Rebirth one way to the north

The smell of disinfectant...the cold liquid injected into the blood vessels...quiet, so quiet that you can hear the sound of the medicine dripping from the drip tube...breathing like a hurricane, heartbeat like a hammer hitting the city gate, blood flowing It’s like a river embankment breach, viscera squirming, and countless ghosts screaming in hell in an instant, white blood cells are besieging and suppressing viruses. …

When you die, will anyone cry for you?Will someone remember you?How long will they remember?Will it be that as time goes by, I will think of you less and less, and in the end I will blur your appearance in my memory, and I will feel strange when looking at your photos?If you are given a chance to stand in front of them again, as long as one of them can recognize you by voice, shape, body odor or manner, you can return to the world, otherwise you will disappear without leaving a trace.

Is this a curse or a blessing?guess.

Will you be reborn or will you disappear?guess.

Who will recognize you?guess.

"That person must be me, because you are a part of me, how can I not recognize myself?" Luo Yi pushed the sedative into the vein, wiped the pinhole on Mo Bei's arm with an alcohol cotton ball, and said with a smile. "However, will I give you this chance to be reborn, or will I pretend not to recognize you and make you disappear completely, leaving me alone who will always remember your existence? Guess."

His smiling face is like plastic.

Mo Bei felt that the thoughts and memories in his mind were flashing in fragments, separated by pieces of blank space, and his chest seemed to be pressed with a few books of dictionaries, which made the shrinkage and expansion of the chest smaller, his breathing was shallow, and his muscles trembled... …he felt that he might actually be dying.

Will someone cry for me?

Will someone remember me?How long will you remember?

If I am forgotten by everyone, will it be the same as if I never lived in this world?

That would be all right.

Never suffered, never despaired, never lost, never born... I, don't exist, I, not even a bubble, I, don't have me at all... You, are empty, you, don't you What exists, you, is a part of me, you, cannot exist alone without me, you, are mine...

I'm yours?

who are you?

The needle tip pierced the skin and pierced into the blood vessel...Luo Yi, Luo Yi, do you really think that the human being controlled by drugs with Mo Bei's signature belongs to you?What's the difference between a body without a mind of its own and a lump of rotten flesh?Even a dog can do it by obeying your commands and fulfilling your desires.Do you just want a humanoid dog?

Got it, but you are not satisfied.Destroy it, and you have to reshape it.Are you tired?

I'm tired, I want to quit this game, so, can you die?

die.Thanks.

After Xia Duo carried Mo Bei off the boat, Mo Bei fell asleep before walking across the beach.This sleep lasted for three days.

The doctor checked him over and over again, but he didn't wake up. At first, Xia Duo was afraid that Mo Bei's head was injured because of a car accident, but he didn't find anything wrong with the CT scan.Although Mo Bei has some internal and external injuries, he only needs to be treated step by step, but there is really no reason for this lethargy.In the end, the doctor could only vaguely say that it might be the sequelae of high mental stress, and we should observe and observe first.

Luo Yi's case involved kidnapping, murder, smuggling, and fraud, especially in economic issues, and it was a serious case.But it is also because the personnel relationship involved is very complicated, and I don't know how many hands want to press this case. Mr. Xia and Xia Chengrui also have instructions to Xia Duo for the sake of various interests.Not to mention that in order to get Liu Renbo to agree to help, Xia Duo also exchanged interests with him.

Xia Duo was so busy that even the rest time was made up of sleeping in the car for 10 minutes and squatting for 5 minutes while accompanying him in the ward. After a few days, the clothes on his body seemed loose, and he even felt fluttering when walking.

Luo Yanmei hasn't left yet, and seeing her son's mentally and physically exhausted appearance is also very distressing. She can't help other things, but it's okay to come forward to deal with some people.To Luo Yanmei's surprise, because of her actions, the mother-child relationship between her and Xia Duo has eased a lot.

Although Xia Wan didn't come over, he and Shang Qinghua have been in Beijing for Xia Duo to inquire about news, deal with relations, and suppress some people who want to fish in troubled waters.Grandpa has rushed to Shenzhen for the first time to support his grandson, and in the past few days, he has been comforting the Mo family as the elder of Xia Duo.

Needless to say, Mo Xiangyang, Sun Lihua, and Mo Jie, Gong Xiaobai, Sun Wuyue, and Wei Yuxuan also went to Shenzhen to help, leaving only Sun Liping at home to take care of the ignorant grandma and Xiaopingan.

