Rebirth one way to the north

As soon as he entered 1989, Mo Bei was very nervous, and this nervousness directly reflected his physiology.

Since the beginning of spring, he has been suffering from frequent coughs, and the amount of cough syrup he eats has almost made him addicted, but it doesn't help much.He couldn't sleep well at night—fortunately, after my aunt got married, her boudoir belonged to Mobei, otherwise his insomnia, dreaminess, and waking up several times a night would definitely worry my grandma.

It's hard for Mo Bei to calm down. Whether it's reading or writing, he often becomes dazed within a few minutes, and all kinds of negative thoughts are rampant in his mind.This led to a sharp decrease in the number of his works. Zhang Xiaoguang thought he had hit a bottleneck, so he wrote to invite him to travel and relax.

Mo Bei also got tired of communicating with people. Xia Duo came to him to hang out, but nine out of ten times he was rejected by him. As time passed, Xia Duo stopped coming.Mo Bei understands this very well, no one will always have the patience to put a hot face on a cold butt.Wei Yuxuan is now the deputy editor-in-chief, and he is very busy with work. Mo Bei doesn't take the initiative to find him. The two meet only when he comes to Sun's house for dinner.

Sometimes Sun Wuyue would say: "Xiaobei's temper is really sour now, and he loses his temper before he can say a few words, it's like taking gunpowder."

Mo Bei knew that what he was doing was wrong and annoying, but he couldn't correct his behavior, so he could only avoid contact with others as much as possible.He deliberately used writing as an excuse to divert his eating time from that of his grandma and uncle. He usually either locked the door behind his back and stayed in the room, or went out for a walk alone.He could sit on the embankment for an entire afternoon, staring blankly at the flowing river, the green trees on the opposite bank, and the white clouds in the sky.But although this reduced the friction between him and others, it also made him more withdrawn. The more withdrawn, the harder it is to deal with people, forming a vicious circle.

He knew that this was not good, and he knew that he should make changes, but all he could do was do as much exercise as possible to prevent his body from breaking down.Sometimes he would talk to his own shadow on the ground, playing the roles of doctor and patient, confiding, listening, complaining, and explaining.

"Just get through this summer and everything will pass."

"I am willing to reform myself, I am willing to give up all stupid persistence, and I am willing to be a different self from the inside out."

"There is nothing impossible, as long as you do it, the impossible just requires you to spend a little more time and work harder."

"Everything will be different, everything will be different, everything will be..."

"I can do it."

In the early summer of this year, a major political event occurred on the land of China, so that the number 89 was magically harmonized on many websites in later generations, and it became an incomparably dignified kou.People who have experienced it seem to have lost their memory. They don’t remember those passionate young people, and they don’t remember the movement that started with anticipation but ended in blood. Even the names of those who were at the top of the regime seem to have never appeared.And those who have not experienced it can't find a correct and complete explanation.

However, it was not this incident that caused Mo Bei to gradually develop from nervousness to panic. It was too far away from him, and he was too lacking in the sentiment of worrying about the country and the people. After seeing the hidden rules of later generations, he was as selfish as he was even angry. Mars are too lazy to contribute.

What makes Mo Bei uneasy is that in this year in his previous life, Mo Xiangyang left him forever.

The unfortunate death of his father in his prime was a heavy blow to both the Mobei siblings and Sun Lihua.This accident not only ended Mobei's innocent and happy childhood, but also ended Sun Lihua's happy and beautiful life.

At that time, no one told Mo Bei why his father passed away. He didn't even see his father's remains. He only remembered his mother crying to the point of fainting several times, and his sister's helpless face.He remembers kneeling in front of the coffin and burning paper, the flames scorching his forehead hair.When he threw the basin to ask his father to go on the road, the paper dust in the basin choked him so much that he couldn't open his eyes.The road to the cemetery was very bumpy. He stood in the bed of a large truck and supported his father's coffin. Through the hard and thick coffin, he could not imagine that the people lying inside were his relatives.Until the earth covered the coffin, he still felt that none of this was real. After a long time, he was still imagining that his father would ride his bicycle home from work as usual, lift him up, and say with a smile: "Did the good boy miss his father?"

