my passenger is sleepy

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Si Xiaoqi went to the company to clean up the mess. In order to minimize the loss, he had to start a new business in the shortest possible time, so as to revitalize the funds by pulling water.Si Xiaoqi was restless, he always felt that the mark was lost for no reason!

The bottom bid was determined after countless meetings and very detailed calculations and investigations. In order to prevent the bid from failing, Anjie even lowered the profit margin by two points.However, Shunda's quotation was less than one point lower than Anjie's, and it was a price quoted by Anjie's neck. Si Xiaoqi had to suspect that someone leaked the company's bottom bid.

Qiao Xin said decisively: "Brother, don't worry about this matter, I'll take care of it."

Qiao Xin is very good at this kind of thing. In less than two days, a name appeared in Si Xiaoqi's office - Zhao Yuxin.

"Why?" Si Xiaoqi stared at Zhao Yuxin who was sitting opposite him.

Zhao Yuxin had a gloomy face, with anger and dissatisfaction in his eyes: "There is no reason, if you don't treat me as a brother, I will naturally vote for Mingzhu."

"Who doesn't treat you as a brother!" Zhang Hao finally couldn't hold back and shouted, "Brother, I'm sorry for you!"

Zhao Yuxin sneered and said nothing.

Qiao Xin couldn't help it, he jumped up from his chair and punched Zhao Yuxin.Si Xiaoqi was standing in front of Zhao Yuxin, but he didn't stop Qiao Xin.Zhao Yuxin fell directly from the chair to the ground, his face was red.He got up quickly, grabbed the chair as well, and swung at Qiao Xin without saying a word.

Si Xiaoqi shot immediately, he grabbed the leg of the chair and pulled it hard, and at the moment Zhao Yuxin's figure staggered, he pushed it out again, and Zhao Yuxin fell to the ground again.When he got up again, there was a small hole in his eye socket, and thin blood flowed down.This time neither side made a move, they just glared with fiery eyes.

"Tell me, why am I sorry for you?" Si Xiaoqi's eyes were full of swords and swords.

"You guys drive a good car every day and sit in a high-end office building with the air conditioner blowing, and let me run around alone, what do you think I, Zhao Yuxin, are you to bully!"

Si Xiaoqi didn't have time to speak, but Zhang Hao couldn't bear it anymore.He pushed hard, causing Zhao Yuxin to stagger again: "You fucking bastard! You are paid the same salary as us, and the year-end bonus is [-]% more than ours. You still ask for leave and don't drive. I'm sorry for you." , why don't you just let the big brother give you the company!"

"I get a lot of year-end dividends, that's my hard-earned money. Do you go to the Northeast in the cold winter months, do you go to Wuhan in the dog days, and your new year..."

Before Zhao Yuxin finished speaking, Si Xiaoqi moved his hands unceremoniously, and slapped Zhao Yuxin's ears with a slap.

"Zhao Yuxin, think through your mind before you speak." Si Xiaoqi said coldly, "Which of our brothers you just mentioned has never run away. Has anyone experienced driving in the wilderness on New Year's Eve? When the company was first established Let me let you manage the team, what happened?"

"Hmph, you're smart, you let me take care of the materials that Lao Meng has? Why don't you take care of it yourself?"

"How can Xiao Qiao take care of it?"

"That's because you fired the old horse!" Zhao Yuxin roared angrily, "You pave the way for Qiao Xin, and if you pick out all the thorns, he will naturally take over!"

Si Xiaoqi opened his mouth, and suddenly felt that what he said to Zhao Yuxin was completely meaningless.Once this person decides that you have malice towards him, he will use his imagination to speculate on the worst level, without any rationality at all.

Seeing that Si Xiaoqi had stopped talking, Zhao Yuxin wiped the blood on his cheeks and spat hard: "I'm out of words, huh!"

"Fuck!" Qiao Xin wanted to rush over to give Zhao Yuxin a good beating across a coffee table, but was stopped by Si Xiaoqi.

"Okay, Zhao Yuxin, I have nothing to say to you, you go to the financial department to settle the settlement, I will give you the equity in your hand, and it will be considered as severance pay." Si Xiaoqi waved his hand irritably, pointing At the door, a word popped out from between the teeth: "Get out!"

