my passenger is sleepy

Si Xiaoqi didn't notice Xiao Chen's silence, and just babbled about the situation of the trip, nothing more than not earning much, the students were too noisy and so on.While talking, he suddenly opened his eyes and said, "But that kid is really nice and sensible."

Xiao Chen's heart sank, and he looked down at Si Xiaoqi: "You like him very much?"

"It's okay." Si Xiaoqi nodded generously, "It's quite similar to me, I guess I'll have a son just like him?"

"You want to have a son?"

"In fact, I like my daughter better. The little girl has braids, wears a floral skirt, and calls 'Daddy' in a childish voice..."

Xiao Chen felt blocked, although he knew very well that Si Xiaoqi's words had no other meaning, but he just felt bad, and couldn't hold back the anger rising up, as if to vent his anger, he said: "You are now Find a wife and have a baby."

"Xiao Chen?" Si Xiaoqi sat up slowly, put a big hand on the top of Xiao Chen's head, turned his head, and asked seriously, "You...what's wrong?"

Xiao Chen was stabbed by the word "again", he felt that Si Xiaoqi's tone was full of annoyance and accusation, his heart was beating so fast that he almost jumped out of bed.

"What's the matter with me?" He asked back, his tone as if he had taken gunpowder.

"Are you in a bad mood? Is there anything wrong in the unit? You're still too tired."

"No... I'll just... just say it casually," Xiao Chen shook his head, broke away from Si Xiaoqi's hand, lifted the quilt and got out of bed, muttering, "I'm going to the bathroom."

Xiao Chen locked the bathroom door, put down the toilet seat and sat down.He clenched his fists and slowly took deep breaths, relaxing himself little by little.He knew that his emotions were wrong, and he also knew that this almost unreasonable venting would affect his relationship with Si Xiaoqi, but he just couldn't help it. Apart from Si Xiaoqi, he didn't know who else could calm him down.

At this time, he needs Si Xiaoqi.Si Xiaoqi didn't need to say anything, just sat there and listened to him, and then hugged him hard, so that his brain would be burnt to nothing, and all the troubles would be wiped out.

Xiao Chen stood up and washed his face with cold water, looking at the gloomy face in the mirror, he thought of Si Xiaoqi and said: "That child is always cheerful, looking very festive."

Who doesn't like beautiful sunny little fresh meat?

Xiao Chen remembered Xia Zihan's face, and said to himself calmly: "I don't have to go back to the dormitory today." He still clearly remembered Xia Zihan saying: "I can help you adjust your state slowly", "This matter If you love me, I hope I won't blackmail you"... This boy is very proactive, he is smart, and knows how to use his own advantages to fight for himself.In fact, there is nothing wrong with this. In this world, everyone is doing this, but some people are more despicable, while others are aboveboard.

For example, Xia Zihan, he pursues himself, he takes the initiative to dedicate himself, but once he says no, he will not pester him, let alone use any means, he will leave... Or, choose another partner, until someone can't resist him Charm, willing to hug him.Xiao Chen is happy to see Xia Zihan find the person he loves, as long as that person is not Si Xiaoqi.

Xiao Chen looked at himself in the mirror, that face full of vigilance and jealousy was really disgusting.He hates himself like this. Before he met Si Xiaoqi, he was not like this. He is free and easy, he will not tolerate any betrayal from his partner, and he will not hide his emotions in his heart. Everything is spread out, face to face confrontation.But facing Si Xiaoqi, he changed himself because he couldn't bear it and didn't dare.

He couldn't bear to let Si Xiaoqi, who was already tired and irritable, worry about him anymore, and he didn't dare to test and question easily, he was afraid of getting an answer that he couldn't accept.

Xiao Chen turned on the faucet and flushed his head with ice-cold water, the heart-piercing chill woke him up instantly.He hurriedly turned his eyes away, unwilling to take another look in the mirror, he wanted to talk to Si Xiaoqi, tell him his plan, and talk to him about Xia Zihan.There shouldn't be any doubts between the two of them, there should be unconditional trust in each other.

After the talk... Tomorrow morning, both of us will be fine, so we can have a peaceful meeting tonight.Xiao Chen even hoped that Si Xiaoqi could make him feel pain, let him completely forget everything in the extreme physical stimulation, and return to the most primitive and purest relationship.

