Rebirth one way to the north

The college entrance examination volunteers in Yunbian City have to fill in the report before the exam, so that students can only estimate the scores based on the usual mock exam scores, and then speculate on this year's admission scores based on the scores of each college in the past, and estimate a few suitable schools Fill out the form.

No one knows whether the results of the college entrance examination will be consistent with the current estimated score. If the test score is high and the voluntary fills in low, although it is regrettable, there is still learning to do after all, but if the test score is low and the report is high, then You can only be squeezed off the single-plank bridge.

In this way, it becomes a technical job to fill in the volunteer application. It is often not counted when the whole family joins the battle, and foreign aid has to be found. In addition to teachers, parents whose children have already gone to college often become objects of reference for relatives and colleagues. .

Sun Lihua attached great importance to Mo Jie's filling in the volunteer, and went home to help out with ideas.

With a little youthful thoughtfulness, Mo Jie chose all the schools in Beijing.

Sun Lihua hoped that Mo Jie's guarantee volunteer could fill in a local college with a lower admission score, so as to avoid accidental failure.

Mo Jie made a rare expression of resistance. She had to fill in Beijing even if she had a minimum guarantee, even if the school was not good.Just going to Beijing!Just want to be in the same city with Cheng Chuang!

During the critical period, Sun Lihua didn't dare to put pressure on Mo Jie, so she could only mutter: "You made your own decision, don't regret it in the future." She couldn't help but feel melancholy, her daughter was so obedient and obedient when she was a child, but now she has reached the rebellious period.

Originally, Sun Lihua wanted to do her mother's duty and let Mo Jie go home to live and create a relaxed and comfortable learning environment for her, but Mo Jie only stayed for one night and then ran back to grandma's house, hugging grandma's arm and acting like a baby: "Grandma, I'd still like to live with you. The food you cook is better than my mother's."

Grandma was very happy, "It's here, and it's not a place to live. Your mother won't come back for a while, and she will torment our children when she comes back."

Sun Lihua was wronged: "Where did I torment her?"

Grandma gave her a blank look: "She's used to living here. If you suddenly asked her to change places, can the child rest please? The exam is coming soon, so why bother. I have raised your three sisters so much. , can't take care of your daughter?"

Sun Lihua had no choice but to say, "Yes, I can't be more stubborn than you two."

Mo Jie stuck out the tip of her tongue and smiled mischievously: "Mom, I don't want to disturb the two-person world between you and Dad. I'm so filial."

Sun Lihua slapped her angrily: "This child, who did you learn from?" But she couldn't help but feel a little moved in her heart. She has been with Mo Xiangyang less often in the past few years, and it would be a lie if she said she didn't want to.It's just that in addition to being a wife, she is also a mother, and every time she comes back, she still wants to kiss and kiss her children. As for her husband, she can only stay close when the two of them are alone in bed.

When Sun Lihua came home, Mo Xiangyang had already returned from get off work. He had just finished cooking and was serving a large plate of sweet and sour pork ribs to the table.Seeing her coming back alone, Mo Xiangyang was surprised: "Where's Xiaojie?"

Sun Lihua said: "I went back to my mother's place again, saying that I'm not used to living here."

Mo Xiangyang said: "I cook so many dishes, the two of us can't eat. Then I'll call Xiao Bei and ask him to come over. Perhaps Xia Duo is with him, and they happened to call over together. It’s the time when you can eat a lot.”

Sun Lihua hesitated for a moment, pressed Mo Xiangyang's hand to make the call, and blushed before she could speak, "Xiaojie said that she has another reason for not coming back."

Mo Xiangyang wondered: "What reason?"

"...I don't want to disturb our two-person world."

Mo Xiangyang looked at his wife's blushing cheeks, vaguely showing the shy look she had when they first fell in love, his heart was filled with warmth and love, and his voice subconsciously softened: "Then let's not disappoint the child's heart." Holding his wife's hand behind his back, he pulled her closer to his side, his breath blended together, and his lips wanted to kiss.

