he has a clean freak

Li Qinghan was born in Y City and died in the United States. After her cremation, Liang Songying returned to her hometown with her ashes, and held a low-key funeral with the help of her uncle's family.

He was mentally numb, almost unable to do anything, lost everything, confused, and simply locked himself in the room, ignoring him.On the day of the funeral, I went out with two red and swollen dark circles under my eyes. From the morning I received relatives and friends who came to express their condolences, until...

An unexpected visitor came outside the mourning hall.

With white hair and hobbled steps, he walked in slowly with the support of an old grandmother and a middle-aged woman.Those who recognized but didn't know were all surprised, and then saw the elegiac couplet he presented that said "daughter", and suddenly realized that it was such a relationship.

Because it was too low-key, there were no reporters inside and outside the venue. Everyone watched the white-haired man offering incense to the black-haired old man, and their lips moved slightly in front of the spiritual table, talking in detail.Liang Songying was on the side, didn't hear what he said, but called him when he turned to leave, "Grandpa...she's gone, forget everything she's done, forgive her, okay?"

The old man turned to look at him with cloudy reddish eyes and nodded.

Leaning on crutches, step by step, he staggered away.

The old lady hugged Liang Songying, shedding tears and no one could persuade him, she patted him on the back and said, "Poor boy, don't be too sad, there is grandma..." The old man turned his back to them at the entrance of the mourning hall, stopped Come down and wait for my wife.The old woman cried for a while, her eyes were red, and she left with the old man, accompanied by Li Wenhai's family.

Liang Sixin's family also came.

After paying homage in turn, only Liang Sixin was left standing in front of the coffin, and Mrs. Liang was taken down by her daughters to rest.Liang Songying stared at the ground, unable to hear what Liang Sixin was whispering, but suddenly, he heard him crying.Raising his head, he saw Liang Sixin's white hair dyed at the temples, and the wrinkles around his eyes. He raised his hand to wipe his cheeks, and his back slightly bent.

He stood in front of the spiritual table for a long time.

Liang Songying silently handed over the tissue, "My condolences, my mother's face was peaceful when she passed away."

Liang Sixin took out a handkerchief from his arms, didn't look at him, and stood on the opposite side to guard, staring at Li Qinghan's portrait with ecstasy.He stayed there from noon to evening, and the number of guests gradually decreased. Finally, he couldn't hold on anymore and fell on the mat.In a hurry, he carried the person to the first aid. After waking up, he ate something and wanted to keep vigil for Li Qinghan.

The Li family didn't look good on him, and wanted to refuse, but Liang Songying agreed.The two of them guarded one side for a whole night, each in a trance.

Liang Sixin stayed in City Y until Li Qinghan's first seven days, and stayed there for another night. He returned to France the next day, and he didn't say a word to Liang Songying before leaving.

After the funeral, Liang Songying stayed at the gate of Li's house all day long.When Li Wenhai came back before dinner, he saw him go to the balcony to talk on the phone with someone, and heard the word "Wangxiao" on his ear.

"How is the boy from the Yan family?" Li Wenhai asked tentatively after he answered the phone and came back.

"I'm too busy to come, and if he's here, the reporters will definitely follow, making noise and disturbing my mother's rest." Liang Songying lowered her head, thoughtful.

Li Wenhai snorted, and said, "Of course he's busy. Go and read the latest news. The Yan Group is in a state of trouble."

Liang Songying's face changed slightly, "What's going on, he didn't tell me this."

Li Wenhai said speciously, "There are some things, I think it's better for you not to know."

Liang Songying didn't understand what he meant. At this moment, her aunt shouted in the kitchen, "Dinner is ready, Wen Hai is here to wipe the table and get the bowls and chopsticks." Li Wenhai responded, "Okay." Then he left.Liang Songying held the mobile phone in her hand, thought for a while, and quickly opened the browser to search for Yan's Group.

Liang Songying didn't know how to read stock charts. According to the news, Yan's stock price plummeted, and the entire group was precarious and on the verge of collapse.Yan's business covers a wide range of fields, and he was found to be unqualified in terms of construction materials, which directly caused a building under construction to collapse, causing casualties, and is being investigated for legal responsibility.The turmoil of this matter has not stopped, and it has been reported and exposed illegal activities in other fields, and even tax evasion.He went to see the inside analysis of some senior economic people, and also suspected that someone was going to bring down Yan Shi on purpose.

The scheduled trip back to HK tomorrow was cancelled, so he packed his luggage and returned to his and Yan Wangxiao's nest from his uncle's house.

He opened the door, startled.The room was in a mess like a thief, and things were scattered all over the place.After tremblingly checking that there were no thieves in the house, he started to pack his things, and called Yan Wangxiao to ask what was going on.

