baby who are you

After dinner, Ling Yi took the bowl to the kitchen to wash without saying anything.

Ling Xu rolled up his sleeves and planned to go in to help, but saw Tian Tian secretly waving to him at the door of the room.After hesitating for a while, Ling Xu put down his sleeves again and walked towards Tiantian.

After entering the room, Ling Xu squatted in front of Tiantian and said, "What's the matter?"

Tian Tian looked at Ling Xu with a serious look, and said, "That's not my mother."

Tiantian also said this sentence before, when Ling Xu casually said that Zhao Feiyan was his mother, Tiantian told Ling Xu firmly that it was not his mother.

It is often said that mother and child are connected to each other. After experiencing the hardships of pregnancy in October, a brand new life was born and came to this world, with the blood in her body flowing. This relationship is hard to give up no matter what.

Just like him, although he can't remember it, he can still clearly confirm that Tiantian is his child. If Xing Yingxian is really the mother of the child, how can he be willing to abandon him for so many years and have never even met him.

Ling Xu raised his hand to touch Tiantian's face, and said to him, "Well, that's not your mother, don't worry."

Tiantian lowered her head and said, "I don't want my mother anymore."

Ling Xu was stunned for a moment, and looked at him strangely: "Why don't you want it anymore?" Although he seldom mentioned it every day in the past, Ling Xu could clearly feel that this child was still looking forward to having a mother. For children, half of the love is always missing.

But at this time, Tiantian said: "It would be nice to have dad and uncle." He is used to this kind of life, and he is very satisfied with the present.For an introverted child like him, changing the status quo is always a scary thing, even if there is a stranger in the family, he will feel uneasy, let alone let him and his father form a new family with a stranger, let alone The stranger was not so kind to him.

Unless it is deliberately disguised, the difference between love and not love is very obvious.

Ling Xu looked at him, took a deep breath, kissed his face, and said, "Then are you willing to live with Uncle forever?"

Said every day: "I am willing."

Ling Xu smiled and said to him: "That's good, we'll live with Uncle all the time and we won't be separated."

Tiantian got a satisfactory answer from Ling Xu, so she stopped worrying about it and went out to the living room to watch cartoons happily.

Ling Xu found that Ling Yi had finished washing the dishes and was standing alone on the balcony smoking a cigarette.

He followed to the balcony, stretched out his hand to close the sliding door, stood beside Ling Yi and said, "One?"

Ling Yi handed him a cigarette, and before he took out the lighter and reached out to help him light it, he was already close to Ling Yi's face, and with the spark of the cigarette in Ling Yi's mouth, he lit his own cigarette. Smoke ignited.

Just when the sun was setting, the setting sun in the distance was still dazzling, and the golden light spread out, leaving the last remnant of temperature.

Ling Yi was a little silent, and Ling Xu found that he was smoking a bit aggressively today.

It should have been a happy and happy day, if not for meeting Xing Yingxian suddenly.After he revealed his heart to Ling Yi, he got Ling Yi's affirmative answer.As he had always been sure, the two of them liked each other.He felt that Ling Yi's affection for him started after the two met and lived together again, and his feelings for Ling Yi may be traced back to the time when he was still ignorant and unable to understand his own feelings.

But now, this excitement has been discounted.

I don't know what Ling Yi thinks, at least he always has something on his mind, and that is about the existence of Tian Tian's mother.

With a cigarette in his mouth, Ling Yi looked at the sunset in the distance.

Ling Xu turned his head and saw that the scattered half of the curtain just blocked Tiantian's sight. From this angle, he should not be able to see them, so he leaned his head slightly on Ling Yi's shoulder.

Ling Yi just stretched out his hand and pinched the back of his neck, then withdrew his hand again.

Ling Xu turned his body half a circle, leaned his back against Ling Yi's back, and leaned his head against his shoulder.

Ling Yi still didn't speak or move.

Ling Xu suddenly bumped him with his butt.

Ling Yi's body was shaken by him, and finally he chuckled lightly and cursed: "Ling Xu, are you sick?"

"Brother," Ling Xu held the cigarette between his fingers, and said with his head up, "You said that Tian Tian will be sensible, what should you do if you feel abnormal?"

Ling Yi put his elbows on the balcony railing, and said: "Maybe he will feel unhappy and unwilling, but this is something he has no choice. He can't let his parents give up his life for him, just like when he grew up When he grows up, he will have his own life instead of being around you for the rest of his life. If you can't accept it, you can try your best to leave this family."