But Sun Lihua became shy, pushed Mo Xiangyang, and said angrily: "After eating, the food will be cold in a while."

Mo Xiangyang laughed: "You are still the same."

Sun Lihua was already in her teens when her grandfather died, while Sun Wuyue and Sun Liping were still ignorant children.It is not easy for her mother to take care of three children by herself, and she feels that she is already an adult, so Sun Lihua does her part to support the family.

On the one hand, it is due to her personality, and on the other hand, in order to prevent others from bullying their orphans and widowed mothers, Sun Lihua, who is already strong in personality, wants to build herself like an iron rose—— she must be top-notch in her work, and she must also be strong in her heart. Fearless and invulnerable.Thanks to her character, she gave her mother the most firm support and reliance during the most difficult years. Until now, the old lady is still used to letting her decide many things.

There are many men who like Sun Lihua, but not many dare to pursue her, and they are afraid of being embarrassed by her.In fact, men who can bear her temper are generally weak and introverted, which she despises; and those men with strong personalities are often easy to confront her, and it is difficult to understand each other.Later, when Mo Xiangyang plucked the iron rose covered with thorns, it really surprised many people.

However, even Mo Xiangyang, who is gentle and considerate, used a lot of brains when he first fell in love with Sun Lihua, so that she changed from a hard piece of iron to a tender bend of water—but only for two When alone, if Sun Lihua took a good face in front of outsiders, she would definitely not act like a little girl.

Now that the two have been married for almost 20 years, the romance of their youth has long faded away, and they are more concerned about children, the elderly, and work. In addition, due to work reasons, they get together less and leave more, and their relationship has calmed down unconsciously.

Although she trusts her husband very much, Sun Lihua sometimes inevitably worries that living apart in two places will affect the relationship between husband and wife.

In particular, Mo Xiangyang is a very attractive man. When the two of them were still working in the same hospital, Sun Lihua had discovered more than one woman who tried to flirt with Mo Xiangyang.Sun Lihua herself has also met men who are interested in her, but she is righteous and will never do anything to be sorry for her family.However, men are different...

Fortunately, every reunion, Mo Xiangyang's enthusiasm will make Sun Lihua very happy, which makes her feel the importance of herself in her husband's heart.

But many times Sun Lihua would feel embarrassed because of this. Both of them are very old, and their children are in their teens. If they are as passionate as they were when they were young, wouldn't it be too unreasonable?In her consistent view, sex and love cannot be spoken, let alone seen.Even if the children are in groups, everyone knows what these two people have done behind their backs, but they still have to put on a dignified appearance so as not to attract ridicule.

Still, it's okay to indulge once in a while in private, right?

Although they had already made up their minds to have a private night that only belonged to the two of them, but after a few words of love at the dinner table, the topic turned a corner naturally.

"Xiangyang, I have an idea, see if it works... I think with Xiaojie's grades, it shouldn't be a problem to go to Beijing. In the future, after she graduates, she will find a job in Beijing, and she will live in Beijing in the future. This is all natural. As for me, the focus of my work is also in Beijing. According to the development of our company, it is unlikely to move back to Yunbian in the future. Qualifications and grades, I should not be sent there. So, Xiaojie and I will live and work in Beijing in the future..."

Sun Lihua was talking long-windedly, and seeing her husband's expression was still very calm and gentle, she said the most important meaning: "It's not good for our family to be separated like this, I think, otherwise you and Xiaobei will also be separated." Move to Beijing?"

Mo Xiangyang sighed: "I also hope that our family can be together, but I have just been transferred to the city hospital, and if I want to transfer to a hospital in Beijing, it will not be easy."

Sun Lihua said softly: "I'll figure out a way. I know a lot of people in Beijing, and they also have people in the medical system. I'll see if I can rely on my connections. If not, I will spend more money to give gifts."

Mo Xiangyang made fun of her: "In the past, Wang Jinjun wanted to be the director and gave gifts to the dean, but you also said that he was corrupt and that we should not do such shameful things. Now your ideas have changed."