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Xiao Chen kicked his wife out to earn money, turned around and called Guo Hong, wanting to attend the academic meeting.Don't even think about topical exchanges, just go and listen.Guo Hong was so angry that he almost lost his temper. He scolded Xiao Chen for a full 15 minutes without stopping.

Can auditing and seminars be the same concept, and can the harvest be the same? Guo Hong was furious.

Xiao Chen patiently listened to Guo Hong's anger, and then slowly said: "I'm really sorry."

"What's the use of saying sorry to me, it's not my future."

Xiao Chen hung up the phone calmly, as if the "future" Guo Hong mentioned had nothing to do with him.After waiting patiently for a day, Guo Hong finally said angrily: "Okay, you can hurry up and book a ticket, no matter what the reimbursement is."

The academic meeting was held in Yucheng the day after tomorrow, Xiao Chen sent a text message to Si Xiaoqi and booked a plane ticket online.

Si Xiaoqi had just signed Zhao Yuxin's resignation settlement form before receiving this text message.He frowned and felt frustrated and disappointed in his heart. This feeling was so strong that it actually extinguished the anger in his heart, leaving only a coldness in his heart.He took out a pack of cigarettes from the drawer and put them in his pocket, muttered "go out for a cigarette" and then turned and left the office.

Si Xiaoqi strolled to the stairwell with a cigarette in his mouth. He stood in front of the window overlooking the busy road under his feet.

To be honest, he really didn't expect Xiao Chen to attend that academic meeting again.

Xiao Chen never asked about the company's affairs, sometimes Si Xiaoqi would tell him about the turnover or something, Xiao Chen always listened quietly, and then praised two words of "awesome".That listening was largely out of politeness and affection, in fact he had no interest in business and could not understand it at all.This time the bidding failed, Xiao Chen's reaction made Si Xiaoqi feel warm and grateful. He originally thought that Xiao Chen would stay with him until the end of the week's vacation.

It is undeniable that in this difficult time, I most hope that my lover can be by my side 24 hours a day wholeheartedly.He was the first thing I saw when I got home from get off work, the last thing I saw before going to bed at night, and the first thing I saw when I woke up in the morning, this made Si Xiaoqi feel extremely at ease.He felt that Xiao Chen's gentle gaze was the hardest wall, and he could immediately lean against it as long as he took a step back.That pair of arms that are not strong but very powerful will hug him tightly, it doesn't matter whether his bid is successful or not, whether his company is profitable or not, it doesn't matter how bad the fall is, because those arms will catch him.

However, Xiao Chen even booked a plane ticket without saying hello, and it took five days to leave.

He was so used to it that he lost his shape!

Si Xiaoqi viciously threw the cigarette butt on the ground and stomped it down, and returned to the office angrily.As soon as he opened the door, he saw Qiao Xin jumping around in the room: "Brother, I thought of someone who can help us solve this problem!"

Si Xiaoqi was immediately attracted by the news, he temporarily put Xiao Chen behind him, and immediately called the Chief Financial Officer over, after some calculations, they found a profit margin inside.Si Xiaoqi finally breathed a sigh of relief after suppressing his mood for a whole day, as if a hole had been torn in the thick cloud, and he had room to breathe again.

It was already dark outside the window, Si Xiaoqi straightened up and said, "Little Qiao, go and take charge of this business, Cheng Zi, go and see those cars, Hao Zi, go and see if there is any chance to participate in the second phase of the oil field." , let's try to turn the plate over."

Under the bright light, Si Xiaoqi stood in the center of the office commanding, his eyes were calm and calm, as if he was sure of victory.

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It was almost 10:30 when I got home, Xiao Chen had already taken a shower and was lying on the bed to read the information on the pad. When Si Xiaoqi stepped into the door, he was suffocated, and the feeling of frustration and disappointment swept over again.

"Wife."

"Huh?" Xiao Chen didn't take his eyes off the computer screen, but simply tilted his head to show that he was listening.

