Rebirth of a Writer's Life

When Tao Sheng wrote without pausing until one o'clock, Jian Miao knocked on the door and came in.

"Still writing?" Jian Miao looked at the computer in front of Tao Sheng, paused, a little unsure whether to come in and asked, "Are you bothering me?"

Tao Sheng glanced back at him, shook his head, "No, I finished writing, I don't know why these two days, I have a lot of inspiration."

"Oh," Jian Miao nodded, then walked in with confidence, and sat down on the bed with an apple in his hand, "Then are you going to sleep?"

"Very energetic," Tao Sheng rubbed his neck and said, "What's wrong?"

"I can't sleep, so I came to talk to you, you write so late every day?" Jian Miao bit an apple, and said vaguely, "It's not good for your health."

Tao Sheng smiled, turned off the computer and turned to the chair and said, "It's okay, I used to go to bed around twelve o'clock before, and I'm not an old man, so it's okay to work hard for a while."

Jian Miao glanced at him, shook her head and said, "Look at the deep bags under your eyes, you have to get up very early tomorrow, and it will be more troublesome to enter the marketing department in the future. To be honest, I don't think you are suitable, and you I should also prefer writing jobs, right? Just quit, right?"

Tao Sheng smiled without saying a word.

Jian Miao glanced at him, and felt that she should say what she should say, mother-in-law and mother-in-law are not in his character, so she didn't persuade him any further.And he always felt that Tao Sheng should have his own thoughts, but he didn't tell him.

Thinking about it this way, I simply gave up and tried to persuade.

At first, Tao Sheng thought Jian Miao was just bored and came to play with him, but now that he took a closer look, he found that his complexion didn't look very good today.

Tao Sheng stared at him for a while, then frowned and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

Jian Miao looked at him and seemed to be a little entangled. After a while, she finally said, "Let me ask you a question. If you have known someone for a long time, and you actually care about him, at this time he Say... say you like you, what would you do?"

Tao Sheng blinked, "If you like it, agree. Why, Young Master Jian's spring is coming? Do you want to buy flowers tomorrow morning?"

"Go, don't run on me." Jian Miao seemed really unhappy, staring at the floor and said dully, "What is going to happen to you? If you have to be together, you have to go through a storm in your heart." If it’s a huge hurdle?”

Tao Sheng paused, a figure flashed in his mind, and his hands on his lap tightened.

Jian Miao, who was still immersed in her own thoughts, didn't notice his movement. After a while, she raised her head and looked at Tao Sheng, with helplessness in her eyes.

Tao Sheng looked into his eyes, and he understood that he must be trapped by something. He chose to ask in such a cryptic manner, so he didn't intend to ask what happened. After thinking about it, he said.

"I don't know either. I'm also a failure in love. If I really want to say it, it depends on how big the hurdle is and how much you like this person."

He gave an answer that he found ambiguous.

Jian Miao's eyes flashed, she paused, realized that her words had hit something invisible, she touched her head and said, "Don't think too much, I just... didn't mean that, I..."

"I know." Tao Sheng interrupted him with a wry smile, "Just don't learn from me."

Jian Miao was taken aback for a moment, and finally sighed, "Actually, I think you are quite a nice person, it doesn't matter if you don't like girls, just find one."

Tao Sheng was silent for a while, and finally shook his head with a half-smile, and didn't speak anymore.

Jian Miao probably encountered something really troublesome. After talking nonsense in Tao Sheng's room that night, he went back to the room on his own. When he left, he still drooped his head. Spirit is not much spirit.

Tao Sheng sighed at his back, he himself is a mess, not to mention his emotional experience, he is not qualified to teach anyone at all.

After turning off the light in the room, Tao Sheng turned over and fell on the bed.

found one.

Jian Miao's words still stuck in Tao Sheng's mind.

I found one, how did I find it?After such a relationship, who else could he fall in love with?Or is there a liking for someone that can overshadow the vigorous six years that even cost him his life?What's more, even if he really likes him, with such a shadow, what percentage of his trust can he invest in the other party?

When Tao Sheng thought about it, he felt that the former was negligible, and the latter was unfair to the other party.

Tao Sheng no longer has any thoughts about feelings. He feels that he has no way to completely open up to anyone. Everything about him is like a shell. Alright, choose whoever he is, and open up the flesh that has been cut in the past and is full of scars, unsightly and shameful.

Tao Sheng covered his eyes with the back of his hand and felt a bit of a headache. Just as he was about to fall asleep like this, the mobile phone on the bedside table suddenly vibrated.

Reaching out for the phone, Tao Sheng narrowed his eyes and looked at the words on it.

