Turns Out I'm Crazy

Chen Qianqing saw a beam of light.

A beam of warm, dazzling light, he stopped walking in the tunnel, raised his head and looked along the beam of light.

At the end of the light source, there was a black shadow standing against the light.

The shape of the shadow looked a little familiar, Chen Qianqing almost remembered who this shadow belonged to in the next moment, and he called softly: "Qianqing."

The shadow trembled violently, as if the owner of the shadow reacted to Chen Qianqing's cry.Afterwards, the glaring light source behind the shadow gradually dimmed, revealing his face as a black shadow against the light.

It was a handsome face with a faint smile, and he said: "Lu Zhengfei, long time no see."

This is the real Chen Qianqing.

Chen Qianqing—no, to be precise, it was Lu Zhengfei. The moment he saw Chen Qianqing, there were not too many complicated emotions in his heart, only a faint sadness and guilt welled up in his heart.

Time will wash away everything, and the most intense emotions will cool down after too long.This is also the reason why Lu Zhengfei chose to die after Chen Qianqing's death. He could not forgive himself for forgetting Chen Qianqing.

Chen Qianqing didn't seem surprised when she saw this face that was exactly like her own. He said, "How are you doing?"

Lu Zhengfei looked at Chen Qianqing who was slowly approaching him, and thought of himself in another world, he said: "I'm sorry."

Chen Qianqing laughed. At this time, the resentment and anger before his death did not appear on his face at all, as if he had completely forgotten those bad memories, and became the proud and pure Chen Qianqing again. He said: "Why? say sorry?"

Lu Zhengfei said: "I didn't protect your body well."

Chen Qianqing let out a low laugh, his smile was as bright as the sun, as if there had never been any haze, he said: "Just because of this?"

Lu Zhengfei said: "I also failed to prevent the death of your parents."

Chen Qianqing sighed, then slowly shook her head: "Lu Zhengfei, do you know how much I hated you?"

Lu Zhengfei lowered his eyes, of course he knew.

Chen Qianqing said: "You ruined my life, it's normal for me to hate you if I think about it."

The person Lu Zhengfei was most sorry for was Chen Qianqing. No matter how Chen Qianqing retaliated against him, he deserved it.

Chen Qianqing said: "I didn't realize that you loved me at all. I also took what Lu Yiqin said to me seriously." In the last life, when Lu Yiqin revealed that it was Lu Zhengfei who wanted him to go blind, he chose believe.

Lu Zhengfei's trust in his eyes was completely bankrupt, and there was nothing left between them except hatred.

Chen Qianqing said: "How are you doing in that world?"

Lu Zhengfei knew that Chen Qianqing was referring to the world after he became Chen Qianqing. He listened to Chen Qianqing's question, but he didn't know how to answer it.

Seeing that Lu Zhengfei was silent, Chen Qianqing laughed, "It's okay, I know if you don't tell me." He paused for a moment, then continued: "It is my wish that you were reborn there."

There was a little surprise in Lu Zhengfei's eyes.

Chen Qianqing tilted his head, showing a playful expression, he said: "How about it, try your own love, doesn't it feel very novel?"

Lu Zhengfei said: "Am I dead? Where is this?"

Chen Qianqing said with a smile: "You are still so dull, you just thought of asking this after you have said so much."

Lu Zhengfei couldn't help but laugh. He found that Chen Qianqing had become the person he fell in love with in the first place, sunny, frank, and with the pride of a young man.

Chen Qianqing said: "When I died with resentment, someone gave me three wishes."

Lu Zhengfei shouldn't have believed in such unreal things, but after experiencing rebirth, his worldview seemed to have been rebuilt again.It seems that there is nothing unbelievable about the almost fantasy things Chen Qianqing said.

Chen Qianqing said: "You know, what is the first wish I made?"

Lu Zhengfei had already guessed something, but he didn't speak.

Sure enough, Chen Qianqing said to Lu Zhengfei: "The first wish I made was for you to taste the hardships I have suffered."

Lu Zhengfei smiled wryly, and he said, "You don't realize that this kind of revenge is too light?" He was not blind, and he was not irreparable with himself in another world.

Chen Qianqing shook her head: "That's the expression you didn't see after you were fucked by that Lu Zhengfei. Lu Zhengfei, tell me, will the pain of flesh and blood make you mentally collapse?"

Thinking of this, Lu Zhengfei felt that what Chen Qianqing said made sense, he sighed and said, "What about the second wish."

Chen Qianqing said: "The second wish is that I hope to meet someone who will make me happy all my life."

Hearing what Chen Qianqing said, Lu Zhengfei was supposed to be jealous, but he found that he didn't even have the strength to be jealous. He said, "Then are you happy now?"

Chen Qianqing smiled: "What do you think?"

The answer is already so obvious, no one who is unhappy will show such a gentle expression, and even throw away the hatred.