"Where are you?"

"Xicheng District. Have you eaten yet?"

"I've eaten. I'm in the apartment in Hongrong Community, and the room is very messy..."

"You went back?" Yan Wangxiao's tone changed suddenly, "Did anyone see you?"

Liang Songying stopped tidying up the house, sat on the sofa, and said seriously: "I don't know, I didn't think too much when I came back, did someone enter our house to search for things?"

"...that's what I did. You hurry up, don't stay there, go back to your uncle's house."

"Yan Wangxiao, don't hide anything from me."

"Anyway, you go first, go back to City Y tomorrow, and I will look for you in a while."

"What happened to Yan Shi?"

"Maybe it won't work. The bankruptcy of the Yan family may be the best outcome, as long as people are fine. I will explain to you slowly after this turmoil settles down."

"Don't you need me to accompany you?"

"...I know that you miss me in the distance, as long as you are safe and sound. Besides, this place in Y City makes you unhappy. I don't want you to think of bad things for me staying here. You believe me, everything will be fine, Yan Shi It's okay if you fall down, don't worry about me, okay?"

"...Well... I'm leaving tomorrow, you come and see me off, let's meet up."

"I have something to do, so I won't go." Yan Wangxiao said hesitantly.

Liang Songying was silent for a while, "Okay, let's contact by phone," suddenly laughed, "No, we can make a video call, and it's considered a meeting." Yan Wangxiao laughed in agreement.

The WeChat video was connected, and Yan Wangxiao's face appeared on the screen. Because of the angle, he looked a little crooked.There is a strong tired look between his brows and eyes, but he looks at the camera with a gentle expression, cheering up.

"Your complexion is not good, you should pay attention to rest." Liang Songying said with concern.

"Well, I will." Yan Wangxiao smiled, "I went home a few days ago, and the relationship with my father has eased, but Yan Lixiao almost broke with me, and only maintained a superficial friendly relationship."

"Aren't you trying to fight for family property?" Liang Songying teased.

"What's the matter with giving it all to him? How much money do I need from him? Hmph, you look down on me. Yan Lixiao is fickle. He treats you so nicely. Once he doesn't deal with you, he will turn his face and deny anyone."

"It's interesting, he's a sweetheart. You and him...sometimes look alike."

"Where does it look like?"

"A word of disagreement is aggressive and arrogant."

After hearing this, Yan Wangxiao unexpectedly did not refute. After thinking for a while, he actually nodded his head a few times in agreement, "Maybe." He said without thinking, "I am too overconfident. I have lived for more than [-] years and only recently discovered that It turns out that I am nothing but an ant and a clown in the eyes of others. Even if there is a storm, it is just scratching the surface for others. I still think that everything is under control and I can do anything. I used to be Thinking that gold is precious, superior to others, not in the same rank as others, always coldly despising others' hypocrisy, I only now understand that maybe I am just a pool of pretentious mud."

"Why do you say such things suddenly, are you not used to it?"

"It's nothing, the fortune in life is blessed to the soul."

Liang Songying walked to the window and looked downstairs, "It's not too late to make up for it. You are 27 years old and you have a lot of time to make changes. People are too rigid and easy to break, and standing too high is easy to fall. It's okay to be humble. good."

Yan Wangxiao snorted, "You've always acted modestly, but you're actually extremely proud."

Liang Songying laughed, "Is there? No. My mother taught me well, she is humble inside and out, and the rest is all about self-confidence, self-love, self-respect, self-esteem, self-improvement, self-confidence..."

Yan Wangxiao kept saying "tsk tsk".

"However, everyone has a unique temperament. It doesn't matter if you are arrogant. It's not impossible to live, and it doesn't hinder anyone."

"Are you encouraging and affirming me in a disguised form to remain the same?"

"Haha, interpret it as you like, I'm silent."

"Okay, I understand. With you, as long as I'm happy, you like whatever I do."

"shameless."

The two chatted happily for a long time, Yan Wangxiao urged him to leave there quickly, and then reluctantly hung up the video.

The room was brightly lit and silent, Liang Songying looked at the messy room, lowered his hands, and sighed deeply and weakly.

Liang Songying returned to HK the next day, and before leaving, she made an appointment with a few friends to ask them to take care of Yan Wangxiao, so she left this sad city for him with a feeling of uneasiness.When he saw the paparazzi taking photos of him secretly, ridiculing him in the newspaper, and booing him on the Internet, he knew that this city was no longer for him.

Always pay attention to Yan Shi and Yan Wangxiao's dynamics. The TV reception announced that Yan Lixiao has become the current successor of Yan Shi, but Yan Lixiao's face is not very happy. The reporter explained that it was Yan Lixiao who was ordered in danger and picked up a mess.And Yan Wangxiao continued his acting career, with fewer appearances and undiminished popularity, reporters always took the opportunity to ask about Yan's current situation and mood, and asked a lot, nothing more than whether he still maintains a normal relationship with Liang Songying .

