crime of blindness

Bai Yu walked softly to the bedside, "Teacher Shen?"

Shen Ji pressed his hands tightly on his stomach, buried most of his face in the quilt, his lips were bitten white, and the exposed cheeks were dripping with cold sweat.

The air conditioner in the room was blowing hot air, the mute effect was very poor, and it kept rumbling.But even so, Bai Yu could still hear the painful groan from Shen Ji's throat.

Very low, as if trying to restrain, but couldn't bear it because it was too painful.

Bai Yu quickly squatted down and put one hand on Shen Ji's shoulder, "Mr. Shen, what's the matter, is it a stomachache? Have you brought any medicine?"

The orientation is men, Bai Yu knew that he should not have any physical contact with Shen Ji at this time.But when people suffer physical and mental pain, they often yearn for another person's comfort, and proper touch is more useful than mere words.

Bai Yu guessed that Shen Ji was suffering from stomach pain, but there are many reasons for stomach pain.He didn't know if Shen Ji had been suffering from stomach pains all the time, or if he suddenly felt uncomfortable.There is a pharmacy on this street, but before asking, he can't buy medicines for Shen Ji.

Shen Ji's mind sank from the pain, his reaction was slower than usual, and all his senses seemed to be occupied by pain.He didn't hear Bai Yu coming over, but Bai Yu called him, and after calling several times, he turned his face with difficulty, his lips quivered slightly, and whispered, "I'm in pain."

Bai Yu was startled.Shen Ji's eyes had no focus, although she looked at him, she didn't really look at him.The eyes were so wet that the eyelashes were wet.Probably because it was too painful, Shen Ji was trembling all the time, and his eyelashes also trembled.

Just when Bai Yu was in a daze, Shen Ji moved towards him instinctively, his voice was hoarse than before, "It hurts so much."

No matter how strong a person is, when the pain is unbearable, they all want to get close to the heat source around them and grab the straw that can help.Even if it makes him look embarrassed.

Shen Ji told Bai Yu about the pain, but in fact he had no idea what he said to him.He just felt terribly uncomfortable, feeling that his stomach was being diluted with sulfuric acid, and it was about to rot, leaving a big hole, but even that big hole with nothing in it was still pulling the painful nerves.

It was as if a hand was running down his arm and shoulder.It was strange, through the thick sweater, he could actually feel the temperature from his hand, and he patted his hand again and again, without touching his painful stomach at all, but the pain seemed to be a little lighter.

Seeing Shen Ji like this, Bai Yu became a little anxious, so he found Shen Ji's down jacket and wrapped him up.

No matter how bad the conditions in the small county are, there are still hospitals, Shen Ji was speechless, he didn't dare to buy medicine indiscriminately, so he had to send it to the hospital.

"Mr. Shen? Can you stand up?"

Hearing the sound, Shen Ji subconsciously grabbed Bai Yu's arm, and Bai Yu quickly held it, and was shocked by the ice.

Being helped up, he stumbled and stood up, Shen Ji regained consciousness, "I just... have a stomachache. Please help me, buy me a box of stomach medicine."

Said the down jacket on the shoulder fell to the ground.

Neither Bai Yu nor his friends suffered from stomach pains, so he asked, "What stomach medicine do you usually take?"

Shen Ji half leaned on Bai Yu's body, "Normally, it doesn't hurt."

That's acute.Bai Yu didn't dare to delay, and said while putting on a down jacket for Shen Ji, "Mr. Shen, I'm not a doctor, so I can't give you medicine casually. We're going to the hospital now, just persevere."

As soon as he heard that he was going to the hospital, Shen Ji subconsciously hid.

Bai Yu was very surprised.Shouldn't you go to the hospital if you're sick?Such a big person, still afraid of going to the hospital?

But the situation was urgent, and he couldn't allow him to think too much for a while, so he quickly zipped up Shen Ji's down jacket, put on his coat, and prepared to go to the hospital.

Shen Ji resisted very much, and Bai Yu didn't know if he was really in pain and couldn't walk, or if he would rather die of pain than go to the hospital, annoyed, he decisively hugged him up.