Mama Feng still refused to leave the hospital, but Gong Xiaobai ordered Ugly Swallow to take two people to "accompany" her, and he went to give her friendly condolences in person. With a sigh of relief, they can also free up their hands to help Xia Duo manage the company's affairs - they are both in Shenzhen, and they are shareholders of Military Security and Xingtu, so they have a better understanding of the company's situation.

With the help of these relatives and friends, Xia Duo can finally relax his nerves a little and spend more time guarding Mo Bei's side.

"Beibei, I haven't slept enough. It's time to wake up. If I sleep again, I'll fall asleep again. Wake up, wake up..." Xia Duo muttered in a low voice, while pinching the tip of Mo Bei's nose and gently pulling twice .

Mo Bei felt disturbed in his sleep, and frowned dissatisfiedly. This little expression made Xia Duo very happy, and he hurriedly pulled his nose again: "Wake up, wake up, if you don't wake up, I will pull your nose off La."

Mo Bei frowned again, the corners of his mouth curled down, looking unhappy, but he still didn't wake up.

Xia Duo babbled in his ear for a long time, seeing that Mo Bei was still breathing heavily, he finally couldn't help but slumped his shoulders, pressed his head on the socket of Mo Bei's shoulder, closed his eyes and sighed heavily Take a breath.

"Beibei, I'm very scared. You said, but the earth will still go around the same without someone, and no one is irreplaceable. You also said that if one day we have to separate, either life or death , then no one should stand still, but move forward and live a good life....But Beibei, you know, it's different, it's different. Others say that I am very capable, and I started my career at a young age. I am successful, I seem to be able to do everything, as if no setbacks can stop me. But I work so hard to make myself better because you are watching me, because you are so good, so I also want to be better Only then can I be worthy of you. If I don’t have you by my side, what’s the point of me being able to climb to the top? Beibei, if you don’t wake up, I can wait for you for a year or two... But one day I will I can't wait any longer, I'll jump into the Pearl River with you in my arms..."

With a slap, Mo Bei slapped Xia Duo on the head weakly, and cursed softly: "Get out, I don't want to be a water ghost."

Xia Duo raised his head in surprise, tears fell as soon as he opened his mouth: "Have you slept enough?"

Mo Bei raised his hand to wipe his tears, and said, "Oh, I was sleeping well, but you kept nagging in my ears, it was so noisy. Hey, what's going on, I woke you up Just show me the golden beans? Tsk, this is called big pearls and small pearls falling on the jade plate, look at these teardrops crackling..."

Mo Bei felt in a daze that it was the first time he had seen Xia Duo cry for so many years. The more he cried, the bigger the man became, the more he lost his image, which made him feel as if he had been stabbed a few times.He obviously wanted to comfort him, but the words he said were all out of tune. Seeing that Xia Duo's tears still couldn't stop, Mo Bei tried his best to prop up his body and kiss his lips.

Xia Duo kissed back vigorously, washing Mo Bei's face with tears.

"I killed someone." Mo Bei said lazily, half lying in the bathtub, leaning against Xia Duo's arms.

Xia Duo lowered his head and could only see Mo Bei's wet hair and straight nose, but not his expression.Xia Duo hugged Mo Bei with his arms, and pressed his right hand around his chest to his heart, feeling his steady and strong heartbeat, which made both of them feel safe.

"Grasshopper is a prisoner escaped by murder and the leader of a smuggling team. He kidnapped you and your aunt and carried out violence. You were under great threat at that time, so you killed him in self-defense. The lawyer we hired is very powerful. Even the defense You won't be sentenced for overdoing it, don't worry." Xia Duo kissed Mo Bei's ear, if only he had been there at that time, he would not let Mo Bei bear the guilt of murder anyway.

Mo Bei hooked the back of his feet, stirred the water, and said, "There is one more..."

"You didn't kill that woman." Xia Duo interrupted him, his tone indifferent to the point of cruelty.

Mo Bei was stunned, grabbed Xia Duo's wrist, and said, "Don't do unnecessary things." He didn't want Xia Duo to break the law because of clearing himself up.

"You just clamped the iron clip to the cage under Luo Yi's instructions, but you are not the one who electrified, you didn't know that they would electrocute people to death. You didn't intend to kill people. Under the circumstances at that time, what you endured The pressure is too great, and I can no longer clearly judge their intentions, and I can't control my behavior rationally. Therefore, it is not that you killed people intentionally. Perhaps, at most, it is a missed killing under duress." Xia Duo whispered in his ear , "Dahua and Binzi will also confirm this."

Mo Bei looked back at Xia Duo, and asked nervously, "What have you been doing?"

