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Si Xiaoqi didn't answer his question, but said stubbornly: "Xiao Chen, come with me."

These words were too sincere, Xiao Chen had never seen Si Xiaoqi so serious, as if he was about to entrust something important to him.Under Si Xiaoqi's fiery gaze, Xiao Chen nodded involuntarily.After ordering, a heart that was always up and down was let go.Everything is like this, there will be all kinds of guesses before they are sure, and every guess will lead people to an unknown future. It is this kind of unknown that makes people afraid; It is clearly and unmistakably shown that there is no other choice but to go on.

This is more practical.

"Then let's leave after eating!" Si Xiaoqi put the chopsticks back into Xiao Chen's hand, and went to open another lunch box by himself.Xiao Chen watched him shovel rice grains into his mouth, thinking that Si Xiaoqi really has a big heart.However, this is so good, Xiao Chen then took two mouthfuls of rice, and felt that his heart was also opened.

When the two of them tidied up and went out, Si Xiaoqi saw that Xiao Chen was wearing black jeans and a white and gray T-shirt. He opened the cabinet door and found another T-shirt and threw it over: "Wear this one."

"Why?" Xiao Chen took the dress. This dress is light pink, very very light pink, very elegant color.But he doesn't like this color very much, he always thinks it looks feminine in it, but in fact Xiao Chen's skin is very fair, so he looks clean and pretty in this color.

Speaking of which, Si Xiaoqi bought this dress. At the end of July, Si Xiaoqi went to buy two shirts.Because I always have to eat with people or talk about some business matters, it is not appropriate to wear a T-shirt.Si Xiaoqi's buying clothes is very simple and rude. When he enters the store, he goes straight to the men's clothing counter, walks into the one closest to him, specifies the size, picks a few favorite colors and packs them away.He did the same thing that time. When the waiter was bagging him, he suddenly saw a pale pink T-shirt on the model. Under the light of the overhead light, the color was so soft that it made people feel soft. .For some reason, Si Xiaoqi just thought that this dress would look good on Xiao Chen, so he packed it and brought it back together.Xiao Chen happily said thank you. Si Xiaoqi never wore it after wearing it for a whole day, but Si Xiaoqi didn't mind, as long as he saw what Xiao Chen looked like in it, he would be satisfied. up.

At Si Xiaoqi's insistence, Xiao Chen changed into this dress and paired it with black slim-fit jeans. Si Xiaoqi was so dazzled that he wanted to go over and take off the clothes he had just put on.

"Are you going out or not?" Xiao Chen asked pantingly as he was pressed on the sofa.

"Hmm..." Si Xiaoqi hesitated for a while, but got up anyway, stretched out his hand to grab Xiao Chen and said reluctantly, "Let's go."

Xiao Chen stood up and grunted his hair, and suddenly found that Si Xiaoqi was also wearing a pair of black jeans. The difference was that he was wearing a black T-shirt. The thick color suppressed the slick and hooligan aura on his body. It has faded a lot, and it looks unexpectedly "serious".

Xiao Chen frowned for a while and said, "You don't look good in black."

Si Xiaoqi dragged him out, and said as he walked, "Forbid me to be dirty, so you don't have to ask me to do laundry every day."

When Xiao Chen got into the car, he keenly smelled a faint scent of roses. He glanced at the empty back seat and sighed inwardly.Sending flowers is only suitable for chasing girls. Seriously, instead of hiding a box of red roses in the trunk and showing them to yourself in a mysterious manner, it is better to hide a box of pathology slide albums. Can be happier.

Xiao Chen didn't want to dampen Si Xiaoqi's enthusiasm, he didn't mention the increasingly rich rose fragrance, but just chatted with Si Xiaoqi.The two drove all the way south, through the city, through the Fourth Ring Road, and continued south.As the field of vision outside the car window became wider and fewer and fewer vehicles, Xiao Chen also gradually fell silent.

If you continue to drive south, you will arrive at Wan'an Cemetery.

Si Xiaoqi parked the car in the parking lot at the entrance of the cemetery, then opened the trunk, and there was indeed a cardboard box of red roses inside, big and big, with water droplets on the petals, the color of the flames and the strong aroma dilute the cemetery The chilling atmosphere here.

"My mother likes red roses the most, so I buy red roses every time." Si Xiaoqi lifted the box out, then slammed the trunk shut, and continued, "But my father hates red roses the most, he likes white roses ...But my mother doesn't like white flowers... How do you think these two people have been able to live in harmony for decades?"

"There must be someone who is willing to follow the other party." Xiao Chen said, feeling heavy in his heart.

"That's true," Si Xiaoqi said with a grin, "every time my dad annoys my mom, he will buy a box of red roses. The owner of the flower shop in front of the house knows him, and they get a [-]% discount on the flowers and don't charge for packaging. "

Si Xiaoqi hugged the cardboard box in his arms, took out two bottles of Jinliufu from the compartment, and said to Xiao Chen, "Let's go!"