Shen Ji gave a weak cry, subconsciously wrapped his arms around Bai Yu's neck, and remained motionless in his arms.

The county hospital in the winter night is deserted, but fortunately there are doctors on duty in the emergency room.Bai Yu accompanied Shen Ji for a checkup. The doctor sighed after asking about the situation, saying that it was the indigestion caused by sudden overeating, and prescribed medicine to help digestion.

Overeating?indigestion?Bai Yu suspects that he has heard wrong.

Shen Ji was so painful that he was ready for an emergency hospital transfer, but Shen Ji turned out to be...

"It's just full of food." The doctor added: "You young people, you still have to pay attention to what you eat, don't overeat just because it tastes good, alas, I eat a lot in winter, how many times I have to drink too much Gluttonous..."

The air conditioner was turned on in the consulting room, and there was a red-hot stove. Bai Yu lowered his head and saw that the tips of Shen Ji's ears were very red.

After tossing and tossing all the way, the food has digested a bit, Shen Ji no longer hurts as much as before in the room, and his brain is no longer like a paste.

When people suffer from losing their minds, it is easy to accept their embarrassment, and they don't care about face, but once they wake up, they will inevitably care about face.The doctor said in front of Bai Yu that he was overeating, he was a little embarrassed, looked up at Bai Yu, and found that Bai Yu was also looking at him.

"I……"

"Let's go." The doctor waved his hand, "Go back and have a good rest, and eat lightly in the past few days."

When we arrived, one person was anxious and the other was in pain. It was a chaotic scene, and no one in the car spoke. When we returned to the hotel, we all had our own concerns, but still no one spoke.

Shen Ji was sitting in the co-pilot, slowly rubbing his stomach with his hands, and glanced at the driver's seat from time to time.

This day is simply too long, Shen Xiang taunted, encountered heavy snow on the way back, hit the bumper barrier, the car broke down, met Bai Yu...

In fact, everything that happened before, although very unpleasant, was within the scope of his ability to handle it properly. It was not until he met Bai Yu that he began to develop in a direction that he could not control.

He didn't pay much attention to his appearance today, wearing non-distinctive clothes and not even taking care of his hair.He met people he knew at work in the most ordinary way.

No, not only.

What this person saw was him who was trapped in the car, who had never eaten steamed fish, who was huddled on the bed because of the stomachache, and... who was exposed by the doctor for overeating.

It was as if a hole had been poked overnight in the wall he had worked so hard to build for himself, and Bai Yu saw a side of him that he didn't want to be seen by outsiders.

Without a gorgeous coat, without a clear and sharp brain anytime and anywhere, it will be in a daze in the snow, greedy for food to the extreme.

There is no difference from his brother in prison.

These unexpected situations made him restless, eager to restore his broken image, but Bai Yu asked, "Does it still hurt?"

Shen Ji opened his eyes wide for a few seconds, staring at the muddy path ahead without breathing.

Before Bai Yu opened his mouth, he was very worried about hearing mocking words, such as "Are you full?" "Why are you overeating?" But Bai Yu just asked him if it hurts.

He savored this sentence carefully, Bai Yu's voice was low and comfortable to listen to, he filtered it several times for the purpose of being critical, but still only heard the meaning of concern, without any sarcasm.

This made him feel helpless instead.

"It doesn't hurt much, thank you." After holding back for a long time, he uttered a word bluntly.

Bai Yu nodded and continued driving.

Shen Ji eats fish and feeds himself, he never thought of it.This incident is actually quite funny when I recall it. When encountering delicious food, everyone tends to eat more, but even a person with a casual life like him would not push himself to the hospital, let alone Teacher Shen.

Teacher Shen just now... really seemed like a gluttonous kid who didn't dare to go to the hospital.

But when he thought about Shen Ji being so painful that he couldn't speak, Bai Yu couldn't laugh out loud again.Binge eating is actually quite dangerous.

