The Perfumer Who Wears the Book

Su Xu had a dream, which he hadn't had for a long time: he dreamed that he returned to the original world, in his original apartment of more than 100 square meters.

He still remembers the layout of that house. Knowing that he would not be able to get married and have children, he opened up the wall between the two bedrooms and filled one of the bedrooms with tatami mats that can be used as bed cabinets. It won't fall on the ground. Friends who came to his house as guests laughed and said that the tatami mats covering the entire bedroom are very suitable for group p parties.

But now, he found himself lying on the tatami with a thick blanket, and a man was pressing on him.

That person must be very heavy and strong, because Su Xu felt that he was almost out of breath.He wanted to push the man away, but he found that the other's limbs were tightly wrapped around his body, making him unable to move.

Then he finds them kissing.The feeling of rubbing lips and tongue and exchanging saliva is so clear, and this kiss gradually changed from warm and tempting to rough and brutal, Su Xu felt that his throat was sore from being licked, and the tender flesh inside his mouth seemed to be because of the impatience of the other party The sucking hurt.

Su Xu felt that she should struggle, but——

Damn he just loves the tune!

Su Xu sighed in his heart, relaxed his body, opened himself completely, and handed over to this man who was full of desire to control.

Then he found that the feeling of being bitten and sucked became more and more clear, and the feeling of heavy confinement on his body also became concrete and real from the abstract oppression in the dream.Then he opened his eyes.

Shen Jiarui is kissing him.

At the beginning, this message was like "the weather is fine today", which was irrelevant to the same message. Although it reached Su Xu's brain, he didn't really realize the meaning of this message.He was hot all over, and his brain was as chaotic as a pot of bubbling hot porridge, and when Shen Jiarui held his head and tried to stuff his tongue into his throat again, he even opened his mouth wider for his convenience. action.

Then he suddenly came to his senses, his whole body trembled, and he pushed Shen Jiarui away fiercely.

Shen Jiarui was caught off guard by Su Xu kicking him from the bed to the ground, and fell firmly on the floor.But the physical pain was nothing to mention, Su Xu almost bit off his tongue just now in shock, and when he was kicked away, Su Xu's canine teeth scratched a big hole on his tongue.

"What are you doing!" Su Xu trembled with anger, grabbed the pillow and threw it on Shen Jiarui's body, and then the latter just curled up on the ground without moving.

Su Xu jumped off the bed, threw another pillow on Shen Jiarui, and rushed out of the room in a panic on the surface.

"Dad... um..." Shen Jiarui covered his mouth, endured the pain and crawled up. As soon as he yelled, he was speechless due to the sharp pain on his tongue, and only let out a muffled moan.

Su Xu felt something was wrong when he heard the voice, and when he looked back, he saw a trace of blood flowing from between Shen Jiarui's fingers.

There was another turmoil, and when Su Xu brought Shen Jiarui back from the hospital, it was already past dinner time.

The doctor told the patient to eat lightly in the past few days, preferably liquid food, and try not to let the wound on the tongue touch the food.So now, Su Xu stood in front of the stove, cooking vegetable porridge for Shen Jiarui.

Shen Jiarui's tongue had just been medicated, and now he couldn't open his mouth to speak. He looked at Su Xu's dejected back in silence, and his heart became more and more restless.In order to divert his attention, he began to fold the rag on the table into various shapes, and finally, he threw the rag aside, stood up abruptly and rushed over, hugging her tightly from behind. Hold Su Xu's waist.

Su Xu was stirring the vegetable porridge in the pot with a spoon, when Shen Jiarui rushed over from behind and hit him, almost throwing the spoon into the pot.He struggled symbolically, and felt that this action was like a little woman acting like a baby with her boyfriend, so he stopped immediately and said coldly: "Let go."

Shen Jiarui naturally refused to let go.He buried his head in Su Xu's shoulder, and took a deep breath. Su Xu sneered in a flustered state, wanting to look ruthless, but found that he couldn't push him away with confidence no matter what.

Because he knew that when he found Shen Jiarui kissing him, besides shock and anger, there were other emotions in his heart, some emotions that made him instinctively horrified and unwilling to admit its existence - joy.

So at the end, he didn't push Shen Jiarui away, but cooked the porridge silently, turned off the fire, and said coldly: "Release." After a pause, he added, "It's time to eat."

Shen Jiarui let go of his hand hesitantly, but still stuck tightly behind his back, until Su Xu served the porridge for himself, then he dragged a chair and placed it between Su Xu and the kitchen door , and sat down next to Su Xu.But Su Xu had no appetite, just watched him eat.

Shen Jiarui held the bowl silently, swallowed the porridge in small mouthfuls, raised his eyes from time to time to carefully observe Su Xu's expression, that delicate and sharp face was full of panic and apprehension, like a domesticated animal. Wild wolves are afraid that their adopters will abandon them.

Su Xu looked at Shen Jiarui's immature face, and suddenly felt a huge sense of guilt.

The child is not yet 16 years old.