Ling Xu was silent, he felt that Ling Yi's words seemed a bit cruel, he himself could not be so unfeeling to Tian Tian anyway.

Ling Yi continued after a while: "Do you feel a little cruel?"

Ling Xu rubbed the back of Ling Yi's neck with the top of his head, "It's a bit."

Ling Yi said: "I told you that you may not believe it. Sometimes I feel like Tiantian is my own child. I am willing to send him the best things in the world. I only hope that he can live happily, but Neither you nor I can do this. If you really treat him well, let him know that what he wants must be earned through his own hard work, not given to him by others, and that thing will always belong to him, instead of giving it to him. It will be taken away by someone else."

Ling Xu thought for a while in a daze, and said, "Then why didn't you treat me like this before? Don't I need to work hard to earn what I want?"

Ling Yi's feelings for him were almost doting.

Although he looks cold and indifferent on the surface, Ling Xu knew from a young age that if his parents refused to give him something, he would definitely get it if he asked his brother.

When he was a child, he wanted to buy a Saint Seiya doll, but his parents didn't agree with him buying it. As a result, Ling Yi saved his breakfast money for two months, and finally bought it for him as a birthday present.

It was meaningless stuff, not worth Ling Yi saving his breakfast to buy it, but just because he wanted it, Ling Yi did it for him.

Ling Xu was at a loss when he heard what Ling Yi said about Tiantian today, he didn't understand what Ling Yi thought about him.

Ling Yi smoked the last cigarette in his hand, put it down, and said slowly, "You are different from Tiantian. Tiantian is too young, and he has to go through most of the journey of his life by himself. I can't accompany him For the rest of my life; if it were you, I would walk with you and give you everything you want until the end of life."

Ling Xu suddenly froze.

Ling Yi then added: "As long as you want."

It wasn't until Ling Xu realized it that he noticed that his finger holding the cigarette was trembling slightly. He could hardly restrain the trembling, so he stuffed the cigarette into his mouth anxiously and took a deep puff, then sat at the small round table next to him. Press it out in the ashtray above.

I don't know if the smoke was a bit choking, his eyes were slightly red, and his nose couldn't help but feel sore.

After a while, he said in a low voice: "Whoever asks you to give it to me, I plan to earn it back myself."

Upon hearing this, Ling Yi replied, "That's pretty good too."

Ling Xu thought about the future, "After I finish my classes and save some money, I will open a bakery. If you save a shop for me in Yueshou, I will also open a chain store in the future."

Ling Yi smiled and said, "Okay."

When coaxing Tiantian to sleep at night, Ling Xu heard Tiantian say: "Dad, can you sleep with me today?"

Ling Xu kissed his forehead and said, "Not today, but I can watch you fall asleep before leaving, okay?"

Tiantian was a little bit disappointed, but finally nodded.

At this time, he heard Ling Yi's footsteps passing by outside the room, so he shouted loudly: "Uncle!"

Ling Yi had taken his clothes and was going to take a bath, but when he heard Tiantian calling him, he stopped and walked towards Tiantian's room.

Tian Tian was already lying down, seeing Ling Yi wanted to get up, and said, "I'm going to sleep." He was very persistent and asked Ling Yi to kiss him every day, not less than a day.

Ling Yi sat down beside the bed, with his slender legs casually resting on the wooden steps, stretched out his hand to gently press his chest to make him lie back, lowered his head and kissed him on the forehead, and said, "Good night, my dear."

Looking at Ling Yi every day, she suddenly raised her hand, touched Ling Yi's forehead with her soft lips, and said with a smile, "Good night."

Ling Xu saw it from the side, and shouted: "I want it too!" Pushing away Ling Yi, he poked his head in front of Tiantian, and actively pushed the hair on his forehead away with his hands.

Tiantian smiled and kissed his forehead.

Ling Xu said "um—" and after Tiantian finished kissing, he lowered his head and kissed Tiantian's face as well.

Tiantian smiled happily, imitating him and kissing his face again.

The two began to kiss endlessly.

Ling Yi watched them fight, stood up, took the clothes and walked out first, going to the bathroom to take a shower.

Ling Xu stayed with Tian Tian in the room until he fell asleep.