Sun Lihua said angrily: "This is not a good thing in the first place, but it's like this in society. If you don't give gifts and kickbacks, you can't get things done. What can I do?"

Mo Xiangyang thought for a while, and said, "If it can be done, it is of course a good thing, but what if it can't be done?"

Sun Lihua said: "Actually, I don't necessarily have to stay in the hospital, right? You see, when I was suspended from work, I was not in a state of anxiety, but the result was much better than I imagined. You just don't want to be this doctor." , I see nothing."

Mo Xiangyang was stunned for a moment. In his mind, he never had the option of being a doctor.

"Why don't you just quit your job and save us from being favored? The money you save can be used to open a pharmacy or do other business. Of course, I think it's good to open a pharmacy. We are all familiar with this business. It is also convenient to operate. At the beginning, the store doesn’t need to be big, a dozen square meters is enough, just hire someone to help, and expand the store after it’s done. The location is chosen near the residential area, and the house can be bought directly , even if we change places in the future, we can still rent it to others, and we will not lose money by collecting rent..."

Mo Xiangyang frowned when he heard this, and interrupted Sun Lihua, "Lihua, have you been planning for a long time?"

Sun Lihua was stunned by the question, "What? Uh, no, but I have been thinking about it for a long time. I always felt that I was in a dead end, and I always felt that it would not be good for you to resign, but after thinking about it, I actually gave up. A job that is not suitable for..."

"Wait, Lihua, being a doctor is not an 'unsuitable job' for me. I like this profession, it makes me feel very fulfilled, you understand? Do you remember when we first fell in love? Son, I told you that my ideal has always been to be a doctor who saves lives and heals the wounded, although it sounds silly, but I really think so, I like it, no, I love this job."

"Uh, yes, that's what you said, but I thought...and...ideal or something..." Sun Lihua spoke incoherently, her mind seemed to be in a mess, and she felt that the direction of the conversation seemed to be wrong.

Seeing his wife's confused and confused expression, Mo Xiangyang secretly sighed inwardly. It would be too bad if this topic ruined such a beautiful evening.While scooping up a bowl of wax gourd pork rib soup for his wife, he pretended to be relaxed and said: "This matter is not something that can be done if it is said to be done. Take your time and let's think about it. By the way, I watched it on TV. The ad that was broadcast was the Sun God one, and I don’t know if it’s really useful, why don’t you buy some for our mother to try?”

Sun Lihua shook her head: "Our mother's health is good, and I don't need any health care products. Besides, I always feel unreliable. I just met an old Chinese doctor who provides services to people in Zhongnanhai. Great, wait for me to ask him to prescribe some health-preserving prescriptions for our mother."

"Serving Zhongnanhai? This is amazing. How did you meet?"

"Introduced by Professor Luo."

"Didn't I tell you not to get too close to Luo Yi?"

"Then how can we not talk when we meet? Anyway, people have helped our family. If I ignore them, what can people say about me? Oh, don't worry, it's just ordinary communication. If you don’t do business with him, how can you still be deceived? Besides, what can I do for him to deceive? Some of us have them, and they are better than us.”

"But Xiao Bei said..."

"Xiaobei's words are too vague. No matter how I think about it, I don't think it's possible. It's you, take the child's words seriously."

"Xiao Bei is not an ordinary child. Besides, that murderer named Zheng Dong is so scary. If Luo Yi is really related to the murderer, it will be too dangerous for you to associate with him. "

"Zheng Dong is mentally ill. Professor Luo looks quite normal. He is still treated for mental illness. I think this murderer must look different from normal people, such as his eyes. Do you remember? Remember, the big old king who lived in front of our mother’s house looked at you like a ice skate was stuffed into the back of his neck, and he was shaking all over. Wasn’t he shot by the police later? Said that he got into a quarrel with the pork seller, grabbed his ax for chopping big bones and chopped him up. I will remember his eyes forever."

