Rebirth of a Writer's Life

It is not easy to find a coffee shop that is open during the Chinese New Year. Standing across the main road, Tao Sheng saw the name of the shop that Ease sent him at a glance.

Tao Sheng didn't sleep well last night. After Jian Miao came back the day before yesterday, he was still in a very bad mood. Tao Sheng stayed with him the whole night, and dragged him to see Mother Tao the next day with two panda eyes.

When Tao's mother saw Jian Miao's eyes were red, she immediately felt distressed, and she tried to persuade him for a long time, even though she didn't know the reason, she still coaxed Jian Miao into a mess with the experience of being a teacher for more than ten years. I was stunned for a moment.

Anyway, Tao Sheng didn't hear anything, but Jian Miao obviously heard it. The best provincial bureau was that he was willing to talk later, and he seemed to be in a much better mood.

Seeing the three of them having a good time, Tao Sheng talked to them, and then went out to attend the appointment.

When he arrived at the destination, he looked at the clock. It was neither early nor late, just at the agreed twelve o'clock, Tao Sheng thought, and walked in.

It is actually a very wise behavior not to open a shop during Chinese New Year. For example, right now, in the huge coffee shop, there is only one table with people. Tao Sheng walked towards that table without thinking too much.

Shishui was the first to see him. She was sitting and heading towards the door. When she saw him, she tilted her head and laughed, shaking her hand as a greeting. Then Ease turned around, her smile was just right, but she could see the nervously, "Hello."

"Hello," Tao Sheng sat down, turned around and nodded at Zhishui, "Long time no see."

"Yeah, you're still so handsome." Zhishui smiled at him, then handed him a catalog, "What do you want?"

Tao Sheng paused, shook his head and said, "Plain water is fine, I'm not very used to drinking beverages."

Zhishui smiled at him understandingly, and waved at the bar, "Xiaoguo, bring me a glass of boiled water with some lemon?"

The latter sentence was for Tao Sheng, he thought for a while, nodded and said, "Thank you."

"It's okay, you can eat whatever you want later, this is my shop." Zhishui blinked at him.

"Ah?" Tao Sheng finally realized why the store was still open during the Chinese New Year. He turned his head to look at it, and smiled at her, "It's beautiful, do you like this?"

"She's just driving around. She might do one thing today and another tomorrow." Ease interjected, then shrugged, "It's very unreliable."

"You're reliable!" Zhishui glared at him, then slapped the back of his hand casually, "Where's your ex-boyfriend?"

"Anal fissure."

"Where's the ex-boyfriend?"

"Impotence."

Tao Sheng: "..."

Zhi Shui: "Look, is he reliable?"

Ease was taken aback, his face turned red, "What does this have to do with this..."

Zhishui ignored him, leaned closer to Tao Sheng and said, "Let me tell you, this kid is a scum..."

"Ah Cheng!" Ease yelled anxiously.

Zhishui didn't seem to expect that he would call him that, he was taken aback, then sat back, stuck out his tongue at Tao Sheng, made a grimace, and then glanced at Ease.

Tao Sheng also subconsciously followed her gaze, and then met Ease's gaze, and after seeing his gaze turned away, he said seriously, "Let me introduce myself, I am easewalsh, a British-French, In fact, Zhishui is not wrong. I have just graduated, and I am not well-known, but I have always wanted to make a public welfare micro-movie that fights for equal rights for gays. I know that many people have already done it, in various ways. Advocate samelove, but when I saw "Peak", I suddenly thought of a completely different model. I like "Peak" very much. Two people help each other, support each other in career, and have a very happy private life. Playing around, life can still go on. I think this is the real "ordinary" and the real "sameness" in my eyes. Men and men can also live ordinary lives, rely on each other, and insist on each other. That feeling I want, that's why I want to ask for your opinion."

Tao Sheng looked at him for a long time before he replied in a wrong way, "Why are you so good at Chinese?"

ease; "..."

Only then did Tao Sheng realize that something was wrong, and when he was about to say something, Zhi Shui's soft voice interrupted him.

"Hahaha!" Zhishui laughed loudly, "God, Chuanchuan, you are so cute! Hahaha! Actually, it's because my father and ease's father have a very good relationship. He lived in my house in the early years After a period of time, the reason why I often come here to play is that my Chinese is very good.”

Ease nodded vigorously, "I really hope to get your approval. In terms of money, I have already found an investor."

