Rebirth of a Writer's Life

When Guo Huai woke up, Tao Sheng's whole body was so stiff that he didn't feel comfortable anymore. As soon as he saw him let go, he immediately jumped out and started rubbing his neck.

The culprit was that he had just woken up and was still a little confused. He glanced at the food in front of him and said, "Finished?"

Tao Sheng didn't want to talk nonsense with him, so he took out his mobile phone to look at the clock, it was already past four o'clock in the afternoon, so he quickly called Mama Tao.

I don't know if it was too much fun shopping, Tao Sheng made a total of three phone calls before answering over there, saying that he met a lot of friends while shopping, and a group of old ladies were going to the restaurant at the moment I'm rushing, and I plan to go to the ktv later, or I will go to the square dance. In short, I guess it will be quite late before I can go back.

She sounded like she was really having fun, and she was full of smiles when she spoke, and she hung up the phone in a hurry before Tao Sheng could reply.

Guo Huai looked at Tao Sheng, stared at him for a while, and then smiled, "Shall we continue?"

Tao Sheng patted his shoulder, turned his mind, and suddenly thought of something, just when he was about to speak, a hand fell on his shoulder.

"Uncomfortable?" Guo Huai frowned and rubbed for him.

"Are you sleeping comfortably?" Tao Sheng glanced at him, and just when he was about to retract his shoulders, he found that...it was really comfortable to press, and it was much better than before when he rubbed it like this.

Tao Sheng went with him when he was comfortable, and Guo Huai presumably realized the reason at this moment, and was planning to continue dating with an apologetic face.

Tao Sheng stretched out his hand and pushed his face away, "Okay, let's go out."

"Where are you going?" Guo Huai followed behind him, "How was the movie just now?"

"It's okay," Tao Sheng said, "Go and eat."

"Hungry?" Guo Huai raised his eyebrows and looked at the clock, "Didn't you always have dinner at six o'clock before?"

Tao Sheng's expression froze, then he suddenly turned his head and stared at Guo Huai.

Guo Huai was taken aback by his action, "What's wrong?"

Tao Sheng opened his mouth, but he didn't say a word, he just turned his head and continued walking forward.Feeling a little depressed, Guo Huai knows that he likes to watch movies, and he also knows his work and rest time. In fact, Guo Huai didn't have many meals with him in the past. This person is a workaholic. How many workaholics can make it through the night Got home on time at six?In addition, Guo Huai often has entertainment.

But after so many years, with a little more care, even if you don't accompany me, you should know.

He suddenly wanted to ask Guo Huai, since he knew and understood, why didn't he do anything?

From the habit of watching movies, we can know that Guo Huai is not a person who likes to spend time and mind on things he doesn't care about, but once he puts his mind to it, Guo Shi is his masterpiece.

This is the first time Tao Sheng has realized so clearly that Guo Huai has him in his heart.

Such awareness did not make Tao Sheng feel at ease, on the contrary, it seemed to plant a small lump in his heart.

Guo Huai followed behind him all the time, and he followed Tao Sheng as he walked along the way, without saying a word, very quiet.Tao Sheng was also happy that he didn't have to deal with him with his mouth while his mind was running fast. After a while, the two of them arrived at their destination, which was a snack street.

To be precise, it was the street behind Tao Sheng's school when he was in high school. Tao Sheng had been back to his hometown for so long and hadn't been there. When he thought of eating, this was the first thought that came to his mind.

"I used to study high school here." Tao Sheng pointed to an iron gate. After all, it is not what it used to be. The school has probably been renovated several times. It has also been renovated in a while, and it looks extraordinarily aura.

"Want to go in and have a look?" Guo Huai glanced at him and asked tentatively.

Tao Sheng was uncomfortable seeing him, and shook his head, "Don't go in, let's go over there to eat."

"You used to play here often?" Thinking that it was related to Tao Sheng, Guo Huai's interest arose, and he never thought that these were small vendors that he would never even look at, let alone touch. .

"No," Tao Sheng shook his head, "Yan Xiu will bring me here when he is here."

After Guo Huai heard the name, he paused, then frowned, "Him?"

"Well, he was my mother's student when he was in high school, so I knew him." Tao Sheng replied, "It's my brother."

When Guo Huai heard this, he immediately became awkward, so early?Even if he is a brother but not a real brother, isn't that...

"I didn't have much pocket money before. I always thought that if I had a part-time job during the summer vacation, I would save up and eat all the food in this street." Tao Sheng said while walking, and then laughed.

Whether it's early or not, at least he's not here now.

Guo Huai thought about it, and then forced himself not to think about Yan Xiu, walked forward, and naturally stopped Tao Sheng's shoulder, "Eat today."

Tao Sheng nodded, broke free from him, and led Guo Huai into a small shop without further ado.

In fact, when he first thought of coming here, he was quite uncertain. His hometown has changed so much, it is hard to guarantee that this place will remain the same, and this kind of small shop is the easiest to disappear these days.

So when I came here and saw that the store was still here, I was really surprised.In addition, there are some faint nostalgia.

After getting the menu, Tao Sheng simply ordered a table of dishes, plus a lighter fish pot, and all the dishes happened to avoid the taboo of Guo Huai's recuperation period.

Guo Huai looked at the table and immediately understood Tao Sheng's intentions. Then his tail was almost wagging, and he moved to sit next to Tao Sheng.

"Sit across from me." Tao Sheng frowned, "It's very crowded."

"Just sit here." While talking, Guo Huai leaned in his direction again, stretched his hand under the table, and played tricks on Tao Sheng's thigh.

Tao Sheng was already numb to his behavior of touching all over without eating. After reaching out to pat him off, he glanced at him, "When are you going back to City A?"