Thinking of this, he closed his eyes tiredly, kneading his brow bone with his fingers.I am the father of this child.He roared in his heart, his trachea convulsed nervously because of sorrow and self-blame, making it difficult for him to breathe.

Because he closed his eyes, Su Xu didn't see Shen Jiarui's painful and hideous face instantly. He looked as if his body had been pierced by countless sharp knives, his whole body was trembling slightly, and he seemed to be suppressing something. , as if he relaxed a little, a monster would tear his human skin and come out of his body, devouring the tired man in front of him.

And the moment Su Xu opened his eyes, all the pain and struggle disappeared completely, leaving only fear and sadness.

Shen Jiarui couldn't speak because of his tongue injury, but Su Xu didn't want to speak, so this night, the whole house fell into a deathly silence.Shen Jiarui sat in front of the computer in the study and looked at the documents silently, while Su Xu hid in the studio.He wanted to write some formulas to change his mood, but found that behind a bunch of meaningless molecular formulas, he wrote Shen Jiarui's name.

Su Xu threw the notebook against the wall in frustration, fell backward on the back of the computer chair, stretched out his limbs, and closed his eyes.

A flurry of footsteps sounded from the next room, stopping in front of his own door, and there was a knock on the studio door.

Su Xu didn't want to talk to him, turning a deaf ear to the increasingly urgent knock on the door.The knock on the door stopped abruptly, and the sound of panicked footsteps sounded again, disappeared for a few seconds and then came back.

The door locked from the inside was opened by Shen Jiarui with a key.Su Xu turned around, not wanting to look at him.However, Shen Jiarui rushed in front of him with big strides.

Su Xu shouted impatiently: "What do you want..."

He couldn't finish his sentence.Shen Jiarui fell to his knees at Su Xu's feet with a plop, he hugged Su Xu's legs tightly, and buried his face in his thighs.Soon, Su Xu heard suppressed crying, the crying became louder and louder, it seemed that it became intermittent and fragmented because of the wound in his mouth.

Su Xu remembered that when he had just come to this world, when he had a good relationship with Shen Jiarui, Shen Jiarui would often cry because of some inexplicable trivial things. At that time, he felt distressed and funny.However, since Shen Jiarui finally surpassed himself, he never cried again.

Today, the big boy who was already half his head was kneeling at his feet, weeping bitterly like when he was a child, Su Xu didn't find it funny at all, he just felt uncomfortable in his heart, as if he wanted to cry along with him.

He bit his lower lip, suppressing the inexplicable emotions churning in his heart, hesitantly put his hand on Su Xu's soft hair, and stroked it lightly.

Shen Jiarui raised his head abruptly, big drops of tears rolled down from his red and swollen eyes, "Dad..." he called out vaguely, quickly grabbed Su Xu's hand, and put his lips against the In the palm of Su Xu.

Su Xu flinched from the moist heat of his lips, Shen Jiarui held his wrist even more forcefully, and pressed his palm on his still tearful eyes.

Tears seemed to flow into my heart through the palm of my hand.Su Xu let out a long sigh.

"Don't be like this in the future." He heard his pale voice, "Don't be like this."

Shen Jiarui didn't respond, he didn't nod or shake his head.But Su Xu pretended that he had agreed, and pulled him to stand up: "Go to sleep, you have to go to work tomorrow."

Su Xu's vacation ended on the second day, he got up to clean up like Shen Jiarui, one went to work and the other went to school.The school has a test today, Shen Jiarui can usually skip class, but he has to go to the exam.

Su Xu sent him to the school, and when he arrived at the school gate, Shen Jiarui refused to get off the car, looking straight at Su Xu.The two looked at each other for a long time, Su Xu finally lost the battle, supported his face, and pressed a kiss on his forehead: "The exam went well."

Shen Jiarui immediately showed a bright smile, his eyes were still a little red and swollen, this smile made him look a lot more fragile, but it was still shockingly beautiful.He quickly took Su Xu's hand, kissed the back of his hand, then jumped out of the car, waved at Su Xu, and walked into the school gate.

Su Xu watched Shen Jiarui's back disappear into the crowd, and then his shoulders slumped, and he lay motionless on the steering wheel.Then he froze, because from his vantage point, he could just see a car parked on the side of the road directly in front of him.That car is unremarkable, only the small decorations in the corners and the curve of the model at the position that others can't notice show its worth.And Shen Chengxuan was sitting on the driver's seat in the car.

He obviously also saw Su Xu, and immediately waved to him, looking very happy.

Su Xu immediately became nervous. His first reaction was to worry that the other party saw Shen Jiarui's every move just now. Then he realized that there was nothing shameful about the interaction just now. He slammed his forehead on the steering wheel in frustration, I just feel that I am too jittery.Su Xu, who was in a worse mood, didn't want to care whether the other party was his boss or not, and didn't go up to say hello, so he started the car with a black face, and left the school without looking back.

And behind him, Shen Chengxuan stroked his chin, carefully recalling the situation before Shen Jiarui got off the car just now, gradually, the corner of his mouth curled up into a smile full of interest.

"As expected, he is indeed my son, even his preferences are exactly the same, um, the taste is pretty good."