Si Xiaoqi suddenly didn't know what to say, he stood by the bed in a daze, looking at Xiao Chen's slightly frowned brows and the red and white on the screen, he felt a little sick.

"Is everything going well?" Xiao Chen waited for a while and found that Si Xiaoqi didn't respond, so he raised his eyelids and asked.

"Also..." Si Xiaoqi didn't know how to answer, because it wasn't a question of success or failure at all.So he had to change the angle and say, "We found another business to remedy it."

"That's good," Xiao Chen said with a smile, "I knew you would always have a way."

"Cat," Si Xiaoqi looked down at Xiao Chen and said slowly, "Are you leaving tomorrow?"

"Well," Xiao Chen nodded, "Anyway, the honeymoon is not over, and I'd rather go to that meeting when I'm free."

"But you haven't spoken yet." Si Xiaoqi swallowed the second part of "Why are you still going?"

"It's okay." Xiao Chen shook his head, feeling very warm in his heart, he felt that Si Xiaoqi felt guilty and annoyed because he lost the chance to speak.

Si Xiaoqi's heart skipped a beat, and the cold sense of disappointment intensified.He straightened up and said almost angrily, "Can't you go?"

"Not going?" Xiao Chen was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect Si Xiaoqi to make such a request.

In fact, for so many years, Si Xiaoqi's business has not always been smooth sailing, there are always bumps and bumps.It's just that every time he waved his hand disdainfully and said: "It's okay, this small amount of money is not considered money!" So as time went on, Xiao Chen got used to standing outside the office to watch Si Xiaoqi's business.He has never cared much about money, and Si Xiaoqi also knows that he is not interested in it, and usually only reports good news and not bad news.If he made money, he would gossip about it, and if he lost money, he would simply take it away, making Xiao Chen always think that his daughter-in-law is really the God of Wealth.

Now, God of Wealth said "Don't go", Xiao Chen was a little dazed, he didn't know what happened to Si Xiaoqi.

Xiao Chen tentatively said, "Is something wrong?"

"Zhao Yuxin leaked out the bid price."

Xiao Chen put down the pad and got off the bed. He stood in front of Si Xiaoqi and wanted to say something, but he opened his mouth and didn't know what to say.Xiao Chen is not a person who is good at comforting others. He can sit with you all night and listen to your confidantes, and he can silently accompany you to drink a glass of wine to relieve your worries, but he just doesn’t know how to comfort someone.

"It's okay," Si Xiaoqi forced a smile and said, "I beat him up, and I vented my anger."

"Daughter-in-law?" Xiao Chen looked at Si Xiaoqi very distressed. He knew how much Si Xiaoqi valued these brothers. When the company went bankrupt, he kept the house for his brothers. He was stabbed severely in the place.Xiao Chen hugged Si Xiaoqi's shoulders, and said clumsily, "Don't be sad, you still have many good brothers."

Si Xiaoqi put his chin on Xiao Chen's shoulder and nodded: "Yes, at a time like this...fortunately, I still have them."

This "Fortunately, there are still them" was so desolate that Xiao Chen always felt that he heard a different meaning from it.He had some doubts in his heart, but he didn't ask, he just tightened his arms a little.

"Daughter-in-law," Xiao Chen felt that he still had to say something, he patted Si Xiaoqi on the back and said, "Don't do this, it's fine if you can't keep someone like Zhao Yuxin. Besides, isn't everything in the business world like this?" ? Qiao Xin can poach Lin Fang’s finances, and others can poach yours too.”

Si Xiaoqi suddenly pushed Xiao Chen away, a few sparks burst out from his dark eyes, and his thick brows were tightly knit together: "What do you mean, do you think I am being punished?"

"I..." Xiao Chen was dumbfounded, Si Xiaoqi's expression told him that this was not a joke, he was really angry.Xiao Chen never thought that Si Xiaoqi would really get angry with him, and he didn't understand why he would be angry.

"Si Xiaoqi," Xiao Chen calmed down, forced a smile and said, "I didn't mean that, you misunderstood. What I mean is that these are common things in the workplace, they are just means of competition."

