Qizi

When Ling Xiao said this, his expression was extremely lonely, Ying Feng even for a moment, never wanted to know the truth in that box.

What he didn't even know was that just yesterday, Ling Xiao had already had the idea of ​​destroying the contents inside, but Yingfeng's behavior of defending him today made him dispel this idea.Agreeing to let Yingfeng open it after death was already the biggest concession he could make, but even at that time, Yingfeng probably thought it contained a bunch of useless junk.

Immediately afterwards, he saw Yingfeng take out a dagger from his arms, and his eyes widened because of the opponent's action.

"Just to take a look at what's inside, you can't wait to kill me?"

The corners of Ying Feng's eyes twitched when he heard this, and then with a cold face, he handed the dagger backwards, and the hilt pointed at him.

Ling Xiao stared closely for a long time before he suddenly realized the other party's intentions.

He tentatively took it half-believingly, "For me?"

Yingfeng did not deny it.

"mine……"

"It broke when I hit Kui."

It was only then that Ling Xiao remembered that sudden accidents followed one after another, such insignificant things had long been forgotten by him.

Knowing that he had misunderstood, Ling Xiao shyly looked down at the dagger as a cover and lowered his head. Then he saw the pattern engraved on it, and after careful identification, he found that it was Kui.

"What is this?" he asked.

"Kui," Ying Feng answered concisely.

"I know it's Kui...I want to ask why there is Kui?"

"It's just a memory."

Because of Kui's appearance, the life trajectories of the two have changed.Like it or not, Kui brought them together, so when the owner asked him what to engrave, Kui was the first thing he thought of.

Ling Xiao was hesitant to say anything, he should say thank you in this situation, but thinking about what happened in the past few days and everything Yingfeng had done, he couldn't say these two words no matter what.While he was struggling with conflicts, Yingfeng had already sat down at the table, ready to read the books he borrowed from the library.

Ling Xiao knew that Yingfeng didn't expect to get a thank you from him, just like he didn't expect the other party to say sorry for what happened a few days ago, and there was only the sound of flipping books in the room for a while.Ling Xiao never knew that Ying Feng was such a study-loving person, but unfortunately, his back was facing him, the book cover was blocked, and he didn't know what Ying Feng was reading.

Ling Xiao didn't want to stay longer in the gloomy environment. He just opened the door when Ying Feng, who was on the side, opened his mouth without looking back.

"Where to go?"

The three words "I want you to take care of me" kept swirling in Ling Xiao's throat, and finally turned into a muffled "go to eat."

This time Yingfeng didn't stop him anymore, Ling Xiao took the secondary card that Yingfeng gave him to go to the cafeteria to swipe it. Sure enough, the amount was much more than yesterday. He was not good at math, so he couldn't figure it out after a long time. The living expenses for a few more people, it seems that after becoming an adult, it is not as simple as multiplying the child support money by two.

"Yo, it's here again," the cafeteria staff greeted him happily as soon as they saw him, "Do you want the most expensive one today?"

Ling Xiao smiled embarrassingly, "The nutritious meal will be fine."

"Your complexion is much better than yesterday," the cafeteria staff congratulated him. "Yesterday, you looked as if you hadn't eaten for a few days. If you don't supplement your nutrition during the growth period, you won't grow taller in the future."

Ling Xiao thanked him for his kindness, found a seat and sat down to enjoy his nutritious meal.

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Yingfeng, who stayed alone in the dormitory, opened the first book he borrowed, followed the table of contents to the chapter he was looking for, and read the words carefully.

——The body fluids of the owner will have different effects on the child according to the owner's thoughts or the needs of the child's body, and each body fluid has its corresponding effect.

The following are specific examples:

——Blood: Strengthen combat power, provide nutrients, refresh and aphrodisiac, delay death when the Qizi is dying, and strengthen the main force.

——Saliva: calms and relieves pain, purifies and detoxifies, hypnotizes and paralyzes, can appropriately relieve Qizi's bad emotions, and mainly inhibits.

——Semen: It will cause psychedelic effects and produce strange excitement, which is similar to the effects of drugs on other races, and is prone to addiction.

