heavy rock

On the first day of class after the festival, Qin Dongan brought Chong Yan the steamed buns made by his aunt, and also a box of Tang Yi's baked walnut cakes.The walnut crisp was slightly overcooked, but still delicious.

Qin Dongan slapped around Chongyan, wanting to know how his brother offended him.But no matter how he asked, Chong Yan only said nothing.Although he was disgusted with Qin Dongyue's approach, it was just a different standpoint, and he couldn't make a complaint against Qin Dongan.Qin Dong'an couldn't get anything out of him, so he could only put this question aside.Anyway, his brother went back to the base after the festival, and he couldn't come back for a month or so.

The two went to class for two days, and made an appointment to go to the book city together on Saturday.Chongyan no longer earns pocket money at Taifeng, so Qin Dongan is naturally not interested in continuing to "go to work". Anyway, he has seen the places where adults go to work, and his curiosity is satisfied. It is no longer interesting to stay there any longer. It's hard work.What's more, Qin Dongyue has already rolled away, and Qin's father is busy all day long, so who will supervise him?Naturally, Tang Yi would not.Although she would not dote on her son, she would not rush Qin Dongan to work as a part-time job manager like Qin Dongyue. In her opinion, the child is only a high school student after all. What kind of knowledge can he gain if he goes to another company?It's just doing some chores and learning how to read people's faces.

The two went out separately, made an appointment to meet in the book city, bought the materials that the teacher asked to buy, and Chong Yan bought a few copybooks and professional books on futures.In his two lifetimes combined, he only had calligraphy as a reluctant hobby, so it's better to pick it up.And it's okay to practice calligraphy and you can also adjust your mentality.He felt that he had become very impetuous since returning to the capital, which was not a good sign.Chong Yan remembered that in the last few years of his previous life, he was very calm, as if nothing could touch him anymore.But it's different now, it seems that everyone and everything are stimulating his god, Chong Yan blames all this on the fact that he doesn't have a hole card in his hand.

First of all, Chong Yan had no money in his hands.When a man has no money, he has no confidence.The only money he could use was the living that the Li family gave him, so he first moved tens of thousands of yuan to buy futures—the money in his hand couldn’t even touch the threshold for opening an account, so he was naturally not qualified to be an investor, so he had to find An agent, doing things in a small way.With less investment, the income will naturally not be too great, but it is safe to win.

In the last life, Zhang He has been doing futures, and he usually takes these things with him, and often tells him the cases of previous years.Chong Yan studied finance in the first place, and he learned it quickly.He had victories and stumbles on this battlefield, but no matter what, he naturally remembered what he had done better than anything else.

Chong Yan thinks that this can be regarded as the benefit of living again.

Secondly, Chong Yan has no connections or power in his hands.There is no way to do this, he is only a minor, and he has no conditions to cultivate his own contacts.As for power, he didn't intend to touch it in his life, let alone tie himself to the chariot of the Li family.There may be opportunities to take advantage of the Li family in the future, but the situation is unclear now, so it's too early to say anything.

While the two were waiting for their meal, Qin Dongan flipped through his book curiously, "You still read this kind of book? Futures? Are you doing futures? Is this thing complicated?"

"It's not complicated, do you want to do it?" Chong Yan, who has learned this, naturally doesn't think this thing is too complicated. It is nothing more than calculation and analysis, reasonable deployment, and a little bit of luck.

Qin Dong'an pondered for a while, "Forget it, I don't understand this."

Chong Yan originally wanted to say that he would grow bigger in the future and act as Qin Dongan's agent.Thinking about it later, if this word reached Qin Dongyue's ears, he might feel that he was trying to cheat his brother's money, so he held back and didn't say it.

Qin Dong'an was a little discouraged, "Chong Yan, you are more capable than me."

Chong Yan sighed, "I always have to eat. With the situation in my family, can I really count on my bastard father?"

Qin Dong'an didn't say a word, but his expression became a little subtle.In fact, Qin Dongyue told him about Chongyan's life experience in detail before he left. Although Qin Dongan was very angry that his brother had asked someone to investigate his friend on his own initiative, Chongyan's situation really made him a little sad.Qin Dong'an was well protected by his father and brother. Although he was born in this circle, he didn't know much about the dirty things of rich people.I never thought that my best friend would have such a tragic life experience.