Saying that, Zhishui raised his hand and smiled, raising his eyebrows at Tao Sheng.

"Actors, as long as you agree, give me a month, and I will definitely find it." Ease said, looking at Tao Sheng seriously, "So, I hope you can agree."

Tao Sheng smiled, without thinking too much, nodded and said, "Okay."

Ease obviously didn't expect to succeed so easily, he was completely stunned.

"I can understand your desire to do this, all you need to do is agree?" Tao Sheng looked at ease with a smile.

Ease was still in a daze until Zhishui kicked him under the table, "Stupid? Everyone promised you?"

"Ahh! I thought it would be so easy to forget to bring the contract! Me, me, me!" Ease screamed loudly, with an excited look on his face, Tao Sheng and Zhishui looked at each other and smiled.

"Shooting, when shooting, if you are interested in Chuanda, you can go there together! The itinerary is all included!"

"Well, it's good to stay in his hotel." Zhishui sipped his milk tea and smiled lightly.

Tao Sheng was stunned for a moment, a thought suddenly flashed in his mind, but before he could think about it carefully, the voice of ease came again.

"at last."

"In order to express my current mood, Chuan Da!" Ease looked at Tao Sheng, then quickly held his face in his hands, pulled towards him - and kissed him accurately and forcefully.

There was Zhishui's scream next to his ear, and a completely unfamiliar breath between his lips. Tao Sheng paused, and immediately resisted, subconsciously wanting to resist.

That is, when he stretched out his hand, ease let him go.

The latter licked his lips, his eyes sparkling.

"So soft."

Tao Sheng: "..."

At the same time, someone in a car across the street was holding a camera and recorded this scene in its entirety.

On the first day Guo Huai entered the hospital, he still looked haggard. After receiving the "comfort medicine" from his wife, he was so excited that he recovered from everything. After leaving the internal medicine department, you have to advance to the neurology department in a blink of an eye.

Li Yao thought so in his heart, and at the same time carefully glanced at Guo Meiqin who was sitting by the bed studying the message.

He didn't know when Guo Meiqin came here, and he didn't even hear a little bit of wind before. He secretly scolded his subordinates for not being able to do things well, while carefully scanning Mrs. Guo's expression.

It must be scanned. He recognized Tao Sheng as his "sister-in-law". What if Mrs. Guo didn't recognize her?

After reading the handwritten copy by Li Yao, Guo Meiqin put the paper on the bedside table, completely ignoring her son's expectant expression, and asked, "How do you plan to deal with this matter?"

Guo Huai looked at Guo Meiqin, a little dumbfounded, but actually he and Li Yao were in the same mood, waiting for his mother to praise his wife.And he has more mentality than Li Yao, just kidding, those things are enough to prove how good his wives are to him, how much he... cough cough.

But forget it if you think about it, his mother never likes to praise people, and she often has to be deliberated for a long time before she can figure out what she is talking about. attitude.

Guo Huai also turned serious, and made Li Yao close the door with a look, and said, "I think it's Meng Haoyu and Gao Liguo, and there are a few others, all in bits and pieces. I'll let Li Yao remember all of them." Yes, I have figured out how to deal with it, and nothing will happen. However, I have to stay in the hospital for a few more days. They think that I am down and happy, and they will make more progress and have more and more problems. "

As Guo Huai said, a hint of sternness flashed in his eyes, let him get to this point, solve Guo's crisis and write it off?Then his name will not be Guo Huai.

"You think they are the only ones?" Guo Meiqin asked instead of commenting.

"Ok?"

"Gao Liguo and Meng Haoyu, who are so incompatible with each other, will suddenly join forces?" Guo Meiqin leaned back in the chair, with a smile on her lips.

Guo Huai paused, frowned and said, "I know what you want to say."

"Well," Guo Meiqin nodded, "If you don't know, there's no need for you to sit in this seat. This talent is the key. How do you plan to deal with it?"

Guo Huai looked at her, frowned and said, "Mom, that's between me and him."

"Even if he wants to cheat on Guo Shi, you still insist on keeping things private with him? Does he know your plan?"

Guo Meiqin raised her eyebrows and smiled, the one in front was referring to Xiao Qing, while the one behind him raised her chin towards the formula Tao Sheng gave.

Guo Huai was silent for a while, "Mom, I don't know how to tell you about some things, but when I was young, I did a messy thing, and I owe Xiao..."