Lu Zhengfei said: "What about the third wish?"

Chen Qianqing shook her head, and did not pick up the topic, but said, "Don't you want to see how Lu Zhengfei is doing in that world?"

Before Lu Zhengfei could answer, Chen Qianqing waved his hand, and a light curtain appeared in front of Chen Qianqing.

On the light curtain, Lu Zhengfei from that world was sitting in an empty room, smoking a cigarette silently. His face was full of stubble, his eyes were dull and crazy, and he could see that he was in a very bad state.

Lu Zhengfei knew this place, it was a crematorium.

Chen Qianqing said: "You said, will he leave that world with you?"

Lu Zhengfei said: "Maybe."

Chen Qianqing said: "So...in this world, the only one who can be with you is yourself."

Lu Zhengfei was not angry because of this sentence, he said: "If you don't even love yourself, then who will love you."

Chen Qianqing nodded her chin and thought about it, but she actually felt that it made sense, and said, "Well... that's true."

Lu Zhengfei said: "I'm dead, right? Where should I go next?"

Chen Qianqing turned her head and stared at Lu Zhengfei, removing the hatred. His eyes looked extremely clear, but there seemed to be some other emotions hidden in these eyes.

The two looked at each other in silence. After a long time, Chen Qianqing said softly: "Lu Zhengfei, I will give you my last wish, okay?"

Lu Zhengfei opened his mouth and didn't say anything. In the next second, his body turned into a golden spot of light, and then dissipated in the long, dark tunnel.

Chen Qianqing turned against the light source and watched Lu Zhengfei disappear, the smile on his face faded, and he seemed a little silent.After a while, a slender hand was placed on Chen Qianqing's shoulder, the light source became stronger, and the man's face could not be seen, but his voice could be heard, and he said: "Honey, you are so generous, I will be jealous."

Chen Qianqing sighed: "Without you, I might not be so generous." Hatred will destroy a person, making him see nothing and hear nothing.

The man put his chin on Chen Qianqing's shoulder and muttered, "I'm not happy."

Chen Qianqing snorted, turned around and wanted to leave: "Who cares if you can drive or not... um."

The kiss is gentle, they are against the light source, like two entangled black shadows, forever and ever, will never be separated.

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Lu Zhengfei——no, Chen Qianqing woke up.He felt as if he had had a long dream, in which the real Chen Qianqing appeared, and told himself that he gave himself his last wish.

However, when Chen Qianqing saw clearly the cap of the pen in his hand, he realized that he was really not dreaming.

Chen Qianqing got up, walked outside the balcony, and as expected saw Lu Zhengfei who was on the phone.

Chen Qianqing looked at Lu Zhengfei, and stretched out his fingers to trace the outline of Lu Zhengfei through the glass. He stood there for a long time, until Lu Zhengfei finished making the phone call, and turned to see him.

Lu Zhengfei said, "Didn't you go to the park?" Chen Qianqing shook her head.

Lu Zhengfei seemed relieved, and said, "It's a good thing you didn't go, I always feel terrified." When he was on the phone, he suddenly had an indescribable feeling, as if his heart was about to explode. As if jumping out of his chest, he wanted to end the phone call quickly and turned to look for Chen Qianqing, but his body couldn't move for no reason.

Chen Qianqing said: "Well...you know the time, send Lu Yiqin to the mental hospital."

Lu Zhengfei knew what Chen Qianqing meant by a mental hospital. It was nothing more than a prison with better treatment. Without his consent, Lu Yiqin would spend her whole life in it.

Lu Zhengfei nodded. After this incident, he was completely disappointed with his younger sister.

Lu Zhengfei looked at Chen Qianqing, and suddenly said, "It seems like I haven't seen you for a long time."

Chen Qianqing looked at Lu Zhengfei, but he remembered the face of the original owner, Chen Qianqing, in his mind. He did not expect that Chen Qianqing would actually give him his last wish.

Looking back in time, Chen Qianqing did not leave the house, and Lu Zhengfei, a big tree, was naturally still flourishing.

Lu Zhengfei took Chen Qianqing's hand, and began to rub the ring on Chen Qianqing's ring finger habitually. He said, "I seem to have forgotten to tell you something very important..."

Chen Qianqing asked what it was.

Lu Zhengfei showed a distressed expression, and he said: "I can't remember."

Chen Qianqing just laughed, he took his hand out of Lu Zhengfei's hand, turned around and said, "I asked Aunt Zhao to make some cakes."

Looking at Chen Qianqing's back, before Lu Zhengfei's head could react, his mouth moved by himself, and he said loudly: "Chen Qianqing, I love you now."

Chen Qianqing paused, stretched out her hand and bowed casually, indicating that she understood.

Lu Zhengfei raised his right hand and kissed heavily the diamond ring reflecting the soft light. He thought...he is really, very happy.

So Chen Qianqing, how about you?

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