Yingfeng recalled what happened the night before, and confirmed that he had no intention of aphrodisiacing Ling Xiao at all, because he didn't even know that blood had this effect.

Well, according to the book, the triggering conditions are firstly the idea of ​​the beneficiary, and the other is the need of the beneficiary, which means that all of Ling Xiaozhi's reactions are actually caused by the body's subconscious needs.

If this guess is correct, then the rumors spoken by the logistics staff are not rumors, but facts. Combination is the best way to get through the crisis smoothly, but what is the reason for it?

Putting aside this doubt for the time being, he turned to the next chapter of concern, which is the explanation of mental damage: ——If the negative emotions caused by hormones are not sufficiently appeased during the disorder/dangerous period, these negative emotions will stay in Qizi’s subconscious , resulting in lifelong mental damage.

——Mental damage can be divided into mild, moderate and severe according to the degree, corresponding to the time when the deed can live independently from the deed owner.A Qizi with completely normal psychological development will not be affected even if he is separated from the owner, while a Qizi with mild mental damage will gradually develop symptoms such as anxiety, restlessness, and insomnia after leaving the owner for a month.Symptoms will gradually intensify over time until they reach the level of a dangerous period.

——The period of separation acceptable to a moderate degree is about half of that of a mild one. People with severe mental impairment cannot even leave their owner for a day, otherwise they will not be able to fall asleep normally and can only rely on drug hypnosis.

Yingfeng frowned more and more, and when he saw the last line, he simply closed his book and set off to find Yaotai.

When Ling Xiao came out after eating, he happened to see Yingfeng passing by. He had a serious expression on his face, and he didn't even notice himself not far away. This aroused Ling Xiao's curiosity.Without being noticed by the other party, he secretly followed and followed Yingfeng to the medical building.

When Yaotai saw Yingfeng, the first thing he thought of was something wrong with Ling Xiao, "What happened to Ling Xiao?"

"His condition is much better than yesterday," but this is not what Yingfeng wanted to say, "You said before that he suffered from mild mental damage, does that mean that the two of you must live together forever, as long as you separate Qizi's spirit?" Will there be a problem?"

"What kind of answer do you want to hear?" Yaotai asked back, "When I explained this matter to you for the first time, didn't you dismiss it? If it was a theoretical answer, yes, but in reality, no A pair of deeds and deeds live separately, and all the spouses live together. The so-called separation is only short-term, such as going to war. Unless you join the military in the future and go to war on alien planets, then you need to consider having a spiritually educated family The problem of the damaged contract."

"Is this kind of injury really impossible to heal?" Yingfeng asked.

"It's impossible to cure, but it's easy to get worse. If you let it go like before, it will be a matter of time before it develops to a moderate or even more serious level. You have no other way now but to control it."

Yaotai paused for a moment, "You should be glad that Ling Xiao doesn't know about this yet. His dangerous period has not passed. If you want to maintain a good mood, you must not stimulate his emotions. Wait for this time to pass smoothly. Then, find a way to tell him the truth slowly.”

Ling Xiao, who hid outside the door and heard every sentence between the two of them clearly, tightly covered his mouth.He originally thought that as long as he gritted his teeth and persisted for the past few years, he would be able to fly far and wide. It wasn't until this moment that he realized how wishful thinking he was thinking.The invisible shackles have locked him up long ago, and he still naively thought that freedom would always come.

Unable to hear what else the people inside said, Ling Xiao left here in a daze, and strolled to a place that was unforgettable to his heart. It was here that Lan Cheng jumped, and Ping Zong also left them forever on that day. It seemed that from that moment on, his luck in this life came to an end.

He lost his best friend, he lost his freedom, he lost his dignity, he lost everything, he had nothing left.

He sat on the spot where Lan Cheng jumped, and used his vision to see the scenery he had seen. The ground was so far away, but the clouds were within reach.

There has never been a moment when Ling Xiao felt that he was such a failure - he once vowed to become the owner of the pact, but he still became someone else's pawn; Strength; once thought that a person could live a strong life, but in the end even such a right was deprived, and his whole life had to be attached to another person, and only death could bring true liberation.

