Rebirth of a Writer's Life

Tao Sheng frowned, and turned on the light in the dark, then glanced at the living room, and saw Guo Huai sitting on the sofa in the middle.Cigarette cases and lighters were scattered on the table. Tao Sheng looked down at the ashtray he had placed not far away, and it seemed that he had smoked at least three.

In the past, he was always depressed. Guo Huai had a bad stomach, and he liked smoking so much. In a few years, his whole internal organs might be abolished.At that time, maybe he will have to follow along, especially cigarettes, second-hand smoking is more harmful.

In the past, he also mentioned to Guo Huai several times about quitting smoking, but basically they never came to fruition.

Guo Huai was smoking a cigarette, Tao Sheng also stood still at the entrance, the two of them remained silent for quite a while.

It wasn't until Guo Huai slowly exhaled a smoke ring, and suddenly said, "What do you want?"

Tao Sheng paused, and after realizing what Guo Huai was thinking, he exerted a little force on the fist hanging on the side of his leg, but just as he opened his mouth to speak, Guo Huai interrupted him.

"Clothes? Car? House?" Guo Huai directly reported the requests he heard most often.

Tao Sheng took a step back slowly, clothes, car, house?Isn't this the method Guo Huai used to coax others?So in Tao Sheng's four years of "deep affection" in his heart, in the eyes of the other party, he was no different from other people?

Fingernails pierced his palm tightly, Tao Sheng slowly raised his head and looked at Guo Huai, "No."

Guo Huai frowned, "Then what do you want?"

Tao Sheng was silent for a while, then said, "I came here to explain clearly to you."

"say clearly?"

Tao Sheng looked closely at Guo Huai, took a deep breath, "I have broken up with you, Young Master Huai. I know I didn't make it clear on the phone before, so I came here today, for you and for me A clear..."

"What did you call me just now?" Ever since Tao Sheng spoke, Guo Huai's eyes had been on him, and for a long time, he suddenly asked a question without thinking.

Tao Sheng paused, not knowing what was going on in Guo Huai's mind, but he just wanted to finish what he wanted to say, and then just let it go, so he ignored Guo Huai's question and continued, "A clear , these four years..."

"Young Master Huai?" Guo Huai interrupted Tao Sheng again, "That's not what you called me before."

Guo Huai frowned even deeper as he spoke.

"... Is there a difference?" Tao Sheng who was interrupted twice felt helpless.

"Yes." Guo Huai felt very uncomfortable, got up and wanted to walk towards Tao Sheng, but found that Tao Sheng instinctively took a step back as soon as he got up from the sofa.

Guo Huai paused, narrowed his eyes, "Are you afraid of me?"

Tao Sheng didn't speak, but there was clearly resistance in his eyes.

I don't know why, but Guo Huai always feels that Tao Sheng's actions since he entered this room make him very unhappy. That unhappiness is accumulated in Guo Huai's chest from today's evening. It's like being able to catch it anytime.

He looked at Tao Sheng, suppressed the anger in his heart, raised his eyebrows and said coldly, "Do you want to leave now?"

Tao Sheng was silent for a while, then nodded.

"I allowed you to do this?" Guo Huai sneered, "Why do you come and leave whenever you want?" Tao Sheng paused, and gave Guo Huai a cold look, "It doesn't matter if I come or go , Young Master Huai has no shortage of people to serve him, Young Master Huai can do whatever I want..."

"Say don't fucking call me that!" Guo Huai roared, his eyes glaring at Tao Sheng, he couldn't explain the reason, he always felt that something popped out of Tao Sheng's mouth, and it was clear that outsiders had called him Huai Shao for more than 20 years , how harsh it sounds.What's more, this person yelled twice in a row, and Guo Huai couldn't tell what kind of feeling he was feeling. In short, the roar came out almost subconsciously.

Tao Sheng looked at Guo Huai, shook his head, took a deep breath, and said, "It's the last time. If you don't want to listen to me, I won't bark. But listen carefully. From the beginning to the end, I never thought about what kind of clothes, cars and houses I want. I have never used the card you gave me. At least four years before that day, I really liked you with my heart. No matter whether this feeling is a joke in your eyes or not, it is more valuable than asking for anything. Ridiculous things, I don't care."