Yan Wangxiao's expression was as cold as ever, he didn't talk much, he didn't flatter, he didn't flatter, he didn't compromise, he said what he could, but he was still pursued by reporters, and gradually he couldn't hide his fatigue.

Liang Songying made a video call with him once a day, trying to make it easier for him.

However, Yan Wangxiao didn't say anything, Li Wenhai concealed it, but Liang Songying heard from friends that before Yan's accident, Ye Yang's legs were crippled, and Ye Xin was reported for corruption and bribery and almost fell off the job.

Yan Wangxiao taught Ye Yang a lesson, which was a personal grievance. Ye Yang planned to knock out his teeth and swallow his blood, but Ye Xin couldn't see it. He used various relationships to suppress the Yan Group openly and secretly, causing Yan Lixiao to complain constantly.Yan Wangxiao was furious when he heard it, and collected evidence to report that Ye Xin wanted to cut through the mess quickly, and counterattacked and retaliated against each other, and it was out of control.

From the day Ye Xin turned over, Yan Wangxiao was like fish under a knife.

Liang Songying sat in a daze for the whole night, and booked a flight ticket to Y city without any delay.

The high sky in the middle of the night is silent, and it is dark.He was in a troubled mood, wishing he could grab Yan Wangxiao and punch him, but also felt distressed. In the past month, Yan Wangxiao had said nothing by himself, struggling to death for Yan Shi, and forced to laugh and chat with him every day. Seeking dependence from Yan Wangxiao ignorantly, to relieve loneliness.

Get off the plane and get in a taxi.

Too full of emotions makes people tired easily, he was so sleepy that he squinted his eyes and fell asleep for a while in the car.

He got out of the car and went back to his apartment in Hongrong Community.As soon as the light was turned on, the house was deserted, and there was no trace of Yan Wangxiao's recent residence.He was so panicked that he dropped his luggage and went out. The elevator went down to the second floor before he calmed down. Maybe Yan Wangxiao went to sleep in another apartment.He tried to send a text message to Yan Wangxiao.

"Which apartment do you live in now?"

After a while, neither fast nor slow, Yan Wangxiao replied a message, "Still sleeping?"

"Why haven't you slept yet?"

"Just woken up by urinating."

"...Coincidentally, me too. So where are you?"

Yan Wangxiao didn't reply, and immediately called. The surrounding was very quiet, and the voice was low, "The room near Yuhuang Company, you injured your leg at that time, I went up to take care of you, we have been living here for a long time. You have everything It was not cleaned up, and when I came back to see it, it looked exactly the same as when I left, so happy."

"Are you tired?"

Yan Wangxiao was silent for more than ten seconds, as if lying down, "Tired. Pine Shadow, I'm so tired." He immediately said: "But I'll be fine once I sleep. When I wake up, I have a lot of things to do and think about, so I don't feel tired. tired."

"Did you sleep well?"

Yan Wangxiao was silent again, and his tone was a little unhappy, "Why are you asking me, now it's my turn to ask you."

"go ahead."

"...I dare not ask." Yan Wangxiao's voice dropped.

"why?"

"……afraid."

"afraid?"

"I told you to stop asking, and ask again."

Liang Songying laughed silently, "What are you afraid of?"

Yan Wangxiao was silent, then cut off the phone.

Liang Songying walked back while looking at her phone, "Ding dong", she received a text message.

"I'm afraid to hear that you are sad, although I know you are sad. Many things happen to you, and I can't protect you at all. I don't even know how to share them. I don't know how to make you less sad. You should need comfort. Kai Jie, but I threw you back to HK alone. At that time, you asked me if I don’t need to accompany me. I really wanted to ask you, do you not need me to accompany you? But luckily you didn’t ask, otherwise I would be so sad, Instead of thinking that you miss me and love me in the distance, there is always a strength in my heart to support me."

It was a long text message, Liang Songying stopped and read it back and forth several times.

He definitely saw love in it.

Thinking of the abandonment of his family, the departure of his mother, and the betrayal of his friends, suddenly, in the silent and empty corridor, he felt an unprecedented loneliness.It was also at this moment that he thought that Yan Wangxiao loved him and still loved him, so he suddenly didn't want to worry about whether Yan Wangxiao would hate him because of his cleanliness in the future.

Their love may not be perfect, just like two concentric locks hanging on the bridge chain on the top of a mountain, exposed to the sun and rain, rusted and corroded to become ugly, at least, they are intertwined and cannot be categorically divided into two. an independent and complete individual.