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Ling Yi called Ling Xu twice but he didn't answer.

When Ling Xu answered the third call, he was already on the bus.

He answered the phone, and heard Ling Yi's low voice with a bit of restrained anger, asking him, "Where have you been?"

Ling Xu sat on the seat, wiped the mist on the window glass with his fingers, and said, "I have something to do at home, why don't you go back?"

"Your home?"

Ling Xu said: "My mother, and my biological father who appeared out of nowhere."

Ling Yi could tell that his tone was not quite right, and said in a deep voice, "Ling Xu?"

When Ling Xu heard Ling Yi calling him that, he felt a little sad suddenly, with an inexplicable sadness rising up, he said, "Brother——I remember everything."

Ling Yi was silent, and after a while he said, "So this is your choice?"

Ling Xu said, "I want to calm down."

Ling Yi asked him: "Then disappeared and cut off contact with me?"

Ling Xu said, "That's not what I mean, I just feel like an idiot, you know?"

He made up his mind to leave Ling Yi back then. Although Tian Tian's appearance was an accident, he didn't plan to go back to be with Ling Yi again just because of having Tian Tian.

But this accident made him stupid. He threw himself towards Ling Yi. He was even a little angry that Ling Yi knew everything, but at first he played him like a fool. Looking back now, he felt a little embarrassed.

Of course, at the age of 27, he will not make any hasty decisions. Even if he wants to separate, it is impossible to unilaterally cut off contact with Ling Yi without saying a word, let alone can he really leave Ling Yi now?He thought he might not be able to do it.

He just wanted to buy himself a space to breathe.

However, now he didn't convey these feelings to Ling Yi well, but chose an irrational way of coping.

Ling Yi said: "Yes, I kept it from you, and I'm sorry for you. Don't you know why? It seems that I'm still too naive. Even if I can fool you for a while, I can't fool you forever. Look, the first thing you think of Didn't the matter go away?"

In fact, even if Ling Yi told him everything from the first meeting, the current situation may still be unavoidable. For Ling Xu, the biggest impact comes from the change of mood, not whether Ling Yi told him from the beginning. He, he made the decision to leave Ling Yi six years ago.

As long as the state of mind changes, it doesn't seem to matter what happened at that time.

Ling Xu didn't speak.

Ling Yi's voice became cold, he said, "As you like." Then he hung up the phone.

Ling Xu watched the phone screen gradually darken, and lowered his head against the back of the seat in the front row.

After Ling Yi hung up the phone, he dropped the phone heavily to the ground.He has an unprecedented sense of powerlessness. For Ling Xu, it seems that no matter how hard he tries, there will be no results.

The floor was carpeted, and the phone didn't break when it fell.

He sat by the bed, raised his head and found that the door was opened a crack, Tian Tian was hiding behind the door and looking at him from the crack.

Ling Yi raised his hand to wipe his face to hide his emotions, stretched out his hand and said to Tian Tian: "Tian Tian, ​​come here."

In fact, when Ling Yi woke up in the morning and realized that Ling Xu had left, the first thing he did was to go to Tiantian's room. When he saw that Tiantian was still sleeping soundly, Ling Yi was relieved, because Ling Xu couldn't possibly Leave Tian Tian and leave.

He made the first call to Ling Xu, but Ling Xu didn't answer.After waiting for the third call, Ling Xu told him the result.

Ling Yi's anger was more or less mixed with the element of being powerless against him.

But seeing Tian Tian now, his anger dissipated a lot, just like what he thought at the beginning, Ling Xu could not leave Tian Tian and leave, Ling Xu would still come back.

Tian Tian was a little scared because he saw Ling Yi lose his temper and drop his phone.

Ling Yi picked Tian Tian up and sat on his lap, touched his face, and said, "When did you wake up?"

Tian Tian said: "When Uncle is on the phone."

Ling Yi kissed his forehead and said, "I'm sorry, did the loud noise bother you?"

Leaning his head in Ling Yi's arms every day, he asked, "Where did Dad go?"

Ling Yi said to him: "Father has something to go on a business trip, and he will be back in a few days."

Tiantian was a little anxious, "Why didn't Dad tell me?"

Ling Yi comforted him gently: "Because I was walking too fast, Dad wanted you to sleep a little longer, so I didn't wake you up."

Tian Tian was quiet for a while, and asked Ling Yi: "Did you call Dad just now?"

Ling Yi brushed his somewhat messy hair with his hands, and replied, "Yes."

Ask every day: "Are you angry?"

Ling Yi paused for a while, and said, "I'm not angry, don't worry, Dad will be back in two days."

Tian Tian put his arms around Ling Yi's waist and said, "Okay."

When Ling Xu was brought to this city by his mother and Cao Boxang, he hadn't graduated from high school yet.Originally, the adults meant to let him continue preparing for the college entrance examination, but he refused to go to school no matter what, and chose to be a soldier.After going away for a few years, when I came back, I brought my newborn Tian Tian back to visit my grandma.

For this city, Ling Xu is just a passer-by and has no feelings for him.

When he came back with Tian Tian that year, he only stayed for a short time before leaving. At that time, Cao Boyang and his mother's life was not so bad.Ling Xu didn't choose to stay in this city without a sense of belonging, but went back to the place where he grew up. Sometimes he didn't know what he was still attached to.

