Rebirth one way to the north

From the day he knew that Teng Jimin was going to get married, Wei Yuxuan hadn't had a full night's sleep, and he couldn't eat anything. He lost a lot of weight in just a few days, and he was worried that he wouldn't be able to find others when he walked. where is it.

But to his colleagues, he had to pretend to be nonchalant and explain: "I accidentally lost too much weight."

Colleagues will complain: "Oh, you are thin enough, why lose weight? That's something for a little girl. You have to gain weight. You are so thin that you can't hold it when you get married. Bride."

Wei Yuxuan's heart ached, but he still had to smile. No matter what, he couldn't let people see the clues, let alone make people see the joke.

Only in front of Mo Bei did he take off his disguise and reveal his ghostly state.

Mo Bei felt distressed when he saw it, so he hated Teng Jimin even more.

Wei Yuxuan is a restrained and shy person, not to mention that his relationship with Teng Jimin is a double taboo, and it is even more difficult to confide in others about emotional issues.But Mo Bei has a close relationship with him, and he is a delicate and transparent person. He still knows a lot about Wei Yuxuan and Teng Jimin.

Teng Jimin did not dare to let Wei Yuxuan settle in the capital because he was afraid that his future would be affected if he accidentally showed his traces. He would rather be in love with each other, and he would come every few months, or Wei Yuxuan would go to Beijing, or make an appointment in another city , Meet in the past under various names.It was a miracle that Teng Jimin didn't have any lover or dewy relationship except Wei Yuxuan after the two had been dating for more than ten years in just a few days.

Wei Yuxuan's affection for him is not because of Teng Jimin's loyalty.

Today, however, the "miracle" has become a joke.

The lover wants to get married, but neither the bridegroom nor the bride is him. Of course, how can the two men stand side by side at the wedding ceremony to receive the blessings of relatives and friends?Teng Jimin did not hide the news, because he knew that he would not be able to hide it. Instead of letting Wei Yuxuan learn about it from others, he might as well say it frankly.

What Wei Yuxuan hates is his magnanimity.

It's almost shameless.

"Xiaoxuan, I'm already 35. If I don't get married, people will think that I have something wrong with my body. Xiaoliang is in the research institute, a freak who is only interested in scientific research. She is the same age as me, a woman so old I'm not married yet, and the pressure is even greater than mine. Marriage is good for both of us, and we can't talk about feelings. She also knows it well. Hurry up and give birth to a child, and the task will be completed. This marriage will not shake my feelings for you. In fact, there is almost no difference between us and the past. In short, it is impossible to stay together day and night. Except for you, I will not It is possible to fall in love with others again, and it is even more impossible to have anything with others.”

Hehe, you are going to marry someone else and have children, and you still say "it's impossible to have anything with others", so what exactly does it mean to have "something"?

Hearing the familiar voice on the phone, Wei Yuxuan bit his lip hard so as not to utter the harsh words.After he put down the phone, he stood there for a long time before he came back to his senses, and found that his hands and feet were cold, and his lips seemed to be stuck to something. It was only later that he realized that the blood from biting his lip had dried up. up.

Later, when I told Mo Bei how he spent that night, even he himself was in a trance, shaking his head and smiling bitterly: "It's not like that, people who break up in love are the same." He refused to say a word.

Mo Bei disapproved of Wei Yuxuan's going to the wedding. Letting him watch his loved one hold a woman's hand and show affection in front of everyone was heart-wrenching torture, and even more so, a naked humiliation.

But Wei Yuxuan insisted on going, "I will give up completely after seeing it."

So Mo Bei could only accompany him. Anyway, he was absolutely worried about letting Wei Yuxuan go alone. He was afraid that Teng Jimin would put a wedding ring on someone else, and Wei Yuxuan would cut his artery here.

Along the way, he racked his brains to comfort him, but after thinking about it, he felt that everything he said was innocuous nonsense.If you look at it as an outsider, everything is clear. Once you are in the game, the word "reluctance" alone can bind you tightly, and you can't get out.