Bai Yu thought about it, now many people are stressed and rely on eating to reduce stress, Mr. Shen is not a "recidivist", right?Didn't Yu Bin say that Teacher Shen was demoted after making a mistake?So the burden is so big?

Back at the hotel, Bai Yu felt that the kettle in the room was not clean, so he went downstairs to ask the fat elder sister for hot water, and when he came back, he bumped into Shen Ji on the phone.

He didn't mean to eavesdrop, but he came back, and it seemed too deliberate to back out.

Shen Ji sat at the end of the bed, her voice was not loud, most of the time she listened to what the other party said.

"He didn't say anything about me, Mom, don't worry..."

It turned out to be family.Bai Yu thought.

When receiving a call from Wu Xin, Shen Ji suddenly remembered that he forgot to report his safety.Wu Xin saw the news of heavy snowfall along the way in Zhi County, and was worried about him. Of course, he couldn't say that he had a car accident on the road, and he went to the hospital because of stomach pain. The place stayed.

Wu Xin muttered for a while, and finally hung up the phone.

Shen Ji put down his phone and turned to see Bai Yu.

The air conditioner in the room was always on, and it was noisy, but the heating effect was very good. Both of them took off their coats, and Bai Yu was only wearing a thick T-shirt.

"Take the medicine." Bai Yu handed the hot water and the medicine to Shen Ji, Shen Ji thanked him again, and swallowed the medicine with his head up.

Bai Yu stood aside and watched him.Teacher Shen is much calmer now. She called her mother on the phone just now, and her tone of calm and restraint at work has changed again.But the two blushes on his face reminded Bai Yu that this teacher Shen was so sad that he hugged his neck and pulled his arm for help not long ago.

"Are you hot?" Bai Yu said, "Take off the sweater if it's too thick."

Shen Ji hesitated for a while, then shook his head.

Bai Yu didn't care too much, this day was too tiring, since Shen Ji was fine, he just wanted to sleep.

The fat lady was right, the bed was big, he occupied the left side, and left the right side for Shen Ji, there were two beds under the quilt, no one needed to disturb the other.

But after Shen Ji took a shower and sat by the bed, Bai Yu finally understood why he refused to take off his sweater just now.

There were large wet marks on the shirt Shen Ji was wearing underneath, which should be the cold sweat from stomachaches.

"Mr. Shen, your clothes are wet." Bai Yu had already fallen asleep and had no choice but to get up.If the underwear is wet, it is easy to get sick. Shen Ji's stomachache is not completely healed, and he doesn't want to send someone to the hospital for a cold tomorrow morning.

Shen Ji immediately stood up, not letting Bai Yu look at his back.

In fact, he has been unwell for a while, the wet shirt is cold against his back, and he still feels uncomfortable after taking a hot bath.But sweat is associated with dirt and smell, so he didn't take off the sweater before.

Bai Yu felt that Shen Ji was like a child again.It's just sweating, why don't you let people see it?If you see it, you will be caught by your parents and put a towel on your back, right?

"You'll catch a cold like this." No one brought a change of clothes, Bai Yu brought a clean towel, and was really going to give Shen Ji a rest.

Shen Ji refused, pushed the towel and said: "No need."

No one gave him a back cover. No matter how sweaty he was when he was a child, no one chased him with a towel.Last year in the children's playground in the community, he saw parents put a towel between the back and the sweaty clothes. The child cried and said no, and after being forced to put the towel on, he went to play again. .

Bai Yu was so sleepy that he didn't have much patience, Shen Ji resisted, so he directly pressed Shen Ji into the quilt.

Shen Ji grabbed the pillow without blinking his eyes, feeling the wetness on his back disappeared, replaced by a dry and rough touch.

Bai Yu spread out the towel very quickly, without even looking at Shen Ji's back.Although he likes men, he doesn't have that kind of thought about Shen Ji. After doing this small favor within his capacity, he lay back, "Sleep, Teacher Shen."

There was only one dim night light left in the room, but Shen Ji was still lying in the position just now, and it took a long time to pull up the quilt, and quietly touched the corner of the towel attached to his waist inside.

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