After changing several jobs, his previous little savings were almost exhausted because Tian Tian suffered an illness and was hospitalized, so he simply returned the rented house, and took Tian Tian out to find a job that could provide a place to live.

He watched Yuegou develop rapidly under Ling Yi's hands. When he came to Missu Manor to apply for a job, he also saw Yuegou opposite.Ling Xu seldom goes to Yueshou, and he tries to avoid getting news about Ling Yi. If he knows that Ling Yi still loves him, he is always afraid that he will become weak.

In fact, in the final analysis, there is no unresolved knot between him and Ling Yi.Does he love Ling Yi?Of course it is love, otherwise why would you give birth to Tian Tian?But maybe it’s just not to look back or regret it, since you made a decision back then, you should shoulder the result and move on.

Life is full of misses.However, God cleverly gave them a new opportunity to make the parallel lines under their feet intersect again. Ling Xu himself didn't know what would happen in the future.

Cao Bohang is in debt because of gambling, the previous house has been sold, and now he lives in a rented house.

Ling Xu also found it following the address given by his mother. When he entered the old apartment building, he noticed a young man squatting outside the gate smoking a cigarette.

The man looked up at him, then continued to smoke.

Ling Xu went upstairs along the stairs, found the house they lived in now, and knocked on the door.

After a long time, Yu Panpan carefully opened the door a crack from the inside.

It was Cao Bohang's gambling debts that made the family look impoverished. Ling Xu found that his mother was even more haggard and old than the last time he met, and the hair on the temples was even completely white.

Cao Bohang owed him money, and now he was arrested and asked Yu Panpan to raise money to redeem him.The family house has been sold, and there is no money to rescue him now, Yu Panpan can't think of any other way except to find his son.

There is not even a sofa in this small rented house, Ling Xu sat on a chair and said to his mother: "Call the police."

Yu Panpan shook his head, "Those people are very powerful here. They have opened some investment company to release water money, and they have an IOU written by your father. Even if they call the police and arrest one or two people, the rest Still won't let us go."

Ling Xu felt a little tired, "Then I can't help it. It's not like you don't know who Cao Boyang is. Don't say I have no money. Even if I borrow 20 yuan to save him, why won't he continue to gamble next time? Who will bear the burden of the bottomless pit?" Got it?"

Yu Panpan should have heard that Ling Xu's tone was different this time from before, but now she was so focused on Cao Bohang that she didn't notice it. She said, "Your father cut off his finger to gamble."

Ling Xu was a little amused, "Do you believe it?"

Yu Panpan said: "Really, he cut off a finger in front of me, and he said he would never gamble again."

Ling Xu was slightly taken aback, but still said, "Is it useful?"

Yu Panpan said: "Then I can't watch him die, can I?"

Ling Xu really wanted to say that you should just wait for him to die, but after all, he couldn't say it out loud.

Seeing his tired expression, Yu Panpan asked, "What about Tiantian?"

Tiantian has been following Ling Xu alone, no matter where Ling Xu goes, he will not leave Tiantian, because he will not feel at ease if he leaves it to others.

But this time Ling Xu said: "Leave it to someone else to take care of me, I can't let Tian Tian come back to see your bad things together?"

Yu Panpan lowered her head when she heard the words, she was somewhat hurt by Ling Xu's words.

Ling Xu knew that he had no choice. Either he found a way to collect 20 yuan to help them pay it back, or he took his mother away and let Cao Bohang die.

If he was 17 years old, he would choose the latter without hesitation, because he had never even met Cao Bohang face to face, but now he still couldn't help himself, because no matter how bastard Cao Boyang was, he had only been together for a short time. Here, he is still very good to Ling Xu.

But where did he get the 20?

After sitting quietly for a long time, he asked Yu Panpan for the phone number of the loan sharks who kidnapped Cao Bohang, and after dialing, he said, "I am Yu Panpan's son, and I will help him pay back the money Cao Bohang owes you." , but I can’t offer that much for now, can we talk about it?”

The other party was just asking for money, killing Cao Bohang would be better than finding someone who can help him pay back the money, Ling Xu is still clear about this.

Sure enough, the other party seemed to discuss it, and said to him: "Then please come here, let's talk face to face."

"Yes," Ling Xu replied.

After hanging up the phone, Yu Panpan looked at him nervously.

Ling Xu said, "I'll go see them and see if I can get your man back."

Yu Panpan suddenly panicked, "Don't go there, what if they won't let you go?"

Ling Xu stood up and straightened his sleeves, "Isn't it your choice? You asked me to come back to save your husband. We don't have 20. I guess he and I can only come back one. I will exchange him. From now on, I will repay the debt of nurturing that I owe you, so you can live a good life."

Ling Xu didn't think this trip was so dangerous. He thought he could handle it. After all, it was only 20 yuan, which is not a big amount.When I said this, I didn't really want to break the relationship with Yu Panpan, but I just wanted to enjoy the pleasure of revenge.

Sure enough, Yu Panpan grabbed Ling Xu's hand and said nothing to let him go, "No, Xiao Xu, let's find the police, if it doesn't work, forget it, don't go, Mom begs you!"

Ling Xu felt that he was still quite naive. Seeing his mother so anxious and flustered, he was somewhat happy. He pulled her hand away and said, "They sent someone to pick me up. I'll go down and wait for their car."