"Who is Lin Fang, and who is Si Xiaoqi? I have always regarded employees as friends and brothers. You compare me to that pervert, Xiao Chen, what do you mean?" Si Xiaoqi was fainted by the engulfing anger. In the end, he felt that there was a fire burning in his heart, and he had to find an outlet to release this fire, otherwise he would be burned to death.

Xiao Chen stood in front of him with an innocent face.This is my pillow person, my closest lover, I have no reservations about this person, take care of him carefully, pamper him, agree to all his requests, and do my best for him.But for this person, patients are more important than lovers, surgery is more important than life, and academics are more important than his own man's mood.

Forget it, he also said lightly that all these failures were just "retribution".

Si Xiaoqi approached Xiao Chen, his fiery breath sprayed on Xiao Chen's face, his sharp eyes almost drilled a hole in Xiao Chen's face.

Xiao Chen looked at Si Xiaoqi, he was not afraid of this vicious person in front of him.He felt that Si Xiaoqi was just unhappy and wanted to find someone to vent out on. At this time, the closer the person was, the more he would bear the brunt.So Xiao Chen comforted Si Xiaoqi patiently: "Daughter-in-law, don't do this, you know I don't mean that... Okay, it's getting late, go take a shower and sleep."

Xiao Chen wanted to change the topic, but his avoidance seemed to have stimulated Si Xiaoqi even more.Si Xiaoqi waved his hand vigorously, and opened Xiao Chen's hand that was stretched out to help him take off his coat: "There is nothing else in your heart except the operation. In the end, you only care about yourself. Do you understand the feeling of being betrayed by a friend? You I don't understand at all, because you have no friends at all, except Shen Peng, you have no friends at all."

Xiao Chen seemed to be hit by someone with the heaviest fist on his soft stomach, the pain was so painful that he couldn't even speak.He gritted his teeth, nodded, and walked out of the bedroom without saying a word.

When Si Xiaoqi woke up, the room was full of light, and it was past nine o'clock.He sat up slowly, scratching his hair vigorously, feeling overwhelming regret.

It's just crazy!

Si Xiaoqi got out of bed with a sad face, Xiao Chen didn't go back to the bedroom all night, he must have dealt with it on the sofa all night.Last night, in my rage, I wandered around in the bedroom like a trapped animal until midnight, and finally fell on the bed alone.He didn't sleep well all night, and there was no one around him to make him uneasy.After waking up, Si Xiaoqi's drowsy head finally cleared up, thinking of what he said last night, he wished he could chew his tongue and spit it out.

This is the so-called unscrupulous words. The only thing that can come to mind under the rage is how to vent out the dissatisfaction in the heart with the most vicious language, without considering the feelings of the other party.I have been with Xiao Chen for too long, of course I know that he is not the kind of person who can talk to each other easily, but once I recognize it, I will give my all.He may not have many friends, but each of them is a close friend.Be it Duan Shixin or Shen Peng, even Shang Yan was sincere to Xiao Chen.

What he said...was simply unreasonable to the extreme.

Si Xiaoqi flushed his head with cold water, summoned up the courage to open the door and went downstairs, and begged Xiao Chen to forgive him even if he couldn't afford to kneel.

The living room was empty, and there was a neatly folded thin quilt on the sofa, which was originally placed in the study. When it was cold, Si Xiaoqi liked to curl up in the thin quilt and read with Xiao Chen in the study.

Si Xiaoqi picked up a piece of paper from the coffee table, and Xiao Chen's handwriting of "unconstrained style" came into view: "I'm going to Yucheng for a meeting, come back as soon as possible."

Si Xiaoqi let go of his hand, and the note fell lightly to the ground.The simple ten words did not show Xiao Chen's joy or anger, but the two words "as soon as possible" gave Si Xiaoqi infinite hope.He seemed to be able to see Xiao Chen's tolerance through these two words, and he could also see Xiao Chen's concern and worry for him.

Yes, he was worried about me, that's why he said to come back "as soon as possible".Si Xiaoqi understands that it is impossible for Xiao Chen to release Guo Hong again, so he has to go, but he will come back "as soon as possible".Si Xiaoqi turned around and ran upstairs, and rushed to the bedside to get his mobile phone.Over there, Xiao Chen has already shut down the phone.Si Xiaoqi thought about it for a while, wrote, deleted, deleted and wrote, tossed and tossed for almost 10 minutes, and finally just sent the simplest text message: I'm sorry wife, I love you.