"What about his mother?"

Guo Huai was taken aback.

"Don't look at me with that expression. Many people think that I don't care about my son, but you were born in my October pregnancy. If you don't show it, it proves that I don't care?" Guo Meiqin looked at him, "Xiao Qing You can’t check all the information, right? As for the information given by the police station, you should also be able to see the clues, right?”

Guo Huai didn't speak. He always felt that what Guo Meiqin said next would clear up his confusion during this time. He had always known his mother's ability, but at the same time...he also always felt that these answers would Let him face a huge transformation.

"Xiao Qing's mother had a history of mental illness in her early years, and she was found out and abandoned. Her life has always been very chaotic. Even during pregnancy, she never gave up drugs and sex trade," Guo Meiqin said. "After pregnancy, Xiao Qing has always been brought up by his grandma, but when he was five years old, his mother took him back, and followed his mother in various chaotic situations for three years before taking his first guest."

Guo Huai's eyes widened suddenly at that moment. At this moment, Guo Meiqin took out a portfolio from her bag, put it in front of Guo Huai, and continued.

"Xiao Qing's mother probably just tried it at first, but later found out the huge profits and the benefits of making money, so she simply locked Xiao Qing up. After this kind of life lasted for a month, Xiao Qing took advantage of the gap and escaped." Guo Meiqin "He went to his father's place," said lightly.

"His father was a simple and honest man. He took in his son without hesitation at that time, regardless of his later wife's objections. Although Xiao Qing's mother often came to make trouble, Xiao Qing's father still insisted on raising Xiao Qingsan under such circumstances. In 11, that is, when he was [-] years old, Xiao Qing's father passed away."

"And here is why he chose you."

"Because his father died, there is a certain relationship with your father. Because of some coincidence, the two of them were hospitalized with the same disease. Unfortunately, the hospital only had one emergency medicine for this disease. It took 10 minutes to be transported from another hospital. At that time, your father was more serious, so the hospital decided to use other drugs to stabilize Xiao Qing's father, and let your father receive timely treatment first. Xiao Qing's father , did not survive as the hospital thought, nor did it last until the medicine was delivered."

Father is dead.

Where is Xiao Qing going?

Guo Huai looked at Guo Meiqin, just looking at him, without any emotion in his eyes.

"I don't know how to evaluate this matter, so I will tell you the truth, and you will be the one to decide the result. After that, Xiao Qing returned to his mother's side. We have made compensations that are not worth seeing compared to life. , but Xiao Qing doesn't know about these compensations." Guo Meiqin said, "All of them are in the hands of his father's wife, and these are prequels."

After she finished speaking, she didn't look at Guo Huai's expression, took out a cuboid from her bag again, looked at Guo Huai and said softly, "I know it will be difficult for you to accept, but his mother's death, It's not what you think, and it's not your fault, it's me and your father who should bear the guilt, so even if you think it's okay, it doesn't matter, Mom and Dad are behind you."

Guo Meiqin said, and put the cuboid in front of Guo Huai.

"This is the recording of my conversation with him at that time. He left you because of me. I won't defend myself. It's the same sentence. I just told you all the facts, how to think, how to look, how to do , it's up to you to decide."

After Guo Meiqin finished speaking, she took a deep look at Guo Huai, picked up her bag, turned around and walked outside, stopped when passing Li Yao, and motioned him to go out with her.

After the two stood still, she turned around and shook the paper in her hand, "I will stay in City A to take care of him during this time, and I used to feed him like this, right?"

Li Yao looked at Guo Huai a little bit unbearably, nodded and said, "Yes."

"What's this person's name?" Guo Meiqin asked again after looking at the paper that Li Yao had handwritten.

Li Yao paused, "Tao Sheng."

Guo Meiqin nodded, "Your handwriting is too ugly, practice it, and send me the original picture later."

Li Yao: "...Yes."

Guo Meiqin nodded, and when she was about to leave, she stopped again, turned her head and told Li Yao, "Buy him a plane ticket back to City B."

"Back to City B?" Li Yao was taken aback, "Master Huai is going back to City B?"

"You can buy it." Guo Meiqin said, "He will use it."

At the same time, Guo Huai in the room had already clicked on the recording.

"I killed it, but she deserves to die!" Inside the small cuboid was Xiao Qing's low growl.

He leaned against the wall, his eyes turned red little by little, as if he really saw how his original relationship, the relationship he remembered for half his life, changed from the brightest color in his heart to a little bit. .

