Rebirth one way to the north

Although Wei Yuxuan took the medicine and got a good night's sleep, but when he woke up in the morning, he was tired, and he seemed to be more sleepy than when he didn't sleep.Mo Bei and Xia Duo were very worried about whether he could support them, so they hesitated before telling him about Teng Jimin's visit last night.

Wei Yuxuan was in a daze for a long time, and slowly said: "He is being unfaithful to his wife and me, why bother? I am also a man, even if my talent and fortune are not as good as his, and I can't stand shoulder to shoulder with him, but is it true? Should I stay in the small room forever, just waiting for him to take a sneak peek? If he really puts the focus of his entire life on him, it’s not like he asked, how can I not be happy? How dare I not be happy!"

Seeing his resentment, Mo Bei was relieved instead. It seems that he was right to persuade Wei Yuxuan to come out to work and see more of the world.When his mind and vision are no longer limited to a small room surrounded by books, he will naturally have a different idea when facing emotional setbacks.Although today's Wei Yuxuan will still feel sad and depressed due to his limited nature, but he will definitely not commit suicide like Mo Bei worried.

Originally, he came to the imperial capital just to watch Teng Jimin's wedding to make himself give up, but now that the matter is over, Wei Yuxuan doesn't want to stay any longer.Of course, Mo Bei was in favor of going back to Yunbian immediately, but Xia Duo came back once anyway, and he should go back to meet his elders, so the three of them had to book tickets for the next afternoon.

After breakfast, Xia Duo was ready to go home, but worried that Mo Bei and Wei Yuxuan would be even more depressed if they stayed at home like this, so he advised them to go out for a walk.Mo Bei has always been very homely, and after seeing Luo Yi, it has been difficult to cheer up, so he didn't respond to this proposal.On the contrary, Wei Yuxuan thought for a while, and said with a smile: "I have never been to the Forbidden City these few times, so I don't want to miss it again this time."

Mo Bei could only nod his head in response, and Xia Duo asked him quietly: "Why do I hear brother Yuxuan speaking a little differently from usual...choose words and sentences, with a well-balanced tone, as if talking to someone from the past."

Mo Bei also felt this subtle difference, but after thinking about it carefully, he understood a little bit. Wei Yuxuan was delicate and sensitive in nature. Since he was a teenager, he was discriminated against because of his love for Teng Jimin, so he has long been immersed in In the world of books, this is also a kind of self-protection for him.But now that he is deeply hurt, even though his state of mind is different, he has subconsciously curled up his fragile heart into a small world, which is why he unconsciously brings out traces of another world in his speech and behavior.

This can be said to be a subconscious disguise, or an unconscious self-protection.

"If he was born in ancient times, brother Yuxuan would be such an elegant and elegant young man." Mo Bei smiled.

Xia Duo thought for a while, and felt that Wei Yuxuan's demeanor all along was indeed more classical, so he couldn't help but smile.

Wei Yuxuan didn't know what the two of them were laughing at, and urged: "Hurry up, the Forbidden City is so big, it takes a lot of time to take a closer look, it's better to go early."

Mo Bei sang: "My lord has a life, so don't dare to disobey."

Xia Duo laughed straight away, and Wei Yuxuan finally came to his senses, and scolded with a smile: "Small ghost!"

Just as he was about to go out, Xia Wan and Teng Jimin arrived together.Xia Wan became suspicious about the relationship between Teng Jimin and Wei Yuxuan, but it was inconvenient to ask, so he could only pretend that nothing had happened.Teng Jimin thought that Xiawan already knew about it. Although more and more people were worried about knowing about it, he couldn't take care of it at this time. He just wanted to coax Wei Yuxuan first.

Teng Jimin and Wei Yuxuan were talking in the living room, Xia Wan carried Xia Duo to the study, Mo Bei had no choice but to stay alone in the bedroom in a daze.He had been to the Forbidden City a few times in his previous life, and he was idle at this time, unwilling to let his brain be free to think about other things, so he took a pen and paper and drew the floor plan of the Forbidden City from memory.Just after painting at the Meridian Gate to Qianqing Palace, I heard Teng Jimin's exclamation from the living room.

Mo Bei hurriedly ran out, only to see Teng Jimin half kneeling on the ground, holding the unconscious Wei Yuxuan in his arms. The most terrifying thing was that Wei Yuxuan's mouth, chin, and even the clothes on his chest were covered in blood!

