What's wrong with stealing some of your yang energy!

I'm afraid it's nothing, but it's more heartbreaking than knowing that you are not the only one, you are replaceable, that you are just a shadow of someone else.

Bai Ling gently closed his eyes, and wrapped himself in his thin arms impatiently, but there was no warmth, which made him feel more at ease.Even the cold air wantonly invaded his heartless chest, crushing him.

Xie Chongsen... Xie Chongsen must know everything.

So is his concealment protecting him, or is he protecting the "better relationship" self?

Bai Ling didn't dare to think deeply.

Also, he's fighting for a breath of air amidst the swirl of grief, and who would be that nice to a stranger meeting for the first time?

He was ignorant and rude when he first came out of Songhe Garden. Thinking of those memories, he felt extremely ashamed. Xie Chongsen was still so kind to him, maybe it was because of his "self"...

So is Xie Chongsen trying to stabilize him and prevent him from struggling with his "id"?

No, another voice in his heart persuaded him, it's not the first time that the giant fox has separated you and Xie Chongsen, you should think it through carefully.

The little ghost said, if Xie Chongsen replaced surveillance with protection, he could have directly imprisoned you instead of raising you with good food and drink. Those who spoil their sons have never seen such a posture.

The bad boy said, Xie Chongsen wants to be malicious to you, why waste time looking for materials to reshape your body?If he wants to resurrect you, he will bear the sin of going against the sky.

Bai Ling thought that it was rare for you to have the same views. Although I am very grateful for your comfort, I am in a bad mood now, so I should beat the bad boy to death to calm down.

Bad kid: ? ? ? ? ? ? wtmqs

Sister She got away from the crowd, poured two cups of hot water, and handed them to the two silent people in the corner.

She gestured to Zhitianyu with her eyes: What's wrong with him?

Zhi Tianyu smiled wryly, and answered with his mouth: I don't know either.

Sister She guessed that it had something to do with Mrs. Hu's relics. She was not stupid. Bai Ling might be involved in the core dispute of the blood boy incident. Such a carefree, cheerful and lively young man, the innocence in his eyes was increasingly worn away by reality. It hurts so much.

She tried to ease the atmosphere: "Why are you two, Xiao Chong and the others?"

"Sister She," Bai Ling said suddenly, "Can you tell me about brother Chong's childhood?"

Sister She didn't know why Bai Ling asked this suddenly, she assumed that Bai Ling was in a bad mood and wanted to chat, so she smiled and sat beside the couch, and spoke reminiscently.

"He has been bored since he was a child, and he can't make a fart with three poles. But he is experienced and stable in the world, and no one in the Taoism does not boast that 'Xie Chongsen does not come out of Xie's family, and the contemporary celestial master is like a long night'. He studied it by himself in high school. Those ancient books of the Xie family, without saying a word, shocked the whole road when they shot. You may have heard before that there was an evil dragon who had been sleeping for many years and broke the ground.

Bai Ling nodded with great interest: "The big guy lives up to his reputation. Sister She, do you remember his younger things? I want to hear what stupid things Da Bingshan did when he was a child."

Sister She smiled: "Let me think about it. Our family has a good relationship with his family, and even the Li family. Like Haizi and Xuewen Xueling, they all grew up after my ass and called my eldest sister. ... and so on ?”

really.

Bai Ling stared closely at Sister She's expression, and Sister She rubbed her temple in doubt, from doubt to disbelief, and from disbelief to shock.

He asked softly, "Can't you remember?"

Sister She waved her hand at him in a panic: "Let me think about it...why can't I remember anything? He obviously grew up with us, but I can't remember exactly what he did or said. "

People's childhood memories are always vague, but they are not completely at a loss. There are always impressive "films" in it.The kindergartners who exchanged lunches, the children who joined the kindergarten at the birthday party, and so on.There are also children who only exist in the memory of others as "your kindergarten classmate", which is because of too little contact.

If Xie Chongsen really grew up with the Daoist generation...

How could there be no impression?

Bai Ling didn't give Sister She a chance to catch her chaotic memory, and asked, "Do you still remember when Brother Yi Hai changed his name and why?"

But to Bai Ling's surprise, Sister She was taken aback: "Rename? What name change?"

Her eyes are typical eagle eyes, full of heroism, with high browbones, but the always sharp eyes are full of doubt and turmoil.

Bai Ling reminded her softly: "Didn't Brother Yihai be called Xie Linhai before?"

Sister She's eyes flickered as if she had been electrified, and she blinked a few times unnaturally: "Yes, yes. It is indeed the name. It's been too long and I can't remember it. Is it junior high school or high school? It's about the same. Right. As for why it was changed, I don’t know.”

Bai Ling remembered that when mentioning the tomb of Yuan Wuqing Fang, Li Xuewen casually mentioned that Xie Yihai was still called Xie Linhai when he went to the tomb, which was weird.

In other words, Xie Yihai changed his name after leaving the tomb, no matter whether it was related to going to the tomb or not.

Bai Ling couldn't help but took out the 2012 photo of Mrs. Hu and the four members of the Li family.

The relationship between Mrs. Hu and the Xie family should not be farther than that of the Li family. Why are there no Xie brothers in the group photo?

This question may be asked of the only living person in the photo.

