Rebirth slag attack becomes slag subject

"Stay with me, Jinfei."

Yuan Shaoyue had been holding this sentence in his heart for too long, and now he said it suddenly. Although he regretted his impulsiveness a little, it was more of a feeling of relief that the feelings that had been suppressed for a long time were finally vented.

He stared at Chu Jinfei, and Chu Jinfei also looked at him. He saw that the expression on Chu Jinfei's face became very complicated for a moment. He couldn't tell what the emotion in those dark eyes was. .He felt the rapid beating of his heart in his chest, which was an unprecedented tension.

Chu Jinfei made a move in his hand, trying to pull it out of his hand, but Yuan Shaoyue subconsciously gripped it even tighter, as if he was afraid that if he let go, Chu Jinfei would run away from him.

"Let go of me first!"

Chu Jinfei struggled harder, but Yuan Shaoyue didn't want to let go. The two of them were in a stalemate for a few seconds. Finally, Chu Jinfei threw his hand away and took a few steps back.

"Jinfei..." Yuan Shaoyue seemed to have something sinking in his heart at this moment, making his abdomen feel heavy and uncomfortable. Chu Jinfei's expression and actions hurt him, and it seemed to indicate that His previous guess was wrong at all, but at this point, he decided to finish his sentence, "Listen to me, I really like you, the kind of love that I want to spend my whole life with you, you are with me Well, I will treat you very well, and I promise you will not regret it."

"I..." Chu Jinfei said hesitantly, his posture was a little tense, his right arm was slightly bent slightly stiff, and his hand was on the edge of his trouser pocket.

"Don't refuse me, please?" Yuan Shaoyue didn't notice these details, he looked at his face and interrupted him.He was afraid that Chu Jinfei would say something he didn't want to hear.

Chu Jinfei stared at him with vigilance in his eyes, and said slowly, "...I'm not gay."

These words seemed to hit Yuan Shaoyue's chest with a heavy hammer, and his heart seemed to have disappeared, but he still didn't want to just let it go: "Then you...you don't hate me, do you?"

Chu Jinfei shook his head slowly.

"Since you don't hate me and you don't have a partner now, why can't you try with me?" Yuan Shaoyue took a few steps forward, and Chu Jinfei subconsciously retreated, but he quickly retreated to the wall, unable to retreat any further. , Yuan Shaoyue came to him and stared at his face.

"In fact, most people's sexuality is not so fixed, and you have never tried it with a man. How do you know that you are a [-]% straight man? As long as you give me a chance, I will make you live happily." Yuan Shao The more he talked, he unconsciously got closer and closer to Chu Jinfei, and stretched out his hand towards Chu Jinfei. He was so eager to touch this body, so he tried to hug him if he wanted to. If you object, then...

Unexpectedly, before he touched anyone, Chu Jinfei took a big step to the side at an extremely fast speed, and once again distanced himself from him.

"Sorry, I can't accept it," Chu Jinfei didn't have much expression on his face, only his eyes showed his guard at the moment, "I can only... treat you as a friend."

Yuan Shaoyue met his eyes, and the two just stared at each other. For a few short seconds, the air seemed to freeze.Finally, Yuan Shaoyue opened his mouth with great difficulty: "...I'm sorry, I was too wishful thinking. I thought you at least had some feelings for me."

"...I really only consider you a good friend." Chu Jinfei repeated.

"I'm sorry... I see." Yuan Shaoyue's voice was bitter, and at this moment he felt the presence of his heart again, and the beating thing in his chest seemed to be tightened at this moment, and it was also pierced into countless blades .

However, his brain is running at high speed. At this point, he can't go any further, and he can't force it any more. So the best result now is to maintain the original relationship between the two of them, and not let the other party be alienated from now on. he.

"I was too impulsive, I didn't expect to cause trouble to you. Don't take it to heart, just pretend that what happened just now didn't happen, okay?...I won't embarrass you anymore," he considered his words, Honestly say, "So, we're still friends, right?"

Chu Jinfei looked at him silently, and after he finished speaking, he uttered two words: "...Of course."

Yuan Shaoyue tried to hide the great loss in his heart, and said with a dry smile: "Okay, then I will continue to cook for you. No matter what, this meal must be eaten."

He walked back to the cutting board as if nothing had happened. He didn't want to leave Jinfei just like that. He still wanted to stay with Jinfei as long as possible. For a thick-skinned person like him, a small failure in confession just now can't stop him at all.

"Your hand is hurt," Chu Jinfei said behind him when he picked up the kitchen knife, "Should I do it?"

"It's okay, what can this little injury hinder?" Hearing that Jin Fei still cared about him, Yuan Shaoyue suddenly felt a little better, and he began to cut the tomatoes he hadn't finished before, "At most, you can't touch the water, It’s okay to cut a vegetable.”