The covers in the bedside table should have been used up a long time ago, Xiao Chen took a box of new ones from the mirror box, and opened the bathroom door without hesitation.But the moment the bathroom door opened, he clearly heard Si Xiaoqi's thunderous snoring in the bedroom.

The small square box in Xiao Chen's hand fell to the floor alone.

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After nine o'clock in the morning, when Si Xiaoqi woke up, he found that Xiao Chen had already gotten up. He rubbed his eyes and shouted, "Baby, where are you?"

"Living room." Xiao Chen's faint voice came.

Si Xiaoqi stomped into the living room, there was a tofu nao and a steamed bun on the dining table.

"Are you finished?" Si Xiaoqi sat down at the table after washing up and devoured it.

"It's over." Xiao Chen put down his phone, pulled out a chair and sat in front of Si Xiaoqi, "Busy recently?"

"Well," Si Xiaoqi stuffed his mouth full of food, and nodded vaguely, "Xia Zihan is quite mobile, he does one job here and another, which keeps me busy... Oh, yes, Xia Zihan Han is the little translator I told you about."

Xiao Chen nodded: "Is the turnover good?"

"What a fart." Si Xiaoqi almost spit out his mouth full of steamed stuffed buns, "I'm thankful that I can make ends meet now."

"Well, it's good," Xiao Chen said, "I'm less stressed this way."

"Baby, don't worry, no matter how much money I have, it's still yours?" Si Xiaoqi said with a playful smile, "Everyone is yours."

"No," Xiao Chen said, "You misunderstood me. I mean, since you are not rich, even if I am unemployed, I am not considered a 'sugar daddy'."

"Eh?" Si Xiaoqi asked confusedly, "What do you mean, why are you unemployed?"

"It's nothing, it's just a possibility." Xiao Chen said calmly, "I'm going to blackmail someone. If I succeed, everything will be fine, but if I fail, both will suffer."

"Extortion?" Si Xiaoqi put down his chopsticks, and a thought flashed through his mind, "Aren't you going to find Zhang... Zhang or something?"

"you are right."

"Wow," Si Xiaoqi exclaimed and sized Xiao Chen up, "I really can't see that my wife has such a hand, I always thought you were a pure little white rabbit."

Of course Xiao Chen could hear the sarcasm in Si Xiaoqi's words, he said patiently: "According to Guo Hong's words, he must have dumped Xiao Song because of Liu Yuan's daughter, and the two of them talked about it for a while. It's been a year, and it's time to talk about marriage, Zhang Tianqi must be determined to embrace Liu Yuan's thigh, so he will agree to any conditions."

Si Xiaoqi raised his thick eyebrows a little hesitantly: "Xiao Chen?"

"What?" Xiao Chen looked at Si Xiaoqi calmly, without even shaking his eyes.

"This way...it's too extreme, hurting the enemy a thousand, and hurting yourself eight hundred."

"It's you who said that if you want to make a fuss, do it thoroughly."

"You... don't leave yourself a way out."

"Didn't you say to support me, I plan to use you as a 'retreat', okay?" Xiao Chen unconsciously took on a slightly mocking tone.

"Okay—" Si Xiaoqi said slowly, but was shocked in his heart.This is the first time he has seen Xiao Chen's "ruthlessness". Xiao Chen rarely loses his temper, and occasionally makes a small embarrassment, but he always gets over it by himself in a day or two.So in Si Xiaoqi's mind, Xiao Chen has always been a typical hard-mouthed and soft-hearted, at most he is a little arrogant.Cats, it's nature.

But now, he found that Xiao Chen actually planned to negotiate terms with Zhang Tianqi, betting all his chips, leaving no room for himself to retreat.This was an almost naive decision, and it was not something that the calm and rational Xiao Chen could do at all.Si Xiaoqi thought about it, and asked tentatively, "Xiao Chen, have you thought about the consequences?"

"Think about it." Xiao Chen nodded, "The worst result is that I get out of the hospital gate like a bereaved dog, and Zhang Tianqi can escape this because of the shelter of Liu Yuan."

"Then why are you still doing it?"

"Because I have no other choice. Zhang Tianqi is holding my hand. He has a prejudice against me. Sooner or later, I can't hide from this incident."

"What's the reason?" Si Xiaoqi frowned, "Do you know you're gay?"

Xiao Chen nodded.