It was many years later that Mo Bei pieced together the truth from other people's scattered narratives.

What Mo Xiangyang suffered was an indiscriminate disaster.

A girl wanted to break up with her boyfriend, but the boyfriend refused to agree, and the girl was injured, and the man was also detained by the police station.For some unknown reason, the girl's family did not sue the man.

That day when Mo Xiangyang went to make rounds, there were still several patients and their families in the ward, and the man who had just been released from the police station also came.At first, everyone thought the man was here to apologize, but they didn't expect him to have a detonator tied to his body...

Later, Mo Bei went to that ward, and the refurbished room looked no different from other wards.Mo Bei stared at the snow-white ceiling and walls for a long time, but he couldn't figure out what the scene of blood splattered and remnant meat was like.The smell of disinfectant in the air reminded him of his father, but that chest that also smelled of disinfectant would never hug him again.

Mo Bei is a stubborn person. After many years, he still discovered the man's name, Shang Yong.

Mo Bei asked Gong Xiaobai for help, and based on some vague information and this name, he found a person who he was sure was the culprit.But what surprised Mo Bei was that he also knew Shang Yong's girlfriend, that unfortunate girl, that same Hou Ying who had studied English at Xia Chengyu's house together.

Hou Ying liked Wei Yuxuan at the beginning, but Shang Yong is the complete opposite type of Wei Yuxuan.

He is not tall, with a strong body, ordinary facial features, and outrageous aura. It can be seen at a glance that he is a "social person".

What is a "social person"?

Kong Ergou described it in "Once Upon a Time in the Northeast: 20 Years of the Underworld": "That is the era in this article. 80% of the young people in the city have no jobs. Even if they have jobs, they only pay 500 yuan a month. money, and there is no other way to make money. In order to have something to eat, almost most young men have thrown themselves into the torrent of the mixed society, and each of them calls themselves a "social person". Those who are not famous in this city go to Guangdong and Beijing."

Yes, unlike Hou Ying, who has a formal job and is motivated, Shang Yong is unemployed at home, and the most important thing every day is to hang out with all kinds of "friends".Perhaps because of the courage and thick skin of a "social person", Shang Yong's pursuit of Hou Ying was so fierce that the young girl found it overwhelming. At the beginning, she didn't even want to talk to Shang Yong. Han Tian stayed outside her house for one night. The next morning Hou Ying's father opened the door and went out. He saw a frozen snowman and was very frightened.

Hou Ying's understanding of love mainly comes from Taiwanese romance novels such as Qiong Yao and Cen Kailun. Shang Yong's "desperate" pursuit made her feel that she was regarded as the most precious treasure by him.She was touched.

But after the initial sweetness, whether it is family members, friends, or Hou Ying herself, they all see more and more clearly the incompatibility between her and Shang Yong.Hou Ying wanted to break up several times, but Shang Yong didn't agree, and from begging to violence later, it became more and more serious.

When Mobei found Shang Yong, his relationship with Hou Ying was already in jeopardy. Hou Ying avoided seeing him, and Shang Yong would go to her unit to find her every day, otherwise he would threaten her family.Hou Ying was tortured terribly by Shang Yong.

Hou Ying's family members are all honest people. What they fear most in this life is having conflicts with others. Apart from persuading Hou Ying to break up quickly, they have no other constructive suggestions.

Hou Ying couldn't bear Shang Yong's pressing way of marking people, and she still wanted to maintain her demeanor, so she asked Shang Yong to meet in the park and make it clear.The place she chose was in front of a gazebo deep in the park. The place was a bit out of the way, surrounded by trees, and only a path passed by.

Mo Bei borrowed two sharp weapons from Gong Xiaobai, Kui Ba and Ugly Swallow, and the three of them stayed behind Hou Ying all the way. They went to the park and under the cover of trees, they could see and hear what was happening on Hou Ying's side, but Hou Ying Not easy to spot them.

While waiting for Shang Yong to come, Hou Ying seemed very restless, biting her nails and walking back and forth on the spot.