The faces of the two people were very close to each other. Xia Duo saw that Mo Bei's eyes were wide open, like a kitten that was about to explode. He smiled and kissed him on the lips, and was elbowed by Mo Bei, and laughed quickly Begging for mercy: "I didn't do anything, I really didn't." He hugged Mo Bei even more tightly, and said seriously: "Don't worry, we will all be fine. Those who hurt you are the ones who have trouble."

Mo Bei lost his mind for a while, sighed softly, and relaxed his weight to Xia Duo, and said calmly: "Well, it doesn't matter even if the result is bad, you stay with me."

His awkward expression made Xia Duo laugh silently, kissed his red ears, and said softly: "Well, I am with you." I am with you, and you are with me, we must live a good life , until the end of life.

Walking into the gate of Anding Hospital again, Mo Bei felt for his pulse on purpose. It was beating a little fast, but his mood was strangely calm.

The moment he saw Luo Yi in the meeting room, Mo Bei couldn't help laughing out loud. This dislocation of identity was really full of absurdity.

Luo Yi knew what Mo Bei was laughing at, but he was neither angry nor annoyed. Instead, he laughed at himself: "The reincarnation in this world is really mysterious."

"Dr. Luo is going to put down the butcher knife and become enlightened?" Mo Bei sarcastically.

"Then I have to trouble you to solve the mystery in my heart first." Luo Yi didn't even blush, and looked at Mo Bei intently.

Mo Bei asked seriously: "Which mystery? The fact that your mother killed your father, or how did you kill your first girlfriend? Do you need me to tell you where you hid your body, so that it can be treated as a missing person?" The girl is buried in peace?"

The corner of Luo Yi's eyes twitched, and he twitched again, squeezing out a few words through his teeth: "How do you know?"

"You told me." Mo Bei laughed again.

Maybe the secret has been carried for too long and you need to find a way to reveal it. For Luo Yi in his previous life, telling Mo Bei his secret is both safe and fulfilling. Other people, even if he really had the opportunity to tell these secrets to others, he would only be treated as crazy talk—isn't it clear at a glance who doctors and lunatics should trust.

In front of Mo Bei, Luo Yi didn't need to hide any darkness or embarrassment, even the weakest part. He confidently said to Mo Bei: "I can reveal the softest belly in front of you like a little milk dog." , but you can’t even stab me, you can’t even kick me in the stomach. This kind of powerlessness is very tormenting, but if you can’t help it, you can’t help it, this is your life.”

In his previous life, Luo Yi thought he could firmly control Mo Bei, but in the end Mo Bei seized the opportunity to strangle him to death, and even pretended to commit suicide.And the secrets he left behind have become Mo Bei's weapon against him in this life.

When he was a child, he witnessed his mother kill his father, but for the sake of his mother's safety, he could only keep silent. This was a knife pierced in Luo Yi's heart.Maybe it was born, or maybe it was because of the shadow left by his mother, Luo Yi felt inferior, ashamed, and panicked when he found out that he could do nothing to his girlfriend who took Luo Shang lightly...

This was the first time he killed someone, and the cause was out of control, and the process was calm. It was also the first time he faced up to the fact that his psychology was completely different from normal people.

But these two things are the two ropes on the pontoon that he hangs, and when the ropes break, he will fall into the abyss...

This unsupervised secret meeting lasted for three hours. Many people were restless after receiving the news. Luo Yi has a lot of secrets. These days, some people have already fled privately with guilty conscience. Some of them are trying to help him get rid of the crime, while others are secretly preparing to take his life.Now many people with ghosts in their hearts want to know what Luo Yi said to Mo Bei.

However, that night, Luo Yi left a confession letter, understating all the charges that were exposed on the surface, and then committed suicide.

The mystery of why Luo Yi committed suicide and whether it has anything to do with Mo Bei is like a goose hatching stone that has sunk into the bottom of the river. Although it will not be forgotten, no one bothers to pick it up.

Even Xia Duo didn't ask Mo Bei for the first half, but was angry because he went to see Luo Yi without telling him, so he made this disobedient guy a little more sour.

Mo Xiaobei, who had been boiled three times and nine times, was paralyzed on the bed, unable to get up and did not dare to get angry. He suffered a rare loss, staring at Xia Duo who was refreshed and humming a little song, and could only plan in his heart to find an opportunity regain lost ground.

"Beibei, let's go back to the cloud and rest for a while. I really want to eat the sauerkraut stuffed dumplings made by grandma. By the way, can I invite my grandpa to eat together?" Xia Duo fed the apples cut into small pieces into Mobei mouth.

Mo Bei snorted: "Zuzao."

"Thank you, Lord Ron." Xia Duo cheered like a dog, and took the opportunity to steal another kiss, apple-flavored