"Huh?" Guo Huai took two pairs of chopsticks and said while wiping them, "Wait until you forgive me."

Tao Sheng paused, "I don't blame you."

"Then give me a kiss."

Tao Sheng: "..."

Seeing that he didn't move, Guo Huai immediately put on an expression of "Let's see".

Tao Sheng shook his head, "I'm not angry with you. If I want to be angry, I will be angry with myself. You said that if you don't want to stay, you can leave. It's my choice."

Guo Huai was stunned for a moment, then turned his head, "...Did I say that?"

Tao Sheng glanced at the dishes brought by the boss, took the chopsticks in his hand, and nodded.

"My brain is broken..."

"Talk about yourself." Tao Sheng reminded, took out his phone and looked at it again, after deliberation, he still sent a message to Tao's mother.Said it was over and called him and asked him to pick it up. It would be even more unsafe to go back alone at night.

"If you're busy over there, go back early." Tao Sheng put the phone back, and said simply and clearly.

Guo Huai shook his head, "This side is more important."

Tao Sheng stopped holding the vegetables, and finally the resentment in his heart could not be suppressed. He turned his head and glanced at Guo Huai, "Why did you know today?"

Guo Huai looked at him, opened his mouth, but said nothing.

The irritability in Tao Sheng's heart increased, and his good appetite was almost gone. When he was about to get up and leave, a hand stretched out and pressed the back of his hand.

"Eat something." Guo Huai whispered.

This kind of low-profile action appeared again, Tao Sheng froze for a moment, then frowned.

He finally realized that he couldn't bear the appearance of a man.

But why?

Tao Sheng looked at the table of dishes, but couldn't think of the reason.

The meal was unusually quiet, and Guo Huai didn't seem very happy. He always felt that it was right for him to stay beside Tao Sheng, but there was an invisible wall between the two of them, which was more important than the invisible wall. Even worse, Guo Huai didn't know where to start.

"Baby you..."

"Have you thought it through yet?" Tao Sheng suddenly put down his chopsticks, looked at him and said seriously.

"What?" Guo Huai asked after a pause.

"If, I said, if, I really go back with you, it's impossible for me to take care of everything for you as before, and then stay by your side peacefully, I may not even move back Live with you," Tao Sheng said, and paused, "This is not the Tao Sheng who took care of you meticulously, have you figured it out?"

Guo Huai paused, then immediately nodded and said, "Thought it out."

Tao Sheng looked at him, the expression on his face was too complicated to see clearly, as if he didn't really believe his answer.

"Even if you want me to serve you as I am now," Guo Huai said, with tenderness in his eyes, he lowered his head and kissed Tao Sheng's face, "I have to say the same thing over and over again. , I was wrong in the past, I was sorry for you, I don’t know how you viewed our relationship before, but in my opinion, we are lovers, don’t feel annoying when you say it, it’s the first time in my life for whom Shoushen, I love you Tao Sheng, I don't love you until I get used to it, but I am willing to get used to it because I love you. As long as you are willing to give me another chance, I really have nothing else to ask for."

Tao Sheng looked into his eyes, the fundus moved, and then lowered his eyelids, without speaking.

Guo Huai told him that he was sorry and that he loved him. These were all things that he had never done before, but Tao Sheng was still worried about something, even he didn't know it, the feeling of being scared even after falling off a cliff once .

He suddenly felt a little guilty. He had given Guo Huai hope, but he was hanging on to him like this. If it were him, he would also feel aggrieved.

But he has no choice, he can no longer accept a person, tolerate a person, and give himself to a person like before.

The atmosphere suddenly became worse than before. Tao Sheng was not in the mood to eat anymore, so he teased Guo Huai, and then the two of them walked out.

There are not many people in this store at this point, probably because of the new year's end. I don't know if I saw Guo Huai's actions when I went out. The eyes of the proprietress looked a little strange, and she didn't reach out her hand when paying. Go, but let him put money on the table.

But Tao Sheng couldn't care less, and threw the money directly on the table. Guo Huai didn't even bother to raise his eyelids to glance at the proprietress, and just dragged Tao Sheng away without asking for change.

"Don't think about it." After Guo Huai left the store, he watched Tao Sheng's reaction several times, finally sighed, reached out and stroked his back, "I'm too impatient, I won't do it again. Forcing you to do things you don't want to do, how long do you want to decide that I don't care, just go for a while to digest?"

After a while, Tao Sheng nodded.

Guo Huai smiled, turned his head and glanced coldly at the boss lady and her group who were whispering inside, and then generously took Tao Sheng's hand, and the latter didn't show any intention of avoiding it, he was now fully focused on his own mind.

"Go to the opposite side and see your school." Guo Huai has always been curious about the places Tao Sheng stayed in. The more you like this person, the more you want to know him, especially those places in his life where you don't have yourself .

Not through those cold reports, but really listening to this person tell him.

Tao Sheng's mind was shaking, he didn't pay attention to what Guo Huai said, he didn't notice Guo Huai's intention, he didn't even notice that Guo Huai was pulling him across the road.

Always be immersed in your own thoughts.

Until the ear-piercing sound of brakes that could cut through the sky, Tao Sheng suddenly raised his face when it was familiar and close, and he felt himself being pulled violently by a force, and then his whole face turned blood red in an instant. nothing.

Even the temperature on his hands dropped in an instant. He looked ahead in fear, and slowly opened his lips, but he didn't make a sound.

"Are you fucking blind and deaf?!"

A roar sounded in his ears, but Tao Sheng seemed to be unable to hear anything, his face was frighteningly pale, and his calves were weak, as if he would collapse on the ground in the next second. , can't do it.

He just stood there stupidly, his mind blank.