Ugly Swallow commented: "You're a pretty girl, why are you so worried?" She and Kui Ba only knew that they were going to accompany Mo Bei on some errands, but they didn't know the specifics at all, and they were still wondering if they could accompany a ten-year-old child What are you doing?It's no wonder that Gong Xiaobai didn't explain it clearly to them, because even Gong Xiaobai didn't know what Mo Bei was up to.

Kui Ba said gruffly, "Is it pretty? It's just average to me."

Ugly Swallow grinned: "You've watched Liping too much, and you don't like other women."

Kui Ba scolded: "Stop fucking nonsense, that's Brother Bo's woman. Don't treat me like you, just staring at beautiful women."

Ugly Swallow snorted: "You are not as good as me, I have a girl, but you don't."

Kui Ba, a bachelor, was stabbed in the heart, and he cursed so hard that he didn't want to talk to Ugly Swallow anymore.

Seeing Shang Yong approaching Hou Ying, Mo Bei hurriedly said, "Stop arguing, just keep an eye on it."

Kui Ba and Ugly Swallow looked at each other with expressions of disapproval.

When Shang Yong came over, he wanted to hug Hou Ying, but Hou Ying took a step back in fear and said, "Don't be like this. Speak well."

Shang Yong said unhappily: "I said, why are you losing your temper? Is it over?"

Hou Ying bit her lip and said, "Shang Yong, I came to you today because I want to tell you that the two of us are really incompatible, so let's break up."

Shang Yong raised his eyebrows and forced a smile, "It was all my fault before, my fault, I will apologize to you, okay? Don't play your temper, you keep threatening me with breaking up. Let me tell you , It’s enough once or twice, but if it’s too many times, it’s like a wolf coming, it doesn’t work.”

As he spoke, he pulled Hou Ying's hand. Hou Ying broke away and said, "Shang Yong, don't pretend to be confused! You clearly know that I am serious!"

Shang Yong was still discussing in good spirits: "Why isn't it suitable? We are so good for each other. My mother said it all. Let's have a meal with your parents, and we will get engaged. Look, how good it is." Well, my mother likes you too, and the relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law will not be difficult in the future."

The two talked for a while, Hou Ying's emotions became more and more agitated, and Shang Yong's temper became more and more uncontrollable.Hou Ying yelled: "Stop pestering me!" Shang Yong slapped him fiercely, and cursed: "Shame on you!" "If you don't cure your problem, you will go against the sky! You will break up and scare me! Break up! You are my mother's wife! How can I be sorry for you? I am so used to you!"

Hou Ying was beaten to the ground, and Shang Yong kicked her. She got up and wanted to run, but Shang Yong pulled her back by pulling her hair, and slapped Hou Ying's nostrils with blood.

Ugly Swallow cursed and wanted to go over to stop her, but Mo Bei grabbed her and said, "Wait a little longer." Then he said to Kui Ba, "Go and watch, don't let others come over to help."

Both Kui Ba and Ugly Swallow were stunned, and Mo Bei sternly said, "Do as I say!"

Kui Ba frowned and said, "But..."

Mo Bei said: "Gong Xiaobai asked you to come and help me. I know what to do. Hurry up! When someone comes, they say it's a husband and wife quarrel, and they're trying to persuade them not to make trouble. Do you remember?"

Kui Ba and Ugly Swallow looked at each other, hesitated for a while, Kui Ba went around to the path where people would come from the other side.Ugly Swallow said in a low voice, "Xiaobei, what the hell are you doing?"

Mo Bei said: "Don't worry, just watch." He tightly grasped Ugly Swallow's hand, but he didn't know how hard he was.Ugly Swallow looked at him in confusion for a while, then turned his gaze to Hou Ying and Shang Yong.

The commotion became louder and louder, Hou Ying cried for help.Mo Bei remembered the news he inquired in his previous life, saying that someone in the park heard Hou Ying's cry for help and rushed over to help in time, so Hou Ying's injury was not serious.This may also be one of the reasons why Hou Ying did not sue Shang Yong later. As long as the matter is not pushed to the extreme, the ordinary people don't want to make things too extreme, and they always have to save the front line to see each other in the future.

