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This man is called Gong Zhi, the second young master of the Gong family.The family background of the Gong family is similar to that of the Li family. He has a few uncles above him, his uncle is in politics, his father and two younger brothers are in business.In detail, the situation in the family is more complicated than that of the Li family.

Chong Yan met him ten years later in his last life. At that time, he had already taken over the business of the Li family. He cleaned up all the idiots in the Li family.He was the only one left in the Li family's old house. When he was extremely bored, he would go to some private clubs or bars to hang out, and occasionally attend some receptions or something.Gong Zhi had just returned to China at that time, and the people in the circle didn't recognize it all, so he got mixed up with Chong Yan in a daze.

Now that Chong Yan thinks about it, his heart is filled with heartache, and he feels that he has been wronged terribly.The second son of the Gong family hadn't shown up in the circle before, so he didn't know him at all.He had already stood in a certain position at that time, so he naturally didn't have so many scruples in his actions. He felt that Gong Zhi's appearance and temper were all to his liking, so he took him away that night-the most terrible thing was this, Gong Zhi. Zhi fell in love with Chongyan at first sight at that time.

Why don't you open your eyes to a pretty good kid?When Chong Yan thought of this episode, he was terribly entangled. At that time, neither of the two knew who the other was, and they lived together for more than half a month, and Gong Zhi didn't know which muscle was wrong. Go home and come out to your parents.His parents were enlightened, they didn't force him to marry and have children, they only said that this person should be good-natured, treat him well, live a good life and so on.Then he inquired round and round about who the person he liked was.In the end, when they found out that this person turned out to be Chong Yan from the Li family in the capital, the couple almost went crazy.What kind of reputation does Chong Yan have? He is famous for being cold-hearted. I saw him take people to the bed, but I never saw someone who puts anyone in his heart.Could that be a master who lives a down-to-earth life with others?Gong Er Shao stood beside him, what good reputation could he have?

The result can be imagined.

Gong Zhi had just returned to China for a while, and was carried on the plane by his parents again.This time, his parents accompanied him and immigrated to New Zealand.Chongyan's deepest impression of this person is that the young man was drenched in the rain, standing outside his house, asking him with red eyes, "Have you ever been serious about me? Have you?!"

Chong Yan couldn't answer anything at the time.

after that……

What happened later, Chongyan wished he could lose his memory, wished he would never remember it for the rest of his life.He always felt that he would have mental problems, which had a lot to do with this matter.No matter how scumbag he is, he is still a human being, without losing his humanity, and he can't watch the drama of life and death start before his eyes.

Chong Yan wiped his mouth with a piece of facial tissue, his face was a little red from coughing and panting, but his eyes were a little wandering, he didn't dare to look in Gong Zhi's direction.However, one or two sneaky glances are enough for him to see Gong Zhi's current appearance clearly.Compared with the almost out-of-control image in his memory, the current Second Young Master Gong basically has the outline of ten years later, silent, gentle, and polite.

What a fucking crime.

Chong Yan didn't dare to look at Gong Zhi, but that didn't mean he was afraid of Li Yanlin.He put down the drink cup in his hand, and sneered at Li Yanlin twice, "Student, who are you? I don't know you, so what does what I drink have anything to do with you? Are you standing here and commenting?" Are you too uneducated?"

The veins on Li Yanlin's forehead twitched.The reason why he appeared here today is because a friend in the circle opened a small private salon on the top floor of the shopping mall, and a few people came to support him, and to practice it for Gong Zhi.The Gong family had already contacted Gong Zhi with foreign schools, but Gong Zhi didn't want to leave, so he kept finding various reasons to delay.The college entrance examination is going to be in two months, and the homework that should be done in school has already been finished, so Gong Zhi has no excuse to delay, so he can only agree.

A few discerning men and women made an excuse to eat ice cream and ganged up to go there.There was only one Gong Zhi left beside Li Yanlin, seeing that he had no intention of avoiding him, he ignored him, just stared at Chong Yan, lowered his voice and mocked: "You eat our family, live in our house, don't you know?" who I am?"

Gong Zhi next to him frowned slightly, feeling that what Li Yanlin said was a bit too much.

Li Rong regretted so much, he shouldn't have agreed to Chong Yan's request today, and directly dragged him to the old shop, fearing nothing would happen.Seeing that Li Yanlin started to quarrel with Chong Yan at this moment, he quickly stood up to smooth things over, "Hey, Young Master Yan, this is the second youngest of our family, named Yan Lin."

Li Yanlin's eyes were red, with a stern look on his face, "Who is 'our family' with him?!"

Chongyan laughed casually, "I think you may have misunderstood me a bit. I have never eaten a grain of rice from your Li family since I was a child. As for the house in Shanshuiwan, let me put it this way. If you lose a dog at the beginning of the year and send it back, the owner will give you two or three hundred dollars to express your gratitude. I have done such a big favor to your family, so it is not normal for your family to give me a little reward?"

Li Yanlin was gasping for breath.He also heard Cheng Yu talk about the emerald dragon pendant, and it was hard for him to refute what Chong Yan said.

Chong Yan felt that his appearance was pleasing to the eye, and when he was in a good mood, he couldn't help but asked again, "Or do you not need to thank others for helping you?"

Li Yanlin raised his hand to beat him, but Gong Zhi grabbed him.