Bai Lingyin lowered the cold light in his eyes, and smiled at Sister She who was restless and stunned in place: "Okay, Mr. Xie has such a personality, it's normal not to play with you since childhood."

Sister She forced a smile: "It's possible. When you get old, you not only lose your hair, but also your memory is useless."

Bai Ling sweetly complimented her with many good words, which made Sister She smile.

At this time, Haishi was about to pass, and the night wind brought a chilly night. Sister She was worried, and got up to look for the two people, and Bai Ling followed.As soon as Fang turned into the long corridor, he heard a thin female voice whimpering in the biting cold wind.

Sister She and Bai Ling looked at each other, and suppressed the sound of their footsteps.He heard the girl burst out suddenly: "Am I willing to do this kind of thing! But my brother, what did my brother do wrong! He has been kept in the dark by you for so long and suffered so much. When I think about his situation every day, I can cry immediately... We regret it! Our whole family regrets it! What kind of savior or saint is going to be done by others! Let my brother go... woo woo..."

Li Xuewen then whispered something, but he couldn't really hear it. His persuasion obviously had the opposite effect, and the girl became even more hysterical: "Impossible... Please, since you were able to do that kind of thing back then, you can also do it to restore him Let's go! My second brother and I have been wandering around for the past two years, looking for all the medicinal materials you need. Although we haven't found all of them yet, trust us, we will definitely find all of them..."

The girl's roar slowly dissipated in the wind, and turned into sobbing: "That's our only big brother, five people have become four forever, how have we spent these years, you must not understand Just imagine..."

Regret, recovery?The girl with red eyes and stern face flashed through Bai Ling's mind, and she vowed to avenge "him". She couldn't hold back anymore and rushed out.

Under the pitch-black night, the frail girl opened a pair of red and swollen eyes that overlapped with her memory, and looked at him in disbelief.

Zhang Yihe opened her mouth impatiently, she was about to rush forward, but she didn't know whether it was rationality or timidity, she just stood there, looking at Bai Ling across the corridor in despair and nostalgia.

She was like a beast whose muscles and bones were suddenly stretched, and in the end she could barely elicit a not-so-pretty smile, and lowered her eyes.

"Little Bai..." Xie Chongsen strode towards him, carefully distinguishing, his voice was a little flustered, which made Bai Ling more sure of his guess.

He failed to evoke relevant memories, and his pity for Zhang Yihe could only be deeply hidden in his heart.

He took a step back without any trace: "What did you ask? She's in a very bad mood."

He immediately noticed that Li Xuewen's complexion was also quite bad, or it was extremely bad. It was obvious that the two of them quarreled and neither of them gained the upper hand.

...Wait, Li Xuewen, who is level [-], can still be pissed off by Zhang Yihe, who has a sluggish rank?

An absurd thought struck him, and he glanced incredulously at the resentful Zhang Yihe and Li Xuewen who seemed to be in the same mood—both of them were red-eyed in the cold wind, and the atmosphere of grief spread uncontrollably— —It's more like two victims talking to each other, rather than the perpetrator and the victim tearing up.

"Xie Chongsen," Bai Ling said calmly like never before, "Tell me, who was the one who resurrected the Li family back then?"

This is the first time he called Xie Chongsen by his full name.

Bai Ling hoped that this would be the first and last time.

Haunting my ears day and night, I can never get tired of hearing the soft and sweet voice of a young man like honey, now it is extremely strange, calling out his name is like the sharpest bayonet piercing the heart of a close and beloved person .

But Xie Chongsen just closed his eyes deeply: "Why do you suddenly want to know this?"

"Tell me," Bai Ling wrapped himself tightly, letting the choked night wind pass by his ears, "Brother Xuewen knows, right? Maybe he just found out, it was a seemingly accidental accident , is actually an irreversible and doomed dead end..."

He looked disappointedly at Xie Chongsen, who was silent, and walked towards Li Xuewen.

There, has his answer.

As expected, his wrist was grabbed, and he shook it off fiercely: "Xie Chongsen, I know everything, I know everything! You want to hide me, but everyone wants me to know... I don't know what you are thinking, But your protection of 'him' is doomed to disappointment!"

The free hand never reached out again.

Without looking back, Bai Ling could imagine Xie Chongsen's shocked expression. In the past, he might soften his heart, but what about him, isn't he sad?

Hidden up to this point by the closest, most trusted, and most thought to be able to open their hearts to face.

Zhang Yihe showed a complicated look at his appearance.

Bai Ling didn't dare to give her hope, and glanced lightly at Li Xuewen: "Brother Xuewen, I know you're not feeling well now...but I have a very important question. Do you still remember why Brother Yihai changed his name? "

Li Xuewen raised his eyes wearily, seeing that it was Bai Ling, his mood eased a bit.He rubbed his temples: "Let me think about it. I remember who told me that Yihai was rich and auspicious all his life, but he was prone to bumping against wood when he was an adult, so I changed it for him."

"Isn't it more strange to change it to the word 'one'?" Bai Ling guided his train of thought, "Yin is the eldest son's idea. In my opinion, the change is also from 'one' to 'lin'..."

"Is it used to remember something? For example, some things that should not be forgotten, but will definitely be forgotten over time..."