Xiao Chen took the two bottles of wine and held them in his hand, nodded: "Let's go!"

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Si Xiaoqi wiped the tombstone clean, there was some bird droppings on the black marble, he wiped it off but did not wipe it off, so he turned his head and wanted to find some water to wash it off.Xiao Chen came over, took a tissue paper and picked it up, and it was cleaned up quickly.

"Are you obsessed with cleanliness?" Si Xiaoqi said with a smile, "I didn't even dare to let you do it."

Xiao Chen didn't say anything, he didn't know what to say.

Si Xiaoqi took out the flowers from the box, all of which were long-stem roses, and spread them neatly around the tombstone, then unscrewed the wine bottle and poured half of it in front of the tombstone.After all this was done, he clapped his hands and pulled Xiao Chen down to sit in front of the tombstone.

"Look, this is my dad." Si Xiaoqi pointed to the small photo on the tombstone and said, "Isn't he handsome? They all say I look like my dad."

"I think you are a bit like your mother." Xiao Chen compared carefully, "People say that a son looks like a mother."

"I'm not as good-looking as my mother!" Si Xiaoqi said regretfully, "If I look like my mother, I'll enter the film and television industry, and I'm sure I'll be a hit."

"Your mother is so beautiful!" Xiao Chen sighed.

The man in the photo has thick eyebrows and big eyes, and looks very tough. The woman is gentle and pleasant, with full eyebrows and eyes, she looks like a Jiangnan woman.The two people in the photo are very young, Xiao Chen glanced at the dates of birth and death, and the difference between the two people's death was less than a year.

"Si Xiaoqi..." Xiao Chen asked with a sneer, "If I remember correctly, you said that your mother died when you were two years old."

"Ah?" Si Xiaoqi coughed and said with a sneer, "Well..., hey, listen to me, my mother is from the south, she is very delicate. When my father married my mother, they all said flowers stuck in cow dung."

"Why do you say that?" Xiao Chen couldn't help laughing, too lazy to talk to him, "Actually, your father is also quite handsome."

"Of course!" Si Xiaoqi puffed out his chest, "I'm like my father."

The topic suddenly stopped here, Xiao Chen didn't know what to say, and Si Xiaoqi just wanted to accompany his parents quietly and didn't want to say anything.So the two of them sat there with their knees hugged, watching a white cloud slowly float over their heads, and there was the sound of wind passing through the pine forest in the distance.

"Xiao Chen," Si Xiaoqi said suddenly, "my dad died of liver cancer. He didn't look like this at all when he died. If you look at it, you won't believe it's the same person in the photo. Not long after he died, my mother died too. Yes, she is already in poor health and has been suffering from chronic nephritis. In fact, the disease is fatal, but my father is gone, and she feels that being alone is boring."

Xiao Chen said softly: "The two are used to being together, and they are inseparable."

"Well, would you believe it? They were classmates in elementary school. At that time, my grandfather transferred from the army and returned to Anhai, and brought my mother back. She and my dad were in the same elementary school and were in the same class. At that time, my dad bullied me every day. She, pull her braid..."

"How wonderful," Xiao Chen sighed, "This is a lifetime, a real lifetime."

"Yeah, that's why I didn't cry when my mother left. I know that my mother's greatest wish is to be with my father all the time. It's not easy to realize the greatest wish in a person's life."

Xiao Chen nodded.

Si Xiaoqi was silent for a while, then turned to look at Xiao Chen and said, "Look, it's all here, why don't you say something?"

"What do you want me to say?" Xiao Chen tilted his head and looked at Si Xiaoqi, "Did you give me a chance to speak?"

"No!" Si Xiaoqi couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth, he shook his head and said, "I don't want to give you a chance at all, I'm afraid you will refuse."

He stretched out his arms, put his arms around Xiao Chen's shoulders, and said very seriously to the tombstone: "Mom and Dad, this is Xiao Chen, a doctor at Anhai Hospital. He is 28 years old, unmarried, has a car and a house, other I don't know anything about..."

Xiao Chen couldn't help being happy.

Si Xiaoqi went on to say: "This person has a lot of problems, he has cleanliness, a bad mouth, he can hit people with acupuncture points, and his temper is not very good."

Xiao Chen nodded; "You have a big opinion on me."

"Well, it's getting older." Si Xiaoqi frowned and deliberately looked at Xiao Chen's face, then nodded, "But... I'm happy."

Xiao Chen smiled and lowered his head silently.

Si Xiaoqi continued: "Anyway, it's just such a person. I'll show you two today. Right now, I'm going to pursue him, but I don't know if I can catch him. If your two elders are alive, I will bless you." Let me tell you, son, so that the two of you can feel more at ease over there, can't you?"

Xiao Chen raised his eyebrows and thought to himself: "Si Xiaoqi, the dead are the most important. You brought your parents out, so you really didn't intend to give me a chance to refuse."

