baby who are you

After dinner that day, Ling Yi took Tian Tian back first.

Ling Xu didn't stay with them for too long, seeing more and more customers in the restaurant, he quickly went back to the back kitchen.

On the way back, Ling Yi kept humming and turning over and over every day, but Ling Yi didn't understand a single word.

At night until he went to bed every day, Ling Xu still hadn't come back.

I was a little excited every day, and I couldn't bear to go to sleep. I was obviously very sleepy, so I sat on the bed and asked, "Why hasn't Dad come back?"

Ling Yi sat by the bed and said to him: "Go to sleep first, he will be back later."

"Huhu," Tian Tian smiled in a strange voice.

Ling Yi smiled and asked him, "What are you happy about?"

Tiantian said: "I want to ask my father how he gave birth to me."

Ling Yi stretched out his hand to touch his head, "You were born from the womb."

Seeing a pregnant aunt in the kindergarten every day, he learned to compare his belly, "Is it so big?"

Ling Yi originally wanted to say yes, but after hesitating for a while, he said, "I don't know either, I'll ask him for you."

Tian Tian yawned, obviously unable to hold on anymore, but he still tried to keep his eyes wide open, "I want to ask him too."

Ling Yi said: "Go to bed first, and when you wake up, you can see Dad."

Resting her head in Ling Yi's arms every day, "You are also a father, and my father is also a father. When I call you, don't you know who I am calling?"

Ling Yi simply hugged him in his arms, shook him lightly, and said with a smile, "No, it doesn't matter who you call it."

Shaking his head every day, "I won't be able to figure it out..."

Ling Yi asked him: "Then think about how you want to call me, or you should call me Uncle."

When he spoke, he didn't hear Tian Tian's answer, he looked down and saw Tian Tian had fallen asleep leaning against his arms.

For a while, Ling Yi was not willing to put Tian Tian down, but just hugged him and watched him sleep, and sat quietly by the bed for more than ten minutes before gently putting Tian Tian back on the bed and covering him with a quilt.

Before leaving the room, he didn't forget to kiss Tian Tian a good night.

As soon as he fell asleep almost every day, Ling Xu opened the door and came back.

Obviously, the work is not much harder than the cake shop, probably because of the tension during the peak meal time, he himself felt extremely tired on the first day of work.

After saying hello to Ling Yi, Ling Xu first went to see Tian Tian, ​​and then went to the bathroom to take a shower.

His head stopped thinking a little. He was going to brush his teeth, but he took off all his clothes and pants first, then he was stunned for a moment, and stood directly next to the sink to brush his teeth with a toothbrush.

Suddenly, Ling Yi opened the bathroom door from the outside.It turned out that Ling Xu packed up his pajamas and put them on the bed in the room, but forgot to bring them in. Ling Yi saw him and brought them over for him, but when he opened the door, he saw him standing naked in front of the mirror brushing his teeth, so he looked at him. Asked: "Do you want to get naked and brush your teeth while looking in the mirror?"

Ling Xu's toothbrush had already been stuffed into his mouth, and his mouth was full of toothpaste. He felt embarrassed, but he couldn't explain anything for a while.

Ling Yi helped him hang his clothes behind the door, said: "Don't catch a cold," then closed the door and left.

Ling Xu breathed a sigh of relief, glanced at his haggard look in the mirror, lowered his head and continued brushing his teeth.

After taking a shower and drying his hair, Ling Xu went back to the room and saw Ling Yi was still reading a magazine.

He lifted the quilt, sat on the bed and asked Ling Yi, "Brother, how did you tell Tian Tian?"

Ling Yi said: "I told Tian Tian that you gave birth to him."

Ling Xu's body stiffened for a moment, he was a little nervous, "What's your reaction every day?"

Ling Yi looked at him and said, "Tian Tian said, so you are his mother. He always thought I was his mother."

This time Ling Xu's body became even stiffer. He didn't expect Tian Tian to tell Ling Yi like that. He really felt the feeling of wanting to dig a hole and bury himself, "I didn't mean to..."

"Unintentionally?" Ling Yi asked calmly.

Ling Xu clasped his head with both hands, "I was not sensible at that time."

"That's right," Ling Yi said, "You were ignorant at that time, but now that you remember everything, you should be sensible. Do you need to explain to me?"

Ling Xu said weakly: "It was at that time that I teased Tian Tian for fun."

Ling Yi could see that he was very tired, so he said, "Go to sleep."

The two of them were talking halfway, when Ling Yi suddenly said that he was going to sleep, Ling Xu instinctively thought that he was unhappy.

Ling Yi reached out and turned off the light and lay down.

Ling Xu soon lay down too, but he was already very sleepy just now, and now that the sleepiness has dissipated, he turned over to face Ling Yi, and asked, "Brother, are you angry?"

There was some lack of communication between the two of them.