But this time, Mo Bei is going to make trouble to the point where he can't let it go.

After waiting for a while, seeing Shang Yong getting more and more excited, he couldn't control the strength of his hand, and his face was distorted due to the rage.Ugly Swallow couldn't help breaking away from Mo Bei's hand, and said displeasedly: "Xiao Bei, you called us here just to watch women get beaten?"

Mo Bei didn't care about Ugly Swallow's tone, he fixed his eyes on Shang Yong and Hou Ying, and said, "It's almost there. You wait here first, I'll go to Kui Ba, and you go out when you hear my cry." Stop Shang Yong. Don't tell him to run away."

Ugly Swallow was stunned.

Mo Bei ran to the small road, and sure enough, he saw a few tourists being stopped by Kui Ba, both men, women and children, all of them looked puzzled and curious.Kui Ba is a person who tells him that he will do everything as it is, and he doesn't know much about flexibility. He clearly heard that Hou Ying's voice changed, and it became weaker and weaker. He also repeated according to Mo Bei's instructions: "The little couple is fighting, and I'm trying to persuade them, don't go over and make trouble."

Someone really was persuaded to leave by him like this.

Mo Bei ran over, grabbed Kui Ba's arm, raised his face, and cried tearfully: "It's bad! Uncle Shang is going to beat Aunt Hou to death! My Aunt Yan'er can't persuade him, you Go and stop him!"

Kui Ba was stunned, and was dragged by Mo Bei to run to the small pavilion, and the others followed suit to watch the fun.

At this time, Ugly Swallow heard Mo Bei's cry from a distance, and rushed out, punching Shang Yong on the bridge of the nose.Shang Yong’s hostility and excitement for beating a woman who had no resistance was at the highest emotional point. Although he was punched suddenly, he didn’t feel scared at all. He was very angry and yelled like the ugly swallow. Fight.

When Mo Bei and the others ran over, they saw this scene: two men (Ugly Swallow's hairstyle and dress are so masculine, people who are not familiar with her will mistake her gender) wrestling together, on the ground There was also a woman who couldn't move.

Mo Bei screamed: "Aunt Hou! Aunt Hou, don't die!"

Kui Ba rushed to help Ugly Swallow subdue the crazy Shang Yong, and some of the men who came with him hurried up to help, while others surrounded Hou Ying to check on her situation.

Shang Yong was pinned to the ground with his arms twisted, still struggling, and shouted, "This is my housework! What the fuck are you doing!"

An aunt supported Hou Ying's head, wiped the blood on her face with a handkerchief, and said angrily: "Do you beat your wife like this? This is a person! Not a sandbag!" The female compatriots present saw Hou Ying's horrible appearance. All the faces were filled with righteous indignation, scolding Shang Yong in a hurry, and some people made a fuss about calling the police.

Shang Yong seemed to have come to his senses at this time, he called out: "Xiaoying! Xiaoying, what's wrong with you? Do you want to be okay? I didn't mean it! Are you okay?"

Taking advantage of the noise and no one paying attention, Mo Bei quietly took Ugly Swallow and Kui Ba aside, and whispered: "Uncle Kui, go to Shang Yong's house in a while and see if there is a detonator hidden in his house. Let it be. Keep it out of sight."

Kui Ba looked at Mo Bei in surprise.

Mo Bei said again: "Aunt Yan'er, when Shang Yong is arrested by the police, you have to do two things. First, you can't let Shang Yong's family spend money to get him out; second, try to get him out of the detention center." Get into a conflict with someone and let him hurt someone. If you need money, you can find my little uncle."

Ugly Swallow asked: "Brother Bai knows about this?"

Mo Bei said firmly, "I know."

Kui Ba and Ugly Swallow had no choice but to leave full of doubts.

Mo Bei said to the aunt who was trembling with anger, "Grandma, I heard from Uncle Shangyong that he doesn't want to break up with Aunt Hou, and if Aunt Hou insists on breaking up with me, he will kill her with a detonator. Go underground with her and be a mandarin duck."

The old lady was terrified, so she hurriedly reported the incident when the police arrived, but when she wanted to find the child to testify, she found that the child had gone nowhere.