Tao Sheng finished speaking in one breath, then continued without looking at Guo Huai's face, "I just said, today is for me, and for you to be clear. I have followed you seriously for four years, I don't want to care about what I have paid, and I won't care about it with you. I didn't in the past, and I won't in the future. Because everything has a limit, I will be tired, and I will be annoyed. Just like in the past, I will always follow you for the rest of my life I can't do this kind of thing."

Tao Sheng smiled wryly in his heart. He used death to prove that there was really nothing between him and Guo Huai, so this time, he didn't want to carry this heavy burden that made him breathless.

After Tao Sheng finished speaking, he raised his eyes to look at Guo Huai. This look made him take another step back subconsciously.

I saw that Guo Huai's face was even more ugly and scary than before, as if he was about to explode at any time.Tao Sheng groaned inwardly, just about to take a few steps back, Guo Huai strode up to him, the difference in height of a whole bull appeared to be extremely large at this time, Tao Sheng subconsciously wanted to push him away, but stretched out The hand that went out was tightly grabbed by Guo Huai.

"Your face has changed quite quickly, huh?" Guo Huai grabbed Tao Sheng's hand with one hand, and pinched Tao Sheng's chin with the other, "Did you do that little white face? So fast? Are you going to go to the little boy again and tell him how affectionate you are, how to wait for him? Or are you in a hurry to go back and take off your pants and fuck him? Are you happy? Ah? You? How long has Mom been with that little boy? I go out for a week and you can be so horny, Tao Sheng, are you fucking cheap?"

Hearing that Tao Sheng's eyes widened suddenly, at that moment, Guo Huai's words were not only like being hit by a jackhammer, he even had some difficulty breathing, but also seemed to be right in front of him, making up for him bit by bit. The wound on his body was open and bloody.

The love he sent to his door, in Guo Huai's eyes, was cheap.Like all his bedmates, he couldn't even bother to look.

Just like that, he, Tao Sheng, had a big dream in the past of wanting to replace Xiao Qing, who was so good in Guo Huai's heart that he was in a mess?

At that moment, Tao Sheng felt all the blood in his chest rush up, and then Qiqi stuck in his throat. He couldn't speak, and he couldn't even show a little expression on his face.

"Why, did I say something wrong?" Guo Huai squeezed Tao Sheng's chin a little harder, "I said something wrong? Didn't you plan to be a babysitter for someone when you go back, take good care of him, and hope that people like it You? If he doesn't like it, you can find it again..."

"Guo Huai, I'll fuck you!" Tao Sheng finally couldn't bear it anymore and punched Guo Huai in the face, "Who the hell am I looking for with my ass up? Who else have I been looking for besides you? I'll be a nanny ? Then I will organize everything for you inside, and who the hell is going outside to mess with flowers?!"

Even though he was shorter than Guo Huai, Tao Sheng was still a man, and he punched down with extreme anger, which made the defenseless Guo Huai a little confused.

"So what if I find a little boy? Even if I find a little boy, I'll be merciful to the little boy who has a white lotus in his heart! Can you yell at me? No matter how fucking cheap I am, I'm cleaner than you! You know Xiao Qing is outside Didn't anyone pressure you to do it? Why don't you fucking ask him if he's happy?!" Tao Sheng was full of anger, and roared desperately with his neck stuck.

"What did you say?" Guo Huai, who was still blindfolded just now, came to his senses when he heard Xiao Qing's name, and grabbed Tao Sheng's neck fiercely with one hand behind his back, his face was a bit hideous, "You're the fuck Once?!"

This time, Guo Huai squeezed Tao Sheng's neck tightly without any spare energy, and let Tao Sheng instantly know what suffocation is.

"You say him?" Guo Huai sneered, "What are you, you can say him?"

Four years of relationship, what is it?

Guo Huai used four words to destroy the last bit of wandering that Tao Sheng stuck to his body, destroying everything.

Tao Sheng sneered, and kicked Guo Huai suddenly, kicking Guo Huai staggered a few steps with all his strength.

"I'm nothing," the last sentence, with all the pain and grievances in Tao Sheng's heart, yelled out, and Tao Sheng's eye circles turned red at that moment, "I'm fucking dead ! Nothing counts!"

Exhausting all his strength, Tao Sheng took two steps back again and again. When he stopped and looked at Guo Huai who was a little stunned not far away, he suddenly laughed a few times.

The face that was once familiar and obsessed enough to be able to draw the outline in the dark, now people can't find a little bit of nostalgia.

"That's it, Young Master Huai," Tao Sheng said, walking out the door without looking back.

"So be it."