He always fell asleep very quickly every day, and when Ling Xu turned off the light and came out, he helped him close the door, and heard the sound of water coming from the bathroom, Ling Yi hadn't finished the shower yet.

He touched the door of the bathroom and leaned his ears to listen. Except for the sound of rushing water, he seemed to be unable to hear other sounds.

Ling Xu squatted down at the door of the bathroom, feeling the urge to break in.

He felt that Ling Yi was too inactive towards him.He was full of thoughts about wanting to put Ling Yi on the bed, but Ling Yi didn't seem to move at all.

Although Ling Xu doesn't have a specific concept of this and that, but as a man, love and desire are always indispensable, if not, let's go to bed first.

The sound of running water in the bathroom didn't stop.

Ling Xu feels a little pity that this is a solid wooden door, not the ancient window paper, which can be broken by licking it with his mouth.After hesitating for a while, he stood up and turned the doorknob lightly. Sure enough, Ling Yi still didn't lock the door.

Just when he opened a crack, he heard Ling Yi say inside: "If you want to come in, come in."

The bathroom is full of steam, and the fine water droplets sprayed from the shower head fall on the ground and splash again, turning into finer water mist, which contains the aroma of shower gel, and smudges a small lamp above the head into an ambiguous warmth color.

Ling Xu blushed, and suddenly recalled the scene of seeing Ling Yi masturbating in the bathroom, he had to admit that he had been seriously bewitched, perhaps from the very beginning, Ling Yi was deliberately seducing him.

Ling Yi still stood under the water column, letting the hot water wash his naked body, he asked Ling Xu: "Aren't you coming?"

Ling Xu felt that he had to say something to cover up his shyness, so he said in a casual tone: "Do you want me to wash with you?"

If Ling Xu could see Ling Yi's expression clearly at this time, he could see Ling Yi lowered his head and smiled slightly, but the whole bathroom was too steamy, and he was busy reaching out to close the door, so naturally he didn't see anything, He only heard Ling Yi say to him in a calm tone: "Come here."

Ling Xu immediately became timid, he began to look around, and said, "I'd better take off my clothes first." Then he stretched out his hand to pull the T-shirt on his body.

Ling Yi finally got impatient, grabbed Ling Xu by the skirt and pulled him over.

Ling Xu only felt his feet slip, and then Ling Yi hugged her waist tightly and kissed her.The water column from the shower above his head drenched his entire body in an instant.

His body was tightly pressed together, the soaked clothes and trousers were wrapped around his body, and the air was filled with sultry steam, all of which made Ling Xu suffocate, but the most difficult thing for him to breathe came from Ling Xu. Easy Kiss.His tongue was entangled, there was no room for him to relax, and because the water kept pouring down from his head up, he didn't dare to inhale at all, so he could only hold his breath until he couldn't bear to push Ling Yi away, His back rested heavily on the cold tiles.

Ling Yi also had shortness of breath, stopped and looked at him.

Ling Xu didn't want Ling Yi to misunderstand that this was his refusal, so before his breathing calmed down, he hurriedly said, "I'm out of breath."

Ling Yi looked at him quietly for a moment, then stretched out his hand, pinched his earlobe, and then slowly touched his face.

Ling Xu's body was dripping with water, he also looked at Ling Yi, felt the touch of his fingers, finally raised his hand, pressed the back of Ling Yi's hand against his face, closed his eyes, he Said: "Brother, the most unhappy thing when I was a child was waking up during the holidays, and there was no one at home."

Ling Yi asked him, "Because you feel like you've been abandoned?"

He didn't answer, but said, "Do you know the uncomfortable feeling when I was in the bakery that day, from the darkness in front of my eyes to the time I regained consciousness? It was much more sad than waking up on holiday. Fortunately, I still have you."

Ling Yi said softly, "I'm sorry."

Ling Xu shook his head, "You never apologized to me."

Ling Yi touched his face with his fingers, leaned closer, and kissed his ear softly, then the side face and lips.This time the kiss was not so intense, with tenderness and faint teasing, the other hand also held Ling Xu's waist.

Ling Xu actually didn't know what he should do, his body was burning hot, and similarly, he could feel Ling Yi's body which was close to him also reacted obviously.He raised his arms to hug Ling Yi, stroked his back, gritted his teeth and knelt down for the last time, intending to learn to do to Ling Yi what Ling Yi did to him that night.