Chong Yan teased him for a long time, but he was a little disappointed to see that Li Yanlin was finally held back.He didn't dare to take the initiative to hit Li Yanlin, but it didn't mean that he didn't fight back when Li Yanlin hit him.Li Yanlin was spoiled too much by his mother, he couldn't rub a grain of sand in his eyes, and his temper was like a firecracker, he could explode with just a poke.And with those three-legged cat tricks, how could he beat him, Tai Sui, who has been fighting in alleys since he was a child?

This Gong Zhi is also the same, so why bother?

Gong Zhi grabbed Li Yanlin and said in a low voice, "Look what is this place?"

Li Yanlin panted and glanced around, and many people were looking this way.If he really made a move here, if someone quickly photographed it and posted it on the Internet, and then talked about his family background, then this matter would really become a big deal.

Gong Zhi didn't say anything else, the illegitimate son of the Li family looked like a dog, but his eyes couldn't deceive anyone, they were too deep, and there were too many things hidden in them.Such a person is definitely more ruthless than Li Yanlin.

Chong Yan watched Gong Zhi pull Li Yanlin away, feeling an inexplicable feeling in his heart.He never knew that Gong Zhi hadn't left the country during the year he had been in the capital.Of course, on the same day in the previous life, he was dragged by Li Rong to make clothes in Li's old shop, and he didn't have the chance to come to the mall, so naturally he didn't have the chance to meet Gong Zhi.

Chong Yan could clearly see the guard in Gong Zhi's eyes.

The same person, just appearing at the wrong time and occasion, will have a completely different chemical reaction.When they met for the first time ten years later, Gong Zhi fell in love with him at first sight.And when this encounter was moved to ten years ago, it became an inexplicable hostility.No wonder, even seeds need to meet a certain temperature to germinate.How can it be possible for a person to fall in love with another person without the cooperation of the right time, place, people and various conditions?

For some reason, Chong Yan felt a little lost in his heart, but at the same time felt...a sigh of relief.

It's a strange feeling to see acquaintances from previous lives, but it's not just strange to meet people you have failed in your previous life.

Chong Yan had a nightmare that night, dreaming that Gong Zhi was precariously standing on the roof of the building.In his previous life, he obviously hadn't seen this scene with his own eyes, but for some reason, he could see everything so clearly in his dream.What was especially frightening was that he just blinked his eyes, and the roof was empty.Chong Yan screamed and sat up straight from the bed. When he opened his eyes, he realized that he was covered in cold sweat.Panting heavily, he stumbled into the bathroom to wash his face, and he was extremely thankful that all the nightmares hadn't happened yet.But can he really treat the things that happened in those real years that he experienced as never happened?

Chong Yan looked at his bloodless self in the mirror, and murmured, "You say a person, why would he not want to live anymore?"

The person in the mirror smiled vaguely, "Idiot, of course I'm sad."

"Why don't you want to live when you are sad? I was also sad. When Yang Shu died of illness, when Zhang Yuegui called me mourning star, when the Li family took turns to rape me, I was also sad..."

"It's not the same."

"Why is it different?"

"If you knew how it was different, maybe you wouldn't have treated him that way at the time."

"Did I treat him badly?"

"Are you nice to him?"

"What does he mean by being serious? Am I not serious enough to him? When I was with him, I didn't bring anyone home, nor did I do anything to make him unhappy."

"Probably not enough."

"Then what exactly does he want?"

"I do not know."

"I don't know either. If I knew..."

"If you know, you will satisfy him?"

"...I will stay away from him, and I will never provoke him."

Chong Yan reached out and wiped the mirror, then turned and left the bathroom.

There was no light in the bedroom, and because the curtains were all drawn, it didn't look very dark.Chong Yan doesn't have the habit of pulling the curtains when sleeping. He is not afraid of the dark, but afraid of the environment isolated from the outside world.He himself couldn't tell what kind of mentality this was. He could only clearly see the starlight falling on the carpet in front of the bed through the floor-to-ceiling glass door, and see the pots of green plants on the terrace swaying gently in the night wind. Seeing the lights of the city flickering in the darkness in the distance, like a bright river of stars, he could only feel safe lying here.

It's more convenient to live in the city, even in the deepest night, you can see the lights outside.Lights indicate smoke.Chong Yan dislikes noise, but at the same time he is afraid of being alone.It's like those rich and eccentric old men in the story, while worried that others will disturb him, they stubbornly want to turn the small world they live in into a closed castle.But this castle can't be built in the wilderness, it can't be built on an empty cliff, it has to be built deep in the downtown, where you can see the smoke and dust of the world when you look up.

Paranoid and hypocritical.

Chong Yan himself couldn't understand his inexplicable personality, so he could only blame it on his mental abnormality.Since the experts have made a diagnosis, it makes sense that I have some morbid symptoms.This is equivalent to the theory that a negative is a positive: it is not normal for a normal person to roll in the street, but it is normal for a crazy person to do it.

Chong Yan poured himself some wine, lay on the terrace and passed the time half asleep.

This was the most difficult time of the day. He couldn't sleep and had nothing to do, so he had to think about what he was going to do during the day.In another three hours, Li Rong will send Li Nan and Li Bei to pick him up and go to school. It's his first day at school, and there may be many things to do.After spending eight hours at school, he would come back here, eat, shower, do his homework, and then...

Facing the night that seemed to never end again.