In fact, from childhood to adulthood, most of the time it was Ling Xu who communicated with Ling Yi unilaterally. He didn't mind it at that time, because he could feel Ling Yi's love for him.

But Ling Yi is such a person. Once he closed the door of communication with Ling Yi, Ling Yi would not take the initiative to open it. He knew it, but he still made the decision to separate from Ling Yi. for many years.

It's hard not to regret it later, because it's a decision made by myself.In that environment and mentality, he wondered if he didn't make such a decision, would he bear more pressure and make himself breathless, and if he was forced to be together, no one would know what the result would be.So give yourself time to calm down, think and experience, and now he can make a decision about himself again.

It's just that I didn't expect Tian Tian's surprise in the middle.

Ling Yi was lying flat and closed his eyes to go to sleep, but when he heard Ling Xu's question, he opened his eyes again in the dark and said, "Why are you angry?"

Ling Xu reached out and hugged Ling Yi's waist, he said, "I told Tian Tian that you are his mother."

Ling Yi actually smiled slightly, and said, "What's the matter?"

Ling Xu breathed a sigh of relief when he heard the words, and said to himself that it is good that he is not angry.

Ling Yi then took his hand and said to him, "Ask me every day today, how did you give birth to him?"

Ling Xu was stunned for a moment, and said, "Don't mention it for such a long time." He didn't want to mention it, because he always felt a little embarrassed.

"I can't say either?" Ling Yi asked.

"It's not impossible to say," Ling Xu thought for a while, "It's just that there is nothing to say."

Ling Yi said softly, "Is it hard work?"

Ling Xu was silent for a while, and said, "It's not hard."

He didn't really want to bring up the incident at that time, so he changed the subject and said, "You haven't told me yet, how did you tell Tiantian."

Ling Yi said: "I told him that he is the child of both of us, but he can't be called mother. He thinks we are both fathers now, and the child is struggling with what to call me so as not to confuse us. "

Ling Xu leaned against Ling Yi, and couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth slightly. He suddenly had a dreamy feeling of happiness.

"When he grows up, he may understand better."

Ling Xu thinks about Tiantian when he grows up, and doesn't know whether to be happy or worried, but that will be a long time later, so there is no need to think so much now.

"What about you?" Ling Yi asked him, "How was your work today?"

Ling Xu said: "It's a bit tiring, but it's worth it. You're right, I really should get out of that environment, get in touch with it more, and learn more."

"Take your time," Ling Yi said.

Ling Xu felt that Ling Yi pressed his thumb against his own, and rubbed it lightly. He could feel the lines of Ling Yi's fingers, drawing circles and rubbing on his fingertips.

It is said that ten fingers connect to the heart, Ling Xu also had the illusion of being scratched on the tip of the heart.

In the darkness, the two of them didn't speak, they were ambiguous with each other until they fell asleep.

The next day, Ling Xu woke up Tian Tian, ​​and the first thing he said when he opened his eyes was: "Dad, Mom? Dad?"

"Father!" Ling Xu corrected him seriously, he didn't want to call his mother outside every day.

Every day, the whole person turns into a hundred thousand whys. On the way from dressing, washing, brushing teeth, having breakfast to school, he kept asking Ling Xu questions. He said, "Dad, did you give birth to me? What about Uncle? Are you married to Uncle?" Should I call Uncle Papa? What if I get confused?"

It was the first time Ling Xu heard so many words from Tian Tian.

On the way to the kindergarten, he said: "Did you fully charge last night? Are you in such good spirits today?"

Hearing him make a joke, Tiantian thought it was so funny that he couldn't stop laughing.

When I got off the bus at the kindergarten, Tiantian suddenly said to Ling Xu: "I'm called Uncle Dabi, okay?"

He recently watched a parent-child variety show, and there was a child in it who always called him daddy in a childish voice. The child found it interesting and liked to follow suit.

Ling Xu said to him, "Okay, he's dad b, and I'm dad a."

He didn't understand this cold joke every day, so he looked at him in a daze.

Ling Xu stopped the car, opened the door and got out of the car, then carried Tian Tian down and sent him to the kindergarten.

While walking, Tiantian asked, "What is dad?"

Ling Xu said, "It's the a of abcd."

Tiantian said: "I know abcdefg!" But he still didn't understand Ling Xu's cold joke.

That afternoon, when Ling Yi came to pick up Tiantian from school, he told him: "Dad said you are dad b, and he is dad a!"

Hearing this, Ling Yi was silent for a long while, and said to Tiantian: "From now on, you have to tell me what he tells you, and you can't just believe what he says, do you understand?"

Usually at home, Ling Xu listened to Ling Yi for most of the matters, and it was easy to tell whose words were more authoritative every day, so he nodded immediately.

Ling Yi said to him, "Do you know how daddy speaks English?"

Shaking his head every day.

Ling Yi taught him: "Daddy."

Read it every day.

Ling Yi smiled and said, "Well, you can call me that in the future."