"Good night."

Glancing at the number, Tao Sheng was taken aback for a moment, and then felt goose bumps all over his body.He frowned and got up from the bed, stretched out a hand to the head of the bed and turned on the light.

After confirming again that he was not mistaken, Tao Sheng only felt a sense of nausea rising from the bottom of his heart.

Holding the phone tightly, Tao Sheng once again thought of what Guo Huai said in the bar that day, as well as this person's often out of tune character.

I thought he was reminding himself that he should not forget what happened that day?Tao Sheng glanced at the number again before throwing the phone back on the bedside table.

When I fell back on the bed, my heart was already a little cold.

That was just right, and he didn't forget.

Tightening his fists under the blanket, Tao Sheng turned off the light again.

The bright eyes in the darkness stared persistently at a spot on the ceiling. He could be wronged, but Mother Tao and Jian Miao absolutely couldn't. This was the only thing he had left, and it was also the last bottom line.

On the other side, Guo Zhen finally decided to give up teaching his son tonight, and after setting a new goal to continue tomorrow, he finally returned to his room.On the other hand, Li Yao felt that this tossing was really exhausting. He was a little hungry, so he ran to the kitchen to get a glass of water. As soon as he entered, he saw Guo Meiqin standing in the kitchen out of the corner of his eye. .

After hearing the sound of footsteps, she even turned her head to look at him. Before Li Yao could react, Guo Meiqin spoke first: "Old problem again?"

Li Yao paused, almost choking on his own saliva. He had always had a natural fear of Guo Meiqin, and even after following Guo Huai for so many years, he couldn't ease it at all.According to Li Yao's own feeling, no matter he was in his teens when he was a child, or he is almost thirty now, standing in front of Guo Meiqin is like a cat running into a tiger.

At first, he still couldn't understand Guo Meiqin's words, but after thinking about it carefully, after knowing what she was talking about, the top of his head began to sweat, "Well...Master Huai has too many business affairs these two days, so it's okay Pay attention to rest."

After he finished speaking, the kitchen fell silent.

Guo Meiqin's back was facing him, so from Li Yao's direction, she couldn't see her movements clearly.But at this moment, Li Yao started to break out in cold sweat again, and looked at Guo Meiqin depressedly, standing where he was, whether he was coming in or going out.

After standing like this for 5 minutes, when her body was a little stiff due to tension, Guo Meiqin seemed to have just finished the work in her hand, took a step back, turned around and said with a smile, "Bring this up."

Li Yao, who had been told so clearly, laughed awkwardly, and didn't dare to say more, so he stretched out his hand to catch the small bowl in Guo Meiqin's hand, and when his hand touched the bowl, he realized that the other party didn't intend to let go.

Li Yao was taken aback for a moment, then raised his head subconsciously, and saw Guo Meiqin looking at him with the corners of her lips curled up.

"What's his name?"

When he finally walked out of the kitchen, Li Yao felt that even though he didn't look like it on the outside, he definitely fled psychologically.

From a long time ago, he always felt that Guo Huai perfectly integrated his parents' temperament.In private affairs, he and his friends are always Guo Zhen's carefree and lovable temperament, but once it is changed to business affairs, it is full of Guo Meiqin's unpredictable sense of mystery.

Seeing them seem unmoved on the surface, so you feel complacent that you have cheated the sky, and actually turn around—sometimes even without turning around, they can appear in your field of vision, looking at you with a half-smile, etc. Say it yourself.

Guo Huai lost a little bit of Guo Meiqin's tactful charm, but a little more fierce and domineering.

And Guo Meiqin's smile just now is clearly the same as Guo Huai usually looking at the group of subordinates who think they are smart or even overconfident.

Li Yao trembled, knocked on the door and wanted to bring the bowl in.

After knocking for a long time, seeing that there was no sound inside, I thought Guo Huai fell asleep so early?Or just feeling unwell?

It was only then that Li Yao, who remembered Guo Zhen's kick, opened the door impatiently, took a closer look inside, and then he was petrified.

What about Guo Huai people? ! !

Guo Meiqin, who washed her hands and came out to take out a tissue, stopped and glanced at the second floor first, then paused for a moment, then looked at it for a while, raised her eyebrows, and went back to the bedroom.

At this moment, Guo Huai, who was supposed to stay in the room obediently, had already crawled out along the window on the second floor, taking a shortcut all the way when his father was still screaming downstairs. Back in the city center, she is sitting downstairs at Jian Miao's house, staring at the window where the light went off and on, and finally went out.

He was holding the mobile phone in his hand that had never received a reply.