"What kind of handle is this?" Si Xiaoqi knocked on the edge of the bowl with his chopsticks, and his jingling voice conveyed his dissatisfaction, "You can't just talk about this kind of thing without evidence, he said yes, you die If you don’t admit it, it’s over? Besides, it’s really impossible...you can think of other ways to deal with it.”

"For example?" Xiao Chen sneered, "Find a girl for a marriage?"

Si Xiaoqi dodged his eyes for a moment and didn't speak, but his heart was suddenly twisted hard, and he was so distressed that he couldn't breathe when he thought of the cat holding a girl's hand and standing in front of a large crowd with a forced smile.He couldn't accept this at all, and he also knew that this was what Xiao Chen hated the most.Although Xiao Chen didn't say it clearly, Si Xiaoqi also generally knew why he broke up with his ex-boyfriend—hypocrisy and selfishness, which Xiao Chen couldn't bear the most.

However, Si Xiaoqi couldn't think of any other way to solve this problem.He just wanted to stop Xiao Chen, because he really knew how much Xiao Chen liked the job of being a doctor, and he didn't want Xiao Chen to lose his job because of this.It's not impossible to change a hospital, but Anhai City is so big, and news flows between the entire medical and health system are very fast, and job-hopping cannot completely solve the problem.

"Si Xiaoqi," Xiao Chen asked in a deep voice, "Are you serious?"

"No," Si Xiaoqi shook his head, "Of course not, I just don't want you to lose your job, you like being a doctor."

"But I hate being threatened."

"Baby," Si Xiaoqi said while holding Xiao Chen's hand across the table, "If you hurt the enemy one thousand, you'll lose eight hundred, that's too bad."

Xiao Chen suddenly felt that these words were very familiar. Zhao Kai had said the same thing before. He stared at Si Xiaoqi and looked at him almost holding his breath.

Si Xiaoqi thought for a while and said, "Forget it, at least I still have my shares in the hot pot restaurant. It's great that we both go to eat Qiao Xin."

Xiao Chen held Si Xiaoqi's hand with his backhand, and his mind was settled at once.

"Anyway, I can afford you." Si Xiaoqi squeezed Xiao Chen's hand comfortingly, "Since it's decided...it's up to you."

Xiao Chen's eyes were a little hot.

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This afternoon, Si Xiaoqi still failed to send Xiao Chen to the hospital, and he was called away at two o'clock.

Xiao Chen heard Si Xiaoqi say: "Zihan, what is so urgent?"

"Jiaotong University? How many students? How many days?"

"When will we talk? Now?" Si Xiaoqi glanced at Xiao Chen in embarrassment, and Xiao Chen threw his coat directly to him.

When Si Xiaoqi left, he gave Xiao Chen a fiery kiss, which made Xiao Chen upset and kicked him out of the door.After Si Xiaoqi left, the room quickly fell silent, Xiao Chen felt that it was getting colder and colder, so he simply went to the hospital.Anyway, he was on night shift, so he could have some food at the entrance of the hospital if he went early.

At around eight o'clock in the evening, Xiao Chen couldn't help calling Si Xiaoqi. There was a lot of people there, and Si Xiaoqi said that he was eating.

"Who are you eating with?"

"Cheng Zibai," Si Xiaoqi said, "and that little translator."

Xiao Chen groaned and said: "There are patients, I will die first."

He put down the phone and stood up, walked slowly around the corridor, and even smiled softly when he sat back at the desk - what's the worst?Get out of the hospital gate like a bereaved dog?Wrong, that is not the worst, there is no worst in this world, only worse.

The next day after getting off the night shift, Xiao Chen took a shower and slept in Shen Peng's duty room for two hours. In his sleep, he kept having all kinds of weird dreams, which made him wonder whether he was awake or asleep. . At 11:30, he put on a white coat, washed his face seriously, and went to the cafeteria with his meal card.

The cafeteria was noisy, accompanied by a strange smell.Xiao Chen usually doesn't come to the cafeteria to eat, and even if he does, he must avoid the peak dining hours. For this reason, he doesn't mind eating cold food at all, he just wants to avoid the coming and going of people and the unpleasant smell.But today, he squeezed into the overcrowded cafeteria on time at 11:30.

Today Zhang Tianqi is in the ward. If there is no accident, he will appear in the cafeteria around 11:30.