"Lan Sheng," he said to himself, "we made an appointment to meet again, but the place I don't want to meet again is the Center for Disease Control and Prevention. I have been insisting on waiting for you outside, but if I have to rely on the favor of others to survive, Is such persistence really worth it?"

"You know, even what happened last night was my initiative. I have lost all face in my life, and I have no shame in front of him. He treats me badly, I think it is cruel , He treats me well, I think it's charity, no matter what he does, I can't face him, there was still motivation to leave before, but now even this motivation is gone."

"Lansheng, if you and Pingzong are still here, will you persuade me to continue? Or give up?"

Unfortunately, neither Lan Sheng nor Ping Zong could give an answer.

"Ling Xiao!" With a roar that implied anger, Ling Xiao turned around and saw a very familiar scene.When Lan Sheng stood here in the past, he probably saw the same scene, except that Ping Zong would no longer appear at the door, and his position had also been reversed.

Seeing the expressions of Yingfeng and Yaotai, Ling Xiao knew that they had misunderstood. He didn't want to give them the illusion that he couldn't figure it out. He stretched out his hand to support the edge of the wall, intending to turn back into the wall neatly, but unexpectedly his hand slipped , definitely fell out of the wall by accident.

——Are you kidding me, I'm not planning to die yet.

His body lost its center of gravity, and Yingfeng's face disappeared behind the wall little by little. He could clearly see the shock in the opponent's eyes. It turned out that Yingfeng would also show such an expression.

Ling Xiao suddenly thought, after I die, will he be so sad?

With a daze, a force suddenly pulled him, his body paused out of inertia, and then the momentum of falling stopped.

Ling Xiao raised his head and found that Yingfeng's whole body was hanging in the air, clasping the edge of the wall with one hand, and tightly clutching the corner of his cuff with the other. Although Yingfeng's strength is not what it used to be, but such a small corner still cannot Pulling him up, Ling Xiao could feel himself slipping away from Yingfeng's fingers little by little.

Ling Xiao never thought that he would fly over to save him. In fact, when he thinks about it carefully, he was also very kind to himself before, buying bread for him, spending hard nights with him, taking him to escape in times of crisis, and throwing him away at the moment of life and death. Open, facing death alone - all this is based on the premise that he is his classmate, not Qizi.

Just like he would also save Zhuyue who was being bullied by senior students, and he would do his best to hold Lan Sheng who committed suicide, and his help was never stingy to any classmate who needed help.

Except for one Qizi he doesn't love.

Why can't we just be classmates?

Because of excessive force, Yingfeng's hand was already shaking uncontrollably. Ling Xiao wanted to help him, and even more wanted to help himself. He raised his still moving right hand, trying to grab Yingfeng, but he could only After raising it a little distance, he couldn't move anymore.

At that moment, he recalled Lan Cheng, who was once grabbed by Ying Feng's sleeve like this, and then he chose to use his free hand, took out a dagger, and cut off his sleeve.

He suddenly understood why Yingfeng restricted his actions. If Pingzong could also control Lancheng at that time, he would not have cut off his sleeve and fell down, and Pingzong would not have died.

However, it was also at this moment that Ling Xiao suddenly lost all thoughts. Whether it was grabbing Yingfeng's hand or pulling out the dagger from his waist, whether he lived carelessly or died decisively, he was never in control.From the moment Kui appeared in front of them, he was doomed to die. It was his delusional attempt to delay his life, and now it was time to repay everything.

Deceive yourself that you can give up your dignity and live, but in fact, what you yearn for most in your heart is freedom.

All the stubborn persistence in the past suddenly lost its meaning at this moment, and all the obsession with life was let go without any regrets.

Let this life come to an end completely, and in the next life, no matter whether you are the incumbent or the inaugural son, you all hope to find someone who is pleasing to both of you.

Lan Sheng, it's a pity that the promise I made with you couldn't be fulfilled.

Ping Zong, I don't know if I have a chance to sleep next to you after going to the base.

Yingfeng, what I'm most grateful for is that the words I didn't have time to say will always remain in my heart.

Ling Xiao closed his eyes without distracting thoughts, and calmly greeted the end of his life.