"Some of these murderers can be seen on the surface, but some of them may not."

"Then give me an example."

"...I have never seen a murderer, where can I give you an example."

"Then what else is there to say?"

"..." Mo Xiangyang stood up silently and cleaned up the dishes.

Sun Lihua also cleaned up together. The two silently finished washing the dishes, and sat on the sofa to watch TV after washing their hands.

Sun Lihua felt that the sweet and greasy atmosphere sprinkled with honey before the meal was gone. She was fine just now, so how can she be unhappy while talking?Is it easy to work hard outside, a woman?Isn't it for the family, for the husband, for the children?Sometimes I think they want to hide and cry secretly, and I hope that one day the family will be reunited and never be separated again, but just now, looking at the tone of my husband, it seems that he is not as anxious as I am.Is it true that a man's heart is harder than a woman's?

Also, when it comes to Xiaobei, the two have disagreements, and they have been like this for many years.It's obviously all for the good of the child, and she's not a stepmother, so why do you always accuse her of being wrong?Thinking of Xiaobei's face-to-face with the killer, she was afraid. If she had known earlier, if she had watched Xiaobei at home, she would definitely not let the child do such a terrible thing.From this point of view, Mo Xiangyang is too unqualified to be a father. He indulges the child in everything, and Xiaobei is a stubborn person with ideas. Just like Professor Luo said, if the child goes astray, Nine cows can't be pulled back, so when the time comes, do you blame him as the father, or her as the mother?

The more I thought about it, the more wronged I became, and Sun Lihua's eyes slowly turned red.

Mo Xiangyang stretched out an arm to wrap his wife in his arms, and kissed her hair. The aroma of shampoo lingered around his nose, still stirring his heartstrings like when he first fell in love.

"Lihua, I know that everything you do is for this family, it's just that sometimes you are too egotistical to listen to other people's words..."

"I was like this when we first met, why didn't you have any objections at that time?"

"Back then we were all young and immature..."

"You mean to say that I'm old now, and you don't like me anymore?"

Can't talk anymore!

Mo Xiangyang stood up: "I'm going to wash my socks."

Sun Lihua watched disappointedly as her husband walked into the bathroom without looking back, the tears that had been in her eyes for a long time finally couldn't help shedding, didn't she just want him to coax her?But look at how impatient he is!Don't couples have to argue about right and wrong when they quarrel, and there must be a clear result?Can't he say a few soft words, admit defeat first, and discuss it after she gets over this bad mood, and then have to put a nail in her heart when she is sad?

It's a hell of a day!

Sun Lihua really wanted to have a big fight with her husband, but every time there was a dispute, Mo Xiangyang would mostly keep silent or avoid her, and he couldn't fight alone.The more Sun Lihua thought about it, the more aggrieved she became, she sat on the sofa and wept silently.

Mo Bei didn't know that his parents had a conflict, and it could be said that he was the trigger. In fact, he didn't think about his parents all day—He Lanshan told him that the "head-knocking madman" had finished recording his statement.

Many people are puzzled as to why the "head knocking maniac" chooses high school seniors as targets, and the truth makes He Lanshan, an old criminal policeman, find it incredible.

"Head Knocking Maniac" is a fitter. His wife died of dystocia 23 years ago. He raised his daughter by himself.I don’t know if it’s because there was a period of hypoxia at birth, which caused his daughter’s intelligence to be slightly inferior to her peers. Her academic performance has not been very good, and she failed to pass the university entrance exam. year, still failed.

The pressure of the college entrance examination is already heavy, and the pressure of the repeat students is doubled. As a repeat student who is already 23 years old and still competing with her [-]-year-old siblings for the single-plank bridge, the pressure on this girl is already overwhelming. She almost broke down.Insomnia, anxiety, anorexia, anemia... I fainted several times in class, scaring my teachers and classmates.

The fitter's heart was about to break.

Why is it that other students can be admitted to university while laughing and laughing, but my daughter is disappointed again and again?Would those students work harder than her?They have a complete family and ample money, they already have more than her by nature, why should they come to compete with her for a place in the university?