Si Xiaoqi took out a red rose from the tombstone and held it up to Xiao Chen, slowly said: "Xiao Chen, I like you very much."

This day was not a rest day, there were very few people in the cemetery, and the surroundings were so quiet that one could hear the sound of wind gliding past.But Xiao Chen couldn't hear anything, he was almost deafened by his own heartbeat.He had the urge to run away, and wanted to take the rose, but he struggled in his heart, and his hands trembled in panic.

"I'm confessing and I didn't intend to rape you. Are you scared like that?" Si Xiaoqi put the flower on Xiao Chen's knee and freed his hand to snort Xiao Chen's hair, "There is no law If I like you, you have to like me, why are you nervous, I just want to tell you."

"I'm not nervous," Xiao Chen tried to stabilize his voice, trying to look calm and breezy, "I just thought, you are not afraid to make your parents angry."

"No," Si Xiaoqi waved his hand, and said very freely, "You are very reliable when you look at it like this, and I used to be the one who pissed them off."

"Si Xiaoqi, your way of confessing is really different!" Xiao Chen's nervousness and flustered emotions were immediately wiped away by Si Xiaoqi's words, and all the entanglements in his stomach were only funny And angry.

"I'm telling the truth," Si Xiaoqi said seriously, "Let me tell you frankly, I made a few friends before, not many, maybe three or four. The first two were handed in when I was studying. Playing around, basically doesn’t count. Later, I met a senior intern in my dad’s company, and later that person went to study abroad; the last one... Hehe, when I recited words last year, the asset liquidation had not yet started Well, he will clean up with me."

Listening to him, Xiao Chen felt that it had nothing to do with him, and he didn't care, he was only struggling with one question, how to answer him.

Si Xiaoqi shut his mouth, looked at Xiao Chen's dazed expression, then couldn't help sighing, pulled him into his arms, hugged him and kissed him on the forehead: "Don't be nervous, I just told you My parents said. I haven't chased you yet, don't worry, I will continue to chase you."

Xiao Chen closed his eyes and collected himself, opened his eyes and was about to speak when Si Xiaoqi kissed him in front of his parents.

"Xiao Chen," Si Xiaoqi left Xiao Chen's lips and said relaxedly, "Don't worry, I didn't force the marriage."

"Is this still called 'not forcing'?" Xiao Chen tilted his head, slightly out of breath, and said, "Si Xiaoqi, what do you call 'forcing'? You have already figured it out? I Let’s just say, I have to wear a pink dress when I come to the cemetery.”

Si Xiaoqi smiled complacently, this is just like a couple!Of course, he wouldn't admit it even if he was killed by this thought.

"I just want to tell you that I want to adjust our relationship." Si Xiaoqi held Xiao Chen's arm and laughed softly, his voice suppressing the sound of the wind.

"How to adjust?"

"Can I chase you?"

"Can I say no?"

"Can't!"

"Then why did you ask?"

"Just to be polite," Si Xiaoqi bared his big white teeth, smiling brighter than the roses in front of the tombstone.

"How do you plan to chase?"

"Make sure you can't leave me." Si Xiaoqi said.

Xiao Chen glanced at the tombstone, and felt that if this topic continued, the Si family's parents might come out of it and beat this shameless person to death.

"Si Xiaoqi, do we have to say this in front of your parents?"

"Of course!" Si Xiaoqi shrugged and said as a matter of course, "When a son falls in love with someone and wants to spend the rest of his life with him, of course he has to tell his parents immediately."

"Forever?" Xiao Chen raised his eyebrows.When he heard the word "lifetime", his heart sank suddenly. He feared this word the most but also yearned for it the most.No matter who said the word, he couldn't believe it, but he always wanted someone who could turn the word into reality and show him.

Do you want to give it a try?Xiao Chen asked himself.

"Si Xiaoqi," Xiao Chen said slowly, "I dare not tell you that the two of us will be able to 'live forever', that's for coaxing teenage children. We are almost 60 years old together, 'Forever and ever' 'Stop talking like that..."

Just as Si Xiaoqi was about to open his mouth to speak, Xiao Chen stretched out a hand in front of him to stop him.He felt that his heart gradually became more relaxed, and his chaotic and tangled emotions were gradually straightened out and stretched.It turns out that as long as there is hope ahead, I have the courage to try again, and at worst everything will return to the original place.

Also, what's so scary?Don’t talk about homosexuality these days, even heterosexuals “get together today and break up tomorrow”. The “Yizhihua” in the internal medicine outpatient department of the hospital can change four boyfriends a year, so what can I do if I jump into the pit again?

So Xiao Chen said with a smile: "However, Si Xiaoqi, I think we can work hard on this goal."

Si Xiaoqi laughed like a big trumpet flower, and blushed like a tomato excitedly. He said, "All love that doesn't aim at 'living a lifetime' is a hooligan. Xiao Chen, do you think I look like that kind of hooligan?"

"What do you think?" Xiao Chen felt that this person could ask such a question, and his face was... so big.