Chong Yan guessed that he knew, so he no longer deliberately avoided it in his speech - if Qin Dongyue didn't know, he wouldn't beat himself like that, he knew it all, and with how much he cared about his younger brother, why didn't he remind Qin Dongan a few words ?

"Don't think about it," Chong Yan pushed the mushroom soup in front of him, "Hey, let's have an appetizer first."

This is a western restaurant with a good environment near Book City. Qin Dongyue brought his younger brother here before, so Chongyan said he wanted to treat guests, so Qin Dongan chose the place here.

"My brother brought me here for the first time," Qin Dong'an said, "he is a man who can eat and play, and has many friends."

Chong Yan felt that it was strange that a person with such a character would be a soldier.

Qin Dongan said again: "I don't know how he offended you, but for my sake, don't be angry. When he comes back next time, let him treat us to a big meal."

Chong Yan hurriedly said: "Just eat a big meal. I can't afford his treat."

A sly look appeared in Qin Dongan's eyes, "Well, he still offended you."

Chong Yan shook his head, "I'm a poor boy with no money or power. Is it unusual for others to offend me?"

Qin Dong'an hurriedly said, "My brother is not that kind of person!"

Your brother is definitely that kind of person!Chong Yan complained in his heart, a little tired of talking about Qin Dong'an, a bad brother, "Okay, okay, he is your brother, not my brother. Can we talk about something else?"

Qin Dong'an reluctantly stopped talking, "Okay, don't talk about him."

The steak was on the table, before the two of them started, the door of the restaurant opened, and two well-dressed young men walked in one after the other.Chong Yan raised his head inadvertently, and his eyes froze immediately.Qin Dong'an followed his gaze, and quickly lowered his voice and said, "Chong Yan, the one following Gong Er is his sweetheart."

Gong Zhi was wearing light-colored casual clothes, with a slight smile on his warm brows and eyes, as warm as the breeze in May.The young man behind him was half a head taller than him and handsome. He lowered his head to make a phone call a few steps back, with a slightly impatient expression on his face.

Chong Yan had seen this man in his last life.He is the nephew of Li Chengyun's wife, the eldest son of brother Cheng Yu, and the grandson of the Cheng family.When Chong Yan saw this man in his previous life, it was the time when he and the Li family brothers were fighting the most intensely. Li Yanlin hired someone to assassinate him, and it was the foreign mercenary that Young Master Cheng, who had returned from studying abroad, recruited from him.Of course, after this matter was over, Chong Yan didn't forget to take care of this Young Master Cheng.With the strength of the Li family, Chong Yan supported Cheng Wei's cousin to sit on the heir of the Cheng family, and then drove Cheng Wei back abroad with the help of this cousin.

Chong Yan is not a person who likes to procrastinate, and after Cheng Wei's matter was over, he didn't bother with the Cheng family's affairs.Seeing this Young Master Cheng unexpectedly now, he felt surprised that Gong Zhi's sweetheart turned out to be him.

Seeing that Chongyan was staring at the two people at the door, Qin Dongan felt a little worried, afraid that his buddies might have some special thoughts about Gongzhi, so he reminded him, "Hey, you haven't forgotten what I said Bar?"

Chong Yan met Gong Zhi's eyes, nodded lightly, as a greeting, then turned to Qin Dong'an and said, "What are you talking about?"

Qin Dong'an looked at Gong Zhi uneasy. Although he was not familiar with Gong Zhi, he had seen him before. When he saw him, he nodded his head slightly, turned his head and said to Chong Yan, "I'm with you." As I said before, I have my own master! It doesn’t matter if this person finds a man or a woman, as long as he likes it. But you can’t open your eyes and treat yourself as a fool, can you?”

Chong Yan glanced at Gong Zhi, and seeing that they had followed the waiter upstairs, he looked away again, "You mean Gong Er is stupid?"

"Do you know what the guy behind him is doing? He said he was in business, but many people said he was in smuggling." The last few words lowered his voice, and he sneered backwards while speaking. After a glance, he saw that the two had already gone upstairs, so he sat up straight again.

Chong Yan knew Cheng Wei only a few years later, and he really didn't know that he had done such a thing now.