Xiao Chen received the phrase "I'm sorry wife, I love you" as soon as he got off the plane. He looked at the words on the screen with mixed feelings in his heart.He wasn't angry, just a little sour.Si Xiaoqi really knows himself best, even in the most angry situation, he can accurately poke at the most painful place.

no friend!

Xiao Chen sat on the bus dejectedly, but Si Xiaoqi was right.Homosexual identity, cold personality... Yes, he didn't have many friends since he was a child. Although he had a lot of admirers when he was studying, he never dared to make friends with them. The first person who could really break his heart was Zhao Kai, unfortunately, that was not a good memory.

Xiao Chen felt infinite grievances in his heart. After so many years, he thought that Si Xiaoqi knew himself well enough, and he thought that there would be no bloody misunderstandings or quarrels between them.However, the phrase "you only care about yourself" overthrows all of these lightly.

Xiao Chen closed his eyes and felt a tight pain in his chest. He was very familiar with that pain, he had experienced it once.It's just that Si Xiaoqi cured the pain later, this time, I don't know if he can treat it again.

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Si Xiaoqi resumed his previous habit of courting Xiao Chen, and made regular SMS greetings and phone calls every morning and evening. The words "I'm sorry" and "I love you" never appeared again, but every greeting and every text message revealed this meaning.Putting down the phone, Xiao Chen would think, how lucky he and Si Xiaoqi must have been to get here all the way, shouldn't they cherish this kind of life and emotion more?

So, do I love you, of course I do!Will I forgive you, of course I will!

However, even if you forgive, how can you forget the phrase "you only care about yourself"?

The two of them had a tacit understanding that neither of them mentioned that night. Si Xiaoqi reported to Xiao Chen about his life and business in detail, saying that he washed the bed cover again, and this month's utility bills began to be paid according to the tiered price.Of course, I didn't forget to ask for a kiss in the end.

Xiao Chen knows Si Xiaoqi too well, this guy has always been good at admitting his mistakes, he did not hesitate to make a low-level novel, "I was wrong, baby, please forgive me", but when he said those words, they were mostly jokes, neither of them was really angry .But this time was different, Si Xiaoqi was really angry, and at that moment he wanted to walk out of this house and never come back.

But if you really go out, you probably have to come back.After all, it is a home, a home in the true sense, built by two people together, carrying all his happiness.

Xiao Chen said that he wanted to come back "as soon as possible", and he didn't want the problems between the two of them to intensify.But the reality turned out to be unsatisfactory. Everyone chatted while listening to the meeting, and soon someone thought of Xiao Chen's "valve surgery", so more people gathered around to ask.On the third day, Mr. Han actually ran over to find Xiao Chen.

Xiao Chen was a little flattered, he didn't know that the operation would get so much attention.Mr. Han said with a smile that there was nothing to say about the operation itself, but Xiao Chen's handling of emergencies during the operation was very commendable and could be used for "communication".So back and forth, it was already the fourth day when Xiao Chen returned to Anhai City.

He didn't notify Si Xiaoqi, and returned home alone with his suitcase.The room was very clean, and it could be seen that Si Xiaoqi was cleaning it carefully.Xiao Chen went to take a shower, ordered a takeaway, rolled on the bed and fell asleep after eating a full stomach, chatting with colleagues last night was too late and did not have a good rest, now he needs to get enough energy to face Si Xiao Qi, he felt that there must be a battle tonight.

Of course, Xiao Chen's "war" refers to having a good talk with Si Xiaoqi, the two live together, quarreling is normal, but if you let it go, sooner or later there will be problems.

For this, Si Xiaoqi partly agrees - the second half.

So when he opened the door and found that Xiao Chen had returned, he went straight to the second floor without saying a word.Xiao Chen slept very soundly. Over the years, he was used to sleeping next to Si Xiaoqi, but in different places and people, he always couldn't sleep well.Now back home, heavy sleepiness enveloped him layer by layer, and he didn't hear Si Xiaoqi come in at all.