Wei Yuxuan is smart and sensitive. As soon as something happens, he has sorted out everything in his heart a hundred and eighty times, whether it is good or bad, love or resentment, it is the sweaty but unwilling dog ten years ago. The loosened hand, or the phone call that seemed to be sincerely confided ten years later... But no matter how many times I sort it out, my heart is still a mess, and pulling a thread can cause a wound in his heart.

If you don't experience it yourself, you won't understand how painful it is.

Mo Bei couldn't help but think of the time when Gong Xiaonan was shot to death in his previous life. Because he knew the verdict a long time ago, the execution had been carried out countless times in his mind. When he actually got back Gong Xiaonan's body, he even There was a feeling of "ah, that's it", neither surprise nor grief, just a chill slowly seeping into the bones.

That chill haunted him for many years, until he met Zhao Wencheng in his sophomore year, a senior who could do all kinds of little magic tricks to amuse him.He thought, when he was with Brother Nan, one would only play willful and play with his temper, while the other would only pamper and protect him. Could that be love?He really doesn't know.But after interacting with Zhao Wencheng, he could feel the feeling of "one day's absence, and thinking about it like crazy", and he felt that it was love.

But what about the result?

After he was imprisoned in the mental hospital, what he expected most was for Zhao Wencheng to rescue him.But after waiting for one month, two months, one year, two years... He didn't know until after he was discharged from the hospital that Zhao Wencheng knew his whereabouts when his mother went to school to suspend him, but Zhao Wencheng didn't know anything. Do, after that semester ended, Zhao Wencheng went to study in Canada.

Later, Mo Bei no longer cared about whether that person had another beloved boy, or married a woman who didn't know the truth like many people did.He just felt disappointed that none of his two short and cruel love affairs made him feel the feeling of "broken love".Once, because of death, he hastily cut off the line of affection, and once, because of time, his love and longing have been wiped out. Those are not really broken love, broken love should be like Wei Yuxuan...

Mo Bei suddenly came back to his senses, realizing that he had absurdly felt jealous towards Wei Yuxuan just now!Immediately creepy!So I couldn't say anything more consoling.

After getting off the plane, the two of them only brought cash and no luggage, and walked out empty-handed. Unexpectedly, they saw someone holding up a pick-up sign, which clearly stated the names of Mo Bei and Wei Yuxuan. name.

The two went over to ask in doubt, the young man took off his sunglasses, looked at Mo Bei carefully, and was amused: "Hey, 37 North Latitude is such a small one! Don't say it, the guy next to him is even bigger than that." You're more like a writer. Huh? I'm not mistaken, am I? Mr. Wei is also a writer?"

After talking for a long time, Mo Bei finally figured out that this young man named Shang Qinghua is Xia Wan's best friend. Xia Duo called to ask his elder brother to take care of his friend, but Xia Wan's graduate student tutor was dragging him to death for a thesis. However, Xiawan really couldn't get away, so he had to ask Shang Qinghua to pick him up.

Now that Mo Bei's identity is no longer a secret, Xia Duo of course no longer hides it from Xia Wan and the others. When he heard that he was coming to pick up the plane at North Latitude 37, Shang Qinghua immediately became enthusiastic.

The result of Master Shang's over-enthusiasm is that Mo Bei and the two of them have fully experienced how talkative Beijing men are. From the airport to the city, he never stopped talking, and he didn't care about the silence of the two of them—— This was also because Xia Duo had warned in advance that these two friends were both introverts, and the reason for coming to the capital was rather subtle.Shang Qinghua is also binocular, and as soon as they meet, they can already tell that the two of them are really in a bad mood. Since Mo Bei is his favorite writer, he doesn't care if no one cheers him up.

"What kind of hotel are you staying in? Xiawan's house is just ashes, and it will increase your popularity if you stay for a few days. Let him thank you well." Shang Qinghua took Mobei and the two to buy daily necessities and a change of clothes, Without any explanation, he took them to Xiawan's house on Gulou Street, with a natural attitude as if he was going back to his own home.

Shang Qinghua himself had a lot of work to do. After chasing Mo Bei to ask him to sign the novels he promised to collect, he gave them the key to Xia Wan's house and ran away by himself.

Even Wei Yuxuan's mood improved a lot with Shang Tsinghua making such a fuss.At night, Xia Wan finally escaped from the clutches of his mentor, and Shang Qinghua was almost busy with his affairs. The two came back one after the other to welcome the two guests.