Chu Jinfei came to his side and watched him chopping vegetables with his left thumb up. He didn't say anything, but after Yuan Shaoyue finished cutting, he helped him bring a bowl to put it in. Yuan Shaoyue didn't refuse his help.From then on, Chu Jinfei stayed by his side all the time, helping him pass some things from time to time, cracking an egg and so on.

The two chatted naturally, and the topic changed several times as usual, and the treatment of a small wound finally turned into current affairs news, as if the episode of the confession did not exist at all.But Yuan Shaoyue clearly felt that the atmosphere between them had changed subtly compared to before.The source of this change was Chu Jinfei. Although he seemed to be covering up, some of his inadvertent expressions and actions still revealed his current discomfort.

Yuan Shaoyue was not embarrassed because of this, he was just sad, but he still treated Chu Jinfei with that kind of intimacy, he was too good at stalking, even though Chu Jinfei completely ignored him, He would not let go of any opportunity to get close to Chu Jinfei, not to mention that the other party planned to continue to get along with him in a friendly way.

In fact, apart from Chu Jinfei's one-sided estrangement, Yuan Shaoyue quite likes the fact that Chu Jinfei is helping him in the cooking, and the two of them are chatting and laughing, which he has never experienced before. Yes, such a scene made him feel warm and affectionate, as if it belonged to the family, and even at certain moments, it gave him the illusion that he and Chu Jinfei had been married for many years.

The two of them worked together in the kitchen for a while, and finally made today's lunch.The dishes are mainly made by Yuan Shaoyue, including tomato scrambled eggs, black pepper beef tenderloin, minced meat tofu, and a mushroom and cabbage soup.They are all home-cooked dishes, but the three dishes and one soup are presented on the table with delicious colors, quite pleasing to the eye, exuding a tantalizing fragrance, which already makes people feel very delicious from the perspective of color and aroma.

After Yuan Shaoyue was ready, he couldn't wait to ask Chu Jinfei to taste it. Chu Jinfei picked up a piece of beef tenderloin with a strong aroma, and after eating, he sincerely praised: "Brother Yuan, you really have a skill. You can go here Be a chef."

Yuan Shaoyue knows that this is probably not a compliment. The black pepper beef tenderloin he made is delicious and tender. The taste is salty and slightly spicy. , delicious.He also made it for Chu Jinfei in his previous life, and Chu Jinfei ate a lot at that time.

"If you like it, I can make it for you often in the future... Anyway, our family is so close." Yuan Shaoyue observed Chu Jinfei's expression. The other party didn't show anything because of the relatively intimate words, but he also I didn't answer him, and I was a little bit disappointed, so I had to continue to say, "Would you like to try something else?"

Chu Jinfei put another piece of golden and fresh scrambled eggs into his bowl, and looked up at Yuan Shaoyue: "Brother Yuan, don't just look at me, you can eat too."

"Yeah." Yuan Shaoyue nodded, and began to pick up vegetables for himself.Chu Jinfei saw him, and slowly picked up the piece of scrambled egg and ate it.

They chatted and finished the meal, as if it was no different from their usual meal together, but Yuan Shaoyue could still clearly feel Chu Jinfei's slightly alienated attitude towards him.However, the impact on him is negligible.

After the meal, Yuan Shaoyue looked at the messy dishes and said with a little regret: "I have to trouble you to clean these up, but unfortunately I hurt my hand, otherwise I could have washed the dishes for you."

"It's okay, it won't take much time to clean this up, and you've already cooked." Chu Jinfei said, covering his mouth with his hands and turning his face away to yawn.

"you are tired?"

"A little bit," Chu Jinfei glanced at his watch, "I didn't get enough sleep last night, and I want to catch up on sleep in the afternoon."

"Oh, then... should you take a rest?" Yuan Shaoyue said against his will, and even regretted asking Chu Jinfei if he was sleepy, "Otherwise I'll go back first?"

But Chu Jinfei nodded and said, "Well, you should go back first."

Yuan Shaoyue had no choice but to get up reluctantly: "Then I'm leaving."

"En." Chu Jinfei didn't intend to keep him any longer, but just stood up and sent him to the door.

"It's not today," Yuan Shaoyue said suddenly when he was changing shoes in the entrance, "I can still cook for you in the future, right?"

Chu Jinfei didn't answer for a moment, the air was so quiet that it was scary, just when Yuan Shaoyue was about to say something more, Chu Jinfei's voice sounded——

"Okay, we're still friends."

The word "friend" sounded particularly harsh to Yuan Shaoyue at this time, Yuan Shaoyue forced a smile: "Okay, I'll make it for you when I have time, and I can do a lot of tricks, as long as there are materials..."

He said goodbye to Chu Jinfei, and walked out the door reluctantly and sadly.As soon as he walked out of the gate, his face suddenly became gloomy. His handsome appearance was somewhat cold and stern. Once his face was sullen and he didn't smile, he looked rather gloomy and cold, and it was easy to scare people. If at this time Anyone who happened to pass by and saw his face would probably be terrified.

But what he didn't know was that at the door behind him, Chu Jinfei's expression was also very terrifying.