To clear up the misunderstanding with him, Si Xiaoqi thought, but that's not the top priority, the top priority is to rush over to hug the man, and then kiss him well.Si Xiaoqi is a man of action, he collapsed on the bed and wrapped Xiao Chen in his arms without saying a word, and pressed his fiery lips to the other's lips without any hesitation.

Xiao Chen opened his eyes and saw Si Xiaoqi's dark and deep pupils.

"Honey, you're back?" Si Xiaoqi smiled flatteringly. If you look carefully, you will find that he is still a little nervous and scared, and his hands are shaking.

Xiao Chen hummed.

"I miss you." Si Xiaoqi hugged him a little tighter, and his lips slid down his cheeks to his neck.That kiss was so hot that all Xiao Chen's words flew into the sky.He relaxed and hugged Si Xiaoqi's shoulders and neck, thinking: Forget it, when can't we talk?Let's solve the current crisis first, my little brother is almost overwhelmed.

When Si Xiaoqi fell off Xiao Chen's body, Xiao Chen almost forgot what he was going to say, he licked his chapped lips and said, "Daughter-in-law."

"Well," Si Xiaoqi turned sideways to hug him, slowly stroking Xiao Chen's bare back with his palm, and said first, "I want to talk to you."

"Okay." Xiao Chen adjusted a comfortable posture and looked at Si Xiaoqi seriously.

"You know you love you," Si Xiaoqi said, "this is the most important thing."

"En." Xiao Chen nodded.

Si Xiaoqi showed a reassuring smile, and said, "I was insane that day, that's why I said that."

"Is it true?"

Si Xiaoqi hesitated for a moment, then nodded frankly: "Part of the truth, I thought you would stay with me, but who would have thought that you would go to that meeting again and leave the servant who had suffered a major setback in his life alone in a lonely boudoir... ..."

As Si Xiaoqi spoke, his style of painting changed, and that glib and shameless tone reappeared.Because he could clearly see the shock and annoyance in Xiao Chen's eyes, he didn't want Xiao Chen to feel guilty because of this, he liked to see him smile, he liked to see his calm and carefree appearance.

"Daughter-in-law," Xiao Chen stretched out his hand to rub Si Xiaoqi's cheek, and said, "I'm sorry."

Si Xiaoqi slowly widened his eyes, he has hardly heard Xiao Chen say "I'm sorry", Xiao Chen is not used to saying, he is only used to doing, he will express himself in gentle or fierce, funny or serious ways My apology is just that the word "sorry" is rarely exported.

"I... did ignore you," Xiao Chen stared into Si Xiaoqi's eyes and said without any evasion, "I will pay attention in the future."

"No need," Si Xiaoqi smiled and grabbed Xiao Chen's wrist, "I will cling to you even more tightly in the future, you can ignore it even if you want to."

Xiao Chen's hand rested quietly on Si Xiaoqi's palm, Si Xiaoqi stroked the back of Xiao Chen's hand with his thumb, and said slowly: "Honey, I know you don't have many friends, but everyone is close to each other. .They treat you heart-to-heart, of course, because you also open your heart to them. So that day... I really said that because I was about to be mad by Zhao Yuxin, and then...you didn't want me anymore, and I was alone Go to that academic meeting."

Xiao Chen lowered his eyes and stared at Si Xiaoqi's naked chest, the heat from his body rushed towards his face, Xiao Chen felt very warm, the ironing made his internal organs warm, and the cold pain from before slowly subsided up.

Si Xiaoqi put his hands on Xiao Chen's chest, and said earnestly: "You are not selfish at all, in fact, I wish you could be a little more selfish, don't keep thinking about those patients, it's better to think more about you, man and me."

Xiao Chen's heart softened, yes, after all, Si Xiaoqi is a human being, no matter how strong and free-spirited he is, there will be times when he is hurt and weak, who in this world can think about him more, and he is the only one.

Xiao Chen raised his head, leaned over to kiss Si Xiaoqi, and whispered in his ear, "You are more important than anything else."