If, if there are fewer candidates, will it be possible to free up a few places and give my daughter a chance?Even if it can't...why should my daughter look helplessly at their smiling faces showing off their acceptance letters? !Why should my daughter endure their ridicule? !

"Others are seniors and fifths in high school, but you are eighth grader! Zhu Bajie from Gaolaozhuang is so stupid hahaha!"

Why! ! !

He Lanshan's evaluation of his transformation from an honest fitter to a vicious "head-knocking madman" is "a difference in thought".

However, Mo Bei believed that this was the result of resentment brewing in his heart for a long time. The "why" of "Headbeater" is not his own resentment towards this society. He feels that the society is unfair to their father and daughter, and they have gained too little and lost too much.Without the ability to change the reality, he chooses to take revenge on the society, secretly rejoicing in the pain and fear of others-you are finally as unfortunate as me, this is only fair!

After hearing this, Xia Duo also straightened his lips: "I don't think this man is a good father, he is just a coward, a coward."

He Lanshan asked with great interest: "Why?"

"If he really loves his daughter and wants her well, he should prevent her from repeating her studies year after year. But he knows that his daughter is not that kind of material, so in order not to hurt her self-esteem, he just watched her pursue her. What he couldn't get at all, not only suffered a physical breakdown, but also a mental breakdown. He couldn't face the reality himself, nor could he teach his daughter to face the reality. This kind of love is irresponsible." Xia Duo said.

"Then why do you call him a coward, a coward?"

"He complained that his salary was not high and he couldn't give his daughter a good material life, so did he make any efforts to earn more money? Well, I won't comment on this kind of personal ability. But like him There are many people from poor families, but some people can enjoy their lives without money. Even if they eat steamed buns and pickles every day, at least they can make a few more kinds of pickles for rotation. I can make a few more ways to eat pickled vegetables so that it doesn’t look monotonous. If I don’t have money to buy TV or new books, I go to the waste collection place and buy some old books and old magazines that are worth reading. Sell ​​waste paper for a while. It’s nothing if the house is dilapidated, tidy it up, pick a handful of wild flowers on the roadside and put them in a canning bottle, it can also make the room more bright colors... The method is all thought of by people, as long as there is a flower With an unyielding heart, hard times can be rich and colorful. But what about him? From the confession, I can’t see that he has made any efforts in life. He has no courage and wisdom to fight against fate. He only feels sorry for himself or knocks other people’s heads—— Or picking out people who are weaker than him, isn’t that a coward and what is it?”

He Lanshan looked at Xia Duo's young and fearless face, and thought, this kid is really different from Mo Bei. The strong appeal can make others active together.

He Lanshan sighed: "There are too many people who are so crushed by reality that they can't straighten their backs. You don't understand. Some people even have a hard time living. How can they have the energy to figure out how to live?"

Xia Duo wanted to refute, but after thinking about it, he changed his mind and said, "Maybe you are right, after all I don't have such life experience, but I still think that some people can still grow beautiful lotus flowers even if they live in the mud. "

Mo Bei joked: "Even if you can't grow lotus, you can at least grow lotus in the mud, but others can't see it."

Xia Duo nodded seriously: "That's also very good. How about having lotus root pork rib soup for dinner? Xilaiju Restaurant does a good job."

The topic jumps too quickly, but He Lanshan still keeps up: "Let me invite you for dinner, just treat it as my personal thanks to Mo Bei for his help this time." Originally, He Lanshan wanted to send another certificate to Mo Bei through the criminal police team, Bonuses and the like, but Mo Bei repeatedly asked him to keep it secret, so He Lanshan could only express his gratitude in this way.

So, when Mo Xiangyang and Sun Lihua were having a cold war, Mo Bei was happily eating lotus root pork rib soup.The old soup has been boiled for more than ten hours, and it is fragrant and nourishing, completely dispelling the chill left in Mo Bei's body that rainy night.