Little by little, he became unrecognizable even to himself.

Mom can find out, why can't he?

Frankly, it was because he didn't want to.

No, it should be that even if he found out these things himself, he might not believe them.No, to be precise, without Tao Sheng... Even if his mother told him this, he would not believe it.

The face that would show him a gentle smile every time appeared in his mind again, Guo Huai closed his eyes and covered them with one hand.

Tao Sheng...

where are you?

Playing with Ease and Zhishui all afternoon, Tao Sheng went to his mother's for dinner, and then went home with Jian Miao---it was the old lady's request. How is it like to be with others.She also cheerfully said that she just recognized a godson, and Tao Sheng's company is not lacking, and godson Yan Xiu is standing next to Tao Sheng, closer than her own son.

Of course, Tao Sheng also wanted to accompany Jian Miao. On the way, Jian Miao said that she drank too much, and the two of them didn't take the car. Besides, it was difficult to find a car at this special time, so they just walked home like this, and the two of them walked together. , while talking like a little girl.

Talking about the downstairs of the house, Jian Miao suddenly realized that she immediately abandoned Tao Sheng and took a taxi to find Ma Cheng. She resolutely and without hesitation left Tao Sheng standing alone on the street.

Tao Sheng: "..."

I have already walked back, and there is no car on the road at this moment, and it is already past one o'clock, thinking that even if I rush back, it will be of no use other than disturbing Tao's mother to sleep, so I simply press the back button Thoughts, go home.

When he walked to the road in the community, Tao Sheng turned his head subconsciously, his eyes fell on the empty parking space on the side of the road.

He remembered that Guo Huai used to like to park his car there every time he came.

Later, he didn't know what was causing the psychological troubles. Once he realized that there was no car in the parking space, he stood there and looked around, only to find that he could directly see the window of his room without even raising his head.

It was as if Guo Huai's car could always be seen from his window.

Occasionally, he casually glanced at it when he passed the window, and then he almost formed a habit. He discovered that sometimes Guo Huai sat downstairs, and once he sat, it often lasted a day or a night.

And in this parking space, after Guo's accident, the cars parked in it often changed, but there was no one that Tao Sheng was familiar with.

Thinking about the news that day, Tao Sheng frowned subconsciously, even he didn't realize it.

But just when he was about to turn around and leave, his body was pulled violently. Before he could recover, his whole body had already fallen into a strong and familiar embrace.

Familiar taste, familiar intensity, familiar temperature.

Almost without thinking, Tao Sheng knew who the owner of this embrace was.

Do you really want Cao Cao and Cao Cao to come?

Tao Sheng's eyes widened, and as soon as he frowned, he wanted to push him away, but found that Guo Huai hugged him very tightly, a completely different way of hugging him than before.It's not that I want to vent my desire, nor is it perfunctory, but I really want to hug him and rub it into my bones.

And inside, palpable unease.

Tao Sheng felt it.

He could even feel that Guo Huai was afraid.

It was at this time that he realized that although Guo Huai had put on some clothes outside, he was still wearing a hospital gown inside!

This unprecedented experience caused Tao Sheng to give up. At this moment, Guo Huai pulled out a hand, put it behind his head, and pressed him hard into his arms, while burying his head even deeper. point.

Tao Sheng's neck had a different feeling, at least to Guo Huai, he desperately wanted to bury it a little deeper, as if this would ease the restlessness in his heart.

"I miss you," Guo Huai said hoarsely, "I miss you."

"Baby, I miss you."

"I miss you."

On that day, Guo Huai always felt that something changed in his life. Guo Meiqin's words almost reversed his entire adolescence, including the cognition of nearly 20 years later. I can't breathe.

And when he woke up, his brain was still dizzy from such sudden information, but he could clearly feel that it was lighter.

His body became lighter, and something that had been pressing on him disappeared, and he knew clearly that that thing would never come back.

Guo Huai hugged Tao Sheng, he really felt that this person was in his arms, he didn't go anywhere, he was here.He can still hug him, and he still has time to hug him. Thinking of this, the flesh and blood all over his body became hot.

He leaned against Tao Sheng's neck, knowing that he hadn't reacted yet.

But what does it matter?

He has a lifetime to allow him to experience slowly, to feel slowly.

He is not in a hurry, he can wait, he has plenty of time, tell him slowly.

Just like now.