Wei Yuxuan suffered from acute gastric bleeding. Fortunately, it was mainly caused by excessive mental stress. After being sent to the hospital to stop the bleeding and replenish the blood, he woke up after a lot of busy work.Teng Jimin didn't dare to provoke him any more, and he was reluctant to leave him at this time, so he could only stay outside the ward and guard him in aggrieved manner.

Although Xia Wan angered Wei Yuxuan because of Mo Bei and his younger brother, he was not the kind of person who would add trouble to others, and he had to look at Teng Jimin's face, so everything was handled properly, and even the doctor specially invited him to He got acquainted with a famous doctor in the Xia family.

It was just such a toss, and Xia Duo didn't have time to go home. Xia Wan was very dissatisfied: "I'm in the hospital, why do you need to work? Even if there is something, there are nurses. Besides, look at Teng Jimin, he Can Wei Yuxuan be wronged?"

Xia Duo said, "I can rest assured without my personal care."

Xia Wan sneered: "After all, you just can't let go of that little lunatic."

Xia Duo's expression turned serious, "Brother, Beibei is not a lunatic, please respect him."

Xia Wan was so angry that his stomach hurt, "If you want to be respected by others, you have to respect yourself first! A boy doesn't learn well at a young age!"

Xia Duo sighed: "Brother, I know you are feeling uncomfortable now, and what you say may not be the truth, but what you say at this time is the saddest. You have a lot of things to do, go get busy first, since the family doesn't know that I'm back , there is no need to tell them, I will go home to see them when I have some free time here."

Xia Wan was startled and angry, "Oh, are you kicking me? Xia Duo! Well, you have a sense!" No wonder the saying goes that you forget your mother after marrying a wife, and now even a big brother can't compare to that brat up!Xia Wan turned around and left, feeling that if he stayed a moment longer, he would be blown up.

Xia Duo felt a little guilty when he saw his elder brother leaving angrily, but he never gave in when it came to matters related to Mobei.The two brothers were standing at the end of the corridor talking, Xia Duo stood there thinking for a while, then walked towards Wei Yuxuan's ward.Seeing that Teng Jimin was still standing against the wall, staring at the closed door in a daze, Xia Duo couldn't say anything, so he nodded in greeting and pushed the door open.

During the few seconds when the door was opened and closed, Teng Jimin hurriedly stretched his neck and looked inside eagerly, but due to the angle, he could only see half of Wei Yuxuan's body covered by the quilt, and his upper body was completely blocked by Mo Bei. up.When Mo Bei heard someone coming in, he turned around and revealed Wei Yuxuan's face, but before Teng Jimin could see clearly, the door was already closed.

When Mo Bei turned around, he also saw Teng Jimin outside the door. Although he didn't know what Teng Jimin said that made Wei Yuxuan vomit blood, but he could guess a little bit just by guessing, and he didn't like this person. , and now he is so angry that he wants to cast an unforgivable curse like "Cruciatus" on him.

Xia Duo walked very lightly, seeing Wei Yuxuan lying there with his eyes closed, he didn't know if he was asleep or rested with his eyes closed, his whole body was as thin as a shadow.

Xia Duo whispered, "My brother is going back first."

Mo Bei also lowered his voice: "Don't you still have to see your elders? Why don't you go together?"

Xia Duo said, "I'll stay here to help you run errands with Brother Yuxuan."

Mo Bei bowed his head and smiled, Xia Duo put his warm palm on his neck and gently rubbed it, the skin on Mo Bei's neck was slightly cool, it was very comfortable to be touched by him like this, and he felt comforted psychologically at the same time.

Wei Yuxuan didn't fall asleep. Hearing Mo Bei and Xia Duo whispering, although he closed his eyes, he could still imagine the situation of the two of them. Compared with himself, he felt more and more sad.Hearing Mo Bei whisper again: "Teng Jimin is still outside?" Wei Yuxuan's heart skipped a beat.

Xia Duo looked at Mo Bei in surprise, but continued to say: "Well, he's still standing outside the door."

Mo Bei looked at Wei Yuxuan's trembling eyes and said, "I don't know what Liang Feng will think if I don't go home the next day after the wedding."

