "Yes, sister, He Xiaonian and I, we are together!"

Li Zihong is still confirming: "You live together, that's for sure, you..."

"Sister, we don't live together, we are, we are... I, I... like him!"

Sun Haiyang's voice became lower. After he finished speaking slowly, a jack was suddenly removed from his heart. He was relaxed and tired. He slightly hooked the corners of his mouth against the air, and leaned against the wall.

Li Zihong looked at him with wide eyes, and a layer of mist gradually appeared in his eyes, "Yang Hai, you...how can you do this?"

Tears fell from the corners of her eyes, and she stared at Sun Haiyang with grievances. After a long time, she wiped away the tears on her face, stood up abruptly from the sofa, and walked to the table by the wall.

Pointing to the portrait on the table, she choked up and said, "Sun Haiyang, look at your aunt, your old Sun family has only one seedling, you dare to say this again in front of your aunt?"

Sun Haiyang bit his lip, walked over, and knelt down before the portrait.

"Auntie," he looked up at the kind-hearted old man on the portrait, the old man's smiling face slowly faded, shattered, and rolled down in his eyes, "I like someone, I think, being with him, I'm sorry, we Might not get married, we might not have kids...."

Li Zihong rushed over from the side, kicked him on the shoulder, and knocked him to the ground.

"Sun Haiyang, how could you do this, how could you do this?" Li Zihong threw herself on him and beat Sun Haiyang head and face. I was so angry that my old heart, which had just sprouted, was paid by mistake like this...

Sun Haiyang didn't resist, he covered his head to protect his face, and while touching her sister's fist, he continued to say to the portrait more firmly and quickly: "Gu, I fell in love with a man, he is very good, very good , very handsome, very very... well, I want to spend my whole life with him! Auntie, I don’t quite deserve him yet, but I will work hard. I have never tried so hard since I was a child. I want to be worthy of him , I want to openly...stand by his side!"

"Sun Haiyang!!!" Li Zihong hoarse, pushed Sun Haiyang to the ground with all his might, and rained his fists on him, "Shut up, shut up!! Don't say this in front of my mother, I won't allow you to talk to her Say this in front of you!!!"

Sun Haiyang fell to the ground with tears all over his face. He had said so much to his aunt's portrait just now, and suddenly he explained himself clearly!

Yes, why am I so scared, why am I so timid, because I am not good enough, because I am not as good as him!

But how difficult can this be?I'm just not working hard enough, I just need to work hard, as long as I work hard to be as good as him, as brave as him, as fearless as him! !

With tears streaming down his face, he leaned on the ground and smiled at his aunt's portrait: "Auntie, you want... wish me success, wish me happiness!"

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The fourth floor of the designer building is very quiet, everyone's eyes are fixed on their computers, and the mouse under their hands is rattling.

This morning, that Italian guy Celio finally went to the personnel department to complete the formalities as expected, and was about to pack up and leave!

This morning, He Xiaonian sat in his seat for an hour with two big dark circles under his eyes, and was called to a meeting by Guo Sheng's assistant Linda just now!

This morning, Li Zihong didn't even ask for leave, and she hasn't come to work until now!

An indescribable strangeness permeated the entire open office area, making everyone not even in the mood to celebrate such a festive event as Celio's going to leave.

After a while, there was a sound of high-heeled shoes stepping on the marble floor from the stairway. The sound was full of ten-level anger, wishing that the marble floor could be stepped on like honeycomb coal.

Everyone suddenly became excited, and all turned their heads to look at the stairs.

Li Zihong rushed up aggressively with her big swollen eyes. As soon as she came up, she rushed to He Xiaonian's seat without even looking at her own seat.

"Where's He Xiaonian? Where's He Xiaonian?" He Xiaonian was not in the seat, she turned her head and asked and shouted at everyone.

Everyone was in a daze, everyone was keen to be a melon-eating crowd, and no one was ready to directly participate in it, so no one spoke.

Li Zihong looked around, then turned around and pushed open the door of the director's room, and rushed in.

There was no one inside, and the table was clean and tidy. Celio hadn't moved it yet, and two cardboard boxes he had just packed were piled up on the ground.

Li Zihong rushed out of the office again, passed He Xiaonian's desk by the door, and glanced at the photo on the computer screen.

She stopped and looked at the photo.

In the photo, Sun Haiyang hugged He Xiaobao and stepped on a golden fallen leaf. The child was still holding a handful of fallen leaves in his hand, and he was shaking Sun Haiyang's face with a happy smile.

Sun Haiyang turned his face away and hid on He Xiaonian who was next to him. He Xiaonian half embraced him with a smile on his side.

He only looked at Sun Haiyang.

Li Zihong stared at this picture, cried for half a night and didn't sleep all night, tears came out of her dry eyes again, she wiped away the tears vigorously, and shouted hoarsely, "Where is He Xiaonian? Where did he go?"

The big office area was quiet for a while, and Lisa finally came to her senses, pointing in the direction of the conference room at the end of the corridor tremblingly, "Longhutang, I was called by Guo Sheng for a meeting!"

Tears flowed down from the corners of Li Zihong's eyes, and she didn't bother to wipe them, so she took a tissue from He Xiaonian's desk, blew her nose, stepped on her high-heeled shoes, and ran to the Dragon and Tiger Hall with her head held high.

The stunned people behind him were left behind.

After a while, Albert jumped up, waving his arms and shouting, "Quick, come to the group, call Linda!!!!"

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