Qin Dong'an added: "Actually speaking of this, the country doesn't care about him, so it's hard for us to say anything. After all, it's all rumors, and no one has any evidence. But there are too many men and women around him. , their family just held an engagement banquet for him last month, and soon he will have a family, what do you think Gong Er is still clinging to?"

Chong Yan said nothing.One is willing to fight and the other is willing to endure, the sweetness of one, the arsenic of that.How can others answer this question?

Qin Dong'an shook his head old-fashionedly and said: "My brother said that Cheng Wei was in the army before, and his uncle had an accident the year before last, so he was also kicked out, and he started business when he returned from the army."

Chong Yan didn't know what to say anymore, could Cheng Wei really be doing smuggling, and something happened to him, and he was sent abroad by his family to avoid the limelight?

"Hey," Qin Dong'an patted him on the shoulder, "I've told you everything, the things between those two people are messed up, they are dying, no one else can hide, so don't go inside mix."

Chong Yan shook his head, "You think too much."

As early as when he saw Gong Zhi for the first time, he had made up his mind to avoid him, but it seemed that he couldn't avoid him.Now Chong Yan very much hopes that Gong Zhi can quickly follow his sweetheart to start their new life abroad. Since Cheng Wei can make Gong Zhi give up his heart to him, there must be some affection between them.Chongyan's hope now is that they can manage their relationship well and never involve innocent passers-by again.

Such as heavy rock.

The message that Gong Zhi sent to him at the beginning was: His feelings are very important to Gong Zhi.But now that I think about it, the idea of ​​importance is itself a misunderstanding.What does it mean to be important? Air is important, as are water and food. Generally speaking, the feelings that people have for those things that cannot be separated are not love.To be precise, that feeling is called: Need.

It's a pity that Chong Yan didn't understand this truth until a long, long time later.

If all these speculations are true, then in the tragedy of the previous life, he was just the last straw that broke the camel's back.Chong Yan knows that it is a bit aggrieved to think so, but this is very likely to be the truth: Gong Zhi returned to the country with a heartache, met Chong Yan by chance, and then wanted to control Chong Yan's feelings.Or he just wanted to regain the self-confidence that was shattered by Cheng Wei from Chong Yan, but what he didn't expect was that the emotional nourishment he wanted could not satisfy him.Chongyan disappointed him again, so his belief in love finally collapsed, and he felt that there was nothing to love in life, and he wanted to die.

Chong Yan's intuition told him that this was probably the version closest to the truth.It can explain all the unreasonable details about Gong Zhi: why he accepted Chong Yan so quickly, confessed to him that he fell in love at first sight, why he invested such enthusiasm in their cohabitation life, when he came to question Chong Yan Why don't you even need to listen to his explanation...

Chong Yan recalled bit by bit, and suddenly remembered that when they had just lived together, he had received a very weird text message from Gong Zhi.Chongyan has forgotten the specific wording, but the general meaning is: It doesn't matter if you don't love me, I have someone who loves me, and he not only has the same conditions as you, but also treats me better than you.At that time, Chong Yan felt baffled and asked Gong Zhi when he went home. Gong Zhi said that he was giving him a vaccination and asked him to cherish himself...

Chong Yan covered his face and laughed.

Qin Dongan was taken aback, "What are you doing?"

Chong Yan wiped his face with a smile, "md, it's a pity that I have been guilty for so long...Qin Xiao'an, my brother really didn't treat you to this meal for nothing."

Qin Dong'an was puzzled, "What's the matter?"

Chong Yan shook his head, "Nothing."

Gong Zhi was good to him back then, compared with Gong Zhi's heart and soul and reckless devotion, Chong Yan really didn't do well enough to be considered a qualified lover.However, no matter how you live up to it, straw is just straw after all, and the strength of straw alone cannot crush a camel.

Chong Yan felt relieved, and the heavy shackle in his soul was finally opened.Although there is still some regret that the relationship between them will end like that, but there is a sense of relief in their bones.He was originally a cold-hearted person. After thinking about the cause and effect, he turned a page neatly, and he didn't intend to worry about this past event again in his life.

Chong Yan picked up his drink cup and touched Qin Dongan's cup, "Xiao Anzi, brother, I want to thank you."

"Thank you, aren't we friends?" Qin Dong'an couldn't guess Chong Yan's thoughts in this short period of time, but Chong Yan suddenly figured it out, and he was also happy.