Xia Wan had seen Mo Bei and Wei Yuxuan in Xia Duo's photo album a long time ago. Now that he saw the real person, he still couldn't help but praise him in his heart. The youth is handsome and gentle, and the youthful looks are like spring flowers. Good looks.

After all, Mo Bei is not really ignorant of people and the world. Xia Duo entrusted him with favors, and he naturally had to accept the kindness, so he also used his energy to socialize with Xia Wan and Shang Qinghua.Wei Yuxuan also sorted out his mood to deal with it. He worked in a magazine and saw a lot of so-called literary youths, and his conversation naturally carried a "cough pearl spit jade" taste.Xia Wan and Shang Qinghua are used to talking to people and talking nonsense, anyway, there is no topic that they can't get on with.For a while, the four of them chatted happily at the dinner table.

After dinner, Shang Qinghua still wanted to take someone out to play, but Xia Wan vetoed it: "Duo Duo said that Xiao Bei is not in good health, and he took such a long flight today, so he needs to rest early."

Mo Bei felt a fever in his ears.

Xia Wan looked at him playfully, "My brother is so thoughtful and considerate, it makes people feel nauseous, but I have never seen him treat others like this. It seems that the relationship between you two is really strong."

Wei Yuxuan glanced at Xia Wan nervously, he was aware of Xia Duo's pursuit of Mo Bei, and said in a disguised way: "Xia Duo is very kind to my friends, a while ago he was hospitalized with a student, and he even helped out." After busy work, I put in a lot of effort.”

Xia Wan didn't say anything else, he was surprised to learn that Wei Yuxuan was going to attend Teng Jimin's wedding, "It just so happens that I have to attend the wedding tomorrow, so we will go together."

Mo Bei asked, "Are you also familiar with Teng Jimin?"

Xia Wan said: "I don't know him very well, but his wife Liang Feng is my second aunt's cousin, a close relative."

Wei Yuxuan's face turned pale, Mo Bei hesitated, and asked for him: "Speaking of which, we haven't seen Mrs. Teng yet, I heard that she is a researcher?"

Xia Wan said casually: "Well, I heard from my second aunt that when she was in school, her cousin liked to play with things like radios - this is really similar to Duoduo in our family. Later, she skipped grades all the way and took it when she was in her 20s. Double master's degree, you can be considered a genius. After graduation, he entered the Military Industry Research Institute, and now he seems to be a lieutenant colonel. Hehe, my second aunt and the others were worried that she would never marry, but now I can be relieved."

"It's amazing. By the way, how did she and Teng Jimin meet?" Mo Bei then asked.

Xia Wan realized that Mo Bei kept calling Teng Jimin by his name, felt a little strange, but still replied: "They seem to be childhood sweethearts, they used to be neighbors. According to my second aunt, it's because Liang Feng is obsessed with research work. , that's why the marriage between the two has been delayed again and again, otherwise it should have been done long ago."

Shang Qinghua interjected: "Teng Jimin has been waiting for Liang Feng for so many years, and he has never heard of any style problems. It is really not easy."

Xia Wan nodded and said: "Yes, it's really not easy for a man to do this. I heard that every year Liang Feng celebrates her birthday, Teng Jimin will give her a special gift. This year, he made a mold with his own hands. Made a golden phoenix brooch. It seems that Liang Feng agreed to get married because of this gift."

Wei Yuxuan's face turned even paler. Mo Bei raised his hand and rubbed his temples, and smiled apologetically, "I'm really tired today. You have to get up early for the wedding tomorrow, right?"

Xia Wan thoughtfully said: "You don't need to go there too early, it's about ten o'clock, we just go to the hotel directly. You two have a good rest tonight, Tsinghua and I will go live at his house and come pick you up tomorrow morning."

Mo Bei thanked them embarrassingly. After leaving the hotel, Xia Wan and Shang Qinghua sent them back first, and left without entering the door again.Only then did Wei Yuxuan show signs of fatigue, said good night and went to bed.

As for whether he really fell asleep, Mo Bei knew the answer when he woke up the next morning and saw the obvious blue color under his eye bags.