"Uh……"

"Actually, what brother Yuxuan said is true. He is being unfaithful to his wife and brother Yuxuan. In fact, he is not even true to himself. Such infidelity, dishonesty, and inauthentic But in the eyes of many people, it is a very normal thing. Why do you think this is?"

"why?"

"Many homosexuals get married and have children. They think it's the best of both worlds. They also feel that the most painful person is only themselves. The face of the family can be preserved, and the family can maintain a normal false appearance. As for their wives, since many heterosexuals are the same They will cheat after marriage, and many marriages are not maintained by love, so they don’t feel that they have done any harm to their wives. Everyone knows that the most basic morality in marriage is loyalty, but once this person has an unattainable Power, wealth, status, their infidelity in marriage has become a romantic affair that many people talk about, and they are envied and taken for granted."

"Prostitution is obviously illegal, but when this kind of behavior is linked with business entertainment, most people think it is very reasonable. If you don't follow the trend, you will be ignorant of the current affairs. Perhaps, many homosexuals choose to deceive innocent women without any I feel ashamed because they have replaced an unreasonable thing with the label of "have to". When a wrong behavior is supported by a considerable number of people and gradually becomes the norm, it seems that the original nature can be changed. This absurd!"

"There are so many people who just repeat the same day all their lives, living for the face of their parents, living for the eyes of others, living for their own vanity, afraid of being different from others, afraid of life being out of track, and living to In the end, I became numb, and I couldn’t even see my sincerity, and I didn’t even think that I still had my sincerity. People always have excuses to say that they have no choice, but in fact, they are just lack of courage.”

Mo Bei originally wanted to tell Wei Yuxuan, but he lost himself in his own thoughts while talking.This kind of Mo Bei made Xia Duo feel a little flustered, as if if he couldn't hold onto him tightly, he would be swallowed up by another world at any time.

"Yeah, everyone has the freedom and right to choose, but most people don't know that they have given up this freedom and right, and ask others to live like them. Why do they think they are the right one? where?"

"Beibei, don't think too much, okay?"

"Why can Teng Jimin do things that hurt Brother Yuxuan, and at the same time confidently think that Brother Yuxuan can be happy? I can't say that his love for Brother Yuxuan is fake, because from his point of view, it may be real. There is nothing more real than this. But, is it because he gave the most sincere and powerful love to him, that Brother Yuxuan must accept it, must be moved, and must live according to his expectations? Otherwise Is it unreasonable, unfeeling and unlucky, or even hurt him instead?"

"Beibei, I know you are arguing for Brother Yuxuan, but let him decide this matter after Brother Yuxuan is healed?"

"I know, I know... I'm falling into the old habit again. I always want to use limited language to explain the truth, but in fact there are some things that don't make sense. I know, no matter how I think, I shouldn't It's impossible to interfere with other people's decisions, just like I don't like people interfering with me. I understand."

Xia Duo squatted down and opened Mo Bei's hands that were picking at his fingers. Those hands were obviously convulsive. Xia Duo kissed all ten fingers one by one, and said softly: "My life is entangled with you, my life is entangled with you. Fate is inseparable from you, Beibei, you can completely own me."

"Although I don't believe it, it sounds really nice."

Xia Duo smiled wryly: "Look, when the truth is in front of you, even you will suspect that it is actually just a disguised hypocrisy. Give the truth a place to hide."

"You're right. I'm also a coward. What right can I say about others?"

"Beibei, in fact, we have discussed similar topics many times, right? Some things, you really don't need to think too much, time will prove it to you. It's just that life is short, like morning dew, time is wasted too much So much, it’s hard to say whether happiness will be concentrated or discounted in the end.”

Mo Bei was stunned for a long time, and he didn't know what he was thinking. There was a cluster of nebula in his eyes, and Xia Duo looked at it closely, feeling as if his whole body was about to be sucked in, even his breathing trembled. .

"Xia Duo, will you be my boyfriend?"

"Ah?...Ah! Yes, yes, yes!" Xia Duo stuttered, and even said more than a dozen "yes", without turning over in one breath, coughing up tears, and trembling Question: "I don't have auditory hallucinations, right? You just said..."

Mo Bei smiled, reached out and wiped away the tears from the corners of Xia Duo's eyes, and said, "Xia Duo, be my boyfriend."