Sure enough, 10 minutes later, Xiao Chen saw Zhang Tianqi holding a plate and taking a seat by the window. It was a large round table that could seat ten people, and there were already seven or eight people sitting at the table. The plate squeezed past.He said with a smile: "Come on, move me a place."

"Yo, Xiao Chen, it's rare." Several people moved their chairs one after another to make room for Xiao Chen, and said while moving, "It's really rare for you to come here, so I have to move a VIP seat for you."

Xiao Chen sat down calmly under the gaze of Zhang Tianqi's complicated eyes, and seemed not to notice the hostile and disgusting eyes of the other party.Everyone at the table basically knew each other, so they ate and chatted casually. As they talked, under Xiao Chen's guidance, the topic went straight to Doctor X in the Department of X, who was in love with Nurse X.

This kind of love relationship is simply the norm in the hospital, whether it succeeds or not is the norm, so everyone is usually not interested in this kind of gossip.It's just that Zhang Tianqi's complexion is getting more and more difficult. He hastily grabs two mouthfuls of food and wants to leave here as soon as possible. Xiao Chen suddenly said: "Hey, Tianqi, you don't eat enough. You can see that you have lost weight recently. Are you trying to lose weight?"

"No." Zhang Tianqi simply skipped two words, picking up rice faster.

"I also said that you have paid more and more attention to your image recently, and you have started to lose weight." Xiao Chen said jokingly.

Immediately someone responded: "It's true, Doctor Zhang has lost weight recently, hey, are you planning to get married and run some business?"

The interest of the people at the table was quickly aroused by this sentence, and everyone began to ask and discuss in a hurry. Zhang Tianqi was annoyed by the question, and he hesitated and said "no".

Xiao Chen suddenly sighed and said, "Oh, I really didn't expect that, I thought you and Xiao Song could do it?"

Zhang Tianqi froze suddenly, his hands holding the chopsticks were clenched so tightly that his knuckles turned white.Xiao Chen looked at the hand with great interest, and felt that the metacarpal almost pierced through the skin and came out.Xiao Chen slowly raised his eyelids, and looked at Zhang Tianqi with a slightly mocking expression. He saw threats, warnings and...fear in his eyes.

Very good, Xiao Chen laughed silently, so you will be afraid too.

The others at the table were obviously interested in gossip, and after everyone suggested that "it's over anyway, why not talk about it", Xiao Chen pretended to sigh and said: "Our Ke Xiaosong, you Remember, it’s called a flower outside the chest.”

Several people said one after another, that Xiao Song, remember, damn it, it turned out that Zhang Tianqi, you brat, "spoiled" him.

He does not mean that.Zhang Tianqi felt that the word "spoiled" was extremely harsh.

"How do you talk about it?" Xiao Chen smoothed things over with a smile, "What do you mean by 'ruining', you are envious and jealous when you are in love with each other?"

Everyone expressed "very envious and jealous".

Xiao Chen changed the topic and said: "But that Xiao Song is also the same. Tianqi just went to the orthopedics department, and then she resigned... I don't know what's going on recently."

"Why did you resign?" Someone asked curiously.

"How do I know this, I have to ask Tianqi," Xiao Chen patted Zhang Tianqi's arm and asked, "Why?"

"How would I know." Zhang Tianqi's face was so gloomy that it could rain.

"Why did you two break up later?"

"Not suitable."

"Oh," Xiao Chen said, "I thought you were kicked by someone. It is said that the girl was sick for a while before she left, and she has been asking for sick leave."

"Really?" Zhang Tianqi had finished picking the rice on the plate, but he didn't want to leave now, he stared at Xiao Chen, his face became more and more ugly, and sparks could almost be quenched in his eyes.

"I heard that too," Xiao Chen smiled more and more comfortably, "By the way, when will you get married?"

"What marriage?"

"Not getting married?" Xiao Chen twitched the corners of his mouth, "Don't, you talked with the girl for so long, and if you don't get married in the end, you are not afraid that the girl's father will take care of you!"

A table of people finally grasped the core of the topic, shouting: "When will we get married, tell us in advance, we want to save red envelopes."

Zhang Tianqi nodded reluctantly amidst the uproar, and cast a sharp look at Xiao Chen. Xiao Chen smiled faintly and finished his meal happily.For the first time, he felt that the canteen during the peak period was not so unbearable.